Became an Academy Spearman - Chapter 634



634. Han Cheonsung and Azazel & Luna and Millia

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Sometimes that happens.

I thought that nothing was wrong anymore because I had accepted and accepted something, but in reality, that was not the case.

When I thought I had completely made up my mind, I found out that it was just a false hope.

“Luna?”

“Oh, yes.”

“Why did you stop all of a sudden? Is there anything?”

“No, it’s just nothing. “Let’s go to the cafe we ​​were planning to go to.”

In a daze, I regained consciousness and looked away.

Han Cheon-seong and Azazel are visible. I don’t know why the two people were sitting on the same bench like that, but Millia didn’t think it was a very nice sight to see.

Sreuk.

As I naturally took Millia’s hand and turned, my heart stirred strangely.

“Anyway, I’m looking forward to it. I didn’t even think about it when I was at the academy, but now that I’m out there like this. They say there are many amazing performances and there is also a theater stage. “Every day is so amazing, isn’t it?”

“I know. “I feel like I have a little more freedom.”

While answering Millia’s excited voice, I tried to calm my dizzy mind.

‘Han Cheon-seong. Why is that guy always… … .’

Is he with a different woman every time I see him? That’s also his lover, Milia or Karite. Or, if it were Glesia, I would have just assumed the same thing and moved on.

But that wasn’t it.

After a while, he was always with another woman.

And for some reason, I’m spending time like that alone with Azazel, who I seemed to not get along with very well.

Again.

As I walked, I took in the sight of the crowded street. Everyone was very energetic, and there were some citizens who occasionally recognized me or Milia and said hello.

In fact, it could have been unpleasant considering the difference in status, but now I have come to accept it calmly.

“No, thank you for noticing me. Then, I hope you two have a good day.”

Even now, as Millia responds gently to lovers who recognize her, I have responded similarly.

“Something… … . “It’s a really amazing feeling.”

“Well, honestly, even if you say that, I’m surprised that so many people recognize me even though I failed early at the Colosseum.”

“That’s right, Luna is very pretty.”

“Milia, are you saying that to me?”

When I laughed, Millia also smiled brightly.

Looking at Millia’s bright and warm smile, I decided to just clear my mind.

‘I’ll take care of it.’

In the first place, the matter regarding Han Tiansheng was not something I needed to worry about.

I don’t have any relationship with that guy, so why should I care? I just emptied my mind. This was a problem that Han Tiansheng had to solve on his own anyway.

Grumbling.

I decided to just empty my mind while brushing my hair for no reason.

I was looking forward to the circus performance scheduled for this evening.

“it’s a shame. “It would have been nice if Han Tiansheng had come along on a day like today.”

When Millia implicitly mentioned that guy, he paused.

“… … .”

For a moment, the image of the guy who was with Azazel a moment ago came to mind as if overlapping. When I looked at Milia’s expression, it was clear that she did not look like that.

Millia clearly did not see Han Tiansheng with Azazel.

‘I like that guy so much… … .’

As I once again did not like the way he behaved with another woman, my heart stirred strangely.

“I know.”

While answering carefully, I swallowed a small sigh.

“right? Honestly, I think the three of us would have a lot of fun spending time together, but I think I should be a little more considerate now. “Because we have a really important game coming up, I shouldn’t approach you while you’re concentrating on your training.”

I could clearly see Millia suppressing her feelings as if she was considerate of Han Tiansheng, not even knowing that he was currently with another woman.

And even though I was aware of the vague emotions contained in those eyes, I felt a prick in my heart for some reason.

“… … But you never know, maybe Han Tiansheng has stopped training and is taking a break now.”

Even though I spoke a little coldly, Millia didn’t change one bit.

“Even so. I’m afraid that if I approach, Han Tiansheng’s concentration will be a little disturbed. Now, it seems like Karite and Glesia are deliberately not approaching Han Cheon-seong, but I can’t approach him here. “Because that’s kind of cowardly.”

When I saw that, I had an instant impulse.

Bad heart.

Han Tiansheng, whom you like so much, is currently spending time with Azazel.

But that thought was extremely short-lived.

‘Why do I have such bad thoughts… … .’

Did I do it?

It was to the point where I started blaming myself without realizing it.

“Oh sorry. Luna. “Did I just talk about Han Tiansheng too much?”

“are you okay. “I know you and Han Tiansheng are lovers, so you can say that.”

“still… … . I feel like I’m bragging in front of Luna for no reason, and it’s a little embarrassing. “I’ll be a little more self-respecting from now on.”

I looked at Milia, who was smiling faintly as if I was sorry, and carefully put my arm around her. She walked slowly while crossing her arms lightly.

“Then let’s go see the circus quickly. “I want to see you soon.”

“Okay.”

I slowly calmed down as I walked as if I was leading Millia, who gently allowed me to take her arms.

‘Let’s just do our best.’

Whether Han Tiansheng plays with other women or not… … . Now I’m past the point of worrying about it and doing anything about it. No, I had no right to do that in the first place.

There was a time when I seriously worried that Milia would care too much about Han Tiansheng or that I would be heartbroken, but all of that was rather laughable.

Even instructor Kali has a similar relationship with Han Cheon-seong, so will the situation change that much if there is one more Azazel?

It wasn’t.

‘therefore… … .’

From noble mtl dot come

Again. Again.

As I passed the crowds of people and headed toward the place where the circus performance was taking place, I thought about myself.

The last few days. To be precise, during the remaining time after being defeated by Grande Pelua, I did some internal reflection on my own.

I exist. How my mind flows now.

and… … .

Realized.

Without even realizing it, my mind is heading in a direction it shouldn’t go.

I was seeing it without even realizing it.

There were days when I naturally followed Millia because she was looking at Han Cheon-seong, and other days, I paid more attention to Han Cheon-seong while thinking about Millia.

But that’s only… … .

It wasn’t just for Millia’s sake.

“Luna.”

“… … huh?”

Then, when I woke up from my thoughts and raised my head in a daze, I saw Millia looking at me gently.

Two clear, shining eyes amidst shoulder-length black hair. Recently, I felt that Millia’s beauty had become even more beautiful. Just as the saying goes that she becomes prettier when she is in love, Milia seemed to become prettier.

“Do you have any concerns?”

“I’m suddenly worried.”

“You can just talk to me comfortably. “I’ve known Luna for so long, but I’m afraid I don’t even know her feelings.”

Between the eyes that were beautifully curved with a bright smile, and an even warmer smile, my heart shook even more for an instant.

Shaking my head.

I shook my head loudly without thinking and immediately denied it.

“… … No, there is nothing to worry about.”

“Really?”

“huh. And even if there is, I’m okay with it.”

My heart just had to stop at heart.

Because I can never tell Millia how I feel right now.

“okay. And because I’m always okay. If you have any concerns, please tell me.”

“huh. thank you… … .”

“No, what between us?”

As Millia lightly hugged me with a bright smile, I felt a very subtle emotion.

In front of the circus performance hall we arrived before we knew it.

As I stood in line, I thought of the answer. The answer to my heart that I decided just a few days ago.

‘hour… … .’

In the end, I answered that everything would be resolved over time. Then, of course, my feelings will fade away and I will be fine.

And that was true to some extent.

Even if I became conscious of Han Cheon-seong and looked at it more, I thought it would be okay as long as I could control my mind.

However, after seeing Han Cheon-seong with Azazel today, my heart was shaken. And as she watched Milia talking about Han Tiansheng, a strange thought kept popping into her head.

“I will help you enter. Yes, ticket confirmation has been completed. “You two, please come in.”

As I passed the entrance and entered the concert hall, my eyes blurred without realizing it.

The focus was blurry.

Even as I walked along with Millia to one side of the concert hall, my mind seemed to be somewhere else.

Wow!

Pierrot! Pierrot!

Even in the bright voices of several children sitting in regular seats, the bad thoughts that came to mind did not disappear.

“I guess circus performances are more popular than I thought.”

“In the case of fat, it’s actually something that’s hard to see.”

While answering absently to Millia’s words, I unconsciously placed my hand on my chest.

‘why… … .’

Do I keep having strange thoughts?

Suddenly, Han Tiansheng, who was with Azazel, came to mind.

Clearly, Han Tiansheng’s face at that time did not look like he was building up anything like a romantic relationship with Azazel. A calm face, yet an aloof face that seems to be looking at the city calmly.

But I knew Han Tiansheng’s true identity.

He has relationships with many women, and as if that wasn’t enough, he is even dabbling in forbidden relationships, such as with Instructor Kali.

He had such an aloof look on his face, showing no interest in women, and yet he was just walking around like that.

‘then… … .’

Wouldn’t it be a big problem if there were one more woman there?

Those thoughts kept coming back and disturbing my mind, but I couldn’t shake them off.

Sreuk.

As I sat down, my eyes wandered to Milia next to me.

“It really sounds like a fun circus.”

When I saw Milia’s brightly speaking face, my heart suddenly ached a little.

‘I shouldn’t feel that way.’

I knew it rationally.

I shouldn’t have those feelings, and if I do, I should give them up.

But I kept wondering if something might happen. So, contrary to my expectations, I calmly opened my mouth.

“huh. I’m looking forward to it too. “They say the circuses held in the capital are only run by well-known performing companies.”

“right? “I’ve never been to a circus before, so I’m looking forward to it even more.”

Even though I smiled casually at Millia’s voice, a part of my heart felt strange.

Tight.

Biting my lip slightly. I thought of Azazel.

‘How did they do it?’

Han Tiansheng clearly did not seem to have any good feelings about Azazel. Rather, it was safe to view it as negative.

Nevertheless, Azazel calmly lured Han Cheon-seong.

It looks like someone is having a good time. They were acting alone.

Startle.

“… … .”

Before I knew it, I was thinking that.

I plan to lure Han Tiansheng away.

…It’s such a bad idea, that’s where my mind was headed.