Became an Academy Spearman - Chapter 545



545. Glesia’s Efforts

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Whiyuuung!

As the intensity gradually increased, the two people’s bodies naturally moved away from the ground.

Glesia, who naturally floated in the air, slowly adjusted the wind so that her nature could get used to this situation.

“Try to get used to the wind that is surrounding your body right now. “You just have to feel like you are conforming to the flow of the wind as much as possible rather than rejecting it.”

“Glesia, you say it so easily… .”

“I’m sure it’ll be okay. You too have dealt with the wind. Then it won’t be as difficult as you think. “I will keep replenishing the wind, you just have to accept it.”

Continue speaking calmly.

Flying in the sky for the first time would definitely be embarrassing, but I still had faith.

‘The concept of a spiral is a much higher level concept.’

Han Tiansheng had realized that truth a few months ago. Then there was no way he wouldn’t be able to adapt to the wind I was blowing right now.

Right now, the way he was floating unnaturally in the air and holding my hand tightly was uncharacteristic of Han Tiansheng, but I believed he would get used to it quickly.

And now, I wasn’t comfortable using the wind either.

Flying in the sky required more concentration than I thought. The simple wind lifts the weight of not only me, but also a grown man.

In other words, it was no different from giving the wind ‘real’ material power.

I saw it in my eyes.

“…”

Han Cheon-seong gradually loses his sense of unnaturalness and straightens his body in the air.

I couldn’t stop laughing as I saw that he was accepting it much faster than I expected.

‘Still, I didn’t expect you to adapt so quickly.’

It was purely amazing.

Contrary to his belief that it would take a little longer, Han Tiansheng understood the law of the wind that surrounded him in an instant.

“Whew… But it’s still very scary.”

“After some time to adjust, I will fly.”

“uh. okay.”

Even in his nervous voice, I could see his eyes filled with small expectations.

Looking forward to the upcoming flight.

It was no different from when I took my first flight a few days ago. So I also got a little excited.

Because I was able to make Han Cheon-seong feel the same joy I felt back then.

Then, a strong grasping hand appeared.

Han Tiansheng’s hand is holding me tightly right now.

“You don’t have to hold on so hard.”

“That’s because… I feel like it might fall if I hold your hand awkwardly.”

The awkward voice made me laugh a little. As he said, I thought there was nothing I could do about it now.

Because you must be feeling an instinctive fear.

And I felt it.

That I feel different than before.

Even when I met Han Cheon-seong and felt a sense of distance and heterogeneity, what I felt was very different.

‘Something… .’

I no longer felt any significant aversion to contact with Han Tiansheng like I did before.

I can be sure of that now.

‘Lethe’s Wind.’

The reason why my feelings about Han Cheon-seong changed was because of the awakened skills… .

“Still, I didn’t know you could even fly in the sky like this. “You’re truly amazing, Glesia.”

“I only recently became able to do this.”

“okay? Still, I’m really jealous. “I feel so amazing right now just floating in the sky like this.”

Seeing his expression of surprise, I nodded silently.

‘Luckily, I think I like it.’

I wondered what I should do if he didn’t like the experience of flying, but fortunately he seemed to like it.

In the meantime, I thought intensively about my skills.

I have been constantly reflecting on myself to better understand Lethe’s wishes and be able to control her power.

A power too great for me to possess.

Nevertheless, as I gained that strength, I tried to recall what I had abandoned.

That was my own effort.

Even now, I see Han Cheon-seong smiling lightly as he faces me.

The sight of him looking curiously at the wind that enveloped him and caressing it did not feel foreign.

So it was the same as in the past.

He was always looking at me. Regardless of whether I change or not, he spoke to me with a stronger heart.

‘As if Han Tiansheng looked at me directly and never gave up on me… .’

I also thought more.

I thought it was not enough to simply receive the feelings that Han Tiansheng expressed to me, so I had to think more about the source of my own strength… .

And I found out at the end.

I didn’t deny everything about Han Cheon-seong. It depended on how I accepted it myself.

‘Why did I try to forget Han Tiansheng?’

If you think about it, it was extremely simple.

The more I thought about Han Tiansheng, the more my heart ached.

…It also continued to hurt as if it would break.

Feeling a huge loss for the first time, I couldn’t even properly control my life.

When Han Tiansheng became something that was not even human.

I accepted his death with my head.

So, I spent each painful day as if I had lost my reason for living.

…That’s why I tried to forget it.

If I don’t forget Han Tiansheng, I feel like I won’t be able to live.

I desperately wanted to see because I felt like I couldn’t see.

I hope this pain goes away, I hope I am free from the pain that seems impossible to live with… .

“… Lesia. Glesia?”

I was awakened from my dazed thoughts by a voice ringing in my ears.

“…uh.”

“Is something wrong? I think my complexion suddenly got really bad… .”

“No, it’s not like that.”

Even as I regained my composure, a blank laugh escaped me.

I can see it with my eyes now.

Han Tiansheng, who was looking at me casually, talking and holding my hand, clearly existed in reality.

This wasn’t like a dream.

“Are you all used to it now?”

“I’m not sure, but the wind doesn’t feel unnatural.”

“That will be enough. “Now we will move slowly.”

Even as I spoke, I composed myself.

Now that this is reality, is there any reason for me to forget Han Tiansheng and stay away from him?

I also knew that Lethe’s wind, the origin of its power, was a power close to oblivion.

Cut out the painful part and erase it.

No more pain, no more thinking about it.

Nevertheless, I was clearly aware of the emotions I was harboring and the extent of them.

Hwiyuwoong… !

As if taking steps in a light breeze, I naturally led Han Cheonseong.

“and… .”

Hearing that voice express a momentary exclamation, I slowly left the rooftop and began to move as if obeying the wind.

light body.

I felt it through the hands holding each other tightly.

“I’m going to fly at this speed, is it okay?”

“…are you okay. No, it’s just… it doesn’t really make sense to fly.”

Seeing Han Tiansheng blinking blankly, I burst into laughter.

Seeing their pure joy made my heart strangely happy.

It felt like I was getting it back.

As if the feelings I had forgotten and tried to erase were coming back to life little by little.

Grumbling… !

The sky was visible between the naturally fluttering blue hair.

The sky that I encountered from a slightly higher place was wider and endless.

‘I should have looked at it more clearly.’

I thought it was a little late.

Because Han Tiansheng continued to approach me and express his feelings, I felt a little regretful that I felt emotions again.

I already knew.

Even if Han Tiansheng didn’t express his feelings to me or even if he didn’t approach me, he already knew.

‘I… didn’t try to completely forget Han Tiansheng.’

Even if I cut out and erased all the emotions I was harboring, I was still conscious of Han Cheon-seong.

So I tried to meet him and talk to him.

I did it unconsciously.

I acted like that even though all the feelings I had were gone.

That alone was something I never forgot.

“Han Tiansheng.”

From noble mtl dot come

“Uh, Glesia.”

I carefully composed myself as the voice became brighter.

I didn’t completely regain my lost heart. Even though I didn’t feel as repulsed by contact as I did before, I still didn’t feel the same level of intimacy as I did in the past.

But I felt like I could find it again if I kept facing it.

“Can you tell me again?”

“Tell me again. “What do you say?”

Han Tiansheng answered innocently, making eye contact and smiling slightly.

“You say you love me.”

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“You say you love me.”

That was… a very calm voice.

So for a moment, Cheonseong could not believe his ears.

He wondered if Glesia might have said something else, but Cheon-seong felt the sight of her staring at him.

‘really… .’

That Glesia directly told me to love her.

In this unbelievable reality, I just stared blankly.

It was also different from feeling overwhelmed by the unprecedented joy of flying in the sky. It felt even more clear now that Glesia was different today.

Glesia’s attitude has changed so much.

“…love you.”

Even though I was whispering love, I was staring at him.

The sight of Glesia flying in the sky, her blue hair fluttering, was simply beautiful. It was completely different from what I felt when I saw her in the past.

Emotions that originate from original purity. It’s different from how I was naturally influenced by her transparent attitude… .

It was another attraction.

“Hearing that, I like it too.”

The sight of Glesia expressing her feelings, albeit awkwardly, left me speechless.

‘how… .’

Was it possible for Glesia to change like this?

I had no expectations because of the skills she gained.

I was in a situation where I had to express one-sided love, and I was just trying to accept that reality.

But that wasn’t it.

Glesia was changing herself.

And she, too, was making a great effort to face me.