A Genius Actor Who Brings Misfortune - Chapter 494



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The genius actor who brings misfortune (494)

‘What the hell is the problem?’

I lay in bed blankly, thinking.

‘I’ve done everything that needed to be done.’

I confidently told my biological mother that I had a separate family and that I would be fine from now on.

Team Leader Woo said that he would cleanly deal with the things his biological father did.

He promised on his own behalf that I would never have anything to do with them again.

‘however….’

This is strange. Why do I feel this way?

I thought you would be happy without me by your side.

I thought at least I wouldn’t be living an unhappy life.

But the biological mother looked unexpected.

A cardigan full of fluff, worn-out shoes, and a face that clearly looked tired.

This was the first thought that came to mind when I saw her.

‘ah.’

thank god.

‘It’s not all my fault.’

It’s not like all the misfortunes that happen to them are my fault.

So I felt relieved, but also guilty at the same time.

On the one hand, I was angry.

‘How are you doing?’

Of course I’m doing well.

My biological mother probably asked that because she saw me on TV.

‘but….’

What you see on TV isn’t everything.

It’s not like actress Lee Yeon-jae tells me everything about me.

No matter how well I’m doing, how can you say that to me?

‘I guess I shouldn’t have told you to take care of yourself.’

Should I have just kept spewing curses at him and telling him that everything he did would fail?

Is it because I told you to take care of yourself while smiling as if nothing happened that you feel uneasy?

‘I don’t know.’

I don’t know. I just felt sick.

My body ached, and my heart ached.

A fever of unknown origin engulfed me, as if my body was telling me that something was wrong.

After lying in bed for more than two days, I realized.

It’s not that I’m relieved, or feel guilty, or angry, or uneasy.

‘I, I… .’

I was hurt.

That’s why it hurts like this.

As soon as I realized this, a self-deprecating laugh escaped my lips.

‘I am also me.’

If you have a conscience, shouldn’t people not do that?

I’ve always said I was greedy, I was greedy, but this isn’t the level of greed.

Hey, who’s next to you?

Jinbae hyung, Jeong Hyeon hyung, Noh Bi-hyeok, Han Ha-ram, Lee Eun-taek, Seong I-jun. They’re all there.

Even though you have fans, no matter what you do, they support you and love you.

‘Having people like this next to me…’

How can that be?

In a situation like this, isn’t it humanly right to be hurt by something like that?

‘I’m trash… .’

He covered his eyes with his forearm.

I was afraid that someone would read my mind.

I wish you would just think of it as a simple case of being sick.

I hope no one notices that I’m hurt.

‘I can’t do that.’

I shouldn’t get hurt, if only for the sake of my family who loves me.

My fog, my brothers, my friends. They are my family.

Even though we don’t share the same blood, that doesn’t matter, we are a true family.

‘I’m serious.’

I really think so. I’m a happy person.

So it should be okay… .

Even X wasn’t okay at all.

That made me so mad.

I felt like yelling at him and asking what the hell was wrong with him.

‘I am….’

I hated myself.

***

Lying on the bed in the dark space was the same.

The fog silently stayed by my side.

Maybe it was because I slept in a dark space, but I had a dream for the first time in a long time.

“(hi!)”

I blinked my eyes slowly.

Her long turquoise hair tickled my face.

“(Nice to meet you!)”

Ilya whispered to me with a face that looked like he was dying of joy.

“(Won’t you sing with me?)”

I looked at him blankly and answered.

“no.”

“(huh?)”

“I can’t do it.”

“(Why? Just do it!)”

“I have to solve the problem, not sing.”

“(solve?)”

Ilya looked puzzled.

That expression made me angry for no reason, so I snapped.

“You will enjoy everything, but I will not.”

I can’t accept everything so casually like you do.

“Not everyone is as wrinkle-free as you.”

I blurted out all the words that were rising in my stomach without hesitation.

“I have to get better first. I can’t sing until then.”

Every word that came out of my mouth was sharp.

He was so sharp that every time he spoke, it felt like every part of his mouth was being torn apart.

Ilya looked at me blankly, then smiled brightly.

“(okay!)”

“… … .”

“(Come here when you’re done. I’ll wait until then.)”

Ilya’s clear eyes sparkled like pearls.

It seemed like he didn’t understand what I was saying at all.

Yet he still had a kind smile on his face.

“(When you get better, let’s sing together.)”

Ilya smiled and reached out to me.

His fingers touched my eyes. They were warm.

“(But there is something.)”

It was such a vivid feeling that I couldn’t believe it was a dream.

Ilya kept caressing my eyes and whispering.

“(How about singing a song first?)”

If you do that, things might get better, right?

There was no solution to the words spoken in a small voice.

I felt a little sad that it was so easy to talk about someone else’s business, but I couldn’t open my mouth easily because of the gentleness in the words.

So I slowly woke up.

When I opened my eyes, what I saw was….

“Are you awake?”

It was Jeong-Hyeon’s older brother.

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you up. My hand went there without me knowing.”

“… … .”

Hyung Jeong-hyeon smiled and touched the corner of my eyes.

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My brother wiped away the tears that were flowing down his face without a care.

“The fever has gone down a lot. That’s a relief.”

His brother’s hands were much larger and harder than Ilya’s.

But strangely, it was softer.

“Do you want to keep sleeping? Or should we have breakfast together?”

“… … .”

I stared blankly into her affectionate eyes.

Hyung Jeong-hyeon smiled and whispered.

“If you want to cry, you can cry, Yeonjae.”

Only then did I frown and shake my head.

My vision was blurry, perhaps because of the tears.

“I don’t want to cry.”

“But you have a face that makes you want to cry.”

“i know.”

I fucking know it too well.

‘under.’

Sadness and annoyance came rushing in.

I closed my eyes in the rush of emotion, and the tears that had been building up eventually flowed down my face.

“… … I hope it’s okay.”

I wish I didn’t feel any emotions.

I didn’t want to be influenced by my biological parents in any way.

But I couldn’t do that, so I quietly confessed that I was upset.

What came back was a soft laugh.

Hyung Jeong-hyeon whispered softly with the corners of his eyes folded.

“Yeonjae, wounds don’t necessarily have to heal.”

“yes?”

“It doesn’t have to be okay. It doesn’t have to be okay.”

A large hand passed over my eyes and touched my hair.

My brother stroked my hair as if he was gently combing it.

“There can’t be no scars at all. That’s impossible.”

“But I can’t just leave it like that.”

“That’s right. If you just leave it alone, it can fester. And more than anything, it hurts.”

Yes, it hurts so much I can’t ignore it.

No matter how hard you try to hide it with socks or a hat, the subtle pain inevitably ruins your daily life.

“Then what should I do? Do you know the answer, hyung?”

When I asked with my eyes wide open, my brother laughed loudly for some reason and pinched my cheek.

“If you have a wound, just apply ointment.”

“Ointment? What ointment?”

“Well, you know that. Every wound is different, so every ointment is different.”

Those were words worthy of Jeong-Hyeon. Warm comfort filled with wisdom.

I asked again, desperately.

“What should I do if the wound doesn’t get better even after applying ointment?”

“I told you earlier. I said it doesn’t have to get better.”

“But if it doesn’t work, it’ll hurt.”

“That’s true. In my case, that’s how it is. ‘Huh? You were still there?’ and I applied the ointment again.”

Hyung Jeong-hyeon kept patting my head.

“As you live, you will encounter problems that just won’t get better. Then, just live with it.”

“… … .”

“When you’re sick, you can cry and say you’re sick, and that’s how you live.”

“I hate that I’m not okay. I think that I should be okay at this level.”

I’m able to do the acting I want to do, and I have people I can call family by my side.

In a situation where the person I love loves me, what more could I ask for?

‘What did those biological parents say?’

He poured out words that it was not right to receive such happiness and then get hurt.

After listening to me quietly without interrupting, Jeong-Hyeon said this.

“I know you think of us as family.”

“This is a real family.”

“I know, haha. But that aside, you can get hurt by other people, right? If you have a family, you can’t get hurt, right?”

“… … .”

“Yeonjae, everyone lives like that. Sometimes they hurt others, and sometimes they get hurt. Life is a mess.”

Junghyun stroked my head again as if he felt sorry for me.

“It’s sad enough to be hurt, so why do you want to blame yourself?”

I hesitated and nodded at the words, hoping that that wouldn’t happen.

“I’ll try….”

“Let’s work together.”

Hyung Jeong-hyeon stroked my cheek and then lay down next to me, saying, “Euratcha!”

The bed shook.

“Ugh, I guess I’m getting old. My back hurts every time I go to a far place.”

“Take joint supplements.”

“It can’t be covered by nutritional supplements. You’ll know when you get older, no. I hope you never know.”

I laughed out loud at the words telling me to stay like that.

“Okay. I’ll grow taller here.”

“It’s big enough now. Don’t get any bigger.”

“No, I can’t. I’ll be over 180cm tall, even if it’s just to spite you.”

“Oh, no.”

Hyung Jeong-hyeon squirmed with a displeased expression on his face.

My brother, who had been rambling on and on about nothing for a while, suddenly called my name.

“It’s a series.”

“why?”

I said bluntly, thinking that it must be another pointless story.

But what came back was something unexpected.

“Thank you for growing up well.”

“… … .”

“This is so amazing. Our series is the best. It really is the best.”

It was something you would hear from your parents.

I felt my eyes getting hot, so I frowned for no reason.

‘under.’

I couldn’t hold it in any longer and let out a deep sigh.

“Why are you sighing?”

“It annoys me that I feel like a child.”

“You are a kid.”

“I know. But I thought it would be different.”

He rubbed his itchy nose nervously.

As I obediently agreed, Jeong-Hyeon’s laughter grew louder.

“haha!”

That made me feel better.

Something made me want to laugh.

“haha.”

So I laughed along. Strangely enough, my mood continued to improve.

‘He’s a strange person.’

It was a really strange conversation.

“Shall we go out now?”

“Okay then.”

Jeong-Hyeon left the room with his brother.

And then I encountered an even stranger sight.

“… … What are you all doing here?”

“Are you up now? You’re such a lazy person.”

“Hello, Yeonjae…!”

“Whose cereal is this? Is it for the baby? Can I eat it?”

Noh Bi-hyeok, Seong I-jun, and Lee Eun-taek were eating breakfast in the living room.

It was ridiculous.

‘If anyone saw this, they’d think it was their house.’

A smile spread across my face as I asked why I was here so early in the morning.

‘That’s fortunate.’

There was no need to look for ointment.

Because you’re already here by my side. Even a lot.

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