Academy’s Gumiho is a Magic Genius - Chapter 312



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Academy Gumiho is a Magical Genius Episode 312

Warmer than expected (2)

While my mind was wandering aimlessly.

A desolate world, like a barren ruin, appeared.

It was a world without light or darkness, just a world thickly covered in gray.

The world was so empty that anyone with weak mental strength might go crazy at any moment. No, there was no atmosphere to begin with.

What kind of atmosphere is this in a gray world where there is nothing?

“It’s not a pretty view, but it’s perfect for just closing your eyes and losing yourself in thought.”

Because there is nothing.

On the contrary, it seemed like I could just focus on my thoughts.

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I sat down immediately and sat cross-legged.

At this moment, external senses such as sight and hearing were not needed.

I closed my eyes and ears, but opened my mouth wide.

‘What is making me so miserable?’

A Zen question to ask yourself.

I started to unravel the tangled threads one by one by asking myself questions like a practitioner of Zen meditation in search of truth.

‘First of all, what do I want from my students now?’

This was the first thing to be resolved.

What did I hope to teach my children? What did I hope to gain by taking in these girls without any connections as my children?

When I thought about it seriously, there was only one in the end.

I have children.

‘I wanted to be active on the front lines and help people.’

I wanted to grow up like you.

Boy soldier. Despite his young age, he had unparalleled talent and skills and wanted to help people.

I taught my students with that kind of mindset.

He began raising Elizabeth and Baek-ah.

‘But I put them down.’

Everyone has definitely gotten stronger.

But it wasn’t at the level I wanted.

The students still have a long way to go in terms of growth before they can stand shoulder to shoulder with me and have my back to them.

Of course, a few geniuses like Isabel could achieve results in a short period of time and grow enough to be worthy of being entrusted with the task.

The same goes for the children waiting for me at home.

At first, he intended to raise the children to be strong so that they would not go down the wrong path and would be able to fight against the disaster that would come one day.

But at some point, the focus of education became on helping children grow up well rather than on raising them to be strong enough to face disasters.

‘Have I become weak-hearted? Or have I harbored selfish desires?’

Why didn’t they teach the students more harshly?

Why do we only educate children so that they can grow up healthy?

Many questions arise, but I already knew the answer.

I just didn’t want to face it, so I didn’t bother to think about it.

‘The me now… … I don’t want those guys to live the same life as me.’

Certainly, in the beginning when I was weak, I tried to raise my students and children to be strong.

There were many difficulties in resisting the coming disasters with one’s own strength.

Even in those days, people were more focused on education because their lives were limited.

But since my growth was not halted, my children’s growth took a relatively backseat.

If possible, I’d rather handle everything by myself.

Because I know how difficult and painful it is to live as a hero, to neglect yourself and save someone else.

Since becoming a great wizard, it seems that the idea that he can solve everything on his own has taken root deep in his heart.

The first question was answered with this.

“Next is…….”

That was the last question.

That’s right, it’s about restoring the image.

‘I don’t know the whole story either.’

The restoration of the landscape of the imaginary world means that the mind is healing. Unlike trauma, which can be sufficiently treated by applying medicine or suturing.

Wounds of the heart are not so easily healed.

It doesn’t get better or heal easily.

However, if you leave it alone, the wound will likely widen and even lead to a bigger wound.

‘There’s a reason why mental illness is so severe.’

Once an image begins to crumble, it cannot be restored.

Moreover, if the image is as miserably damaged, broken, and distorted as mine, the possibility of treatment is even slimmer.

A heart that is so miserably damaged is different from a plant.

Like a plant that miraculously blooms flower buds when watered in a flowerbed that is on the verge of drying up and dying, no matter how much love is given.

A root that has once dried up will never grow back again.

Because the wick has already been shattered.

‘But my imagination showed some room for regeneration.’

A mental image divided into numerous areas.

This is a phenomenon that occurred in a very narrow area among them.

Even that is not a complete recovery, it only shows the possibility of recovery.

Still, this was surprising.

‘For people like me whose minds were ruined, there are no cases of recovery.’

I can confidently say that the overall level of force of the people of this world is far superior to that of my comrades.

This is because the years of accumulated technology and knowledge are very different.

But just one thing.

fight.

When it comes to fights to the death, they are not far behind the people of this world.

Because we as a human race had to unite and fight to survive.

The skills and knowledge of fighting are far ahead.

Never fall behind.

‘I remember reading that in a report before.’

I recalled the memory.

If you look back at recent events, you will understand why.

As I looked back on the past in that way, the scenery in my mind began to move.

No matter how empty my imagination was, this place was definitely in my heart.

If I think about it, the movement and the scenery that is reflected must have changed accordingly. Let’s go back like that step by step.

The things I saw with my own eyes were projected everywhere.

It’s like having dozens of giant movie theater screens playing at the same time.

My eyes hurt a little though.

This might help us understand why my image showed some signs of recovery.

‘It’s true that the memories of the fight were so vivid that they stayed in my memory for a long time.’

Fighting and killing were the first things that were projected.

Especially the fights we’ve had recently… … were very intense.

It’s a strong memory, but I’ve forgotten everything about the fight.

Then the family’s political strife came into view.

Hmm, that’s a bit ambiguous.

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‘I kicked out the elders I didn’t like, brought in new elders, and made them fight. Honestly, it was fun.’

But I didn’t think that would make my heart recover.

But the scene that follows right after.

Dinner with my sister.

Something.

Hmm… … My heart felt warm.

It wasn’t my head that reacted, it was Baek Seung-woo’s heart that reacted.

I really miss you.

It seemed to say that.

‘next.’

It made my heart feel warm and somewhat touched, but it didn’t seem to be the fundamental cause of my improved state of mind.

So it projected a different memory.

This time, fire came into view.

It was neither a cursed flame nor a screaming black flame of a vengeful spirit.

A common red flame.

It wasn’t a flame that took on a special form, nor was it large enough to cover a building, nor was it a flame with mass that I could manipulate at will.

It was a flame from a gas range in an extremely ordinary household.

I cooked food with that flame.

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We put the food on the table and sat down with the children to enjoy the meal.

“…….”

Children who eat with food on their lips.

Looking at that reminds me of that day for sure.

‘That was the day I gave up on teaching my kids how to eat.’

No matter how much I taught them how to eat properly, the kids wouldn’t follow along, so I gave up and just focused on eating in silence.

The kids looked at me and laughed, wondering what was so funny about that sight.

Baekhyun also laughed along with the children.

I didn’t know why they were laughing.

I didn’t know it then, and I still don’t know it now.

I wiped my mouth to see if there was any food on it like the kids did, but there wasn’t.

That means I just laughed.

It was truly incomprehensible.

But, no matter how incomprehensible it may be.

There was no need to impose sanctions.

“…….”

Their bright smiles.

I was so envious and it was nice to hear.

Even at this very moment, I still can’t get past this moment.

I passed over the other scenes without any particular problem, but this moment felt strange.

Warmth boiling in the chest.

Even if no one has to point it out.

It was not hard to understand that this was the cause of my mental recovery. After that, the images of the children continued to pass by.

The moments I taught my students also flashed before my eyes.

Watching them had another appeal for the children.

A bright school life, different from mine.

As I walked the podium as a teaching assistant, the laughter of the students I had seen flashed through my mind. This made me understand perfectly.

‘In the end, it all came down to one thing.’

What I want from my students.

My mind was showing signs of recovery.

These all ultimately led to one conclusion.

I think I can finally make up my mind.

I have children and students.

‘I wish I could live a little happier.’

Live a life different from mine.

‘My life is fulfilled just by watching that happiness.’

Just be happy.

I hoped so.

“I will see it through to the end.”

Not reaching out to someone.

I decided to see the end of the world alone.

Suddenly my right pocket felt heavy.

The weight of the keys in your pocket.

Was it this heavy?

‘……ah.’

I just noticed it now.

The relationships I can protect by using this key.

You must have treasured it so much.

Perhaps it had not come from the depths of my mind.

Even when the final moment came, you probably wouldn’t have noticed.

‘Because I’ve been turning my eyes away from happiness my whole life.’

Life was so hard that I wanted to follow in the footsteps of my comrades, teachers, and mentors who had left me.

I wanted to end my free life like them, as a noble sacrifice for a cause. But now, at this moment.

I discovered new value.

‘I’ve always been looking for a place to die.’

As my comrades did.

I wanted to meet my end as a sacrifice for a cause.

Life is tiring and hard, but dying an ordinary death would be no honor to my comrades who gave their lives for me.

Let’s burn our lives heroically once.

To die with a sense of satisfaction and to be able to open one’s heart proudly before those whom one will meet after death.

That was the only driving force that kept me living fiercely.

‘But now.’

The driving force that had sustained me for so long had lost its power.

Instead, a new driving force filled my will.

‘I found a reason to die for you.’

I have a slightly better life in my relationships with the people I have met so far.

Now at least we can look forward to tomorrow.

I got something really big.

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“Now it’s my turn to give it back.”

I must repay the favor I received.

I am not a beast.

If you know how to repay your enemies with revenge, then you should repay kindness with kindness.

In that sense, there was only one favor I could repay them for. It was something only I could do in the world.

It is the source of the hardships that lie ahead.

It’s about removing the sprout.

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