Became an Academy Spearman - Chapter 688
688. Celestia’s Shock
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A night filled with deep darkness.
After returning from a meaningful time with Cheonseong, Celestia sat down on the bed in a daze.
Immediately a maid came over and dried her hair and tidied up her appearance, but her mind was somewhere else.
“ha… … .”
Even as I took a deep breath, my lips kept hesitating.
Even after breaking up with him, his image continued to linger before my eyes. And it seemed like his traces were still clearly visible on my body.
‘There’s no way that’s left… … .’
More than anything, I felt embarrassed and ashamed as I kept trying to recall the moment when my body felt dizzy.
“Miss, are you worried at all?”
“No, nothing…” … no.”
An awkward laugh escaped me as I shook my head at the maid’s worried question.
and… … I continued to feel regretful.
I had such a great time today, and I was able to build a better relationship with him than I ever imagined, but the shock still hasn’t gone away.
Yes, it’s fair to say it was a shock.
Grumbling, rumbling… … .
As I accepted the maid’s hand combing my hair neatly, I focused my gaze on a place in the inner room. There was a female knight there, sitting calmly with a restrained demeanor.
When I saw her accompanying me today, I felt curious.
“excuse me… … bell.”
“yes. miss. “Tell me.”
I hesitated for a moment as Belle looked at me while calmly answering.
‘Can I tell you this?’
What I felt today, I mean… … Would it be okay to express my great curiosity about a part of his body to another woman? I thought about that for a moment, but even that thought only lasted for a moment.
In the end, I felt like I had to check it out properly.
Because I couldn’t figure out if that was it or my common sense was strange.
“I don’t think I have zero s*xual knowledge, but… … I mean. Still, I want to ask you something. Belle has a lover with whom she plans to spend the future, right?”
“… … yes. “Yes, but.”
Seeing her slurring her words as if she didn’t know how to talk about her lover, I smiled as gently as I could.
I knew long ago that she was betrothed to one of our family’s vassals. And that’s why it won’t be long before she stands guard over me.
So I wanted to know more.
“then… … “Belle clearly has experience, right?”
“Miss, you are talking about s*xual relations.”
“Ah, uhm… yes.”
I carefully nodded my head and made eye contact.
“Well, then… … When did you first experience it?”
Even though I asked, I was also very embarrassed. She was an escort who had been by my side for a long time, but I never thought I would be asking her such personal things.
“… … I think it varies depending on status and individual values, but I think it took a little over half a year.”
“Half a year until my first relationship… … .”
“From my standards, yes. However, if you listen to other drivers, there are some people who are much faster than me.”
As Belle answered cautiously but steadily, I nodded absentmindedly.
‘Among female knights, there are surprisingly many people who are open to s*x.’
Perhaps Bell’s words were not new.
As long as you are not the eldest daughter of the family, I have also read several times that there are many people who enjoy s*xual pleasure more freely than you might think.
‘And it also appears in several novels… … .’
When I think about it, I thought it was abnormal that he and I became so close today.
“You are truly thinking of a man named Han Cheon-seong.”
“… … “Because I like it.”
“It’s about building a relationship, and it will gradually develop naturally. “I don’t think you need to be impatient anymore.”
When Belle spoke with a faint smile, I nodded in embarrassment and waved my hands as I walked away.
“that… … I don’t want you to misunderstand, but I really have no intention of making Belle feel bad in the slightest. “You know how I feel, right?”
“yes. How many years have I been assisting you? “You can speak freely.”
When Belle seemed to understand my thoughts and answered comfortably, I swallowed my saliva and continued speaking.
“commonly… … Those adult men… … To some extent… … “Is it the size?”
I was trying to express the size of something with my hands, but I thought it was too vulgar, so I quickly put my hands on my knees.
“Miss, are you curious about the size of your penis?”
At Bell’s answer, which was so explicit, I gaped for a moment and then lowered my head.
“Oh, yes… … .”
“To be honest, I’m embarrassed to say that he is my first dating experience, so I can’t tell you what the right answer is. Because my knowledge is not the answer. However, from what I heard from my fellow female knights… … “I can tell you if it’s an average size.”
“That’s okay too. “I want you to tell me.”
Even as I unconsciously pressed for an answer, my curiosity arose.
That’s right… … What I happened to feel… … Because the size really made no sense, I had to check to see if the s*x knowledge I had learned was wrong.
And at my words, Belle cautiously raised her hand.
Then, she gently placed her hand in a straight line and gently brought it to her upright hand with her other hand, and without realizing it, I understood what her hand meant.
“approximately… … “They say this size is average or above average.”
He spoke as if measuring the length from the tip of his finger or slightly below the wrist, and for a moment I tilted my head.
“Is that average?”
“yes. That’s what I heard from my fellow female officers. Of course, depending on each person’s partner, the difference may be quite large.”
“That’s really average… … “That is.”
“yes.”
Even as I looked into Belle’s transparent eyes, I was dazed.
‘Wait a minute, that’s strange.’
then… … .
What did I feel today?
The one that touched my lower abdomen… … What was the hard form?
In fact, Bell’s attitude and knowledge were not much different from what I knew. Because her s*xual knowledge that I learned was roughly similar.
Then I had to see that it was right. That’s really average.
I looked at my body without realizing it.
And when I thought about the height difference between him and roughly estimated his size, I found myself out of breath.
‘It does not make sense.’
just… … . Even thinking about it again, it really didn’t make sense.
“If you have anything you wish to say, you may do so at your convenience. “I will never reveal anything I heard to anyone else.”
Then, when Belle spoke softly, I quickly raised my head.
“Oh, yes. thank you.”
gulp. Even as I spoke, I swallowed my saliva without realizing it.
I know that Belle is considerate, as if she noticed my hesitation. But now I’m really thinking… … I don’t know if I can put it in my mouth.
Even though I thought I should check again, I was hesitating again.
“that… … “Could it be abnormally large?”
“If you would say it is abnormal, to what extent would you say it is abnormal?”
When Belle said it was okay, I made up my mind. Let’s just tell Belle everything.
Sreuk.
Even as I gently lifted my arm, I felt very embarrassed. As I tried to replicate Belle’s behavior as if she was telling me the standards, I found it very vulgar but also extremely embarrassing.
However, I thought it would be more accurate to express it physically rather than explain it in words.
“that… … “I think it was about this size that I felt.”
When I expressed the size by starting from the upright fingers and lowering the hand to a little above the elbow, Belle blinked blankly.
“oh… … .”
Then, when the maid, who had been listening quietly, momentarily expressed admiration, I flinched without knowing.
“miss… … “I’m sorry, but what are you expressing with that hand gesture?”
When Belle asked as if she didn’t understand, I bit my lip and could barely answer.
“Seo, penis size.”
Even as I spoke, I felt like my face was about to explode with shame.
“He even did that to you!?”
I quickly shook my head as I looked at Belle who looked very surprised. It wasn’t like that at all.
“Oh, no! It’s not like that. Because I held him, I had to… … “This is just how he felt its size.”
At that moment, we were both really surprised, and I understood better than anyone else that he never intended to do that to me.
“… … .”
Even as I looked at Belle who had lost her voice for a moment, I fidgeted with my hands for no reason.
It’s really… to express your curiosity about the genitals of your lover. … I was embarrassed beyond words.
Still, I thought I needed to know.
‘I also need to properly prepare my mind for unexpected situations.’
The moment we became lovers, I had already decided to spend my future with him. So, no matter when they had s*x, it was a completely natural act.
“no way… … “Are you saying that you expressed the size to me just as I did?”
“Yes, that’s right.”
Even as I answered blankly, the shame welling up in my head made me want to hide somewhere.
But I couldn’t hide.
I asked first out of curiosity, and now I’m trying to hear the answer.
“… … .”
When I raised my head with difficulty and looked at Belle, her eyes were wide and blurry.
“I don’t think you’re mistaken, young lady… … . “I think it’s quite surprising.”
“Yeah, right? No matter how much I think about it, it seems too abnormally large. “But I wanted to check whether that was really possible.”
“If I were to tell you the answer, it would be completely…” … “I don’t think it’s an impossible size.”
As Belle spoke with difficulty, I was dazed.
I know this is reality because I felt it with my own body. But how can a penis really be that big? … For me, it was purely surprising.
It felt like a dream that he could be so abnormally tall, not a man with the bulky body or unrealistic size you only see in novels.
“Belle, then I…” … oh my god?”
Even though I asked in a daze, I was filled with fear.
And at my words, Belle swallowed her saliva and shook her head blankly.
“… … “I’m so sorry, Miss, but I don’t think that’s something I can advise you on.”
“But Belle told me she had s*xual experience. So she can’t give me advice or help… … ?”
Before I knew it, I was clinging to her out of frustration.
I also wasn’t one of the shorter ones among women. But what preparations should we make to really accept that size? It seemed like it wasn’t possible just by mentally preparing.
“miss… … . “Can I be really honest with you?”
“Yes, tell me.”
“I am… … I have never heard of or actually experienced such an outrageous penis size. But how dare I s*xually assault the young lady… … “Can you give me some advice?”
“Then is the size I mentioned and the size of my lover so different?”
When I unconsciously said something I shouldn’t have said, Belle nodded repeatedly with a bright red face.
“two… … I think it will be twice as much.”
The bell’s answer was more specific than I expected, so I paused without realizing it.
“I’m sorry, Bell. “I shouldn’t have asked you that.”
“it’s okay. “I understand that you are surprised.”
Looking at Belle smiling awkwardly, I let out a sigh as I let go of my heart.
‘Somehow… … .’
Will it work?
I vaguely came to think that way. And she suddenly remembered.
If I think about it, I wasn’t the only one who had to worry about this because I wasn’t his woman.
‘that’s right.’
There was a very clear solution.
There was a high possibility that other women besides me were thinking about sleeping with him, or perhaps had already experienced it. Then all I had to do was ask them.