Became an Academy Spearman - Chapter 525



525. The upcoming meeting – a precious relationship (3)

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ㅡI’m sure.

It was only after seeing Darsha’s reaction that Cheonseong felt such confidence.

Despite the crowds surrounding me and the stares pouring in as I passed through the space, my once calm mind was now confident.

‘Even Darsha… .’

There was no longer any doubt about how he evaluated me.

“thank you. “Darsha.”

Even though he spoke calmly, I felt relieved.

“Thank you… you are really strange when I see you sometimes.”

“is it?”

“I’m not saying that’s true, I’m just saying you’re really weird. You didn’t even know in the first place. “You know how other people view you, even if you haven’t heard back from me.”

When Darsha glanced at me after answering innocently, I did as she said.

Actually, I wasn’t asking because I didn’t know at all.

“…”

For a moment, I couldn’t think of anything to say, so I smiled and blankly leaned on the bench.

Sreuk.

As I looked up at the sky, the blue sky filled my vision.

Then, I was able to say it later.

“Tomorrow is a really important meeting for me.”

I can’t reveal that it’s a reunion or that I’m meeting Instructor Kali’s mother.

But I didn’t know that tomorrow might be the most important meeting in my life.

‘And since it’s something I may experience many times in the future… .’

I wanted to start off well.

“Is tomorrow such an important day?”

“uh. “A very important day.”

“…ha. really.”

Even though Darsha, who was sighing deeply beside me, knew that she was misunderstanding me, I had no intention of correcting her.

‘What excuse should I make in the first place?’

It was just funny to think about it.

For the first time in my life, I made myself look like this.

I decorated myself more sincerely than ever before and changed my appearance by wearing a suit.

It’s not that I don’t pay attention to my appearance when I meet someone I like, but the meeting has a completely different meaning.

Considering that I had been pacing in front of the full-length mirror for nearly an hour today, I was a little embarrassed.

Because I’ve been sincerely decorating myself starting today in preparation for tomorrow.

It was a position that required preparation in advance.

“Because it’s really okay. Have confidence.”

Then, I unconsciously lowered my head at the words I heard.

Sreuk

“…”

It was a bit unexpected, so I looked at Darsha without realizing it.

“Because you’re so cool that you can feel confident. “Don’t worry so much.”

I was immediately startled by the voice that met my eyes and spoke again.

“…Uh, I will do that.”

Although I answered awkwardly, I found myself seeing Darsha again without realizing it.

Her unique sunset-colored hair was flowing and covering her pure white face, which seemed strange for no reason.

‘You’ve really changed.’

The day I returned to the academy. She was really surprised to see Dar Shah’s change.

But after that, I didn’t think I had distanced myself from Darsha.

I just accepted Darsha as is.

At that time, I thought that Darsha was the one who was having a harder time than me, so I thought that I should treat her as usual.

So even though it was unnatural, I forced myself to pretend it was natural.

Sometimes, I see a guy who displays surprisingly feminine charm, but let’s face it.

And now I felt it clearly.

Darsha seemed to have made up her mind and no longer felt much confusion.

Swish.

Then, when he suddenly avoided my eyes, I blinked and then burst into laughter.

“Darsha, you too have confidence now.”

I was able to say something a little playfully, but with sincerity.

“What do you mean… again?”

“I just thought you were okay right now.”

It’s probably something I wouldn’t have said in the past.

Even if she was originally a woman, saying that she is better now as a ‘darsha’ may be hurtful to a person who must have lived as a man for a long time.

“……”

Just the way her pretty eyes were frowning was like that.

Anyone can see that she is a discreet woman and has a beautiful appearance.

Even compared to the way she spoke and acted towards me, Darsha’s appearance on the outside was that of a heavenly woman.

Even if I, as a friend, look at her objectively, I feel that she is quite beautiful, and in contrast to her appearance, I thought that due to her easy-going personality and light manner of speaking, I can show others a strange charm that is different from her reserved appearance.

Ironically, that could be Darsha’s unique charm.

“hey.”

When I met Darsha, who was avoiding my gaze and was glaring clearly into my eyes, I just felt that she was strangely cute.

“I’m saying this as a friend. “I hope you can now treat others with confidence.”

I have decided to say this with sincerity.

It’s like I came to Darsha to get evaluated by my friend. Now that I’ve heard really good things, I wanted to say something encouraging to him.

“…Be confident?”

Seeing the guy answer as if he was shocked, I nodded as if it was natural.

“Yes, you can become much prettier too. And even as you are now, I think you can be confident.”

As I looked at the startled guy, I thought about it again.

‘Like I’ve changed like this.’

I thought that if I decorated myself, I could look even more attractive than I do now.

Above all, Darsha rarely decorates herself compared to her appearance.

When I thought about how the female cadets in the class decorated themselves in various ways, Darsha’s qualities stood out even more.

“…Han Tiansheng.”

Looking at Darsha, whose expression was completely distorted, I laughed lightly.

“I’m not specifically telling you how to live as a woman or anything presumptuous like that. “I just want you to have confidence in yourself.”

Although I cannot fully understand Darsha, I still wanted to say this.

In the meantime, I saw Darsha slowly accepting herself at the academy.

Still, the guy was hesitant about something.

Even when dealing with other people or doing something related to yourself.

I know it will get better with time, but I wanted to be sure now.

You can live more proudly.

I want him to be confident in himself as much as he told me to be confident. And in my opinion, Darsha was someone worth it.

‘Because the person himself is a good person.’

So, in the first place, he had a better reputation than me, enough to hang out with many people in the class.

Tight.

I chewed my lip for a moment and slowly turned my head, conscious of Darsha still glaring at me.

Maybe what I said wasn’t a very pleasant thing for Darsha to hear. Maybe I was being too direct. It might be something someone else would never say.

But I didn’t have any regrets.

‘It would be better to accept it quickly.’

As she had become a man due to the spirit’s curse, I hoped Darsha would have accepted herself as a woman sooner.

I wish I could more honestly accept myself as I am and become more confident.

“Haa… You too, be careful what you say.”

A strange laugh escaped me as I heard the suppressed sigh.

It sounded like he was suppressing his anger, but strangely enough, I was happier with Darsha’s words.

“Did I say something so bad?”

“If I just listen to you… I get annoyed for no reason.”

I thought it would be better to hear Darsha’s clearly sharp voice.

Rather than trying to pretend everything is okay and speaking unnaturally, it’s better for us to communicate sincerely.

‘Who would say something like this other than me in the first place?’

After becoming Darsha, it was clear that other people in the class distanced themselves from Darsha.

It is said that some people have recently broken the distance to the point of exchanging words, but it doesn’t seem to me that even those people have completely broken the distance.

“…Okay, so you don’t have anything more to say to me?”

“however. Are you going already?”

“I feel like if I stay with you any longer, I’ll just get angrier.”

When Darsha got up from the bench with a cold voice, I was about to get up but decided to just accept it.

“Then have a good weekend and see you on Monday.”

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“…I see.”

Tuk.

Darsha, who spoke, nodded as she watched her back slowly disappear from sight.

‘You’re not really mad at me.’

Suddenly, the first day of the entrance ceremony came to mind.

Among the people who all had Western appearances, I, who looked Asian, was floating around.

I could clearly feel that everyone was looking at me with a bit of curiosity, and I was also hasty in approaching someone.

I felt like I was isolated among the people gathered in small groups, but I still clearly remember the Darsha who approached me first.

A guy who spoke kindly to me and treated me without prejudice.

‘Even though I look like a different person between then and now… .’

My relationship with this guy was really precious to me.

So maybe I wanted to be more helpful to him.

Grumbling… .

While looking at Darsha’s unique sunset-colored hair fluttering, she suddenly opened her mouth.

“Lord Isabelle.”

I opened my mouth, thinking that she would be by my side even though it was the weekend, and as expected, Sir Isabelle soon appeared in my field of vision amidst bright golden waves.

I smiled brightly as I saw her looking at me with calm eyes.

“Would you like to talk to me for a moment?”

Perhaps it was because I had gained confidence as Darsha said, but my heart felt light as I spoke.