All the Girls in the Cultivation World Want a Piece of Me - Section 1801
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That is a kind of no matter what you are not interested in, do not know what to do, just give up everything and follow the crowd. If Xia Yi wants to, he can do almost everything a creature wants to accomplish. He has a passion for life. The most incredible immortality, time and years are not worth mentioning at all, and it has been completely blurred in Xia Yi’s feeling.
This is true freedom, the most extreme freedom, but it is also the freedom that Xia Yi doesn’t want to understand at all.
Between the opening and closing of the eyes, the sun, moon, and stars may remain the same, but the star where Xia Yi is located has been changing. It has grown a lot, and it seems to be close at hand.
“Oh, are you old too?”
After waking up this time, Xia Yi looked at the red and bright sun. It was also old. He didn’t expect that he would have a lifespan longer than that of the stars, and even the stars were not as long as his lifespan. Can it be called a “constant” star?
Nothing to do with eternity at all.
“So…is it billions of years or tens of billions of years?”
Xia Yi asked himself in confusion. His knowledge told him that it would take billions of years for a star to evolve into this shape. Did he spend so long in a daze?
but……
It doesn’t matter.
He was buried in a pile of rocks in a crimson desert with a dazzling and annoying red giant star above his head, which disturbed Xia Yi’s sleep, so Xia Yi still used the old method, poking his eyes and destroying his own. Both ears, and finally crushed the nasal bones with his hands, cut off all contact with the outside world and continued to sleep.
He had little else to do but that.
On the way, Xia Yi woke up many times again and again. For Xia Yi, every time he woke up was a rebirth, and every time he was reborn, he would immediately go back to sleep. Perhaps this is the closest to death. method.
After a certain rebirth, Xia Yi found himself floating in the starry sky. Xia Yi’s thoughts and knowledge told Xia Yi that the star where he was before was probably swallowed by a red giant star, and he was also annihilated together…
Annihilation?
Hehe, it would be good to be able to annihilate, but An Mian was disturbed again, there is nothing to annihilate him.
Alternating awakening and deep sleep, Xia Yi, who is not interested in anything, keeps wandering in the stars. Occasionally, when he is lucky, Xia Yi will take the initiative to go to the stars of life. Although his cultivation is only Void, he has The experience of the great emperor can make Xiaoxiaoxiaoxiaoxiu realize the power of a saint.
It was probably because of the yearning in his heart that he longed to sleep in the land. Xia Yi didn’t know what to think. After finding the next star of life, he had no choice but to rely on his terrifying memory to move in a certain direction. go away.
After repeating the awakening and falling asleep for several times, Xia Yi came to a starry sky.
A star that was supposed to be azure blue has been deserted, and the familiar sun is red and bright. Xia Yi came to this star and stood in the desert to think for a long time. He kind of forgot what it was called, and just missed it. One side of water and soil, he thought for a long time, for a long time, and finally recalled the name here.
Xuan… yellow?
No, not right.
“Earth……”
“I’ll accompany you to the end of your journey.”
There are no traces that Xia Yi is familiar with on the earth. All of them have been crushed and buried by time and time. At first glance, they are completely barren waste stars. Xia Yi just fell in the desert like this. According to his own The memory reappeared a scene from the past.
There are green mountains and green waters, high-rise buildings are everywhere, and the streets are crowded with people coming and going.
This familiar land made Xia Yi fall into a deep sleep. This is the homeland where he was born. Unfortunately, even the homeland does not have his longevity. He will watch his homeland fall apart with his own eyes. The sun of the month goes out.
“mom……”
“I’m so bored by myself…”
“very hungry……”
It seems that the memory has been taken away by accident. The face of the mother has been completely forgotten, and even the vague impression is no longer there. In Xia Yi’s cognition, it is completely a name, the title of something, red. The superstar scorched the earth, and Xia Yi slept peacefully. Before his consciousness went away, Xia Yi wished that he could have a sweet dream.
dead dream.
It was just a few years later that a group of people in weird clothes found Xia Yi in the desert. They carried Xia Yi away, and when Xia Yi woke up again, he found himself in a white room. He was covered with a quilt, his hair and beard were trimmed, and a mirror hanging not far away made Xia Yi see a familiar and disgusting face.
Xia Yi has long hated his existence. He is a sinner who redeemed his sins in eternity. With a little bit of knowledge, Xia Yi knew where he was. He was on a spaceship traveling through the stars.
Immediately after Xia Yi woke up, someone came. These people wore some kind of white tights and came to Xia Yi with a serious look. They held some kind of machinery and communicated with each other in a language that Xia Yi didn’t understand at all.
This machine emits some kind of wave similar to soul power, so that Xia Yi can vaguely understand what they are talking about.
They ask who they are.
Xia Yi didn’t answer, didn’t want to answer, and didn’t want to see anyone, he just wanted to sleep, so Xia Yi didn’t bother to pay attention to this group of people, and fell back into a deep sleep, the group of people sighed helplessly, and then they all left .
It wasn’t long before they walked in again.
“Who are you?”
They shook Xia Yi to wake up and brought someone who could speak old sayings. Xia Yi just looked at them, but he still couldn’t get any interest.
“You… are not… Star God Race, but you are… not, we, you are our common… ancestor, ancient people.”
A woman said intermittent words, but Xia Yi still didn’t give any response.
“Why… can you still exist? You are not even… the first generation of ancients, you are the ancients, red…blood.”
The woman still tried to communicate with Xia Yi without giving up, but no matter what she did, it was futile, because Xia Yi didn’t want to be associated with anyone or anything, because in the end it was only him who suffered.
1
After that, that woman would come to talk to Xia Yi every day, and there were other people who knew the ancient language to communicate with Xia Yi, including old people and young adults, but Xia Yi had no desire to speak anyway.
Until one day, the spaceship suddenly shook violently, and a crack appeared in the room where Xia Yi was located. Xia Yi was torn apart by a force and thrown into the starry sky. In the starry sky, Xia Yi saw many tall figures. Dazzling radiance bloomed all over the person, and they attacked the spaceship unscrupulously.
And the spaceship was not made of paper. It launched various beams of amazing destructive power to fight it. Soon someone came to the starry sky to rescue Xia Yi. After that, the spaceship distorted the time and space in some unimaginable way and escaped from the place.
After everything was quiet, because Xia Yi’s room needed to be repaired, Xia Yi was taken to other places. Many people kept communicating with Xia Yi in ancient words, but Xia Yi just didn’t come back. Xia Yi’s current responsiveness Very slowly, probably because of the long-term isolation of himself and sleep, Xia Yi said the first sentence after a while.
“Why are they attacking you?”
The words Xia Yi said made the others quiet, because Xia Yi was finally willing to speak!
“They are members of the Star God Race, and it has been about two epochs since the war with our Sequence People.”
“You…why do you want to go to war, shouldn’t the human race be unified? What Xia Yi, the Emperor of Heaven, said at the beginning…”
“Captain Heaven Emperor? What is that? Some kind of status? What is Xia Yi? Name?”
The other party looked at Xia Yi very suspiciously. Xia Yi was stunned for a while, but he didn’t show any other expression after that. This is probably a matter of time. Only he will remember everything in the past, whether it was once or now, Even the future will sooner or later become the past and forget him. He didn’t need to face it. He could have passed away gloriously in the years that praised him.
“No…it’s nothing, tell me why you guys went to war.”
“No reason, when we were still one, because the cultivation star power was limited, the cultivator became a superior person and held various privileges, and gradually lost his nature in the years, in order to let his relatives inherit his own power and status. , they began to limit the number of qualified practitioners, and we ordinary people once launched a protest to try to change this unfair treatment.”
“But the ending is only that we and our descendants will be engraved with a number sequence as soon as we are born, become natural slaves to serve the practitioners of star power, become their servants, slaves, property, and can take lives at will. Insects like this. After a long process, we led a rebellion against them, led by several heroes.”
“After that, we were separated from each other. They were Star Gods, and we called ourselves Sequence Humans. This is to remind us of the shame we once had. We were once slaves and were engraved with numbers by others.”
“Why don’t you practice Xingneng?”
“It can’t be done. During the years when our ancestors were slaves, the Star God Race genetically modified our ancestors in order to prevent us from rebelling one day. We can’t cultivate star energy, and they even encoded the cultivation method through memory. The method is passed on to our descendants, in order not to let us know, even if we change our body to the past, even if we can cultivate, we will not know the method!”
The person in front of Xia Yi said something that disappointed Xia Yi very, very much. He created Xingneng in order to make the race better continue in an orderly way, not to create the immortal people who used to be in the realm of self-cultivation. No, but this is probably something that can never be avoided.
After all, the human race has inferior roots. Xia Yi is very afraid that it will become a reality, but what may happen will probably happen, as long as the time scale is long enough.
After all, the human race is still divided and civil war, no matter what period of civilization is inevitable.
“What is your ultimate goal?”
“Of course it’s to re-establish order so that everyone is treated fairly.”
“That’s impossible. Even if it can be realized in a short time, your descendants will eventually become the appearance of Star God. I ask you, are the people of the Star God clan plundering the stars?
ability? “
“Uh… This is, more and more stars have encountered poisonous hands. Have you seen that starry sky? Is it exaggerated that it is dim compared to the surrounding?”
The woman who was talking to Xia Yi pointed to a starry sky outside the glass window. It was obvious that there was a dim area in the starry sky. Are the stars there all extinguished?
“By the way, the sun of the star you saved me before?”
“It has been plundered long ago. If it hadn’t been plundered, it would probably still shine for billions of years. Fortunately, we also have the means to plunder the star energy of the starry sky they control. To be honest, this area is actually the territory of the Star God Race. We were stealing the residual star energy of that star before, and the planet that rescued you before has probably been engulfed by the explosion, you are very lucky to meet us.”
What this woman said did not make Xia Yi disappointed or angry. How should I put it, he was no longer surprised by what he had lived for too long. Xia Yi came to the glass window and looked at the starry sky. There are many places in the starry sky that are unnaturally dim and empty, as if a piece had been deducted by something.
“You will destroy yourself if you go on like this.”
“Self-destruction? How is that possible? When our hero completely defeats the Star God Race, I can guarantee that order and fairness will come to this starry sky again, and what awaits us is a bright future. We will completely seal this method. It’s going to get people intrigued again.”
“yes……”
“Of course! Then again, who are you? What the hell are you…”
Before the woman’s words were finished, Xia Yi fell into a deep sleep again. Xia Yi was not interested in anything, so that it didn’t matter how the war ended, and it didn’t matter how long the human race could survive.
He just wanted to die.
Apart from that, there is no goal, his obsessions, his wishes, his dreams have already been realized, and he has enjoyed the final peace, but the price of the ghost is only at the end for him to bear, after everything is completed , when you succeed and retire, the most terrifying price comes.
The former Xia Yi would probably proudly say that my human race holds the stars.
But now, looking at the devastated starry sky, and looking at his immortal body that disgusts him, Xia Yi is only bored, and the final fate of this spaceship is also besieged and destroyed by the people of the Star God Race, but waiting for Xia Yi is only a matter of Just reborn again.
Now whether it is killing or being killed.
Whether it’s doing something for a dream, or lying down waiting to die.
It’s just a boring waste of time.
2
Between waking up and falling asleep, it is like a moment of eternity, Xia Yi is like a lonely boat drifting in the long river of time and space, leaving nothing, taking nothing, wanting to remember nothing, and not being remembered by anything. .
With the deepening of loneliness and the spread of despair in his heart, Xia Yi didn’t know how many times he had died, whether it was tens of thousands or close to 100 million. He repeated old age, death and new life. , never felt that he was ever really close to death.
He began to lose sleep, and was driven to madness several times by the unspeakable extreme despair, but after the madness, it was only the next rebirth.
Even the pain is so boring.
The longest time of insomnia, Xia Yi repeated day after day, year after year, really wanted to die, really wanted to die, and it was like chanting scriptures until his next rebirth.
Until Xia Yi got close to the stars of life again, Xia Yi came here just to start killing the time. It would be good if he could have any thoughts to distract him for a second. Here, he learned that the Sequence Terran had defeated the stars. The Protoss has even been defeated for quite some time.
People sing praises to the hero of the Sequence Man now, extolling the hero’s great name, saying that his name will be passed on forever, Xia Yi, dressed in filthy clothes, passed by. After people found out, they drove out of the town. People called Xia Yi disrespectful to heroes, just a smelly old lunatic.
Yeah, he’s a disrespectful hero, and what about you? Who have you forgotten?
In the end… who will…
Whoever paid what price will be forgotten! ! !
The last warmth in the world has also become cold, and no one will sing his name anymore. Who still knows Wudi, who still knows Taoism, who still knows the sacrifice of Feng Mo, who still understands that Xia Yi, the emperor who seized the sky, is still alive today. Paying the price for the sky!
But he said that he had already made up his mind.
Yes, he is conscious.
Laughing and crying, but it didn’t pass much boring time, no matter how vicissitudes of the epic years, in Xia Yi’s eyes, it was just a short-lived boring moment, and the vicissitudes were not worth mentioning in front of eternity.
After sleeping for an unknown number of times, another civil war broke out in the human race. The once hero’s great name was not sung, but it was someone else’s name, but Xia Yi didn’t care anymore, he was used to it. Everything is meaningless, and eternity is what makes everything meaningless.
Presumably even life itself has no meaning, because everything will be eclipsed in the face of eternity.
The human race repeats the history that Xia Yi is tired of seeing, divided and combined, today’s battle, tomorrow’s combination, there are a few eras that dominate and will repair the mistakes of their predecessors, but more eras make big mistakes for their own selfish desires, but All this has nothing to do with Xia Yi.
Xia Yi sneered whenever he heard people say whose credit would be remembered forever. He would laugh at how naive and naive the people who said these words were. Of course, these people would refute, but once Xia Yi asked them They can only remember the past tens of millions of years of past history.
Remember this forever?
In the era when technology was buried, people practiced so-called qigong.
In the era when the exercises were forgotten, people re-developed technology, and more and more were forgotten in the past. People don’t know the predecessor of the starry sky, they don’t know the star spirit titan, and they don’t know the dragons and demons. If people don’t interfere, the starry sky will still last for a long time. , that’s trillions or even trillions of years.
And now it is even less than 100 billion, and it is still far away from 100 billion.
The boring starry sky is full of boring things, Xia Yi repeats his death a trillion times, only the hopeless nothingness is accompanied, and there is no end in sight.
Whether it is anger or self-abandonment, whether it is chasing a dream or giving up everything, it is meaningless.
Totally meaningless.
The sky is meaningless.
I am meaningless.
Everything I create will disappear before me, everything I care about will leave me sooner or later, what I cherish, love, pay attention to, see…
All, all, all! !
will die before me.
There is no meaning at all, some are just repeating and repeating boring, repeating prosperity and ending, repeating war and peace, repeating life and death, repeating awakening and sleeping.
what……
I want to die.
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