Became an Academy Spearman - Chapter 690
690. A heart without hesitation
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Crash.
As I cautiously left Carly’s office, I leaned against the door for a moment.
“… … .”
A deep sigh came out of the corner of my mouth, and my head was spinning.
I tried to look good in front of Carly by pretending to be calm and repeatedly saying that it was okay, but now that I was away from her, my heart was greatly shaken again.
‘I know I have to accept it somehow.’
It wasn’t as easy as it seemed.
I nodded slowly and barely took a steady step forward.
“Let’s do it.”
And why aren’t humans called animals of adaptation?
Even though I thought the front line was too early for me right now, I thought I would get used to it when I eventually went to the front line and spent time there. And considering that the period of one month was limited, I thought it would be enough for me to endure.
Jerk.
As I walked, I remembered the many things I heard from Kali and burst out laughing.
“… … “After issuing an imperial order and confirming the result, he wants to meet me in person.”
Lyudmila Ruabella.
Besides feeling shocked, I was also curious about how thick-faced she really was.
They send me to the front without even meeting me. But can I say that her willingness to meet me after that is truly amazing… … .
One thing was certain: she was coming up with ideas that ordinary people would never think of.
‘If I had said I would send it after we met, the result I would have ended up accepting would have been the same.’
It seemed as if Lyudmila was trying to meet me after deliberately shocking me.
Is he trying to suppress me with his authority and at least try to overpower me, or is he trying to show me what kind of person he is? In the end, whatever it is… … .
Lyudmila, she didn’t give me such a good feeling.
Suddenly.
Then, when I suddenly grabbed his hand, I was momentarily surprised.
“Ah, Lord Isabelle… … .”
I wonder when she appeared there, but she appeared next to me and gently held my hand.
“Are you sure you’re okay?”
When she asked with concern, I had to let out an awkward laugh.
I didn’t even know that I had given up on it without realizing it. Because I inadvertently forgot that she was by my side.
And I couldn’t help but answer a little differently than I did to Carly.
“… … Honestly, it’s a little difficult. “I want to pretend like nothing’s wrong, but it’s not easy.”
Sreuk.
As she silently held my hand tighter, strangely enough, I liked Lady Isabelle like that.
I felt great affection for Carly, who was so worried about me and expressed her sadness at the word ‘front line’, but I also felt differently about her who was so worried about me but was comforting me instead of feeling sad.
“I must… … “I will protect you.”
And as she spoke with such strength, my heart seemed to relax.
“yes. “I will believe it.”
Because I wasn’t alone.
For a very long time to come. No, maybe she will stay by my side for the rest of her life, but now I have more faith in her than ever before.
I gently checked the surroundings to make sure no one was there and carefully kissed her cheek.
“… … “Other people may see it now.”
When she looked embarrassed for a moment and her cheeks blushed, it couldn’t have been more adorable.
From noble mtl dot come
… … .
After gathering myself and heading to the classroom, I was met with a lot of stares.
I used to get a lot of attention in the past, but now it’s no exaggeration to say that almost everyone looks at me whenever I pass by.
‘I feel like I’m an animal in a zoo.’
It was a bit surprising, thinking that this was the aftermath of winning the Grand Colosseum. It wasn’t at all that their gaze was burdensome or difficult for me to bear.
From the beginning, during each game at the Grand Colosseum, I received tens of thousands of stares. But now, it’s even weirder if I feel burdened by the gazes of just a few dozen people.
I was just amazed that interest in me could grow.
Slurp.
When I arrived at the C1 classroom and opened the door, my eyes naturally went inside.
“Han Tiansheng… … .”
“You really came back.”
“How on earth is he still in C-Class?”
Immediately leaving behind the many voices whispering at me, I naturally walked towards my seat.
dump.
And then I saw a woman looking at me like any other cadet.
“… … .”
The focus of the two eyes revealed through the orange-colored hair was blurry. At the same time, he looked at me with his lips hesitating, and I found Darsha like that something new.
‘It seems like he’s changed a bit more since I haven’t seen him.’
In fact, I liked the unique atmosphere of the classroom after returning after a month, and more than anything, I was happy to see my friends like this.
“Darsha. “It’s been a while, hasn’t it?”
“Ah oh… … . yes. long time no see.”
“Did you see my game?”
As I spoke first, confidence was naturally evident in my voice.
“… … I saw it. “I watched both the semifinals and the final.”
A chuckle escaped me as I watched Darsha answer awkwardly.
“Then that’s a relief. “I was wondering what would happen if you didn’t watch my game.”
“Why am I glad about that… … ?”
As I looked at Darsha asking blankly, I lowered my gaze. There, a completely natural arm was visible.
It didn’t look unnatural at all and it seemed as if the wound had completely healed, and that’s why I was able to speak calmly.
“I won against Azazel.”
“… !”
Even though I looked at her in shock for a moment, I added naturally.
“Actually, I had a desire to get revenge on Azazel on your behalf. When you fought Azazel in the past, I was very angry too. “But I thought it was good to hear that you watched the game.”
Even though Azazel wasn’t able to destroy her as cruelly as he had destroyed Darsha in the past, I thought that I had caught Azazel off guard just by winning.
She was sure she would win before the game, but I exceeded her expectations and turned the result around.
‘Actually, at that moment… … I didn’t even have time to do anything other than think about Darsha.’
Even when I think about it now, I played the game almost in a trance at the time. The reality was that I could not reach Azazel, and even though I felt that way, I continued to face my limitations.
I gave it my all, feeling like I was hitting a wall on purpose.
So, even now that I think about it, the match against Azazel had more impact than the final. It was the moment when I achieved tremendous growth, showed off all my strength, and dramatically surpassed my own limits.
“Han Tiansheng, why on earth…” … Are you talking about that rather than winning?”
When Darsha asked with a really blank expression, I strangely burst out laughing.
It was clear that Darsha had changed while we had not seen each other.
Her orange hair became a little longer, and the way she spoke and acted cautiously was no longer a reflection of her past self.
‘I think Darsha would have preferred me to do that.’
Maybe it’s different from what I think.
“There is no particular reason. “I just thought you might like it more if I said that.”
Tight.
At that moment, Darsha bit her lip and turned her head, and I paused a little.
‘what.’
Did I say something unpleasant?
I honestly had quite a few thoughts before dealing with Azazel for Darsha’s sake. And those feelings were mostly negative and lasted for quite a long time.
In fact, until I became aware of Eustea’s power, it was no exaggeration to say that my feelings for Azazel were mostly related to Darsha.
However, even if I took revenge on his behalf, Darsha is not happy and instead shows such a strange attitude.
“ha… … . I’m really annoyed, why are you doing this to me? Really… … .”
Then, when Darsha turned her head and said something even more strange, I stopped even more.
I couldn’t figure it out at all.
Why is Darsha acting like that now?
“hey.”
Then Darsha raised her head and spoke coldly, which made me hesitate for no reason.
“uh?”
“Yes, if you did that because you were thinking of me, I’d be grateful, but… … . that… … no. it’s okay. “Just say thank you.”
“Uh, uh… … .”
After a very strange conversation, we suddenly stopped talking, and I couldn’t talk to her anymore.
It might be said that it was difficult to make eye contact, but more than anything, the look in Darsha’s eyes that looked into my eyes a little while ago was so strange that I found myself looking at her even more.
As I straightened my body, it wasn’t long before Kali entered the classroom.
… … .
The content of the lecture that continued throughout the morning was easier to understand than I thought.
This year was almost coming to an end, and it didn’t seem like much was covered at the end.
and… … I also vaguely understood.
‘I don’t have much time left until I stay here.’
It was a feeling.
The day I leave this classroom.
It’s not just that I’m going to the front line next week, it’s that it’s already too unrealistic for me to stay in the C class.
As I reached level 7 and my level increased, I naturally learned about it.
The size and presence of the countless people in this classroom were now visible to each and every one of them.
Even before… … Compared to that, it was quite different.
Among them, it was safe to say that the people I felt a little more strongly about were limited to a few people.
‘The biggest presence is of course Kali, followed by Milia and Luna… … ‘Is this the final Darsha?’
It was no exaggeration to say that my eyes were only focused on them now.
It was just that my perspective had changed.
“… … .”
So I started looking at Kali again.
‘The instructor was a much greater person than I thought.’
Moreover, it was clear that Kali, who had now reached level 9 in her attributes, was looking at a completely different world than I was now.
“So, depending on the level of concentration of mana, the use of power also varies significantly… … .”
However, he is giving lectures while concentrating on his duties.
I couldn’t help but feel pure admiration for that.
To put it in really harsh terms… … . Even though I don’t mean to, people’s levels are so drastically different that even the people you see are different.
Because she’s lecturing while looking at everyone.
“… … .”
Then, when Carly made eye contact with me, I paused for a moment and burst into laughter without realizing it.
It was a strange feeling.
Perhaps it was because of the reality that I would soon be heading to the front line, but I had a slightly different thought.
‘Before going to the front… … .’
Shouldn’t there be a little more clear progress between Carly and me?
Before I knew it, my heart had a clear desire.