About the fact that I unintentionally raised my sister to be a cripple - Chapter 198 In the snowy sky, the seven bright moons in the sky and sea want to give up

“As expected, it’s still snowing.”

The next day, Raku Sakakibara opened the window when he woke up in the morning. The cold air suddenly penetrated into the house along the cracks and swept in. This made him shiver all over and he quickly closed the window.

Is it already so cold in November this year? He couldn’t help but think, looking around, his grandmother’s house looked very dark, as if there was an invisible shadow shrouding it.

The wind outside the window made the slightly old windows rattle, giving people a feeling of loneliness.

After getting up and putting on warm winter cotton clothes, Raku Sakakibara prepared to go downstairs and prepare a cup of hot water to drink as a habit.

When passing by his sister’s room, he pushed aside the barrier and took a look inside.

On a bed with a white quilt, Suzu Sakakihara was still asleep. She wrapped her body tightly in the quilt, like a silkworm chrysalis, as if she wanted to lock herself tightly under the quilt.

“That means I won’t kick the quilt off in winter.”

Close the shoji with a hiss.

Walking up the stairs that made strange wooden noises, Raku Sakakihara went down to the first floor.

The corridor leading to the living room and kitchen requires passing by the entrance hall. Sakakihara accidentally glanced over there and suddenly found that the entrance door was ajar.

Why is the door open?

If you look slightly to the left, you will find a half-girl figure standing outside.

He thought to himself, it should be Qimingyue.

Sakakihara zipped up his cotton-padded jacket, put on outdoor shoes, opened the half-open door and walked out.

The glare of the day made it almost impossible for Sakakihara Raku to open his eyes for a moment, and the cold air kept creeping into his body from his collar like crazy, extinguishing the remaining warmth in the bed after getting up.

Sakakibara shivered again and looked forward again.

I saw the girl standing quietly in the snowy sky, looking at the distant field ridges and the distant ridges covered by wind and snow.

Sakakibara didn’t know what she was doing, but he could only see that her long flaxen hair was stained with many tiny white snow spots, as if she had been standing for a long time.

The wind and snow that could blur the vision also seemed to make her figure ethereal.

Sakakibara approached her with the snow on his head.

“Qi Mingyue, you are going to catch a cold standing here.”

“.I know.” she replied.

“Then why are you still here?”

Tianhai Qimingyue looked up at the swirling white snow: “Because I have never seen such heavy snow before, and the sky is covered with snow.”

“So, you came out to see the snow?”

“Yeah. Do you want to know what I was thinking just now?”

“In no mood.”

Tianhai Qimingyue ignored his refusal and said to herself: “I was thinking that on such a cold day, if an unpopular person was buried in the snow like this, few people would be sad for her. Bar.”

“What are you referring to?” Sakakibara heard something was wrong and asked quickly.

Nanami Nanami returned her gaze and stared at Sakakibara Raku’s expression for a long time.

“Are you anxious? Do you think I will do something stupid?”

“.I think Qi Mingyue, you are indeed the kind of person who will say nothing and then disappear silently.”

“It seems you are still worried about my absence.”

“What did you say just now?” Sakakihara asked worriedly.

“You want to ask me if I have that thought?”

“right.”

“I can only answer that it has happened before.” Tianhai Qimingyue brushed the snow off her body and said, “Okay, are you ready to go on a date with me today?”

“Not just watching a movie?”

“Do you believe it? Does sister believe it?”

“You believe it, you believe it, I believe it, I believe it.”

Tianhai Qimingyue crossed her arms and had no intention of arguing with him.

Sakakibara sighed, “Then you should go back to the house first, so as not to catch a cold later. We will go back when the snow subsides.”

Nanami Nanami did not refuse, but when walking back to the house, she suddenly asked Sakakibara Raku: “Are you still looking forward to staying with me?”

“.To say that there is none at all, I would just be lying to myself.”

There seemed to be an imperceptible smile on Tianhai Qimingyue’s lips. She closed her eyes and walked towards the entrance: “You are now one step closer to being a scumbag.”

“Even so, you have to understand that it is impossible for me to leave Jiuliuli now. If I do anything that I feel sorry for Jiuliuli again, I’m afraid she will behave in that extreme way.”

“Afraid that my sister will commit suicide?”

“I’m afraid she’ll stab me with a hatchet, and you too.”

The seven bright moons in the sky and the sea smile after a long time.

Naturally, Sakakibara Raku had to talk to Sakakibara Suzu about going out.

She rarely leaves the bedroom in winter and likes to lie in her bed and play game consoles.

“What? Are you going to the city again today?”

“Um.”

“Going to see grandma?

“That’s right.” Sakakihara Raku wasn’t lying. He had gone to the city and he definitely wanted to see his grandma before coming back.

Sakakihara Suzu crawled under the quilt with her head on the quilt. When she heard that he was leaving, she put down the game console.

She also lowered her voice and lowered her eyes.

“I feel like I haven’t been able to see you much lately”

Sakakibara leaned back with his right hand, sat on the tatami and smiled at her: “Do you miss my brother?”

“I asked you to stay and play games with me?” Sakakihara Suzu took out the game console from the heated bed and looked at him with purple eyes.

“Your brother is not a superman, so he can’t be separated.”

Sakakihara Suzu was disgusted with her face: “Then you used to always brag in front of me that you could do anything!”

“Isn’t that just to make you feel at ease?”

Sakakihara Suzu-chan buried her face into the pillow, like a ball of anger, “Then let’s go.”

“Are you letting me go?”

“I have nothing to do with you. I’m just your sister. Even if you fall in love with someone else, it has nothing to do with me.”

“Why do you say this so angry?”

“This is a fact!”

With her face buried, Suzu Sakakihara kicked her feet up and down under the quilt.

Probably because her head was stuffy for a long time and she couldn’t breathe, she suddenly raised her head again, her hair was messy and she said again:

“But as promised before, my birthday is coming soon.”

“I know, I know what you mean.”

Sakakibara Suzu leaned her face sideways on the pillow: “I don’t have to ask for a gift. It would be great if you could say happy birthday to me and pick me up at the company on a rainy day like before. No one remembered my birthday before.” Mom is busy. You are the only one who still remembers to say happy birthday to me.”

Happy birthday

Sakakibara inexplicably thought of the completely different Nanamiyue from before.

Everyone seems to feel very strongly about this sentence.

“Oh, Ah Ling, let me say what if. What if I hate you, 100% of the time, what would you do?”

“Really 100%?”

“It’s 100% annoying. Of course, I’m talking about what if.”

Sakakihara Suzu pouted and thought for a while, then drew circles on the tatami with her fingers: “If you really hate me, then I will ignore you and just ignore you. No one cares. I don’t care at all.”

She whispered like this, her voice getting slower and slower, and then, Sakakihara discovered that there was suddenly a little crystal water in the corner of her eyes. Before he could see clearly, Sakakibara Suzu slammed her head into the pillow.

She hammered the tatami up and down with her fists, as if struggling unwillingly.

“It’s so annoying! Why do you ask such a question?”

Why ask this question?

On the one hand, I wanted to ask A Ling Qi Mingyue’s possible reaction, and on the other hand, I wanted to understand Qi Mingyue’s mood.

Depression, chest tightness, discomfort.

Now he has experienced it.

To be honest, Sakakihara Raku didn’t want this either.

As before, everyone is happy, isn’t it great?

The little devil character of Qi Mingyue is also quite interesting.

Speaking of which, Qi Mingyue seems to have become more and more cold-hearted since the fireworks display.

Sakakihara Raku felt that she was no longer like the naughty sister who teased her sister and then called him her “sister’s boyfriend” when they first met.

Qi Mingyue seems to be getting more and more unhappy.

After the snow subsided, the bus stopped in downtown Songshan.

Although they were going to see a movie together, Sakakibara Raku and Amami Nanami didn’t exchange a word on the bus.

Even when I walked to the cinema, I only said a few words.

The movie is an ordinary niche literary film. It tells the story of the protagonist, Miss Ichiko, who returns to the countryside to take care of her grandma. After experiencing the quiet death of her grandma, her only relative, Miss Ichiko, who had lost her goals, decided to leave everything behind and take a trip that was only hers.

Raku Sakakibara can watch this type of movie because sometimes he also thinks, A Long Journey sounds pretty good.

certainly.

While Sakakibara Raku was watching the movie, he did not forget to be wary of Amami Nanamigetsu sitting next to him.

He guessed that she might secretly pull his hand and put it under her skirt or something strange.

but

not at all.

Tianhai Qimingyue sat quietly in that position throughout the whole process, watching the movie silently.

There was no unusual behavior at all.

To talk about the only interaction between her and herself.

That’s when she handed herself the uneaten popcorn.

After watching the movie, it was one o’clock in the afternoon.

There was light snow falling over the city, and there were scattered pedestrians on the streets. Most people chose to bury their faces in thick scarves, put their hands in their pockets, and walk quickly.

The two of them hadn’t had lunch yet.

Sakakihara Raku didn’t take any initiative when he went out this time. Nanamiyue was leading him around the whole time.

I thought she would choose some restaurant to eat, but she didn’t expect that she would choose a roadside ramen shop. She ordered a beef ramen with clear soup from the uncle inside.

Naturally, Sakakihara Raku followed her, ordered the same ramen and sat down.

The ramen was finished quickly.

“Take it.”

“What?”

“Paper to wipe your mouth.”

“Oh” Raku Sakakihara took it blankly, “Thank you, thank you.”

Tianhai Qimingyue did not respond.

After that, the two of them didn’t say their destination, they just got up and walked slowly in the city.

Seeing that Tenkai Nanamiyue still had nothing to say, Sakakihara could not help but be curious and asked her:

“Didn’t you say you don’t like ramen?”

“I don’t like it.”

?

“Why don’t you speak?”

“I’m very tired and don’t want to talk.”

Tianhai Qimingyue had no intention of continuing to speak, and the topic came to an abrupt end.

The two walked to the playground in Songshan City.

Tianhai Qimingyue looked up and then walked in.

Ferris wheel project.

“Are you sure you want to go in and sit down?” Sakakihara asked.

“sit down.”

Tianhai Qimingyue said this and went to queue without saying a word.

There were quite a few people riding the Ferris wheel on this day, probably because of the heavy snowfall in the morning.

When Qi Mingyue was lining up, many boys around her stared at her.

Her eyes were visibly hot, but no one dared to go up and talk to her.

I’m afraid this is the temperament cultivated since childhood. Sakakibara thought to himself.

“Take it.”

Tianhai Qimingyue bought two tickets and handed one of them to herself.

Sakakibara waited with her under the rest pavilion. The amusement park was decorated with snowflakes, and most of the children were running happily in the open space, making the place full of childlike colors.

“Why is Qi Mingyue so weird today?”

“Shouldn’t it be normal?”

“It’s too normal to be weird. Wait, you’re not really going to do something stupid, are you? Today is your farewell to me before we leave.”

“I won’t do it if I say no,” Tianhai Qimingyue said indifferently. She stood up and looked at the man and woman walking off the Ferris wheel, “Okay, it’s our turn.”

“oh.”

The Ferris wheel slowly lifted into the sky.

You can even see the iconic castle tower in the center of Matsuyama City.

The whole city was shrouded in snow.

Although they rode the Ferris wheel together, Tianhai Qimingyue didn’t sit next to her. She sat across from her alone, with her little hands with half-covered cuffs flat on her legs.

Wearing several layers of white scarves, she tilted her head, breathed in the hot air, and looked at the city outside the Ferris wheel.

Same strange environment.

Got off the Ferris wheel.

Tianhai Qimingyue took her to the amusement park and visited various facilities.

I tried all the roller coasters, pirate ships, big pendulums, etc.

Although it’s a bit strange and concerned about Qi Mingyue’s condition.

Overall, it’s a good experience after playing it.

Later, I went to the amusement park to buy skewers, banana chocolate, and takoyaki. Every time I bought these foods, Nanamiyue would ask Sakakibara Raku if he wanted one.

Most of the time he said he wanted one.

In this way, except for the haunted house, the two of them visited the amusement park.

I also ate it all.

Nanamigetsu didn’t seem tired, but Sakakibara Raku was.

Some projects were so exciting that he couldn’t stand it, but Tianhai Qimingyue showed no expression during the whole process.

The time also went from 1:30 in the afternoon to 6 in the evening.

It was getting dark.

Raku Sakakihara sat on a bench in the playground, looking at the ice sculptures in front of him that had been carved overnight in recent days. The colorful neon lights of the playground illuminated his face, and from time to time, the excited screams of children came from a distance.

“Take it.”

“milk tea?”

“Well, it’s for you.”

Sakakihara Raku did not refuse, took the milk tea she bought, and tentatively touched the hot cup wall with both hands.

There was warmth in his palms, and the chill in his body seemed to dissipate a lot.

Tianhai Qimingyue sat down next to him and looked with him at the ice sculptures with different expressions in front of them, as well as the children playing in the snow under the ice sculptures.

At this moment, the snow is still flying in the night sky.

“Are you curious?” Tianhai Qimingyue’s voice suddenly rang in her ears after taking a few sips of milk tea.

Sakakibara turned her head and found her eyes staring at the milk tea in her hand.

“I’m very curious.”

“Do you think I will have any plans against you if I call you out today? And then you will be on every possible precaution against me today?”

“Yes.”

Tianhai Qimingyue pondered for a while, and scratched the wall of the milk tea cup with her fingertips: “Everything today is my first time trying it.”

“Including ramen?”

“This is my first time taking someone to eat ramen.”

“All right.”

Tianhai Qimingyue’s voice was as clear as lake water: “No one has ever been willing to take me to do these things, and I have never experienced it.”

“Including watching movies and going to the amusement park?”

“Yes,” Amami Qimingyue agreed, “My sister and I have never been to a movie or an amusement park. The only experience we had when we were young was when my mother took my sister and me to travel to Ehime Prefecture. I still practice piano most of the time.”

“.”

“So, I wanted to try it today.”

“fine.”

“I like you.”

“.Um.”

“So, today I mainly want you to stay with me. Even if you don’t come into contact with me, it doesn’t matter. Just stay with me.”

“Today… is it that simple?”

“Well, it’s that simple.”

The air was solid again.

Why, why did Tianhai Qimingyue say these words without any heaviness, but instead said these words very easily.

However, Sakakihara Raku always felt depressed and uncomfortable.

“Didn’t you ask me before why I suddenly took you to take wedding photos?”

“right.”

“.I know you don’t remember, but I remember it very clearly. That day was the wedding of Mr. Nonaka and Miss Tomomi. Grandma took you to attend. I happened to be looking for you at the time and went along the way. The wedding was very successful and very happy. happiness.”

Tianhai Qimingyue held the steaming milk tea, and every time she said a word, a faint mist would float out of her mouth.

“I still remember clearly that everyone’s faces were smiling, guests, neighbors, family members, parents, everyone was laughing, applauding, and blessing Mr. Nonaka and Miss Tomomi.

“That was also the first time I saw a wedding. The first time I saw it. I was very envious of that scene. I also wanted to wear such beautiful clothes. I also wanted everyone to smile at me like this. That’s when I said ‘I want to wear that dress’ and you said to me ‘I’ll take you to wear it if I have a chance’. I asked why and you replied that I’m cute and it would look good on me. Then I nodded and you smiled. You know Well, the moment you smile, my heart is full of trust.

“I believe and I also expect that there will be a moment

“But the day after that, I went back to Tokyo.”

The light in the distance outlines the face of Tianhai Qimingyue. The moment her eyes overlap with the light, all the images become blurry.

Sakakibara didn’t know what to say.

He was thinking about why he said those words at that time.

Maybe, maybe, maybe I just wanted to coax the children.

But if you think about it carefully, it is very possible that you are just saying whatever you want.

But the person in front of me remembered it until now.

This feeling is too heavy.

“Isn’t it ridiculous? I still remember you said that no one would take what you said when you were young seriously. But I actually took it seriously. Am I pitifully stupid?” Tianhai Qimingyue asked him calmly. .

Sakakibara fell silent again.

“After that, of course I know that you probably said it to me casually, and maybe you didn’t take it to heart at all. My father doesn’t come home every night, and my sister has to listen to my mother. When I practice piano and I’m alone, I will Climbing up to the roof and looking at the moon, I always think about the wedding that day and what you promised me. What if it is true, what if he still remembers it. Facts have proved that fools will always be fools. Believe what you want to believe.”

Nanamigyue’s words made Sakakibara feel so heavy that it was difficult to breathe.

“I like you.”

“.”

Sakakibara Raku felt sorry for Nanamigetsu, he really felt sorry for her.

But then I remembered getting up early in the morning to pack my clothes.

“Look, I confessed again and again, and each time I was rejected. I’m tired, and you are tired too, right? Isn’t it difficult to make a choice between me and my sister every day?”

“.yes.”

“I know I shouldn’t attach so much importance to what happened when I was a child. I couldn’t change it before, but now, I think I should try to change it.”

“.”

“Let’s make a change.”

“Okay. How to change?”

“You agree to my request, and I promise to treat you as my step-brother from now on, and we won’t have to be so tired from now on.”

“any request?”

“Be my boyfriend for an hour.”

“.Why this.”

“You understand why I want to say that.”

Sakakibara understands that she is almost a sick person in her heart.

“Are you satisfied with this?”

“How can I be satisfied? It’s just that I will start to try to let myself go. I like you, but you always ignore me. Every time I see you and my sister, I feel dissatisfied. I don’t want this. Promise How about I come back, even if it’s only for a while?”

“.”

“I like you.” Confession again.

But still no response.

“Why don’t you agree? You have completely cut off your relationship with me, okay? Nothing can disturb you and my sister in the future.”

“I agreed,” Raku Sakakihara took a deep breath, then looked at her, “What do you want from me, your one-hour boyfriend?”

“Kiss me, then take me to the night market, and then go home.”

“.”

“Hesitation will only make it more uncomfortable.”

“.”

“I only want a moment, and you won’t agree to it?”

“.”

Indescribable emotions oppressed Sakakihara Raku’s brain. Nanamigyue’s feelings, her words, she was almost a request for prayer.

Obviously he had agreed to be her boyfriend for one hour.

But still hesitating.

Sakakibara calmed down and looked at Amami Nanamigetsu who was waiting for him.

She sat very upright, and could be said to be very well-behaved and reserved.

relative.

No, you have to kiss.

If you continue to cut off, you will be subject to chaos.

She promised Qi Mingyue that her life would get back on track, and she also promised to treat herself simply as a sworn brother from now on.

She was tired of confessing her love, and she felt heartbroken when she rejected him again and again.

This time, let’s make a difference from what happened before.

Scumbag?

He is a scumbag to begin with.

Sakakibara took Nanami Nanami’s hand and took the initiative to kiss her thin pink lips.

The seven bright moons in the sky and the sea met his movements just in time, and he closed his eyes in the twinkling lights of the carousel behind the bench.

Soft and sweet, mixed with the fragrance of milk tea, rippling in your mouth.

This is the fourth time.

Do you want to say that you don’t like Qimingyue?

No, it’s impossible not to like it.

The things I had done with her before were either happy or uncomfortable.

Every time I see her show a different side, I feel happy.

Even if I used a loudspeaker to call myself a fool on the street last time, I didn’t feel uncomfortable at all.

I like to see Qi Mingyue’s face, her legs, and her teasing sometimes intentionally or unintentionally.

Although I embarrass myself every time, I do feel it.

There are also scenes of her confessing her love again and again, and the scene of her clinging to his back when he carried her on his back.

Quiet and a little warm.

These things were like a revolving door, constantly flashing back in my mind at the moment of kissing.

Yes, I do like Qi Mingyue, and it is difficult to let her go.

But now, it’s all over.

Click.

When Sakakihara Raku heard the sound of taking photos, he immediately withdrew his mind.

Looking again, Tianhai Qimingyue, who was sitting opposite him, had a mobile phone in his hand at some point.

And what was on the phone was a picture of him and her kissing on the bench.

This made him unbelievable.

“Qi Mingyue?!”

Sakakihara suddenly and immediately had the idea of ​​snatching the phone from her hand.

But he hasn’t taken action yet——

“It’s useless,” Tianhai Qi Mingyue said directly while holding her mobile phone. “The photos are automatically backed up in the cloud. No one can get them without my password.”

“you–?!”

“Think I will give up? Think I will take the initiative to admit defeat?” Tian Hai Qi Mingyue’s eyes were as cold as ice. “I tell you, Sakakibara Raku, it’s impossible. I want you to be responsible. Your mistake is that you shouldn’t have treated me once, twice or three times. That’s great, I’ve remembered it for more than ten years, and just for a moment, you’re going to make me forget it all?”

over.

Sakakihara Raku knew that he had been tricked.

This whole day, Qimingyue has been brewing this atmosphere!

Make him agree, force him to agree.

Angry, annoyed, regretful.

Also, depressed.

Sakakihara sighed, convinced, he was really convinced by her.

“Not only photos, but also videos. You kissed me for two minutes just now. Tell me, if my sister sees this scene again, and it was you who took the initiative, what will her expression be like?”

Although I can understand Qi Mingyue.

But Sakakihara Raku was indeed angry.

“You lied to me, what about what you promised?”

“Promise to treat you as my ‘adopted brother’? This is absolutely fine. Does it conflict with the relationship I want?”

“.”

You, you are awesome, okay.

“Besides, how many times have you, Sakakibara Raku, lied to me since I was little? How can you just say you forget and you can write it all off? Don’t even think about it.”

Sakakibara couldn’t refute.

This is indeed the cause and effect planted by oneself.

When all is traced back to the root cause, isn’t it the sin he made when he was a child?

Isn’t he now repaying for what he did when he was a child?

Although this is the case, why am I so aggrieved?

Moreover, and I just thought so much.

He also made it clear that he really likes Qi Mingyue.

I want to be angry but I can’t.

A beautiful girl still clings to him, Sakakihara Raku really doesn’t know what to do!

“What do you plan to do with this photo?”

“Have you figured it out?”

“Yes, that’s right, I like you, and I, Sakakihara Raku, have feelings for you.”

Tianhai Qimingyue’s expression is very intriguing: “Wouldn’t it be better if you did this earlier? If you admit it earlier, there is no need to develop into what it is now. Besides, you are a scumbag.”

Yes, I am a scumbag.

I am!

Sakakihara smiled bitterly and said, “Isn’t this what you want to see?”

“I won’t send the photo to my sister for the time being. In the next few days, I want you to think carefully about how to handle this matter.”

“OK”

When Sakakibara shouted this word, he knew his life in front of Jiu Liuli.

It’s over.