About the fact that I unintentionally raised my sister to be a cripple - Chapter 140 The Concession of Tianhai Qimingyue
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- Chapter 140 The Concession of Tianhai Qimingyue
A few hours ago, in the rehearsal room.
Bertha Hekeya sat upright in front of her daughter, her crystal earrings swaying, tilted her head and smiled, and said with a gentle smile:
“Liu Li, do you know what I’m going to say?”
“.”
Tianhai Jiuliuli was silent, she naturally knew what her mother was talking about.
This is the reason why my mother has been coming to see me for a long time.
“Liu Li, your talent is the most outstanding among the people I have ever met. I have told you this a thousand times, right?”
“Yeah.” Tianhai Jiuliuli reluctantly responded.
“Do you still remember how Liuliqian promised your mother?”
“Remember, I want to fulfill my dream with you, mother.”
Bertha Hekeya shook her head in discomfort:
“Since your father and I divorced, he has been preventing me from meeting you. But as a lawyer, he should know that he has no right to prevent us from meeting.”
“.”
Tianhai Jiuliuli knew why, and knew clearly that his father did not allow his mother to see him too much.
Just knowing that his mother will come and take him away.
For the ideals we have experienced before and established together.
“What do you think Liuli? As long as you agree, Liuli, mom will soon arrange a flight ticket for you and take you out. The International Chopin Piano Competition, which is held every five years, is very close at hand.”
“.”
Tianhai Jiuliuli hesitated.
What I am hesitating about is not only whether to leave with my mother, but also the current relationship between myself and my brother.
If I leave now, then – July.
Bertha Hekeya seemed to have seen through her daughter’s thoughts and said to her:
“You have been dating Xiao Le recently, right?”
“That’s right.”
“What do you think of him?”
“Of course my brother is a very good person.” Tianhai Jiuliuli replied without hesitation.
Mrs. Bertha smiled unhurriedly and put her hand on her daughter’s petite shoulders: “Liuli, you answered so anxiously, which shows that Xiaole still has a certain weight in your heart. But as far as I know, he seems to have always been Is he the person she likes in Qiyue? It was Xiao Le who she often ran to find when she was little.”
“Mom, you know everything.”
“Well, I haven’t forgotten what happened in the past. So, knowing that Qi Qi likes Xiao Le, you will definitely not date Xiao Le in a real sense, right?”
Tianhai Jiuliuli didn’t expect that his little thoughts would have nowhere to hide after just a few encounters with his mother.
Seeing her mother’s smile, Tianhai Jiuliuli couldn’t help but have an idea in her heart.
Sure enough, my mother still understands me.
Bertha Hekeya shook her head gracefully: “Liuli, you are always like this, always doing something for others, and putting yourself in danger for others. When have you ever thought about your own happiness?”
“.”
Tianhai Jiuliuli didn’t know how to answer.
“Or Liuli, do you think you are not happy? Liuli, you have always been like this, disguise yourself with confidence, disguise yourself with gentleness, let everyone get as close to you as possible, stay close to you, so that everyone can pursue you. Of course I understand this kind of thing Exist because it’s comforting.
“But Liuli, have you ever really thought that these people are not really approaching you at all? They are only approaching you because of your appearance, your temperament, and your gentleness that can bring everyone together?
“Do they care about Liuli’s real you? No, they don’t care. They are only close to the ‘gentle’ Jiu Liuli.
“No one, no one, can truly understand the real Liuli like my mother.”
Tianhai Jiuliuli raised his head and tried to refute: “…July, July is fine.”
“July?”
Bertha Hekeya smiled, and her earrings shone even more, “Do you know what’s the difference between you and Qiyue? In terms of persistence and belief, Qiyue has been able to persist in one thing for more than ten years. Shaken, even if she hasn’t met Xiaole by chance now, I believe she will still insist on looking for her in the days to come. Liuli, you know the reason for this.
“And what about you, Liuli? You don’t have such conditions. As a sister, Qiyue cannot give you these things, because she has what she needs.”
Bertha Hekeya took Tianhai Jiuliuli’s hand and said sincerely:
“Liuli, haven’t you been looking for this kind of goal that is worth doing everything for? Isn’t it me who taught you Liuli, encouraged you Liuli, and allowed you to stand on the stage and enjoy countless flowers and confidence? ? Is it not me, mother, who has brought you all the way to where you are now?”
Mom, you are right.
Tianhai Jiuliuli had indeed envied his sister, who had decided to run away from Tokyo when she was a child.
That back view, that posture, that wanton desperation, are the things that I admire most.
I was thinking about it at that time.
What on earth could make my sister rush out so desperately?
And why do I work hard, practice, and improve day and night?
Without goals, direction, and the warmth of family, life is as lifeless as a walking zombie.
In that huge family, only one person would take him and his sister out together.
See the novelty of this world and see the beauty of this world.
Let yourself see that the world is not just the sky outside the window of your home.
Tianhai Jiuliuli was thinking of her childhood with her sister.
What reminds me is that my father never took care of me and my sister when I was young because of family affairs.
Picture after picture flashed by one after another, and the memory was as blurry and fast as a revolving lantern, and finally settled on the smile of mother… Bertha Hekeya, and became clear before her eyes.
She said:
“And didn’t Liuli make a choice for herself a long time ago? Promise her mother that she would go on the world stage with her? Go to England with her mother to see Maple Leaf Avenue?”
When Tianhai Jiuliuli heard this, he closed his eyes and was silent for a long time.
Bertha Hekeya was also waiting patiently.
“But, Mom, if I leave now, what will happen to my brother and Qiyue? I still feel that I shouldn’t leave now. That would be irresponsible.”
“Liu Li, are you so responsible for your playful feelings now?”
“.”
“Liu Li, wouldn’t it be the liberation of Qiyue if you leave?”
“.”
“Liu Li, you can’t just do it for others. You have to think about yourself and the agreement you made with your mother. Your mother came to find you without telling your father. As soon as he finds out, I will never come back to you again. You, can you bear to watch your mother and your childhood promise go awry for the rest of your life?”
Tianhai Jiuliuli suddenly raised his head. His mother’s appearance overlapped with that of the mother who held him when he was a child. In a daze, the girl murmured:
“Will it never be possible again?”
“Yeah, never again.”
“But…what should I do, brother?”
“It’s okay, Liuli, as long as your relationship with him only lasts for less than a week. His feelings for you are not that deep yet. As long as you fly abroad, even if he misses you, your communication will be limited to online chats. The distance is The feelings between you will definitely fade away. As long as you explain the situation to him and break up, there is nothing that you cannot understand.
Seeing her daughter’s hesitation, Bertha Hekeya took her hand and held her in her arms for a long time.
Tianhai Jiuliuli was stunned for a moment when faced with her mother’s embrace that she had not experienced in a long time and that she missed so much. Then her body and hands unconsciously stretched up and snuggled into her mother’s arms.
She patted her daughter on the back and comforted her softly:
“Besides, Liuli Xiaole is actually a person who understands you very well. As long as she understands your dreams and thoughts, she will support you, right? Doesn’t Liuli also want to be happy in July? As long as you disappear It’s a good opportunity for Qiyue, and Qiyue will also be happy about it, because Xiaole is the goal that Qiyue has been striving for all her life, isn’t it?”
“.”
Tianhai Jiuliuli was completely speechless.
“Liu Li, it’s been a long time since we hugged each other like this. Do you remember the last time?”
“.When mom left home on a plane.”
“That’s right. It’s been ten years, Liuli, are you still willing to let your mother go away like this? Do you still remember how you kept me in the first place?”
“.” Tianhai Jiuliuli was even more speechless.
“Promise your mother that you will go to Europe and the United Kingdom with your mother. After the end, I will take you to the street you have always wanted to go to when you were a child. There are maple leaves, countless coffee shops, and red walls. There are blue bricks, an accordion playing on the roadside, and a wishing fountain where if you drop a coin, your wishes will come true.”
“.” Under her words, Tianhai Jiuliuli seemed to feel the familiar warmth of nostalgia only from her mother’s body and embrace.
Mother and daughter hugged each other for a long time, and then Bertha Hekeya smiled slightly, then whispered in her daughter’s ear:
“And Liuli trusts Xiaole so much, Xiaole must understand Liuli’s difficulties, right?”
“You can understand me.” Tianhai Jiuliuli murmured.
“Yes, Liuli is such a highly regarded person. Liuli has to believe that he understands you so well and will definitely support your dreams, your goals, and your way forward.”
Bertha Hekeya once again lowered her voice when speaking to Tianhai Jiuliuli:
“And this is where you’re really creating opportunities for July, aren’t you?”
*
Time, back to the present.
After hearing what Amami Kuriuri said, Sakakihara Raku fell into an unbelievable situation.
“true and false?”
“Yeah it’s true.”
“Why, why?” Sakakibara couldn’t believe it. His girlfriend, who he had only been dating for a few days, was about to break up with him?
“Mom said many, many things to me. I thought about it for a long time. I, I” Tianhai Jiuliuli’s eyes were full of guilt and hesitation, “but I have to go there. I’m sorry, brother is really sorry.”
Sakakihara Raku had completely stopped and looked at Amami Kuruuri’s soft and delicate face at a loss.
In contrast, after hearing it from a distance, Tianhai Qimingyue looked at the two people with a frown on her face.
She knew that her mother had said those demanding words to her sister again.
*
*
dong dong
dong dong
There was a series of short knocks on the door.
“Brother, brother, brother” Sakakihara Suzu stood in front of Sakakihara Raku’s closed door, knocking on the door nervously.
But what was obvious was that, just like the past few days, there was no response from the closed room.
Ever since I came back from the recital, I’ve been shutting myself in the door like this.
“Brother, brother, brother”
Sakakihara Suzu lingered at the door for a while wearing slippers, and knocked on the door twice more. In the end, she received no response and could only walk back to the living room in despair.
“Brother, no response?” Tianhai Qimingyue asked from the single sofa.
“No.” Sakakibara Suzu was discouraged and angry at the same time. She glared at Amami Kuriuri, who had a guilty look on her face, and asked, “Why are you doing this? You dumped my brother within two days of agreeing to date. Already?!”
“.”
Tianhai Jiuliuli remained silent. The situation during this period was very complicated, it should be said that it was very complicated, and it was not something that could be explained clearly in a few words.
She wanted to say something, but when she opened her mouth, the words came to her lips, but she couldn’t come out.
“Have you considered my brother’s feelings? Since it’s going to be like this, you shouldn’t have agreed to him in the first place!”
Tianhai Jiuliuli sighed in his heart.
Sakakibara Suzu sat down on the sofa opposite Amami Kuruuri and crossed her arms, “Did you say that when you dumped my brother, he was no longer suitable for you? Or maybe you thought he was annoying?”
“No,” Tianhai Jiuliuli shook his head, “My brother is very nice, and I do like him. I just explained the reason why I want to go to Europe, so I can’t continue to date him.”
Wasn’t my brother dumped?
Was it because of something about Jiuliuli that forced them to break up?
“Why are you suddenly going to Europe?!”
“Because it’s my mother’s words.”
“Then why did you listen to that woman? Obviously my brother is your brother now!”
Tianhai Jiuliuli pursed her lips, as if she had something difficult to express: “I’m sorry, I just know that I should do that. And I have only been dating Lejun for a few days. Rather than severing the relationship, it is better to end it directly. “
“Even if it is like this! But he is still very sad. His first love was gone within a week.”
Sakakihara Suzu clearly didn’t want to feel sorry for her brother’s first love, but when she thought of his appearance, she couldn’t help but want to pay attention to his affairs.
You obviously don’t want to care at all!
Now when she sees the big fox Jiuliuli, she feels disgusted.
Obviously what I hated most before was the fox Qi Mingyue.
Tianhai Jiuliuli himself was in the wrong, so he remained silent in the face of his sister Jiang’s questioning.
It was already six o’clock in the evening. Tianhai Qimingyue, who was listening to their chat, said, “I’d better think about how to solve the dinner problem. Brother is in a bad mood.”
Tianhai Jiuliuli stood up: “I’ll do it.”
At 8 o’clock in the evening, Tianhai Maodian returned home from the entrance.
Unexpectedly, Tianhai Qimingyue actually went out to greet her father today.
She took the suit from him.
“What’s going on today?” Tianhai Maodian smiled rarely.
“Nothing.” Tianhai Qimingyue said.
“Are Jiuliuli, Xiaole, and Ling asleep?”
“I don’t know, but I have something to tell you, dad. It’s about mom.”
After Amami Madenori took off his slippers and stood in the entrance hall, he noticed that his daughter had a serious look on her face.
This made him become serious.
“What’s up?”
“My mother is taking my sister away.”
When Amami Madenori heard this, a trace of displeasure flashed in his eyes: “When will Bertha take her away?”
“At the airport tomorrow, my sister will definitely hide it from dad.”
Tianhai Qimingyue finished talking about the general matters.
Tianhai Maodian nodded, “I’ll go back and stop Liuli tomorrow.”
“Don’t tell sister directly?”
“I need to have a good talk with Bertha and let her understand what she is doing. She is just placing her own expectations on Liuli.”
The father came home just to put away things, get some information, and entrust some things. After asking his little daughter to call him directly if she had anything to do, he left again.
The seven bright moons in the sky watched their father go away.
What he was looking at was the door of the room where Sakakihara Raku was confined.
She knew that her sister had become too impatient under her mother’s words a few days ago.
*
inside the room.
The sky outside the window is bright, even at dusk in summer.
But Sakakihara Raku always felt as if something was stuck in his heart.
Jiu Liuli is leaving, and his first love has just ended?
First love in a week?
There is nothing so miserable in the world.
If someone told him that he was a certain protagonist, Sakakibara would definitely slap him awake and angrily yell: “Have you ever seen such a miserable romantic hero?”
Sakakihara lay on the bed, holding his head and staring at the ceiling in a daze.
My girlfriend is gone, and my girlfriend dumped me.
Strictly speaking, this doesn’t count as being dumped, right?
It was just that Jiuliuli had to break up with him because he was going abroad.
Uncomfortable.
Why do you think about Jiuliuli so much when you have clearly promised yourself not to think about her?
He looked at the ceiling.
No, this is getting dumped.
Obviously long-distance relationships are okay, but she wants to dump him directly.
Is it because I didn’t do well enough?
Or don’t you care about her enough?
She obviously likes to eat what she cooks. She even shed tears last time. Sakakibara didn’t think it was a false emotion. If this is all false, it means that Jiu Liuli has been deceiving himself from the beginning to the end.
deceive yourself
He is a very generous person, but no matter how generous he is, he cannot accept using feelings as a game.
Is this fun?
Is it interesting?
Do you really enjoy playing with other people’s hearts?
Sakakibara closed his eyes. His head was in a mess now, and he just wanted to be quiet.
The door suddenly rang.
It was Tianhai Jiuliuli’s voice outside calling him to come out for dinner.
He is obviously someone he particularly likes.
But he just didn’t want to pay attention.
Just want peace and quiet.
Not hungry at all
“elder brother.”
“I don’t want to eat.” He covered his face with a pillow and shouted.
“.”
There was a noticeable silence outside the door for a brief moment.
Then the sound started again.
“Brother, please eat some. I made it for you myself, although it doesn’t taste very good.”
“I don’t want to eat.” Sakakihara Raku really didn’t want to eat and had no appetite at all.
He just wanted to hug his quilt tightly and be alone.
“elder brother.”
Sakakihara Raku didn’t respond this time.
Not long after, there were footsteps outside the door, as if they were busy with something.
Tianhai Jiuliuli’s voice sounded again: “Brother, I put the cooked rice in the lunch box and left it at your door. If you are hungry, eat some. I will leave tomorrow.”
Leaving tomorrow?
Isn’t it the day after tomorrow?
“Brother, you’d better eat something. I’ll wait outside. If you want to talk to me, I can accompany you at any time.”
Stay with me anytime?
You’ve already dumped me, why do you still want to stay with me all the time?
Out of guilt for my brother?
“Brother, I’m sorry.”
Sakakibara still didn’t want to respond and just wanted to be quiet. After that, Jiu Liuli said a few more words, and she seemed to be silent outside.
If she disappeared, Sakakihara Raku would naturally not go out to look for her again.
Fell on the bed again.
This kind of behavior of not wanting to eat is simply the anger of a child, but Sakakibara just can’t control himself. He is not so generous, and he still chases after him after being dumped.
That was not only disrespectful to Jiuliuli, but also disrespectful to himself.
He doesn’t know how to face Jiuliuli now.
Forget it, go to sleep.
tired
Sakakibara glanced at the curtains blown by the air conditioner, turned his face to the side of the wall, closed his eyes, and began to sleep.
The dreams were hazy, and I couldn’t remember anything when I woke up.
But Sakakihara Raku vaguely knew that he had some bad dreams, and his head hurt.
Looking at the window again, it was already dark, the night sky showed stars, and the night at Tokyo Harbor was deep.
In the room without lights, Raku Sakakihara felt his mouth was dry, so he reached to the computer table to grab a bottle of mineral water and drank two sips of it. Unscrew the bottle cap, aim it at your mouth, raise your head, and drink the entire bottle of cool mineral water in one gulp.
“call–“
He breathed a long sigh of relief.
Then he came to the window, opened it, and quietly blew in the sea breeze for a while.
Okay, the sea breeze is a bit hot, but it would be more comfortable with air conditioning.
Pick up the pocket watch and check the time again.
00:30:13
It’s early morning.
He walked out of the room.
I don’t know why, but the lunch box is still there.
And there was a note left on it.
[Brother, please eat some, I will help you reheat it]
The message also had a timestamp, which was around ten o’clock in the morning.
Sakakihara stood in the corridor and looked around. Everyone’s doors were closed.
He is not so magnanimous as to be able to regain his composure as soon as he is dumped.
Liuli may have chosen to break up with herself because she was going abroad and because her mother was more important in her heart.
He can understand, after all, he is the mother he has been with since childhood.
But understanding doesn’t mean he won’t feel uncomfortable.
Should you feel uncomfortable or feel uncomfortable? Should you get angry or should you get angry?
Ending the relationship politely is in everyone’s best interest.
that is it.
Thinking of this, Sakakibara felt relieved a lot. He went to the toilet, washed his hands and came back. He looked at the lunch box at the door and did not choose to take it away.
However, Sakakibara sat down on the bedside and suddenly found a lunch box on his desk.
Um?
He felt like he was sitting on something.
He frowned.
Turn around and lift the quilt.
Sakakihara Suzu, wearing shorts and a white shirt, was lying on her bed, with bare arms, bare legs, and bare feet. She was holding her rabbit doll and looking at herself.
She puffed up her face and said in a weak tone: “What are you looking at?”
Sakakibara held his forehead in confusion, “What should I look at? This is my room.”
Sakakibara Suzu lay on her side on the bed, grabbing his sheets with one hand, and squeezing half of her face on the pillow he usually slept on: “I know it’s your room, but it’s not like I can’t sleep.”
Why does my sister always like to occupy my own bed?
“Brother, please talk.” Seeing that he was very unhappy, Sakakihara Suzu put her hands on the bed like a little rabbit and slid her legs to his side.
“There’s nothing to say. Did you buy this lunch box?”
“Well, since you haven’t eaten for a long time, I bought you one.”
Sakakibara looked at the label and said, “Why did you buy it at half price sale?”
“It’s so late! There’s no such thing as a realistic lunch box! I can’t make it.”
“Oh fine.”
When Sakakibara Raku was eating, Sakakibara Suzu was very quiet. Sakakihara even wondered if she had been watching him eat?
Could it be that A Ling saw that she was falling out of love, so she was particularly concerned about herself?
Holding the rice bowl, Sakakihara Raku suddenly looked back.
“.”
Sakakibara Suzu, who was scrolling through her phone, instantly hid her phone behind her back and gave him a silly smile.
“hey-hey.”
Sakakibara turned around.
It seems that the mobile phone is more important than my brother.
Sakakibara quickly finished dinner. This is a dish made by Jiuliuli. As she said, it tastes ordinary and not that delicious.
“I’ve finished eating, you should go, right?”
“I do not go.”
“Not leaving?”
“I’ll sleep here today.” Sakakihara Suzu hugged the doll and shrank to the corner between the bed and the wall, as if she wanted to sleep with him whether or not.
Sakakibara raised his eyebrows, “You want to sleep with me?”
“Yeah.” He nodded weakly.
“You’re so old and you still sleep together. If your fans or classmates find out, they won’t laugh at you to death.”
“So it’s okay not to let other people know!” Sakakihara Suzu drew a line in the middle of the bed with her hand, “But we still have to set a line that no one can cross.”
“Come on, if you sleep like this, I’ll be more tired.”
Sakakibara sighed deeply and said to her, “A Suzu, your brother is very tired now and doesn’t want to talk too much or think too much. Can you let me have a good sleep?”
When Suzu Sakakihara heard this, she actually felt a little aggrieved.
I wanted to care about him, but I was rejected instead.
Today, he wants to hold himself to sleep today, but that’s not impossible.
But my brother is really unhappy now and not in a good mood at all.
“Okay then, I’m leaving. Brother, go to bed early and school will start the day after tomorrow.”
“Um.”
Sakakibara sent her out of the door. Just when she was about to close the door, Sakakibara suddenly stretched out a hand from the crack of the door, grabbed her and said, “Brother, you don’t have to worry about them. They are all bad guys, very bad, very bad.” Bad guy, and if you lose them, brother, it’s not impossible. At least, I’m still your sister.”
Sakakihara Suzu deliberately showed a silly smile.
Sakakihara looked at her, and she looked at herself.
“Idiot.” Sakakihara grabbed her head.
“Don’t call me stupid!” Sakakihara Suzuki pressed his hand.
“Okay, okay, good night.”
“Huh? You won’t talk to me anymore?!”
“OK, good night.”
Clang.
The door in front of him was closed tightly again, and the silence of the night filled the entire corridor again.
Sakakibara Suzu squeezed the rabbit doll in her hand and complained to it: “Why do you like Jiuruli? What’s so good about her? Wouldn’t it be nice to have a sister?”
With a small complaint in her voice, Sakakihara Suzu walked back to her bedroom, lay down immediately, and covered her head with the quilt to sleep.
Stupid brother
The next day, it was not completely light yet.
Today’s flight is at 7 o’clock in the morning, and we must arrive at Haneda Airport before 6:30.
Tianhai Jiuliuli was packing up the few salutes in his room.
The door to my brother’s room was closed. Before leaving, she didn’t know whether she should call Sakakihara Raku.
My brother didn’t seem to want to respond to me.
She put on a summer dress and a round white hat with flowers, and stood in front of Sakakihara Raku’s door with her luggage.
Tianhai Jiuliuli’s beautiful right hand stopped in front of the door. She wanted to knock on the door, but found that she had no reason to knock on the door.
Brother, he must hate himself now, right?
No matter what reasons you have, such a breakup will still hurt people’s hearts.
She knew she was wrong.
I wanted to save it, but found that there was nothing to save it.
She knew that she was sorry for her brother’s concern and condolences for her for so long.
After standing at the door and hesitating for a long time, Tianhai Jiuliuli chose to turn around and leave.
Qi Mingyue happened to go out at this time, and she was still wearing her night pajamas.
Two girls with identical faces looked at each other.
“Sister is planning to leave without telling me?”
Tianhai Jiuliuli responded, and then said: “I think it would be better if I leave quietly.”
“Brother likes sister.”
“Well, I know, but you also like brother.”
The two girls were silent again.
“July, if you can muster up the courage, you can find happiness.”
“My sister thinks too simply. My sister knows what kind of character I am. And, the most important thing is that my brother likes you, my sister.”
“Qiyue has also done a lot for my brother, right? It’s probably because of you that my father allowed me to date my brother.” Tianhai Jiuliuli couldn’t help but ask, “Why do you do this?”
Tianhai Qimingyue’s answer was simple: “Because my brother likes you, my sister. He likes my sister, and you, my sister, also start to like him. Isn’t it a good thing that I hope you are happy, sister?”
The reason why July does this.
Is it because she gave up on herself?
July held on for her brother for so long, in order to shape herself into that kind of person, just because of her brother’s words
But more than ten years later, the facts told her that her brother actually liked people like her.
Tianhai Jiuliuli felt a little ridiculous. Even the person her brother liked was a disguised appearance.
Then, Tianhai Qimingyue asked Liuli: “Why did sister do this?”
“It’s very simple, Qiyue, because I don’t want to see you sad in Qiyue, and I don’t want to see you take so many actions, but in exchange for a deception, every time I get along with my brother, you still have Those who persevere are still alone. It’s hard for me to accept this.”
“Then sister just needs to continue to stimulate me. Obviously, sister’s tactics are very effective.”
Tianhai Jiuliuli picked up the suitcase in his hand, “I can’t do it, Qi Qi, I dated my brother just to stimulate you. Over the past few days, I have not only deceived my brother, but I have also been monopolizing his attention.
“I can’t do it anymore.”
“So my sister chose to escape?”
“right.”
Tianhai Qimingyue: “Then what kind of harm has my sister caused to my brother by withdrawing so suddenly?”
Tianhai Jiuliuli felt tangled in his heart: “I know, but I just can’t do this now. I can’t continue. Continuing is a deception to my brother, a deception to myself, and a harm to you in Qiyue. I I am still worried that it will continue. In July, you completely let go and my brother continued to maintain a relationship with me. Such a relationship with impure purposes will be exposed when the time comes, which will cause greater harm to my brother.
“It was wrong from the beginning, so it shouldn’t continue to be wrong.”
Tianhai Qimingyue took over the words: “So, my sister chooses to leave as soon as possible, and then use the reason of ‘breaking up because she went abroad’ to reduce the harm to her brother, and then create a harmonious space for her sister?”
Tianhai Jiuliuli nodded: “That’s right.”
“Sister, you have such a good plan. But why don’t you confess to your brother?”
“I can’t do it yet. I’m sorry, brother.”
Tianhai Jiuliuli smiled bitterly at her sister: “I know what you think of me now in Qiyue, and I have nothing to say.”
Tianhai Qimingyue was quiet for a long time: “No sister will have any hateful emotions towards her sister who thinks about her well. My sister only does this because of me. But the last thing a sister should do is to ignore her brother. idea.”
It must be hard for her brother Qiyue. Although her brother promised her so many things when she was a child, she can’t remember any of them.
In the past few months, Qi Mingyue has been secretly helping her brother, and even her brother doesn’t know about many things.
Tianhai Jiuliuli knew this.
“Well, I know, so… I don’t dare to face my brother now.”
“Sister should not completely listen to mother’s words.”
“I’m sorry for Qiu. The things my mother gave me and the expectations she gave me are too many since I was a child. You know Qiu, it’s like you, because of your brother’s words, persisted for ten years. This kind of Thing, this kind of persistence for more than ten years, as if life has meaning, cannot be easily forgotten!
“It’s just that it was my brother and me when I was a child who gave me faith in Qiyue, and it was my mother.”
The seven bright moons in the sky were silent.
At this point, the things her sister had done were completely out of her control.
“That’s it, then I’m leaving. See you next year in July.”
Looking at Tianhai Jiuliuli, who was dressed for a long journey, even though she knew that she would not really disappear, Tianhai Qimingyue’s originally expressionless face became more or less reluctant: “Sister.”
“Well, there’s no need to send me off. Please let me say sorry to my brother. I’m sorry.”
“It’s up to my sister to say it herself.”
“I don’t have the courage to say this to him anymore.”
“elder sister.”
Tianhai Qimingyue’s eyes were full of reluctance to treat her family and relatives, and she looked straight at her.
As the twin sister who had been together since childhood and was inseparable from her, Tianhai Jiuliuli was at a loss when facing the separation of the two for the first time.
How should I describe this feeling? There seems to be an itchy feeling on my back.
It’s not annoying, but rather relatable.
But it makes people don’t know what to do.
Tianhai Jiuliuli: “.”
Tianhai Qimingyue stepped forward and hugged her.
“No matter what, my sister will always be my sister, and nothing can separate us.”
It wasn’t until Tianhai Qimingyue said these words that Tianhai Jiuliuli suddenly realized.
It turned out that I couldn’t bear to part with her.
Yes, he was obviously very reluctant to let go, so he felt close to her when she looked at him.
He obviously felt very sorry for his sister, so he acted like the bad sister had disappeared and tried his best to pretend that he didn’t care.
Although very reluctant.
Although I hate to admit it.
But, really.
Who wouldn’t want to stay in this cozy home if they could?
There are brothers, sisters, and parents.
There are also hot and delicious meals that you can eat when you go home every night.
Maybe, I shouldn’t have taken that step, right?
The bad sister has really become a bad sister.
It would be better if you left by yourself, right?
“Me too.”
Tianhai Jiuliuli’s figure disappeared into the living room not long after.
Tianhai Qimingyue looked at the place where she left, and felt a heavy loneliness in her chest. She sighed helplessly: “My brother is an idiot, my sister is also an idiot, and my sister-chan is also an idiot. Why do we all have to do it for each other?” For the sake of others? Why do they all ignore their inner thoughts? They are all hopeless fools.”
“But it doesn’t matter anymore.”
Amami Nanamigetsu looked at Sakakibara Raku’s room.
The early morning air is filled with coolness, and hazy fog hangs over the city’s main roads.
Tianhai Jiureli got out of the taxi, carried the suitcase, and stood on the road overlooking the entire Haneda Airport. The cool breeze blew the hem of her skirt. She pressed the brim of her hat and followed a plane flying to other countries from a distance.
Once the plane takes off, it only takes a moment to fly into the blue sky at dawn.
She took steps with her long legs and arrived at the airport, Mrs. Bertha was ready.
Now it’s time to board the plane.
“Have you said goodbye to everyone?” Bertha Hekeya asked her daughter with a smile.
“No.”
“No? Ah. By the way, Jiuliuli, you don’t like saying goodbye. Then forget it, let’s go. We can board the plane now. Let’s go through the formalities.”
Her mother and the female agent who followed her were already walking ahead.
After completing the formalities, before boarding the plane and waiting to take off, she was actually still expecting someone.
This expectation is mixed with mixed emotions.
His smile to himself, his concern for himself, and the guilt he felt towards him in the past two days.
They all let themselves look forward to the arrival of a certain shadow.
After looking back for a minute or two, Tianhai Jiuliuli turned around until her mother urged her again.
But she did seem to see a figure just now, and that feeling forced her to look over again.
It’s Sakakibara Raku.
But why come?
“elder brother.”
“Here. Here, here, take it.”
Tianhai Jiuliuli reached out and took the thing he handed over, “Is this one?”
“That day, I will give you the card you won at the fireworks festival.”
Sakakibara pushed the gift back and looked at Amami Kururi’s face again, “This is what I gave you. If there is nothing I can do for you, Liuli, please accept it. “
“but I–“
“I like you, Ruri.” Sakakibara continued, “There is no doubt that this is a fact.”
Tianhai Jiuliuli was stared at by him with this expression again.
“elder brother.”
This look made his mind seem to recall memories from these times.
When Sakakibara looked at Tianhai Jiu Liuli’s face, his expression was complicated: “I said this out of a correct understanding of my previous psychology. I just want to ask, Jiu Liuli, do you have feelings for me?”
Tianhai Jiuliuli’s heart surged.
Time flashes by like a film.
Whether it’s the joy of playing games, the blush when holding hands, or the warmth when he sews clothes for herself.
“have”
“Okay,” Sakakihara said calmly, “I believe you, and I will have to say my own words next.
“Jiuliuli, no matter what, I am happy to spend time with you, thank you. Although I know that such a short relationship is just like a joke, I am still very happy. I know that I may be more important in your heart than Jiuliuli. It’s not very big, maybe just a bit favorable. It’s not as important as your mother at all.
“But I want to say that I really like you Jiuliuli, so I set goals, want to work hard to move forward, and strive to enrich myself in sports and life. I think this is a good thing. To be inspired by others, to be admired by others Believe it. Even if there are no results afterwards, for me, my improvement is at least real.
“Liking someone is not about trying to fill her preferences, but trying to enrich yourself, develop yourself, and show the charm of your own abilities.
“Try to make the people you like like you.”
Sakakibara said these words resolutely, and Tianhai Jiuli listened with an inexplicable feeling of reluctance in her heart.
“Although I couldn’t maintain this relationship, I still feel that I have grown a lot during the time I spent with you, Jiuliuli.
“Thank you, and goodbye.”
Tianhai Jiuliuli’s eyes looked into his eyes, shining with soft light. The more he said this to himself with a plain expression, the more guilt he felt for deceiving his feelings accumulated in his heart.
“sorry”
“Are you leaving?”
“Um.”
“Finally, can you tell me why you want to go to Europe?”
“Qi Mingyue told my brother about what happened when we were young. For me, my mother has always been the driving force for me to continue going forward. Therefore, I must agree to my mother.”
“I understand. Then we can get together and part ways. See you next year.”
“Well, see you next year.”
The two said goodbye.
In a certain corner of the airport, Nanami Nanami quietly watched the conversation between her sister and Sakakibara Raku from a distance.
They talked for a long time, and my sister’s eyes gleamed from what he said. She clenched the suitcase in front of her with both hands, and the guilt in her heart became deeper and deeper.
I have to admit that my brother is very talented in expressing emotions.
It can be said that the girl’s eyes were filled with tears.
My mother urged me several times from behind.
Maybe my sister remembered the time she spent with her brother in the past, right?
The current scene is somewhat different from what she thought.
The sister did not choose to forget about this process with her brother, but chose to cut off the past directly.
Even though Tianhai Qimingyue had begun to prepare not to let go, these things about her sister were something she had never expected.
In the final analysis, it was just because my mother said too many things to her sister.
I underestimated the importance of my mother in my sister’s heart.
I thought that my sister would be more self-reliant than before, but I didn’t expect that in the end, she would still be the same weak at heart.
Too
After all, she actually wants to give up the person she likes to her sister, and she only wants to do good for others. How can she occupy the person she likes with peace of mind?
When Tianhai Qimingyue thought of this, she had already figured everything out.
The mistake lies in the fact that I and my sister are willing to give in to each other, rather than wanting to feel comfortable.
They were obviously thinking about doing good for others, but in the end they produced this result.
Tianhai Qimingyue’s mobile phone vibrated, which was a message from Tianhai Maodian asking which terminal he was in.
Do you want to send the news of your sister’s departure to your father?
Do you want to bring your sister back?
Or will I look at my sister and let her leave alone with a guilty and lost heart?
The sister has not finished speaking to her brother.
There is no reason for my mother to force her wishes on her sister.
After being silent for a long time, she sent the location to her father.
Then he looked again at Amami Kuruuri and Sakakibara Raku who were standing together in front of them and started to go their separate ways.
After my sister comes back, my brother will know what my sister really thinks, right?
Quarrel and separation are inevitable.
I only hope that after my sister is brought back by her father, my brother and sister will still have a chance to reconcile.
I know this episode is controversial.
It involves Liuli’s inner feelings, which is that she obeys her mother’s words.
Thus, from hiding the male protagonist at the beginning, it further evolved to harming the male protagonist.
All I can say is that Liuli is also a poor person who has been manipulated since childhood, and then only thinks about doing good for others, and then is further manipulated by her mother and hurts others.
Liuli needs to go through a certain amount of psychological growth.
Liuli needs to understand that “she was wrong”, then repent, and then reflect on this path.
Of course it is not that simple to harvest the feelings of two people at the same time.