Became an Academy Spearman - Chapter 631



631. Azazel’s strange mind

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“Is there really such a thing as the truth you hope for? “Even though I think about it, I’m not really sure.”

Even while smiling, Azazel calmly composed himself.

‘I thought you had completely penetrated my mind… but… … .’

The reality was a little different.

When I deliberately took the time to carefully observe Han Tian-seong’s changes, I realized it too late. Occasionally seen trembling hands or unstable gaze. And now, when he looks at me, his face has become completely cold.

Han Tiansheng did not know all of my thoughts. Moreover, it was impossible to completely anticipate my thoughts in the first place.

There is no way something like that is possible.

Because, other than ‘Eucilia’, there can never be a being in this world capable of such a thing. And to be honest, I was quite impressed by this.

‘It’s more than I thought.’

Han Tiansheng was exceeding my expectations. So I also wanted to respond.

“Still, I’ll tell you what I can. Because I also heard something from you. “I also have no desire to treat you cowardly.”

It wouldn’t have mattered if I had listened to a lot of things and just ignored them or looked away as if I didn’t know anything, but I chose to join in.

“…okay.”

Han Tiansheng nodded very carefully, and now I naturally smiled. As I gently brushed away the flowing black hair, I took in Han Cheon-seong’s appearance as if I was enjoying it.

There is definitely no room for it.

Han Cheon-seong, who treated me with strangely conflicting emotions, had an appearance I had never seen before. I quite liked that.

That look of embarrassment and embarrassment. Because it’s making me strangely happy right now.

“No matter what you think the truth is, I want to see it with my own eyes. So I’m looking forward to playing against you. As you said, even if I could seal you away, I wouldn’t bother to do so. Because I don’t want anyone else to do it.”

“To see Eustea’s power in me?”

When Han Tiansheng answered as if he was guessing, a laugh escaped out inadvertently.

“No, I’m not trying to see Shinchang’s shadow or anything.”

No matter how much Han Tiansheng has changed, it is an extremely imperfect power. There was no way that the true power of a new spear could be realized in the first place.

Therefore, Han Tiansheng was completely at a loss right now.

Even though I tried to reach the greater truth and penetrate my heart, I couldn’t reach the most important thing.

“It’s not about Shinchang… … ?”

I rested my chin on the table as if to pause at the voice that seemed to be incomprehensible.

As I became more relaxed in dealing with Han Tiansheng, my behavior became more natural.

“I’m looking at you like this right now.”

There is no need to focus on the power of the divine spear.

Clearly, not long ago, Shinchang Eustea was Eusilia’s enormous power. Even his will was trapped in the fragments left behind by the original apostle.

But he suddenly disappeared. And it’s not anyone else, but the person in front of me right now.

Because of agar-agar.

“… … .”

Han Cheon-seong, who even held his breath for a moment under my gaze, seemed to be trying hard to control himself.

I could clearly see in my eyes that he was trying not to shake his hands, not let his gaze shake, and somehow face this reality.

“I am… … “I don’t understand anything you’re saying right now.”

When he suddenly spoke in a voice that was close to resignation, I smiled softly and shook my head.

“There is no need to try to understand. Of course, now that you have realized the power of the divine spear, you have no choice but to focus on that power. And, as you said, it’s not like I’m not conscious of that power.”

Otherwise, Han Tiansheng cannot be explained. But more than that, I was thinking about something closer to the root.

Xinchang chose Han Tiansheng of his own will. There was no doubt about it.

Although he had resisted the original apostle for such a long time, he suddenly chose to escape from the original apostle’s influence of his own will.

I thought there was a ‘double’ meaning to it.

‘The original apostle had a different idea.’

What can be inferred from the fragments of power passed down from Eusilia is that the original apostle deliberately led Eustea to escape. And another thing is that Eustea also knew it, but chose to destroy her own body of her own will.

Yes, under the influence of the original apostle who supported his body, he finally ‘chosen death’ in the true sense of the word.

He chose Han Cheonseong by giving up his strong will that even the original apostle could not break.

Then there must be a good reason.

And it was close to something strange, imbued with the wishes of the original apostles. That’s why my thoughts gradually changed.

“Azazel. So what else do you have to say to me regarding Sinchang Eustea… … doesn’t exist?”

When he asked very carefully, I looked at Han Tiansheng blankly.

‘Is it that desperate?’

I knew a little while ago that I had let myself down defenselessly. He gave up his will to resist me, and even the slightest chance of resisting me just in case.

However, when he asked me again, it seemed like he wanted to know somehow.

“well… … .”

To be honest, I couldn’t completely understand Han Tiansheng right now, even though I was leaving a small margin behind.

Why are you putting yourself down like that and trying to meet me?

In my opinion, Han Tiansheng had no reason to do so. He realized his partiality toward Sinchang Justea, and if he was sure of his path forward, it would have been right to keep his distance from me.

Obviously, I am an apostle.

The reason why Han Cheon-seong, who sees through my essence, is trying to face me like that.

Feeling a renewed interest in that, I opened my mouth lightly.

“I obviously don’t know much about Sinchang Eustea, but I still have one thing to tell you.”

“I really want you to tell me.”

I burst out laughing at the cautious voice.

There is definitely no reason to tell you. But again, a strange feeling that seemed to be okay with telling me was urging me to speak my mind.

“Instead, I will place a condition. “I feel like I would lose too much if I just told you.”

“Azazel. “I think I’ve already said everything I can say.”

“Because that’s not enough, I’m going to put a condition on it. And just as you guessed many things about me, I also revealed some facts about him, right? So, the thing about Sinchang Eustea should be seen as something completely different.”

For a moment, seeing Han Tiansheng frowning without answering, joy filled me again.

“… … So what are the conditions you expect from me?”

Hearing the quiet voice, I thought for a moment about what would be good and nodded.

I impulsively set the condition, but I didn’t think much about it either. After that, many things came to mind, but I didn’t think it would be very fun.

Because it was too simple to directly inflict pain and distort the face, it was clear that such simplicity would become tiresome right away.

I just didn’t want such base pleasures.

‘What are the conditions for making Han Tiansheng suffer and not getting sick of it?’

Then, something came to mind easily.

“Spend time with me every day until the game. 2 hours a day would be just right. “If you accept the conditions, I will tell you about Sinchang Eustea the day before the game.”

“Spend time with you?”

“okay. “The conditions are too simple for you to think, right?”

When I said this with a grin, Han Tiansheng immediately frowned as if he was uncomfortable. And that response made me feel happy again.

‘I have a strong feeling of rejection.’

Now I think I understand why Han Cheon-seong’s hands are shaking when he looks at me, or why he has a hard time making eye contact. If you think about it, it was so simple.

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The will that Shinchang Eustea possessed was never extinguished. And at the basis of that will was absolute hatred for the apostle.

It would be no exaggeration to say that Eustea’s will was the strongest of all the things I could think of.

And that is probably having a big impact on Han Cheon-seong as well.

Then, spending time with me could be said to be a pain in itself for Han Cheon-seong.

It wasn’t a simple pain either.

“Give me a moment to think about it.”

“Do I even have to think about it?”

“If you can adjust the condition of every day or even the time, I will gladly accept it… … .”

“That’s not allowed. “I’ve done quite a bit of goodwill just by doing this.”

He interrupted the conversation resolutely.

It seemed clearer to my eyes now. Han Cheon-seong is holding back.

It was about continuously correcting one’s will between the strong urge to escape from me at any moment and the intense hostility that sometimes appeared towards me.

however. Why should I release that?

Tight.

Han Tiansheng looked at me blankly for a moment and suddenly chewed his lips. Looking at his pale complexion, I noticed each and every one of Han Cheon-seong’s attitudes.

‘This is quite… … .’

It felt like a different kind of pleasure.

What was inflicted on Han Tiansheng was not simply physical pain. Looking at me every moment, Han Tiansheng will fall into endless anguish.

Even though you have to come to me on your own, you will have to struggle with the urge to continue to deny that reality and stay away from me.

“Azazel. Why are you with me… … “What’s in it for you?”

During the conflict, Han Cheon-seong asked me a question with difficulty, and I was able to answer clearly.

“Because it’s fun.”

“It’s fun… … .”

“Don’t you know now? “I’m really enjoying this time with you.”

As he spoke with a burst of laughter, Han Tiansheng’s complexion became even more pale.

… … .

Crash.

As Han Tiansheng left the inner room with the sound of the door closing, I gently glanced at the closed door.

“As expected, I accept it.”

As I expected, after a short conflict, Han Tiansheng accepted my proposal.

And with that, I willingly let Han Cheon-seong go as he was about to end the conversation.

“After all, there is a lot of time ahead.”

A small laugh escaped me as I mumbled.

With this I was convinced again. Han Tiansheng was clearly planning something right now. Even if you don’t know exactly what it is, there is something that is so important that you risk your own life.

That meant that it wasn’t just about Sinchang Eustea.

“It’s actually good.”

And that was what I wanted too.

Aside from my personal enjoyment, the reason why Sinchang Yustea chose Han Cheonseong. Something more fundamental exists in Han Tiansheng.

Then I also needed to find out more about Han Tiansheng.