Became an Academy Spearman - Chapter 562



562. Flame of the Heart

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Nurse’s office.

Kali left, asking Adelia for darsha, but Cheonseong still couldn’t leave.

Adelia completed Darsha’s treatment in less than 10 minutes, and Darsha’s condition improved visibly quickly.

however.

In fact, Cheonseong’s heart did not recover much from the strange heat it contained.

“…….”

I just looked at him in silence.

Darsha is in bed as if she is sound asleep.

The slightly disheveled sunset-colored hair was completely different from Dyarsha’s usual aura. Maybe it’s because he was a bright guy who spoke in a snippy manner.

It looked very foreign.

“Would you like some tea?”

“Could you please make me some black tea?”

“huh. “I’ll make you some tea right away.”

Even as I carefully answered Instructor Adelia’s voice, I felt strange.

There is no need to stay in the nurse’s office anymore.

But I felt like my heart would be relieved only when I saw Darsha wake up.

Sreuk.

As I watched her slowly leave the place, I found myself looking at my hands.

“…”

My mind was blank.

ha… .

My heated breath kept leaking out of my mouth.

My heart rarely calms down.

It felt like a fiercely burning flame continued to ignite my heart.

It felt like something wasn’t done properly.

Today, I unexpectedly encountered a cadet named Azazel and learned a little bit of her power.

That was something I had hoped for from a long time ago.

But I didn’t want it to happen in this way.

Even as I clenched my hands in a strange way, I felt like I was gaining more and more strength.

What I feel.

The reason why I was so excited was clear.

“…I couldn’t do anything.”

I knew from the beginning what the sparring would be like.

So I really tried to stop Darsha, but in the end I couldn’t stop her.

And the result was this.

Well, well.

Even as I chewed my lips, it felt like my heart was being swallowed up by the heat.

But, rationally, I understood it.

When Azazel explained to me why he put so much effort into Darsha, it wasn’t something I couldn’t understand if I thought about it dozens of times.

Darsha unleashed her full power towards Azazel, only to be defeated by Azazel in the end.

Maybe that was what she wanted.

It’s really funny… The more I thought about Azazel’s words, the more I understood.

‘If it’s going to collapse.’

It’s better to break down and reflect on your thoughts.

Darsha was like that, and Azazel, who responded to it, could be seen as matching the tune to some extent.

It was exactly the same mindset I had in the past sparring with Leonhard.

The couplet that had numerous meanings that took place on the day of the entrance ceremony.

As I watched Leonhard’s rapid growth during the sparring match, I had a feeling of defeat. Still, I tried to meet him.

Even though my spear blade might be broken, I thought that the pointless defeat meant nothing to me or him.

Just as my heart grew as I watched Leonhard grow, I achieved amazing growth and gained even greater strength.

That felt right to me.

For me… .

“……”

Even now, even as I looked at Darsha, who was staring blankly into my eyes, my feelings were different.

If you are engulfed in great anger and then understand the words and accept them as if resigned, you will quickly become angry again as if you are engulfed in a huge flame.

I didn’t feel comfortable at all about seeing someone close to me destroyed.

I’m not sure if Darsha really gained something, and I couldn’t forget Azazel’s actions as if they were engraved in my mind.

And shook his head.

‘It shouldn’t have happened like this.’

My thoughts soon changed that way.

Although it is clear that a meaningless defeat does not mean much. If there was at least this large a gap, this was nothing more than a one-sided exercise of violence.

If you focus properly, Azazel’s actions were clearly wrong.

I couldn’t help but think that way.

‘There is a line that must be kept.’

No matter how you think about it, there is no need to feel good about using power to the extent of destroying Darsha like this.

Ok.

Then, I was awakened from my thoughts by the sound of something being placed.

“Cadet Han Cheon-seong. here.”

“…thank you.”

When he gently held out a teacup that had been placed on the table, he accepted it but also looked at the teacup.

red car.

It felt like something was clearly reflecting my current state of mind, and I couldn’t shake off the strange feeling.

“I also think that Cadet Darsha’s case is very unfortunate.”

I nodded absentmindedly as she quietly sat down next to me.

“…Yes.”

“I said it was a special academy. “Even after hearing about it, I didn’t quite understand how such a cadet could exist.”

“So did I. “When I heard about Azazel from Instructor Kali… I wondered if that was possible.”

“It’s surprising that it’s really possible for a cadet to be admitted directly to a special academy rather than to a traditional academy, and Cadet Darsha was unfortunately pushed out, but I think in this case it’s just bad luck.”

Her calm voice spoke of reality.

Darsha worked hard and reached level 5, but there was a wall of reality.

A wall that appeared unexpectedly.

Therefore, there was no place for Darsha.

The 8th and final spot was taken by Azazel, who suddenly announced that he would participate.

“Darsha… seemed to think it was okay.”

“okay? “If it were me, I think I would have been a little disappointed.”

“Darsha did not attach much importance to participating in the Colosseum than I thought. “She seemed purely delighted with her growth.”

As I talked about Darsha, I naturally found myself thinking back to her.

Even when I first encountered Darsha today, I felt it.

Darsha, who was facing me with a calm face, did not show much emotion after learning about the existence of Azazel.

I calmly accepted the sparring.

He said he was curious about a cadet named Azazel and tried to spar with him.

And that’s why I couldn’t stop it.

…Even though I knew I would lose, at some point I agreed to what Darsha wanted.

“Cadet Han Cheon-seong.”

“yes… .”

When I answered naturally, I felt a feeling in my hand.

A hand gently holding my hand.

When I looked at her in surprise, Adelia was staring at me calmly.

“I know how you feel right now. Still, think calmly, look at reality rationally… Cadet Han Cheon-seong will be participating in the Grand Colosseum that will be held in two days, right? So, I think that cadet Han Cheon-seong can do a better job for cadet Darsha, who cannot participate.”

“You should do that. No, I will definitely do that.”

Her gentle words left my heart thinking of only one thing.

I had to win this Grand Colosseum.

In my heart, which had always been the same, an even greater opportunity now arose. Darsha worked hard and grew because of me, but she was unable to participate.

And Azazel showed off his power by destroying Darsha.

‘Because Azazel will also appear at the Colosseum.’

Today I couldn’t do anything to Azazel.

I ruined Darsha like this, and I couldn’t do anything to punish him. No matter what the situation was or what the reason was… my heart couldn’t accept it.

About the fact that I didn’t do anything.

But then there was an opportunity.

Opportunity to meet at the Grand Colosseum.

“Hmm.”

When Darsha suddenly woke up, my eyes immediately went to her.

Her eyes blink blankly and then she looks at me.

“Han Tiansheng? This place… .”

“It’s the nurse’s office. “Instructor Adelia treated you.”

Even though he spoke lightly, I found myself staring.

There was nothing wrong with Darsha, who was now conscious and was raising her upper body in a daze.

Even though I knew that she was in that state, it was different to see Darsha moving so normally.

Darsha, who had been staring blankly that day, gently turned her head.

“…Instructor Adelia. thank you “You healed me.”

“I’m sure my body has healed, but my mind still doesn’t know, so Cadet Darsha should just rest today. “Starting tomorrow, she will be able to lead a normal life like before.”

“I will. “Thank you again for the treatment.”

While keeping an eye on Dyersa, who spoke lightly, fortunately, she didn’t feel much shock or anything like that.

“Then let the two of you have a conversation.”

When Adelia quietly moved out of the way, I accepted her consideration as is.

That was when Darsha and I were alone.

Darsha looked at me carefully.

“So what happened? Han Tiansheng, did you bring me here?”

“No, Instructor Kali brought you here.”

“I see… .”

Even when I saw Darsha blinking blankly, I felt strangely relieved.

“Don’t think too much about sparring today.”

“I don’t even think about it too much. To be honest, even though I was treated like that by Azazel in the end, it was still amazing. “I didn’t know that she would charge at me with all her power.”

Seeing Darsha smiling and speaking lightly… .

I cautiously stretched out my hand.

Sreuk.

“Darsha.”

“…uh? Now, wait a minute, why are you holding hands all of a sudden?”

Even though I looked at Darsha who was visibly embarrassed, I gathered my composure.

“I will do better in this Grand Colosseum. I will work even harder for you and show you the results.”

It was like talking to Darsha and to myself.

Preparation for this Grand Colosseum.

“Well, I’d appreciate it if you said that, but… let’s let go.”

He smiled awkwardly and waved the hand he was holding, which was kind of funny.

Should I say that the Darsha I know is not like Darsha?

Instead, he said more while clenching his hand tightly for no reason.

“I just thought that if I told you this, it would ease my mind.”

Sreuk.

Even as I belatedly released the hand I was holding, I stared at Darsha. He frowns and avoids my gaze as if he doesn’t like my actions.

In fact, I continued to watch through Darsha.

This is Azazel… .

I couldn’t forget her extremely calm and relaxed appearance.

And I couldn’t forget the extremely strange smile she showed me as she approached me at the end of the sparring match.

‘……’

Just thinking about that made my heart feel like it was engulfed in a huge flame again.

‘I’ll do the same.’

No, I will behave worse than Azazel behaved today.

The more I thought about it, the clearer the facts became.

Azazel trampled Darsha with ‘malice’.

Then me too,

There was really no reason to treat her favorably.