Became an Academy Spearman - Chapter 695
695. Do you remember your promise?
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Late at night, close to midnight.
After breaking up with Glesia, Cheonseong did not end the day at the dormitory, but went out to the park he often visited.
In order to lightly organize my complicated mind due to various thoughts by wielding a spear.
Shoo! Shoo shoo shoo… !
Cheonseong’s eyes frowned slightly as he looked at the spear blade cutting through the air.
Swish.
Even though he lightly swung the spear and retrieved it again, he could not be satisfied.
“I guess it’s because it’s a training spear.”
Not only is the spear’s sharpness not as sharp, but it really doesn’t feel the same as before when swinging it.
Although I held the spear for a long time, I felt more dissatisfied than the satisfaction I felt from swinging the spear.
“They say a craftsman doesn’t blame his tools, but that’s complete bullshit.”
Now that my understanding of spearmanship has increased beyond comparison to the past, I feel the importance of armament even more.
As our understanding of weapons increases, we have no choice but to consider more. Depending on the level of the weapon, the feeling of wielding a spear is completely different.
Even now, I am trying to sleep after warming up with the training spear, but instead, my heart is filled with dissatisfaction.
Tuk.
I thought as I pounded the window on the ground.
‘I definitely need a new window.’
The Drakkaris that I had wielded just before clearly gave me greater satisfaction. However, in the finals, I was completely destroyed by the power of my excessive oppression and Celestia’s power.
And for me, who would soon be heading to the front lines, having a reliable weapon was more of a necessity than an option.
‘If the spear breaks the moment you confront the apostle… … .’
There was nothing worse than that.
Sreuk.
A sigh escaped me as I gently sat down in a nearby bush.
“But I don’t want to lend any more help to Carly.”
If I tell her, she will definitely try to give me back the spear made by the Ishtar family.
And that too without receiving anything in return.
I kind of hate it now. The reality is that I am demanding something from Carly, who already continues to be indebted to me.
So I started thinking a little differently.
“ah.”
Then, there was one really good thing.
“I think I could use mithril.”
A special gift I received from Carly just a few months ago. A high-quality mithril gemstone would still exist in one corner of my dormitory.
And it was clear that if we processed it based on that, we would probably come up with a quite satisfactory window.
As soon as the thought was decided, a laugh escaped me.
“at last… … . “You have to open your hands to Carly.”
Only Kali kept appearing in my mind.
It’s not that the level of the workshop within the academy is low or anything like that, it’s just that it’s ridiculous for me to entrust the manufacturing of weapons to another workshop when the Ishtar family produces weapons of a quality recognized by everyone.
Moreover, Carly and I are lovers, and in fact, my engagement to her was confirmed at the meeting.
Then of course… … I had to use it.
“Let’s go visit right away tomorrow morning.”
Once I made up my mind, I straightened up.
… … .
The next morning.
Before entering the academy, I visited Kali’s office a little earlier.
smart.
“This is Han Tiansheng. “Can we talk for a moment?”
Uh… … . come in.
After hearing Carly’s slightly surprised answer, I opened the door and entered.
“Is something going on?”
“Oh, it’s not like that. “I just came here because I personally had something to say to Instructor Kali.”
“okay? “Then please take a seat.”
“yes.”
With a light word, I carefully sat down in the same spot I had sat in yesterday, and Carly naturally made tea and sat across from me.
“thank you.”
As I answered, gently taking my share of the teacup, Carly smiled slightly.
After telling me about the front line yesterday, Carly’s mood suddenly calmed down.
“No, so… … “What did you come here to say?”
From noble mtl dot come
“It’s none other than my window. that… … “I’m really sorry, but my window broke in the final.”
“Oh, right. It did. “If that’s the case, don’t worry at all, I’ll contact the family right now and ask them to create a new window again.”
When Carly responded with a soft smile, I felt grateful again.
After all, she wants to do it for me without any conditions or anything in return.
Ok.
I carefully placed the box containing the mithril gemstones I had brought on the table.
“Before that, I want you to use this as well.”
“What is this?”
“This is a mithril gem that the instructor gave me before.”
“That… … . “You still have it.”
“Of course I had it. “I couldn’t carelessly use what the instructor gave me.”
Even as laughter leaked out, something felt new.
Her words make it seem as if she made money by selling this mithril.
“good. I will use this mithril to place a crafting spell. “The quality will be much higher than before.”
“… … Thank you very much. And I am telling you this because I asked for a spear, Instructor Kali.”
“huh. why?”
“Is there anything else you want from me?”
Startle.
When Carly hesitated for a moment, I smiled slightly and stared at her.
I was hinting that she should tell me what she wanted or what she wanted.
And Carly would know that too.
“… … there is.”
“Then please feel free to speak. I also know that ordering armament like this from the Ishtar family is impossible for a considerable amount of money. So maybe I… … “If it’s something I can help you with, I’d like to pay for it.”
Although I said it back, my words actually had a very explicit meaning.
I’m saying that if I have to, I’ll give my body to her too.
“… … .”
As Carly looked at me blankly, I also made eye contact with her.
Looking into her eyes, I vaguely sensed a strange heat.
A strange longing, or should I say lust. Many emotions were contained in her eyes.
“ha… … . no. are you okay.”
But the words that came out of her mouth were completely different from what I expected.
“no. Instructor. I said that because I am truly okay with it. It was like that when I received a spear called Dracaris as a gift, and even now, I feel uncomfortable with constantly receiving things… … If there is something you really want, please feel free to tell me… … .”
“Cadet Han Cheon-seong.”
When Carly shook her head with a small smile, I had no choice but to stop talking.
“I am. I don’t want to ask Cadet Han Tiansheng for something in return. Cadet Han Cheon-seong and I don’t have a relationship where you have to give something in return for something, right? I just want to give it unilaterally, and if I were to give something to Cadet Han Cheon-seong, it wouldn’t be a waste of anything. “I’m not giving it as a gift because I expect something in return.”
As she spoke again in a calm voice, I stared at him blankly.
“… … Still, I also want to do something for the instructor.”
I definitely feel sorry for only receiving it from her. However, that wasn’t the only reason I said this.
It was deliberately given ‘room’.
A clear excuse for her to ask me for something. And I told you this because I was secretly hoping for that… … .
“For me, just that feeling is enough. “I think there is already great symbolism and meaning just by using our family’s spear on Cadet Han Cheon-seong.”
When Carly looked at me with such honest eyes and a straight answer, I couldn’t help but feel dazed.
‘I know her warm heart for being considerate of me, but… … .’
To be honest, it was so disappointing, but I also had a great desire to add to her.
And no matter what she wanted or asked of me, I wouldn’t hate it one bit.
That’s right… … . Just the fact that she’s asking for me must make me feel good too.
Sreuk.
Then, my feelings inadvertently came out into action. As I held Carly’s hand tightly, I spoke more forcefully.
“… … “Carly.”
They no longer called me instructor.
“Oh, yes.”
When Carly was shocked but accepted my change in attitude, I took a deep breath and opened my mouth.
“Do you remember the promise you told me before?”
“If it’s a promise… … .”
“If I become engaged to you, Carly…” … “I mean, you’re going to do it with me.”
As I said those words directly, my whole body was filled with heat. Even as she spoke, she felt embarrassed and strange.
“… … ah.”
When Carly’s eyes widened for a moment and she understood, I smiled awkwardly.
“Because I’m going to the front line starting next week… … . I’ll be honest. I want to take my relationship with Carly a little further.”
Even as I spoke, my face felt like it was going to explode.
And suddenly I felt it.
The situation that Glesia so actively told me about yesterday… … That it was never easy.
I wonder how much courage Glesia mustered up to approach me, and I was finally able to truly experience those feelings.
“… … .”
When Carly blinked with her mouth open in a daze, I held her hand a little harder.
Sreuk!
I’ve already thrown the stone, all that’s left is for Kali to choose what I say.
‘Was it too impulsive? … .’
Deep down, I had that thought too.
Having recently become aware of my s*xual desires, I wonder if I have become too honest about my physical desires.
“… … “Good, Joe.”
And at the end, when Kali nodded her head in agreement, I felt greatly relieved without realizing it.
“Thank you very much. “Carly.”
“no… … . I really appreciate it a lot. I promised that, but I kept hesitating and not finding the right time to say it. But you made Cadet Han Cheon-seong speak directly like this.”
When Carly cautiously expressed her feelings as if she was very embarrassed, I was just happy to see her.
“I also think that the time has not come. That’s because we were both very busy. And a little while ago, I asked you to pay for it… … . You can really ask me without hesitation. I also deliberately… … “Because that’s what I said.”
I’m sure she knows what I mean, but I didn’t bother mentioning it again.
“Yes… … . okay.”
Because I wanted Carly to ask for me more actively.