Became an Academy Spearman - Chapter 540



540. Shock and Shock

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The confusion never goes away.

I worked hard to get my mind together and went to see Rachel after making up my mind.

‘Yes, I…’ .’

I went to meet her with the courage to be hated. No matter how she sees me, I think she will do as much as possible to suit her wishes… .

“ha.”

Even as I let out a deep sigh, I cleared my mind a little.

The unnaturalness of my emotions was now on the back burner. The problem was how to accept the reality that was right in front of me.

Rachel seemed to have given me the answer.

She made it clear that it was okay for her to like me, and that she also wanted me.

Tight.

I bit my lip and grabbed Changshin even harder.

Even though the spear felt even colder in the cool night wind, I continued to swing the spear.

Swish!

The spear blade cut through the air without the slightest resistance.

It split the air, embroidering a straight trajectory that was different from my confused mind.

ㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡ!!

Soon, numerous successive strikes with his hands began to leave numerous blue traces in the air.

In the evening, there is only a little time left until midnight.

And yet I was holding a spear in the park.

The idea was to somehow make up for the personal training I had not done in preparation for the Grand Colosseum that would be held in two weeks.

Swish!

The moment I rotated the spear blade and lightly hit the ground, it became blurred for a moment.

“…….”

Even in my blurred concentration, the apostle I encountered last time glimmered in my vision. It was a terrible form that I could not forget even if I tried.

Even as I thought about the disgusting body made of human corpses glued together, I struck out my spear with intense intensity.

ㅡ!

The blade of the spear that pierced violently tore through the air.

With a clean blow that didn’t even make a sound, the apostle’s body was completely erased.

“…”

The movement stopped as I looked at the red spear blade shining softly in the moonlight.

I lost concentration again.

And then the image of a woman flashed before my eyes.

‘Rachel Ruabella.’

I gently straightened my posture and closed my eyes.

It’s been like this ever since I broke up with her.

Even though I try hard to erase my thoughts, I have trouble concentrating. I kept getting lost in thoughts about her, and her body didn’t feel like my own.

Good!

I took a deep breath while slamming the spear into the ground with a little force.

“Whoa… .”

The breath that came out of my mouth met the cold night wind.

While looking at the pure white breath spreading in the air, I turned my head to one side blankly.

“Lord Isabelle. “Are you there by any chance?”

In the end, I ended up calling her.

I felt like I couldn’t do anything on my own right now.

Soon, bright golden waves decorated one side of the air, and for a moment, the beautiful Lady Isabelle appeared.

“Are things not going as well as you thought?”

I nodded at her calm voice.

“Yes, a little… and I need someone to talk to. “I can’t concentrate on my own no matter what I do.”

“With that said, I don’t think the spear’s trajectory itself was quite bad. “You’re a bit surprising.”

When I saw Sir Isabelle laughing lightly, I also started laughing.

Something… was fascinating.

Even if I wasn’t conscious of it, I realized that the moment I was facing Sir Isabelle was very natural.

‘It’s definitely different.’

As much as my heart fluttered when I thought of Rachel, it was a completely different feeling when I saw Lord Isabelle.

“Do you have anything else to say to me? “I feel a little strange looking at you like that.”

When Sir Isabelle touched her face once, I gently shook my head.

“no. “I like it because I’m looking at Lord Isabelle like this.”

“…You really seem to be getting used to dealing with women day by day.”

I could feel it as I looked at Sir Isabelle, who burst into laughter, as if she didn’t want to hear what I said.

That my mind is at ease.

It wasn’t that my heart was heavy, but that didn’t mean I didn’t feel anything when I looked at her.

So it was even weirder.

‘Rachel too… .’

He was never a person who treated me poorly or put a burden on me in one way or another. It could be said that her previous encounters with her had shown her goodwill in her own way.

“Would you like to talk for a moment?”

“great.”

Isabelle answered happily and we headed to a nearby bench.

Sreuk.

As I sat down with her, we gently made eye contact.

“……”

When I saw the humble Lady Isabelle with her hands folded in her lap, I saw her again. And then she realized. It is said that she always stays by my side, but even so, I thought she would have been absent when she met Rachel.

“Is this a bit difficult to say?”

When she spoke first, I was finally able to open my mouth.

“It’s not something that’s hard to say, but it’s about Princess Rachel.”

“Didn’t you have a pretty good meeting with the princess?”

I laughed really awkwardly when I saw Sir Isabelle asking in a puzzled way.

‘Good meeting… .’

I thought we definitely had a good relationship. But yesterday and today, that has completely changed.

“It’s because I want to hear Sir Isabelle’s opinion.”

“Then speak more comfortably. “I will listen to everything you say.”

I slowly opened my mouth as she spoke a little more softly.

“It seems like Princess Rachel has me in mind.”

I didn’t say anything about my feelings.

I tried to give up my heart early on, because I thought it was right.

However, Rachel was different.

“…….”

I carefully stretched out my hand as I looked at Lady Isabelle, whose expression froze at my words.

Sreuk.

And while holding Sir Isabelle’s hand, he looked a little closer into her eyes.

“Lord Isabelle… how do you think I should behave?”

I left behind my unnatural mind and just asked in a daze.

From noble mtl dot come

what should i do,

What kind of judgment is right to make? .

***

Isabelle’s mind was completely white.

“…”

But several things came to mind.

The first thing that came to mind was a recent moment when we met separately and had a close conversation about Carly’s engagement.

At that time, I tried to convince Carly that it was too early, that I understood, but considering the situation we were in right now, we should just get a confirmation.

Carly seemed to agree with what I said. Although I was a little embarrassed when I saw the problem, I thought it was resolved smoothly.

however.

“Lord Isabelle… how do you think I should behave?”

I didn’t think anything of the voice of my loved one asking me.

It wasn’t just that my heart was sinking, it was as if the worst reality that I had been hiding in my mind had hit me.

‘Princess Rachel… .’

You had him in your heart?

I felt suffocated as I stared blankly at the warmth I felt in my hand.

In a daze, I held his hand tightly and held it tightly.

“Lord Isabelle…”

“Are you sure about that…? Perhaps you are mistaken… aren’t you? How could Princess Rachel… you…?”

More than anything, I had to check if it was true. I wonder if he is overthinking things like that.

“I heard it myself.”

“What did you… hear?”

“The princess said she wanted me.”

Tuk.

Each and every word that followed seemed to pierce my heart like cold ice.

‘then… .’

This was the truth.

…When I think about it, I thought his behavior was a little strange since yesterday. It was clearly visible that he was struggling with confusion and anguish.

Still, I waited.

When he relies on me when things are really hard.

When you can’t answer on your own, I hope you can lean on me comfortably… .

But I had no idea that the subject of his concerns was something like that.

“It’s so… unbelievable.”

Even though I was speaking blankly, my heart was dizzy.

The man the princess had in mind.

That was on a completely different level from having another woman by his side.

If the princess interferes, all relationships with him will be ruined. Because it really meant that everything was going wrong.

“I didn’t know that Princess Rachel would say that to me. So, I even checked with the princess again.”

“It means there was some kind of confirmation.”

“Because he told me that he had another woman.”

Tuk. The words she heard made her blink her eyes for a moment.

I couldn’t even believe what he was saying even when I was in a completely worst-case scenario.

Princess Rachel even said so herself. In effect, she heard what could be considered a confession from the royal family.

But, to Princess Rachel.

‘He said that…?’

Considering the difference in social status, it was something I could never have dreamed of saying, and it seemed like the greatest disrespect to the princess’s confession.

At that time, I was even more shocked by the shock and stopped.

It suddenly occurred to me.

Even if there was a family that had already decided to form a relationship in the past, it is a story about a noble woman who was belatedly chosen by the prince and ended up with the prince after returning all relationships to nothing for the sake of the family.

And there were certainly cases where the opposite was true.

To that extent, all families that were chosen by the royal family or influenced by the imperial family tried to comply.

Considering the huge benefits that come from being associated with the royal family, political stance, and other various things, this is the situation that everyone wants.

“Han Tiansheng, are you… really sane?”

Even though I was blurting out words that I thought were stupid, words came out.

Because the man, who did not try to accept the princess’s confession with gratitude but responded with rude words, was momentarily incomprehensible.

“Because I was sane, I had no choice but to give that answer.”

“However, it was Princess Rachel, not any other royal family, who expressed her feelings to you.”

Even as I asked again, I felt strangely happy.

Basically, all members of the royal family had excellent looks. However, in the case of Princess Rachel, she was so beautiful that her name was spread throughout the empire due to her beautiful appearance.

She is so beautiful that every man would embrace her at least once in his dreams… .

Yet this man was talking to me.

He was trying to find an answer for me with a look in his eyes that said he didn’t know what to do or why things had happened this way.

“I couldn’t give up the relationships I had with people.”

I burst out laughing at his careful speaking voice.

In my dizzy mind, I just laughed. Even though my relationship with him almost ended in just one moment, his heart was amazing.

“What answer did Princess Rachel give you to your words?”

“Thank you very much, you said you would make a lot of concessions to me.”

“If it’s a concession… .”

“You said you don’t have to break off relationships with other women.”

Stop.

Just as I was wondering if there was anything more surprising to say here, he said something even more absurd.

Without realizing it, I saw him again.

To be honest, I thought he was a bit lecherous.

He is said to be the type of man who cannot refuse if a beautiful woman approaches him, and that is why he tries to embrace multiple women.

And I didn’t think it was that bad.

Because he deserved it, he thought many women were approaching him.

but.

When it came to the princess, the story was completely different.

“Could it be… you didn’t give the princess a clear answer?”

I think it’s nonsense, but given the current situation, it only seemed that way.

Even though Princess Rachel herself said something like a confession, this man did not accept it.

Without realizing it, I looked at those lips that were slowly opening as if I was fascinated.

“Does Lord Isabelle think I should accept the princess’s feelings?”

The sight of him asking with a resignation-like smile… … .

It was as if he had already answered me.