About the fact that I unintentionally raised my sister to be a cripple - Chapter 147 The constant relationship

“I probably understand what you mean.”

“Um.”

“But,” Kiyosawa Otoha put down her hand, “I wonder if Sakakibara-san realizes that this is a completely unworkable thing.”

“Really? I’m just conveying my intention.”

“Yes, I’m just conveying my meaning, but if I convey your rejection for you, do you think the other party will have some misunderstanding about my identity? Think I am your girlfriend?”

“It’s possible, but wouldn’t it be nice to explain this situation?”

“That’s true, but for me, I can’t help you because I don’t want my boyfriend to misunderstand.”

Kiyosawa Otoye opened her hand and continued:

“It is true that Fujino is not here now, and it is impossible for him to know about this matter, and your request, Sakakibara-san, is just to look at each other. But for me, as a friend, it is okay to agree to the request. But once the identity is misunderstood, Then please forgive me for not agreeing to this request, I don’t want him to come to the door angrily for no reason.”

Sakakihara thought for two seconds and roughly understood what Kiyosawa-san was thinking, “I understand.”

Kiyosawa Otoha continued: “If I agreed and was misunderstood, then what I did, in the eyes of Fujino, would be no different from the Fujino I hate now. Could it be that if he hurt me, I can Hurt him the same way?

“Yes, doing this will relieve your anger, and it is indeed quite comfortable to make him misunderstand. But in the end, it will only lead to the breakdown of the relationship between the two parties. There is no need to make a fuss about this matter. To this extent, I blocked him just to calm him down. Let him think about what he did wrong. As long as he understands it and apologizes, I am willing to accept it.

“I wonder if Sakakibara-san can understand what I mean?”

The other person hurts you, but you don’t hurt him back in the same way.

How generous.

After what Kiyosawa-san said, Sakakihara Raku couldn’t help but admire Fujino for having such a good childhood sweetheart.

As for Fujino’s emotional disrespect, Kiyosawa could completely disrespect him and go back.

But she didn’t choose to do this, but refused and chose to maintain her boyfriend’s dignity

Thinking of this, Sakakihara actually felt a little envious of Fujino.

After all, his “playful” guy actually has such a good girlfriend who protects his boyfriend’s identity outside.

Sakakihara Raku inevitably wanted to laugh at himself.

He apologized formally.

“I understand. I’m sorry, Kiyosawa-san. Just treat what I just said as if I didn’t say it.”

“It’s nothing,” Kiyosawa Otoye nodded and said with some doubts, “Sakakibara-san, have you experienced anything recently? I don’t know why, but I feel that you give me a different feeling than before. “

“Really? Many people say that I have changed.”

“It has changed, it has indeed changed. Although we have very little contact, your performance at the last sorority party, Sakakibara-san, was very eye-catching. Whether it was helping or handling big and small things, everyone treated you well.” The reviews are all unanimous and great. Although I know I can’t jump to conclusions, I know that Sakakibara-san wouldn’t have made the request if you just thought about it for a moment.”

After a short pause, Kiyosawa Otoha said again: “Sakakibara-san, you are upset. Are you troubled by something?”

Troubled by what?

Confused?

Confused, confused. The meaning of this word lingers in the chest.

Saying this, it seems as if something is really stuck in his heart.

This emotion has been bothering me lately.

Every time Jiuliuli appears, I don’t want to face her.

I don’t want to see her apology in person.

He couldn’t figure out what it was, but when Jiuliuli appeared, this emotion was particularly strong.

Are you hiding from Jiuliuli?

Sakakibara looked up, and the blue sky seemed extremely narrow in the cracks of the alley.

He relieved his depression a little, shook his head and sighed: “It’s nothing. It’s just that there are a lot of things that I can’t figure out.”

“In that case, Sakakihara-san, let’s take this opportunity to talk. Maybe I can give you some good advice?” Kiyosawa Otoha said with a smile.

“Well,” Sakakihara thought for a while, and then asked, “If a person causes unforgivable harm to you, but then sincerely apologizes, he really wants your forgiveness. He is very sincere, and you can feel it too. To the extent that she sincerely wants your forgiveness, will you choose to forgive her for such an apology?”

Kiyozawa did not rush to answer, but said after careful consideration: “Everyone’s choice is different. Generally speaking, I don’t think you should forgive first.”

“Why?”

“Injuries are always injuries, and some injuries are wounds that cannot be stitched. Since it is an established fact that the other person hurt you, there is no reason to forgive the other person.”

“Isn’t a sincere apology worthy of forgiveness?”

“As far as the moment is concerned, it is not worthy of forgiveness, but it also depends on the situation. People are different, and the degree of harm caused by things is also different. For some people, the person who killed his father and his enemy can be forgiven, and for some people, it is just Because the other person started fighting after touching him, this is all different.” Kiyozawa suddenly raised his head and asked him, “Let me ask first, was it you who Sakakibara-san was talking about just now?”

Sakakihara Raku didn’t mean to hide it, and said softly: “It’s me.”

Kiyosawa Netoha smiled: “I just said that people are different. Since you have asked me this question, Sakakihara, what is the reason why your heart is not firm enough now? “

“.”

“Isn’t it just that you just can’t let go? Isn’t it that the other party’s behavior is no longer so abominable in your opinion now?”

Can’t let go?

Yeah? I can’t let go

Sakakibara looked up at the end of the street, and Amami Kururi, who was hiding behind, once again retracted his head.

Kiyosawa Otoha continued: “If something is completely unworthy of forgiveness, then as long as you completely ignore the other party’s apology, you have every reason to hate the other party. But now Sakakibara-san, you are so hesitant and hesitant, but And he didn’t mean to hate the other party at all, which shows that what the other party did was definitely not something that can never be forgiven.”

Sakakihara Raku: “I understand what you mean. Maybe you can’t let go, but I still don’t want to forgive her.”

“I understand your feelings, but I don’t want you to forgive her. What I want to say is that when faced with this kind of thing, the best way to deal with it is definitely not to avoid it, but to face it head-on.”

“Face it head on?”

“Yes, doesn’t Sakakibara-san feel that in this situation, both parties are in pain? The other party wants your forgiveness, but you are unable to forgive her because of her mistakes, and you are stymied by her sincerity. If you’re honest and honest, this will just create a knot in the knot and leave both of you deeply hurt by the relationship.”

What Kiyosawa Otoha said made Sakakihara Raku take a deep breath.

Then I felt relieved in my heart.

He thought carefully for a moment, and it was just as Qingzao said.

Both parties are not very happy now.

“Then how do you break this relationship?”

Kiyosawa Otoha put one hand on her hips and said with a smile: “The depression is temporary. My suggestion is – at a time when you think it is appropriate, confess the relationship to the other party and tell the reason why you will not forgive the other party, and then, based on the other party’s reaction, Make the decision you think is right.

“I don’t know the situation you are currently facing, Sakakibara-san, and I can’t give you decisive advice at will. I just give you a reminder based on my personal experience. Please remember this, Sakakibara-san.”

Sakakibara thought hard.

Not forgiving Jiuliuli doesn’t mean that you can’t sincerely let go.

As long as he is just brooding over the fact that she cheated and dumped him.

In the end, it’s all about “letting go”.

Alas, I originally thought I had given up.

As a result, Jiu Liuli found her that day and kept sending apologetic messages to herself.

I still couldn’t help but care.

It’s been over a month.

More than a month.

For more than a month, Tianhai Jiuliuli carefully expressed her apology to herself, for fear that she would be disliked again.

Occasionally, when she and Liuli bump into each other at home, she has to apologize in front of him and lower her head.

It is true that Sakakibara cannot forgive her, but it does not mean that he can see her like this in front of him.

Maybe it’s time to make things clear.

She told Liuli not to worry about what happened before. For more than a month, she had thought too much.

Instead of asking her to apologize every day, it would be better to just let this matter go.

From now on, everyone goes their own way. This is true letting go.

Blindly enjoying the countless apologies Liuli made to herself because of her mistakes made him less open-minded.

True letting go is never about letting the person who made the mistake compensate himself again and again.

It’s about explaining things clearly so that they don’t affect each other in future life.

The former is called greed, and the latter is called letting go.

I have to admit that as the party organizing the sorority, the student union president of the women’s college next door.

Kiyosawa Otoha does have her own opinions.

Sakakihara Raku felt that he was freed from the mystery all of a sudden, and knew what he should do. He nodded slightly to the person in front of him to express his gratitude:

“Thanks.”

“There’s nothing worth thanking. It’s all clear to the outside world. Is there anything else you need to ask, Sakakibara-san?”

“No, I already know how to deal with it.”

“Well, well, as for the girl following you behind, I think you should also explain the situation to her.”

After Kiyosawa Neha said these words to Sakakihara Raku, she put her hands together and nodded to him, and left here on her own initiative.

After Tianhai Jiuliuli discovered that the unknown person came out, he hurriedly hid.

Kiyosawa Otoye pretended not to see it and continued walking forward.

Kiyosawa Otoha left, but the words he left behind made Sakakihara Raku inevitably think.

Face it head on?

Yes, it’s time to face it head on.

The calm that had been built over the past month was broken on the day Tianhai Jiuliuli arrived.

This shows that I have not given up at all.

Being petty and childish are also a way to avoid Jiuliuli’s apology.

It is true that I like her, it is true that I was deceived and hurt by her, and her apology is also true.

The emotions built up by these contradictory feelings made it difficult for Sakakihara Raku to calm down.

Can.

Because of this, I have to take the initiative to do something.

Escape can’t change any problems.

Sakakibara walked forward and came to the corner of the street, where he found Amami Kuruuri hiding behind.

Amami Kuruuri was obviously startled by the approaching Sakakibara Raku, and subconsciously wanted to find something to hide in.

In the end, she hid behind a decorative tree in front of the store. Finally, she found that Sakakihara Raku, who was approaching, stopped in front of her for a long time. She realized that she had been discovered and took the initiative to poke her head out.

“elder brother.”

Sakakibara didn’t want to make the atmosphere too tense, so he smiled and said, “Kuruli has been following me from the beginning, right?”

“Yeah” Tianhai Jiuliuli nodded, his slender hands tiredly holding the shoulder bag strap hanging on his shoulder.

“What’s the reason? Why are you following me?”

“The reason. I don’t know either.”

“have no idea?”

Tianhai Jiuliuli quickly explained: “No, it should be said that I don’t know. I want to apologize to my brother, I want to get my brother’s forgiveness, and I don’t want my brother to have such a hard life. Although I know that I am not qualified to say these things, I I still want to tell my brother.”

“Well, I understand that you really want to apologize to me.”

Amami Kuruuri was stunned, because she suddenly noticed that Sakakihara Raku didn’t seem to hate herself as much as before: “Brother, how do the cookies I gave you taste?”

“I did not eat.”

“That’s right. Qi Mingyue has always said that my sister’s biscuits are not very delicious.”

With that said, Tianhai Jiuliuli turned around and took out an exquisitely packaged lunch box from the schoolbag hanging on his shoulder.

She held the lunch box in her hands, took two steps forward, handed it to Sakakibara, and said with a lowered face: “This is what I want to try to make for my brother’s lunch, because when I gave him cookies, My brother didn’t want to see me, so I hesitated for a long time today, but still couldn’t send it out.”

Sakakibara reached out and took the bento she made.

Opened it and took a look inside.

The food is very exquisite, the kind of exquisiteness unique to girls.

Neat dishes, with the right vegetables, broccoli for decoration, and handmade sushi wrapped in oil paper.

An ordinary boy would definitely be very happy to be given a gift by a beautiful girl like Jiu Liuli.

Sakakibara silently looked at the lunch box in his hand for a while, then closed the lid and kept it in his hand without returning it to her.

I chose to accept it.

“Jiu Liuli thinks, what is our relationship now?”

“I can’t answer it either. It’s very complicated.”

“Is that so?” Sakakihara looked at her and smiled with relief, “I don’t want to embarrass you, Jiu Liuli.”

“Brother, can you go home and live? I don’t ask for your forgiveness, brother, I just want to–“

Sakakibara shook his head: “I have no intention of forgiving you, and I have no intention of moving back. I admit that I liked you, and your apology is indeed sincere. My previous experience is not a lie.”

“Nine-glazed glass.”

“Brother, what do you want to say?”

“We, here, officially break up.”

“Brother.” Tianhai Jiuliuli didn’t know why, but after hearing these words, her heart skipped a beat.

Sakakibara smiled and said: “The formal breakup means the end of our relationship. As long as it is over, we will no longer have to struggle with the previous things, and you will no longer need to ask for my forgiveness for the previous things. Of course, I will also make corresponding concessions and will not care about what you have done before.”

Sakakibara Raku said this calmly.

Jiu Liu felt calmer than when he saw him a month later.

Tianhai Jiuliuli squeezed the shoulder bag around his waist: “In other words, my brother wants to completely put aside the previous relationship, right?”

“Well, yes, before you forget, you forget what I did before, and I will also try to forget what you did to me. When my parents get married, as a family, this is an inseparable fact. I only hope that our This relationship is easy to get together and break up, and no one will need to mention this past event in the future.”

“Can you really forget?”

“It’s okay if no one mentions it.”

“Will we just be ordinary friends from now on?”

“Yes.”

“The relationship has become that of ordinary friends?”

“Yes.”

Tianhai Jiuliuli: “Okay, brother, I agree.”

“Just agree. If you let it go, I’ll let it go too. We can just live our lives peacefully from now on.”

Sakakihara Raku was about to say goodbye and leave, but Amami Kuruuri raised his face in front of him again:

“But since we are ordinary friends, it also means that I have the right to welcome you as an ordinary friend, right?”

Sakakibara didn’t understand what she meant specifically: “Yes.”

“Then, I also have the right to pursue my brother, right?”

“.?”

“I know that my brother wants to forget this matter. He wants to separate our lives and feelings from each other. We will be ordinary friends when we meet again in the future. But I really can’t do it, and my brother can’t do it.

“In the past month, I have thought a lot, and I know that I have too many things to do to my brother. My brother is so good to me, but I only want to deceive and hide him. Dating should be a purer thing, like My brother initially had the same feelings towards me.

“I also hesitated when I promised my brother. My brother took me to temple fairs and scooped up goldfish. I saw his smile because of me and his happiness because of me. I said no. What kind of feeling is it, but it really feels beautiful

“Actually, after looking back, I thought about it again. I found that the reason why I agreed to my brother was not all for the feelings of Qiyue, but also because my brother cared about me and his love for me was included in it. I would agree because my brother was good to me. Happy, I will be happy because my brother is shy as a boy in front of me.

“I think that the reason why I feel so uncomfortable now is firstly because I have done something wrong, and secondly because I feel that I have very, very deep feelings for my brother.

“Really sorry

“I also understand my brother’s intention to downplay this relationship, but I really can’t forget how I feel sorry for him. Every time I think of my brother, he cooked so many delicious foods for me at night and got up at six o’clock every morning to serve me. The way we made breakfast, and the way my brother tried to get me back to normal when I was unhappy because of my mother’s affairs, these are all my brother’s concerns for me! The more I think about these things, the more I know that there are I’m so sorry, brother.

“I’m sorry, I’m really, really sorry.”

“I understand that I did something wrong, so, brother, you can treat me however you want, or ignore my feelings. What I want to say is, even if you refuse, brother, you will feel guilty, like, and… I feel happy that I got together not long ago. These are real emotions. I also understand that I can’t bear to part with this time together. I will try to restore my previous relationship and ask for your forgiveness!”

Tianhai Jiuliuli finished this paragraph in one breath, and was already out of breath from exhaustion.

Tianhai Qimingyue turned another corner behind Tianhai Jiuliuli, with her back against the wall, and heard a large part of her sister’s monologue.

After Sakakibara finished what Amami Kuruuri said, his face was not calm, but it couldn’t be said to be happy or moved. It was just an inexplicable and indescribable expression:

“Yeah, even if I won’t respond to you at all.”

“Yes! Even if my brother doesn’t respond to me, I will try my best to pursue him.”

“I really won’t agree.”

“Then I will still try to work hard! I really want to regain your trust, brother, even if it will take me a lifetime of hard work.”

Sakakihara laughed. He wanted to let go, and Jiu Liuli wanted to pursue her.

The two reached an agreement to let go of their previous feelings together.

But this does not mean that Jiuliuli can let go of her previous emotions, because she is the perpetrator and the guilty party. With her character, it is even more difficult to accept the kind of mistakes she made.

I can understand it, but that doesn’t mean I have to agree with it.

“.”

Sakakibara didn’t say anything more, but turned around and walked out of the alley without saying anything.

Tianhai Qimingyue leaned against the wall corner behind her sister, not knowing what she was thinking.

Farther away, Nishijima Daiki and Fujino Yoshiyuki had become a mess.

After listening to the entire conversation, their hearts were filled with excitement.

“Wait a minute, don’t worry, let me clarify my thoughts. First of all, Minister Kuruuri dated Sakakibara Raku.”

“Hey, didn’t you hear Minister Kuruuri call Sakakibara brother? Since they are brothers, why are they dating together?”

“Then, Minister Kuruuri seemed to have done something to offend Sakakibara and wanted to apologize to him.”

“As I said, their identities have not been confirmed, how can you be sure of the relationship between them? But I’m sorry about Sakakibara, but it can be confirmed.” Fujino Yoshiyuki said, suddenly getting excited, “Yes Why was Qingzao in the alley just now! Minister Qi Mingyue even took her to the other side to talk!”

Nishijima Ohgi frowned in thought, and then explained: “Didn’t you say that Qingzao’s cousin’s shop is located on this street over there, and Qingzao-san happened to come to play with her cousin?”

Fujino Yoshiyuki calmed down: “She has been staying with her cousin recently. I went to see her yesterday and saw them all. But, what is the relationship between Kiyozawa and Minister Jiuliuri and Minister Nanamigyue?! I I don’t understand.”

Fujino Yoshiyuki was calm at first, but in the end he couldn’t calm down at all. He took Nishijima Ohki’s arm and shook it hard.

“Hey, wait, don’t worry yet!”

“Then analyze it quickly, my head is about to explode!”

“Ahem. First of all, the culprit of everything was Sakakibara.”

“Well, yes, what next?”

“Minister Kuruuri is following Sakakibara, and Minister Nanamigetsu is following Minister Kuruuri. Now, Minister Kuruuri and Minister Nanamigetsu are twins and have a close relationship, and Minister Kuruuri has an inexplicable relationship with Sakakibara.”

Fujino Yoshiyuki’s eyes widened: “Does Minister Nanamigetsu also like Sakakibara?! The Sakakibara guy that Minister Kuruuri wants to pursue is simply breaking news, okay!”

Nishijima Ohgi rolled his eyes: “No, you didn’t notice that Minister Nanamigyue was following Minister Kuruuri? I speculate that Minister Nanamigyue knew the relationship between Minister Kuruuri and Sakakibara, and also knew that Minister Kuruuri was going to Following Sakakibara. So, the younger sister followed the elder sister.”

In order to further verify the speculation, Nishijima Damu stuck his head out and looked across the street.

He saw a picture, “Sure enough.”

Fujino Yoshiyuki climbed up the wall and said, “It’s true.”

When he looked, he saw Tianhai Qimingyue hugging Tianhai Jiuliuli in the alley of the street.

He still didn’t understand.

Nishijima Oki said again at this time: “There is only one truth! That is the fancy love triangle that Minister Qi Mingyue felt sorry for my sister, and then came here specially!”

“What? It’s a love triangle.”

“Hmph, I wonder if you have heard a rumor in school about Minister Qi Mingyue.”

“What is it?”

“Then Minister Qi Mingyue doesn’t like to have contact with boys. She only likes the rumors about her sister. In other words, Minister Qi Mingyue and Minister Jiuliuli are actually…”

Fujino’s eyes widened again: “It’s so exciting.”

“Of course this is just a rumor, but judging from the current scene, it’s not impossible.”

“What about Xiaoye! I, Xiaoye, have something to do with Minister Qi Mingyue. I see that Minister Qi Mingyue just pulled Xiaoye and said a lot!”

“This.” Nishijima Ohgi was also stunned. He thought about it for a while, “Yes. What role did your girlfriend play in this? I didn’t hear that she knew the two ministers. Minister Qi Mingyue told her again What?”

“And Xiaoye has blocked me recently, and I don’t even know the reason.”

“Indeed, this thing seems to be getting more and more strange.”

At this time, both of them fell into a deep silence.

The two squatted down.

“Have you figured it out?”

“No.”

“what is it now?”

“Would you like to try to meet your childhood sweetheart?”

“Huh? No, she won’t see me when she’s angry. I have to buy her a gift, and I have to think about where I went wrong.”

Nishijima Oki glanced at the camera in his hand: “By the way, I want to tell the people in the forum about the relationship between Minister Kuruuri and Sakakibara.”

Fujino Yoshiyuki looked at him: “But…if you don’t tell, there will be no reward.”

“Then tell?”

“It feels like it’s not fair. When it reaches this level, it’s their private matter.

“Then you won’t tell?”

“If you don’t tell, you won’t get any money.”

In the endless entanglement and complex network of relationships, the two lowered their heads and fell into silence again.

“It’s better not to tell, this is Sakakihara’s private matter.” Fujino said.

“Okay, it’s your decision anyway.”