About the fact that I unintentionally raised my sister to be a cripple - Chapter 503 The Last New Year (9)

For Liuli, going to England is an obsession that will accompany her throughout her life.

It was also her past pillar and goal.

Day and night training and day and night persistence are all to meet her mother’s requirements, because she knows that as long as she performs well enough, her mother will take her to the place she has always longed for and expected.

But now, Liuli said that there were more important things than going to England.

His words were simple and his tone was ordinary. His eyes were sincere and unquestionable.

Having been with Ruri for so long, Sakakibara can see and feel it. This sentence is her true intention.

How long ago could someone sincerely say these words to themselves?

Words like “I have long belonged to you, Lejun” probably only exist in your imagination, right?

Walking on the snow-capped mountain trails, the cold winter wind lingered around him. Sakakihara Raku suddenly felt that the hand held in the center of his palm was delicate and warm.

“Really Liuli, why are you saying these things?”

“Le, Lejun sounds embarrassed? My whole body has long been yours.”

At first Liuli said this firmly and seriously, but now that she repeated it, the inside of her face turned red as if she had a fever, and her tone was very slight.

Her sky-blue eyes were also filled with shame and confusion, and she didn’t dare to look at him anymore.

Her hands were obviously clenched a lot.

“I’m quite embarrassed.”

“Nalejun”

“but”

“Well, Lejun said.”

“I am very grateful that Liuli can say these words to me, but Liuli should focus on herself now? Liuli does not belong to anyone, Liuli is Liuli, she is herself. As Liuli, she has what she likes People, there are people she wants to rely on, these are all Liuli’s thoughts, not all of them mine.”

This was a bit convoluted, but Amami Kuruuri heard Sakakihara Raku’s original intention.

He hopes that he can be independent and not dependent on anyone. His thoughts and actions are only based on the wishes of the personality of “Liu Li”.

This is true for hating a person, liking a person, liking a thing, hating a thing, etc.

These words are very true.

But Lejun is also true. Let’s talk about these big principles at this time.

“What’s wrong? Liuli, what I said is not right?”

“Lejun is like this sometimes, he doesn’t quite understand what people mean.” Tianhai Jiuliuli muttered in a low voice.

“What does Liuli mean?”

“That’s it. That’s it”

“You see, Liuli said that I don’t understand the heart, but when I asked patiently, Liuli couldn’t say anything. So you can’t blame me.”

“.It’s just that Lejun is too stupid.”

“Am I too stupid?”

“Just too stupid.”

Sakakihara hesitated for a moment, and then combined with what Liuli said to him at the beginning, he instantly understood the other meaning of her words.

“Liu Li is saying that I can come to you and do whatever I want?”

“Um no. What else?”

Sakakihara smiled again, “It’s true, Ruri, we are already so close, why are you still shy about talking about these things?”

“What, what? What happened before is completely different from when it really happened!”

“Huh? So? What’s the difference?”

“It’s completely different the first time.”

The girl’s voice became smaller and smaller.

But to be honest, there is no difference. In fact, Liuli has not overcome the shyness in her heart to take the first step.

The two of them had seen everything they should see and touched everything they shouldn’t touch.

But it was understandable that Liuli was shy, after all, this was in the suburbs.

Ambiguity in private space and ambiguity outdoors are still different.

For Liuli, it was impossible to tell anyone about this kind of thing.

Not to mention that she still had the shadow of being frightened by A Ling’s surprise last time.

“So Liuli means that I can do anything to you from today on?”

“Of course you have to ask for my permission first!”

“This is natural. So Liuli agrees now?”

“.Um.”

The girl answered in a very weak voice, which made Sakakihara feel that she was much smaller than usual.

He also understood that Liuli’s agreement was equivalent to entrusting the only precious things in her body to him.

“Liu Li is small and cute.”

“.Can this be taken as you complimenting me?”

“if not?”

Sakakibara smiled and gently held Ruri’s curled little hands again, gently covering them and wrapping them. Liuli didn’t resist at all, she just let him put her hand into his palm, and then held it tightly.

“.Hold it a little longer.”

“What’s wrong.”

“It’s nothing. I just want Lejun to hold me tighter.”

“It sounds like it’s a request.”

“This is a request, and it will make the envy of July later.”

Sakakihara couldn’t help but laugh at her cute wishes and little thoughts, “Why don’t you usually be a little jealous?”

“No. If you don’t take it seriously, you won’t be able to compare to July.”

The girl’s voice was also soft, as if she was shyly asking herself to hold her hand a little tighter.

At times like this, Sakakihara Raku truly felt that Ruri was too cute.

It would have been nice to be able to show her some small kindness in the past.

Sakakibara moved closer to the girl, hugged her tightly, stretched out his hand around her waist, and held her small hand in front of her cotton coat. Amami Kuruuri leaned obediently against Sakakibara Raku’s side, smiling as she walked in the snow-capped forest.

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“Hey~~ Brother, you and sister Liuli were so tired just after you came down the mountain. Did you know that sister Qiyue was watching behind and she was so angry?”

“real?”

“Of course, of course, sister Qiyue is watching you from behind, oh, oh, sister Qiyue, don’t pull my ears! Don’t pull my ears!”

“I really don’t know what you are talking about all day?”

“What! Sister Qiyue, you just eat it! I eat it! I’m jealous! I’m jealous! I was wrong!”

As soon as Sakakibara looked at the posture of the two of them, he knew that it was probably A Suzu who was talking nonsense.

Does this count as sowing discord?

No wonder Qi Qi would twist A Ling’s ears.

Next on the itinerary is Hokkaido Shrine.

In order to rush for time, several people arrived here quickly by car.

“Ruri, have you ever felt that all shrines across the country are pretty much the same? Ema, Gomori, and a lottery for 200 yen.”

“Yeah, it’s exactly the same!”

Then there is nothing interesting here, it is just one more unique snow scene.

It’s worth taking photos as a souvenir.

“Brother, why don’t you bring two miko costumes back to your two sisters~ Then I can stay at the hot spring hotel at night – eh! Why are you beating me?”

Raku Sakakihara had a serious face, “I have random thoughts every day!”

“What? Brother, you’re not expecting it in your heart, yuki, don’t you think so, yuki?”

Tianhai Zhixue stared at the woods in the distance: “There is also a lot of snow here.”

Zhixue heard that there were snow foxes in the woods behind the shrine and wanted to go and have a look.

After going there, I was disappointed. I didn’t see it at all.

At noon, I simply ate some Hokkaido noodles and continued to wander around the shopping street in the afternoon.

Compared with the characteristic cultural street, the commercial street is more suitable for them.

They were shopping for clothes and shoes. Looking at their large and small bags, Sakakibara estimated that 80% of them would have to be sent back to Tokyo by courier.

After going around and around, the time came at night.

The Odori Park we went to at night was quite interesting.

The park is filled with ice sculptures, lanterns, and various snowmen. Not to mention Suzu and Yuki, Sakakihara Raku has never seen such gorgeous ice sculptures.

Ah Ling likes snow very much. She couldn’t play enough in the morning, but now she can.

She dragged Zhixue and Liuli to throw snowballs in the snow field over there.

She was taught a lesson by Qi Qi in the morning. If Qi Qi hadn’t wanted to get her cotton-padded jacket stained by snowballs, he would have decided to fight her.

Speaking of which, Ah Ling may not be able to beat July, right?

After all, Qi Qi also learned kendo.

Thinking about this, Sakakibara sat down on a bench in the park with Nanami Nanami, and watched a few people playing happily together.

Liuli and A-Ling threw snowballs at each other, and A-Ling accidentally hit Yuki who was trying to build five snowmen. Suddenly, it became a two-on-one situation between Zhixue and Liuli.

A Ling, who was hit by the snowball and ran away with her head in her arms, shouted “It’s not fair!”, but there was nothing she could do.

Silently watching the fight of a few people, the bright neon lights of the city and the cold wind and snow became their background, and the seven bright moons in the sky and sea felt like they were suddenly alienated from this world.

“It was Christmas yesterday.”

Tianhai Qimingyue was stunned for a few seconds after hearing the sound.

“What, your memory is already so bad?”

“It’s not that I have a bad memory, but I always feel like something was missing yesterday.”

“What?”

Amami Nanamigyue turned around and saw Raku Sakakihara pulling out an exquisite small keychain from his trouser pocket.

The keychain fell quietly into his hand. Under the brilliant light reflected by the surrounding ice sculptures, the small stone shark on the keychain looked small and exquisite. As long as you take a closer look, you can see that the cartoon shark above is not a simple assembly line handicraft, but a work carefully crafted and outlined by a childlike master sculptor.

It was so beautiful that when Tianhai Qimingyue saw it for the first time, she couldn’t move her eyes away.

“when?”

“I ordered it a while ago and it just arrived at noon today.”

“It still looks like a stone sculpture made of pebbles.”

“Yeah. Remember that rock you kicked under my feet on our first motorcycle trip?”

“.You used that to call someone?”

“I just finished it and mailed it a few days ago. I originally planned to give it to you in Qiu on your birthday in Qiu, but the master of stone carving doesn’t have that much time, so there is no way.”

Tianhai Qimingyue held the keychain in her hand and kept staring at the cartoon little shark.

She remembered this style. How could she forget it?

The prototype of the keychain still exists in the storage box in her bedroom.

The shape of this little shark happened to be the cheap gadget that Raku Sakakihara gave to Little Qiyue when they were separated for the first time when they were young.

It was that gadget that she loved all her life.

Tianhai Qimingyue’s sky-blue eyes stared at the keychain silently holding the shark in her palm.

“Now that counts as a Christmas present?”

“Well, and this is your only gift in July, in terms of specialness.”

“Thanks.”

“It should.”

“This gift is very valuable.”

Sakakibara was surprised: “How come you still have to consider the value of the gift in July?”

“When I say valuable, I don’t mean the material value of this item. But this gift is so valuable to me that I don’t know what I should give you in return.”

“I already said this is my apology. Your idea is very cute, Qiuyue. Besides, we have nothing to do with each other. Do we still need a gift in return?”

“need.”

“Why? We are in a relationship.”

“Just because they are in a relationship, we cannot ignore the emotional communication and exchanges between two people. Gifts need to be reciprocated, and thoughts and actions also need to be reciprocated. Even if they are lovers, there is no saying who should accept the other’s gifts, and who should You should always accept gifts from each other. For example, on Valentine’s Day, if you give me a gift, I will find a way to give you a gift in return.”

July is serious.

It should be said that if she is not joking, most of the time she has this serious attitude.

“There is no need to return the gift. Qi Qi, can you tell me the story of little Qi Qi?” Sakakihara smiled beside the girl, “I rarely hear Qi Qi you talk about your past self.”

Tianhai Qimingyue looked at him seriously: “Brother, there is nothing to say. Just know that she used to think of someone’s agreement with her every night.”

“Every night?”

“Every night.”

Getting this answer from July is actually enough.

Just because Xiao Qiyue’s obsession is deep enough, Qiyue’s love for herself is also deep enough now.

Sitting on the bench and watching a few people throwing snowballs happily in the distance, Nanami Nanami held the keychain in her palm and leaned on Raku Sakakibara’s shoulder unconsciously.

“What did your sister say to you this morning?”

“Liu Li told me that going to England is no longer necessary.”

Tianhai Qimingyue closed her eyes on his shoulder, “Then what sister needs now is you, brother.”

“Yes,” Raku Sakakihara agreed softly, “She said that whether she goes to England or not, the most important thing is that I am by her side.”

“Does my sister also agree that we can do that kind of thing?”

“Do you know in July?”

“My sister has let go of her mother. Her mother came to see us specially before, and her sister didn’t show too much concern afterwards. For her, continuing to live with her brother and everyone is the meaning of life. So. It’s natural for your sister to be willing to put everything on your shoulders.”

Heavy, and at the same time, Sakakibara Raku can still feel the responsibilities he will have to bear in the future.

“Where are you in July?”

“Of course, the same thing.”

Because of her love for herself in Qiyue, she had already given everything to him, right?

Sakakibara was happy.

Not only their love for themselves, but also their sense of responsibility for their happiness in the future.

“July.”

“Um.”

“How about saying you like me again?”

“like you.”

“Is it so casual?”

“Because it’s the truth, idiot.”

“Do you want to have children in July?”

“You feel?”

“I think July is definitely what you want. For July, home is very important. And with a child, you will have something to cherish enough in July.”

Tianhai Qimingyue closed her eyes, “I don’t know what you are talking about. As for precious things, aren’t they right in front of you and around you?”

“Then when Qi Qi knew she was not pregnant a while ago, why was she still a little unhappy?”

“I want a child. Maybe my past thoughts are at work. I always feel that I am a human being. I want a child to love me, and I love him enough. It doesn’t matter now.”

Sakakihara smiled happily, “Why?”

Tianhai Qimingyue glanced at someone sideways, and then scolded, “Asking even though you know clearly.”

“If you want to have a child after July, do you want a boy or a girl?”

“boy.”

“Why?”

“Girls will definitely stick to you, boys will stick to me.”

“Isn’t it good for girls? I would be jealous if a boy clings to you.”

“That’s perfect. Who told you to make me jealous every day?”

“No, I have to have a girl.”

“boy.”

“girl.”

“boy.”

“girl.”

“boy.”

“I won’t argue with you in Qiyue, so why don’t you just give birth to a litter in Qiyue? Then everyone will be happy!”

“Are you treating me like a rabbit? I’m going to give birth to a whole litter and look for my sister.”

“Then I’ll have to go find Liuli alone tonight~”

“you dare.”