A Heroine Who Can Never Be Abandoned - A Heroine Who Can Never Be Abandoned chapter 84
84 – Dongmin Lee (19)
Dongmin Lee (19)
Everyday life is very special.
There is Haerin and I woke up the same at 8:00 AM, and this is her and my house.
There is no difference in terms of each element, but the change in detail gives a sense of difference.
For example, there was no classical music playing today, and Haerin woke me up with a kiss.
Should we say non-daily life in everyday life?
The sunlight pouring down through the window was warm, even though it was winter, and shone exceptionally sharply.
Not like it’s early morning.
And a little headache.
I liked the feel of Harin’s body hugging me because it was moderately voluptuous and cozy, but unlike Haru, who always woke up refreshed, there was some discomfort.
Haerin asked as I frowned.
“Why is that?”
“… Yeah, her head hurts a bit…”
“You slept really well today, didn’t you?”
“…Yes.”
Of course, the context of everyday life has changed.
Yesterday I had a drink with Kim Hye-eun, one of the ringleaders of bullying in high school.
I only had a few drinks.
I stayed with her from early afternoon to early evening, and even visited her house.
I have achieved my goal, but I would have to say that my daily life was different from usual, as much as the path I traveled.
Is the rejection of the body an aftermath?
“You must have worked hard yesterday.”
“…Isn’t it?”
Even though Haerin said something that seemed meaningless, I was stunned, but I kept my poker face as much as possible.
I decided to ask without mentioning anything related to Park Sang-woo, so I’m doing my best in her acting.
Besides, the notebook told me.
[… Confirming that Park Sang-woo entered her residence, Kang Hae-rin turned the steering wheel. Her next destination was detectives. They were moving.]
Haerin followed several people, and she found out a few things, including Park Sang-woo.
He is paying attention because he is the only realized villain in 『Journal』, Except for Ban Yi-jae.
The detectives and Harin too.
Even my sister would.
My older sister must be watching all of this from somewhere.
Unfortunately, Kim Hye-eun and I were in Park Sang-woo’s ‘residence’, but they didn’t seem to be caught.
If it was, it would have been described in detail in the notebook.
It is because there is nothing to do with Haerin trying to hide her inner thoughts and the laptop revealing them.
Haerin only checked her whereabouts and left her place.
In other words, my going out is unknown.
Just looking at the reaction now, that’s the case.
I don’t even feel the slightest bit of chilly energy.
Thanks to the notebook’s ‘approval’, I acted with confidence and was able to meet Haerin.
“The Sleeping Beauty Prince.”
Haerin subtly burrowed into my blanket.
“Didn’t you sleep last night?”
It was 1:00 AM when I woke up, and Haerin wasn’t there at that time, so she came in after that.
Looking at the smell of body wash on your face after removing makeup, it looks like you’ve already taken a shower.
If you think about it that way, even if you came in right after, even if you fell asleep right away, wouldn’t it be that you slept for about 6 hours at most?
There was no way he was in very good shape.
“It’s okay. I can last quite a while without sleeping.”
Haerin stumbled further into her blanket, and soon she hugged me around the waist and buried her face.
“……”
I quietly stroked her back.
“…Should I skip breakfast today? I’m fine. Otherwise, I’ll prepare breakfast…”
“It’s okay-“
Haerin’s low voice.
It was a small voice, but it was as resolute as it was.
We held each other like that for a while.
… But soon a problem arose.
To be precise, not Harin, but me.
In just one day, feeling the smell, touch, and curvature of her body in the warm blanket, a signal came from underneath me, who was overly healthy.
“… Me, Haerin?”
She said no, but as if she had stayed up all night, Haerin made a noise and tried to come inside.
Continue where there is nowhere else to go.
If this continues, it will be difficult.
“… Mi, I’m sorry. No more…”
“Can’t you stand it?”
“… Huh?”
Haerin lifted her head from my chest, and she let out a cow-devil grin.
“… Did you know?”
“Well, of course I know. Like this… it bounces.”
Haerin slightly blushed her cheeks.
Evil, heart.
It was a strange feeling.
Recently, she thought that Haerin was becoming more humane, but she couldn’t get rid of the thought that she was like an expensive porcelain doll.
She sure was, she was a lovely girl.
It’s not that comment, it’s the overall atmosphere.
Especially today, unlike usual, it might be more because she came to wake me up.
Is it because of the static electricity on the blanket or because she rubbed her face against my chest?
When I lowered my gaze, I could see her half-closed eyes, small nose, and pink-and-red lips.
The corner of her mouth went up strangely.
“… If we do.”
“… Huh?”
Haerin said.
“… If we do, what will happen?”
“………”
After she came to Haerin’s house, she decided to share all the details, and of course she also showed an ‘extra story’.
In retrospect, the first scene of Gaiden was the first opportunity for materialization, but now that I think about it, many parts were flowing differently from the original work.
Haerin found out that she was a character in a novel, but she overcame that and became my lover.
Her
Used to keep her line, but I’m not afraid of her like she used to, like in her novels.
So there was no resistance to showing it.
However, these settings will be valid.
“… You become obsessed with me.”
“This is a strange thing. Even now, you only see yourself like this, and only think of yourself, but you think you’ll get better here?”
“……”
Listening to Haerin’s words, I almost collapsed.
I just wanted to do something.
But I desperately endured it.
My sister’s affairs had not yet been resolved, and the way to prevent the materialization of 『Journal』 Was also unclear.
There must be an exit so that Haerin and I can lead a happy and normal life.
Having children is all after that.
If Haerin’s personality changes as set in ‘Abduction’, there is nothing I can do freely.
No matter how much the flow changed, this world was still under the influence of 『Journal』.
An example was the discovery of a connection between Park Sang-woo and Kim Hye-eun in an unexpected place.
In the first place, I didn’t expect Song Yeon-woo to be related to Ban Yi-jae at all.
It is also absurd that Detective Beom Ju-hyung and Detective Seong-gang Park are colleagues who have known each other for several years.
Other villains in 『Journal』 Also naturally melted into reality when the novel materialized.
… This was something I couldn’t afford.
It is not strange that Haerin’s gentle personality now suddenly changed one day as if he had erased it.
“Shall we eat?”
Haerin got up without any regrets.
I was rather disappointed with his cool attitude than expected.
Her arms were empty after she was held and then disappeared.
#
After the meal, PD Ban Yu-ri got a call.
I went outside.
Walking in the garden in the cold air.
The reason was that I wanted to discuss a novel I was writing recently, and there was talk of a lawsuit.
She said that she additionally caught the distributors of the text, and wanted to talk to me about the settlement money.
Thanks to the hard work in management, my novels were not uploaded to illegal sharing sites for a while, but this was a never-ending battle.
Even if money came in as a settlement, it was futile as my goal was not money.
If the circulation of novels has anything to do with changing reality, it was like stopping a flood with the palm of your hand.
She finished the call and was about to leave when she noticed that Haerin was watching me with a wide smile.
“… It’s PD-nim.”
I said, somehow feeling the pressure of an excuse.
“You are a good person. Yes?”
“……”
I recently realized something, but Haerin’s attitude has definitely become moderate and stable.
Talking about work with the class PD-nim might have been unpleasant to Harin from the past.
Actually, the two of us have been together before.
Isn’t there a time when Haerin greeted the class PD who came looking for me and treated me to a meal?
Later, when she asked PD-nim why she slept with her at home, she got a surprising answer.
‘I fell asleep all of a sudden. No, I think her head hurt. Anyway, my condition deteriorated rapidly, but Mr. Harin took care of me.’
I passed on it then, but now I’m curious.
I suddenly felt bad.
Is that really a coincidence?
It’s not like I’m going to doubt Haerin again, but there was room for me to think about it.
Perhaps because of her connection at that time, Haerin no longer interfered with her class PD’s contact with me.
I went indoors.
There is no need to talk about transparent windows.
I sat on the sofa and drank tea.
I asked Harin about his plan.
I also asked what happened yesterday.
I checked the contents on my laptop, but the fact that I saw it was a secret from Haerin.
If you suddenly did something you weren’t supposed to do, you might be interested in what happened yesterday.
When she starts interrogating in earnest, she doesn’t have the confidence to overcome her stare penetrating her.
Also, hearing the story in person must be different.
I asked the first question to Haerin, who seemed strangely calm and peaceful.
#
Park Sang-woo.
He nodded his head as he took off his trademark skull mask.
“f*ck things.”
A heavy voice came out of his mouth.
As big as he is, he has always been a predator in any group.
Of course, after becoming an adult, I couldn’t solve everything by force, but the desire for dominance was still there.
If force is considered illegal, you can acquire a means of power to replace force.
For example, getting someone addicted.
In addition to huge profits, it stimulated pleasure in that it plunged someone into despair and pain.
He thought he was the devil incarnate.
Money was just a means.
He hit the desk with his finger.
What Park Sang-woo was looking at was a tablet PC.
The inside of a house was displayed on the screen.
“You didn’t pretend to be expensive these days, but you were holding a pillar Seobang?”
The corners of Park Sang-woo’s mouth went up crookedly.
I laughed at the scene where the man on the screen seemed to be carrying the woman on his back, but it bothered me that he dealt with it delicately so as not to get hurt.
What follows is a scene of two people kissing.
“I don’t think she’s a sl*t.”
Unlike the laughter, Park Sang-woo’s eyes sparked.
He was a very possessive person.
The desire to possess includes not only objects but also women.
He put on his coat, thinking that he was going to get his girlfriend, no, her harlot, today.
On the way he called.
It was to say thank you to the person who advised me to install CCTV indoors.
At first, I was wary of it because I thought it was a suspicious person, but recently I’ve definitely been helping her.
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She was an amazing person.
Even Park Sang-woo, a misogynist, was so quick-witted that I couldn’t help but respect him from the bottom of my heart, and even seemed to have connections with the police.
All I want in return is a little bit of drugs.
I can assure you that if she only used her abilities, she would get the drugs that Park Sang-woo supplied in no time.
Then what is the source of this favor?
A voice was heard over the phone.
It was a beautiful and mature tone.
“I was waiting anyway.”
She said.
“Are you going to kill that woman?”