About the fact that I unintentionally raised my sister to be a cripple - Chapter 235 In confusion, Sakakibara determined his new goal for the first time

“Le, let’s start a band.”

“Le, let’s start a band.”

“Le, let’s create -“

“stop!”

In the campus cafeteria at noon, Raku Sakakibara withdrew his hand to stop Yuki Amami under the gaze of many classmates and seniors. He crossed his arms, closed his eyes and lowered his eyebrows. After waiting for the students around him to no longer care about this, he continued to preach to the girl opposite who suddenly came to talk to him:

“I probably understand, Zhixue, your desire to form a band.”

“Then join.” Tianhai Zhixue blinked.

“It’s not that simple.” Sakakihara shook his head.

“Why?”

Sakakibara folded his arms and was silent for a long time. After thinking for a while, he opened his eyes slightly and looked at the beautiful natural girl sitting opposite him. “The main reason is that I don’t want to treat something important with other than pure purposes.”

Tianhai Zhixue tilted her head slightly, expressing doubts.

Raku Sakakihara explained: “Before you entered this school, Yuki, I stayed in the music club for a while in order to maintain attendance. For this purpose, I also learned piano and participated in an orchestral ensemble at the cultural festival.”

“Oh.” Tianhai Zhixue seemed to have not completely listened.

“However, after that, although I still like the piano, and although I still like to use my own hands to play the music I like, although I still can’t help but feel itchy when I see an open piano in a shopping mall, but for me Said: My love for the piano cannot compare with the instrumentality of the piano to me. I don’t want to make a hobby so utilitarian.”

“Le clearly said before that he wanted to form a band.”

Sakakihara Raku felt that what he just said was in vain.

“A-Ling told you, right? This is different. When I asked Qi Mingyue and Jiu Liuli to form a band, the purpose was just to bring them together and create a certain space for them to get along. It was also a bit of a joke. It means, after all, I don’t think we can really bring them together with a band.”

Sakakibara put down his hand.

“But if yuki伱 asked me, the meaning of this band would be completely different. From the fact that you touch a guitar every day when you turn off the lights, I know that you really like rock and roll, but I don’t like music that much, and It’s not a good idea for a newbie who doesn’t know anything about rock music to join your band.”

“.”

Kozuki didn’t speak for quite a while.

So Sakakibara asked: “Do you understand?”

Tianhai Zhixue nodded.

“Then it’s good that you understand,” Sakakibara breathed a sigh of relief, “Then this matter——”

“Let’s start a band.”

“.”

“Yuki, can’t you understand what I mean?”

Tianhai Zhixue nodded flatly without emotion: “Yes.”

“and you–“

“happy.”

“Um?”

“Obviously as long as we form a band, we can bring Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu in.”

“So, Zhixue, that’s not the problem. It’s that I don’t want to waste your love because of my affairs.”

“Why waste it?”

“.”

“Obviously Le’s worries can be solved as long as he agrees to form a band. He obviously doesn’t have to think about so many things. Le, why don’t you agree.”

Why not agree?

Sakakibara thought about this question in his mind.

On the one hand, as he said above, he doesn’t want the things Kozuki loves to become his tools.

On the other hand, he no longer wants to give up on something halfway.

What he needs is a goal, a long-term goal that is equally important for the first half of his life and even for his whole life, just like Senior Qingya.

What he actually needs most right now is this.

Instead of trying to make do with each other to create a band in the short term just to bring Jiu Liuli and Qi Mingyue together.

That would be too childish.

Sakakibara was happy to see that Amami no Snow still didn’t quite understand what he said, so he expressed his meaning to her again as briefly as possible and explained the reasons why he could not agree to her.

But after hearing this, Tianhai Zhixue still had that slightly tilted head and a confused expression.

“You still don’t understand.” Sakakihara sighed. He didn’t really expect Yuki, a girl like a blank sheet of paper, to understand his thoughts.

“happy.”

“Um”

“I don’t understand what Le said.”

“I know, but you just need to understand that I’m not going to start a band with you right now.”

“Did Le refuse?”

“Yes.”

“Mingmingle doesn’t have any goals now.”

“Of course -“

etc.

Amami Nozuki’s words suddenly made Sakakihara Raku fall into deep thoughts again.

Yes, even though I don’t have any goals now, I can definitely take the band seriously, so why would I refuse?

Sakakibara frowned.

It seems… not quite right again.

He himself doesn’t know if he loves music and has the energy to pursue this hobby as a goal just like running.

Can I really join a good band like this and help Zhixue form the band?

What’s the use of forming a band without love and perseverance?

In the midst of right and wrong, Sakakihara Raku felt that he seemed to understand, but also seemed not to understand.

The questions swirling in his mind made him so depressed that he couldn’t think of how to answer them.

So, he had no choice but to say to Tianhai Zhixue:

“Zhixue, please wait a moment and let me think about it and answer you.”

“oh.”

*

Sakakihara Raku has been thinking about this problem all day.

Going to class, after school, running, making dinner

This kind of depression followed Sakakihara Raku all day long. He wanted to find someone to learn from, but he could never find a suitable person to start this topic. After all, it involved the current stage of reconciliation between Qi Mingyue and Jiu Liuli. Going to talk to them is the next best thing.

After dinner, Raku Sakakihara was alone on the balcony looking at Tokyo Tower under the night sky, and at the buildings in the city that were illuminated by lights inside the glass curtain walls.

“What’s the reason for starting this band?”

He still couldn’t determine the answer to this question in his mind. As the glass door of the balcony was pushed open, he thought it was Tianhai Jiuliuli who came to talk to him after a break, but he didn’t expect that it was Tianhai Jiuliuli who was wearing square glasses, a handsome face, and a suit. Blue-collar Shigenori Amami walked to the balcony.

He is here to collect clothes.

I happened to see Raku Sakakibara who was looking back.

“The balcony is very cold.” Amami Madenori looked at him and said.

Sakakihara Raku heard a hint of Nanamiyue’s words in his uncle’s tone.

Should I say they are worthy of being father and daughter?

Although the relationship is not too close, there are still some similarities.

The uncle’s words were actually asking him what he was doing on the balcony.

“Looking at Tokyo Tower.” Sakakibara replied with a smile.

“Looking at Tokyo Tower?” Amami Shigenori’s eyes under his square-framed glasses glanced at the dark sky five kilometers away, and finally returned to Sakakihara Raku’s face, “It looks like you are thinking about something.”

Sakakibara was surprised at his uncle’s sharp intuition, and replied with a normal expression: “Indeed, there is.”

“What are you thinking about?” Tianhai Maodian asked directly, and casually took off his and his mother’s clothes, “About Qiyue and Liuli? They quarreled because of you recently?”

It felt very awkward to talk about this in front of my uncle.

He always had the feeling that his uncle was actually very dissatisfied.

——Even though the future father-in-law still looks normal.

“No,” Raku Sakakihara said truthfully, and quickly added, “But it does have something to do with them. Because of my affairs, Qi Mingyue and Jiu Liuli have been in a cold war attitude. I really want to repair them. relation.”

“Tell me what you think.” Amami Shigenori was still putting away his clothes, but judging from his words, he wanted to hear how Sakakibara wanted to repair the relationship between his two daughters.

After that day, in his understanding, his two daughters were in a state of being unable to let go of their feelings.

Sakakibara said rather bitterly: “Uncle, to be honest, I don’t know how to reconcile them. All I can think of is to get them close to each other, and through proximity, they will accidentally develop a certain affection.”

Amami Shidenori’s movements paused, “Well, this idea is reasonable, close the distance, and then what? What are you going to do?”

“I’ve been asking them to run in the morning before. It seemed to have some effect, but now they just run around again.”

“Failed.”

“Yes.”

Amami Madenori lowered his hand holding the clothes and pondered for a moment: “But I feel like you are not thinking about this matter. There are many ways to bring them closer without worrying about this matter.”

“Yes.” Sakakihara nodded and told him about his conversation with Zhiyuki at noon today.

Amami Shigenori was holding several pieces of clothing in his right hand and listened to the series of words Sakakibara Raku had just explained to himself.

“The summary is that Ale, you don’t want to take advantage of Zhixue’s hobby, and at the same time, you are confused about what kind of long-term goal you should set.”

Sakakibara opened his mouth and sighed in his heart that he was indeed his elder, the eldest son of the Amami family.

After listening to it, the words he spoke spoke to his heart.

He nodded: “Yes.”

“So A Le, let me ask you, do you have your own goals now?”

Uncle said the same thing as Zhixue at noon!

——This idea came to Sakakihara Raku’s mind for the first time.

“No.”

“No need to do anything?”

“Look for.”

“So are you looking?”

After Sakakibara heard this, the cold wind outside the balcony seemed to penetrate his brain, and his pupils shrank suddenly.

Tianhai Maodian continued:

“Ale, your confusion comes from your confusion. You don’t know how to move forward, and you don’t know how to move forward. Such confusion limits your steps, and it also limits your thinking.

“Zhixue has taken the initiative to open up a path for you, a path that allows you to find your own goals.

“Joining a band is not about taking advantage of the band, nor is it impure to join a band to reconcile Qi Mingyue and Jiu Liuli through the band. What people pursue on a path is never simple, just like if you love running, But you will also use running to relieve stress, use running to get the enjoyment that attracts your attention, and use running to improve your body and persistence.”

Amami Madenori raised his head to the clothes drying pole again, stretched out his hand, and slowly took off the remaining pieces of clothing one by one.

“Loving something does not require lofty ambitions or noble moral character. Sometimes it is just a very simple reason – ‘money’, which brings you into contact with this path.

“This is the beginning, what about the end? What if you can deny your love for this thing because you just want money at the beginning?

“People are on the road to searching for something throughout their lives. You don’t have to have everything clear before you can start. What you lack is just an opportunity.”

Uncle’s words entered his mind slowly.

Sakakihara Raku was completely sober as if he had received an enlightenment.

Yes, why do you have to deny everything from the beginning?

Why did the attempt to use the band to reconcile the two sisters have to be characterized as mere exploitation from the beginning?

No one’s intentions are pure.

Just like Zhixue, he will use his own music to contribute to video websites in order to gain fans and attention!

Even if you have no goals, you may be able to feel the love through this band and feel the motivation to work hard and move forward!

They will even fight hard to get this small band to perform at the Tokyo Budokan!

And you can also gain a lot from it.

With Jiuliuli, Qi Mingyue, A Ling, and Zhixue. Their companionship and growth.

Witness them as they climb up with him?

Witness your small band supporting each other along the way and reaching the pinnacle of your dreams? !

accompany.

Isn’t this what I look forward to and cherish the most in my entire life? !

For a moment, Sakakihara Raku felt that his mood was agitated and heated.

He seems to really know what he should do and what he should aim for.

Amami Madenori stood in front of him, saw his silence, and placed the last piece of clothing on the hanger on the pile of clothes on his left hand: “It seems you have figured it out.”

Sakakibara took a long breath and tried to calm down his excitement, “Thank you, uncle, for being willing to say these things to me.”

“I didn’t do anything. In fact, you always knew it in your heart. I just missed a few words to help you clear your mind.”

Amami Madenori continued to look at his stepson, “I won’t say more. After all, it has been decided long ago that you can handle your relationship yourself. But as a father, I still hope that you will not regret the feelings of either Liuli or Qiyue. Especially the kid in July.”

Sakakibara Raku looked at his uncle who was feeling inexplicably emotional.

Just listen to him say: “When I was five years old, I dared to run across half of Japan to find you. I have still been thinking about you all these years. The more she did this, the more clearly I understood how sorry Bertha and I were. she.

“And Liuli, even at the age of fifteen, she still regards her mother as her goal in life. Even if she knows that Bertha is lying to her, she will still believe it and do it.

“I ignored their existence. As their father – a person who has ignored them for too long, what I want to see most is that they can get the happiness they want. This is why I started to relax their lives and not One of the reasons for blocking you, Ah Le, do you understand?”

In the neon-lit city of Tokyo, my stepfather’s words on the balcony were serious and heartfelt.

“Madenori, haven’t you taken your clothes back yet?”

My mother’s call came from the living room corridor.

“I will do my best.” Sakakihara replied solemnly.

“Um.”

Amami Shigenori reached out and patted Sakakibara Raku’s shoulder, took the clothes he just took off, pushed open the sliding door of the balcony, and walked in.

Sakakibara looked back at his stepfather. This was the first time he felt the care from his father.

Uncle Tianhai is actually the kind of person with a cold face and a warm heart, right?

He is also a bit arrogant. He could obviously buy some gifts for Qi Mingyue and Jiu Liuli on their birthdays to make up for their feelings, but he shied away from giving them gifts on the grounds that “it is no longer appropriate”.

This old father wants to save his face.

I really can’t say the words “I actually love you very much, and I’m sorry for my previous negligence” to my daughter.

Can you say it yourself?

Sakakibara couldn’t help but think so.

He began to imagine his daughter in the future.

If he had a daughter, when faced with this situation, he would pat her on the back carelessly, smile and say to her, “Dad actually loves you very much.” to ease the embarrassment, right?

Sakakihara Raku returned from the balcony to the living room, smiling the whole time.

This smile was also seen by Tianhai Jiuliuli, who helped her mother clean the housework.

“What are Lejun laughing at?”

Sakakihara didn’t think much, and was still deep in his own thoughts, so he answered casually: “Ah, I was thinking about how I should apologize to our daughter if she gets angry in the future.”

“Ah?! How, how could you suddenly say this?”

Hearing the words “our daughter”, Tianhai Jiuliuli’s cheeks turned red and she tightened her grip on the mop.

This was originally a good conversation starter. Sakakibara realized what he had said and saw Amami Kuruuri’s reaction and didn’t feel anything strange.

But when he saw Tianhai Jiureli standing behind him and looking at his mother with a strange expression, Sakakibara’s expression suddenly changed.

Why is mom here? !

“What are you talking about, silly boy?”

“I”

Just as Raku Sakakibara was about to explain, he suddenly noticed that Nanami Nanimeizuki, who was sitting on the side sofa not far away and reading a book, lowered his book, revealing an unusually cold face wearing gold-rimmed glasses.

The seven bright moons of Tianhai stared at him coldly.

“.”

Finished.

Sakakihara tried to avoid everyone’s gaze and looked around.

He found that his mother, Qi Mingyue, and Jiu Liuli were all staring at him with different expressions and eyes. Only Sakakibara Suzu, who was watching TV on the couch with a carrot doll in her arms, was so happy that she was carried away and dancing. .

“Pfft~ I’m laughing so hard. This heroine has nothing left, but the hero is gone and she’s still happy here. It sounds like she understands the hero. Hahaha, brother, brother! Come on, come and see. “

Sakakibara Suzu smiled happily and propped herself up from the sofa with the carrot doll in her arms. She laid her hands on the backrest, and waited until she saw clearly that Tianhai Jiureli, Tianhai Qimingyue, and her mother were all looking at her brother.

The smile on the girl’s face also fell.

This scene.

Wait a minute, why did she suddenly feel that the heroine in the TV series just now looked like herself? !