Became an Academy Spearman - Chapter 714
714. Carly’s Love & Women’s Time
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Immediately after Chunseong leaves to meet with Rachel.
Carly was unable to take a step for a moment in the park where she spent her time with Cheonsung.
“… … .”
As she blankly watched her nature slowly slipping away, she gently looked at her knees.
There was still a slight amount of warmth remaining.
The time I was with him was short, less than 30 minutes. However, the lingering effects of that short time were gently shaking her heart.
‘You know it can’t be helped.’
Even as I thought to myself, a self-deprecating laugh escaped me.
I want to be with him, but the reality is that we can hardly be together.
And when I found him today and met him later, I had many emotions. I felt deep regret and disappointment, but most of all, I felt glad.
And I was really happy spending time together.
“Whoa.”
Callie let out a short breath and caressed her knee without thinking.
I felt that it would be better if we were together a little longer, or that we would be happy if we were together all the time.
I didn’t want more than that.
I just want to be together.
Today was also the day I originally planned to date him, but when the princess’s appointment was made, the promise naturally disappeared.
I didn’t blame him for that.
“I’m more… … . “You have to act like an adult.”
Kali, who was mumbling, suddenly let out a small laugh.
I couldn’t easily erase the regret that welled up in my heart.
I became a lover with him, but why does it seem like we spend so little time together?
I used to think like that sometimes.
When my friends or people I know got into a relationship or a family, I heard that they saw each other almost every day after they started dating.
They said they spent more time together, and because of that, their affection for each other deepened.
So, I also had that thought when I became a lover with him.
‘however… … .’
As time passed, that wasn’t the case.
He was so cool and outstanding that I gave him my heart for the first time, so he was also very attractive to other people of the opposite s*x, and apart from that, objective circumstances made it difficult for us to be together.
Instructor and cadet.
And then there are the big crises that are like trials that only come to him over and over again.
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Then, Carly gently touched her lips.
Lips that were in contact with his just a moment ago. He nodded while touching his soft lips as if there were residual heat left behind.
‘I can’t be weak.’
In fact, if you find him, you’ll feel a little… sorry for not having a date today. … .
I was planning on pampering him just a little bit. So I craved more affection and hoped that he would show more affection to me.
But I knew it the moment I saw it.
I was exhausted.
When I saw his blank eyes, I couldn’t help but pamper him. And naturally, I had no choice but to understand.
Cadet Han Cheon-seong’s day-to-day life is very different from other people’s day-to-day life.
Considering his nature of not wasting even a single day, it was immediately apparent how much he was overworking himself before heading to the front.
“ha… … .”
Even as I took a deep breath, a blank laugh escaped me.
The more I thought about it, the more amazing he was.
Some people will panic just because they are suddenly going to the front line. Going to the front was by no means a light matter.
Even I could never forget the first day I became an officer and received confirmation of my enlistment date.
‘I was afraid.’
Every day that remained until I went to the front was difficult.
My heart was pounding like crazy, and I could hardly taste the food even when I ate.
Yes, even I, who was prepared to stand on the front line, felt the same way.
But he wasn’t like that.
“… … .”
In the midst of great shock, I thought of others rather than myself.
I tried to show a stronger side by thinking of myself and replying that it was okay.
I knew because I clearly saw his hands shaking when I first spoke to him last week.
‘It’s not like it’s nothing.’
He must be scared too.
Still, he pulled himself together.
He has a stronger will than anyone else, an attitude of endless effort even when no one tells him to, and an outstanding talent that may or may not come along once in a century.
I felt it even when I saw every little thing about him.
That this man is not someone I can embrace on my own. I also don’t dare do that… … .
Sreuk.
Kali gently got up and erased the thoughts about nature that were filling her mind.
“Let’s not ask for more.”
Now he needed someone to lean on and support him.
Not a lover who craves affection and pampers him, but someone who will embrace him warmly.
And now I wanted to be that kind of lover.
‘As much as I love him… … .’
Because I want him to love me more.
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The infirmary in the academy.
Nursing instructors, who are originally present in each class, rotate weekly to prepare for emergency situations.
This was to prepare for emergency situations as cadets who suddenly become sick or have physical problems may appear.
Therefore, nursing officers usually leave work earlier. Because there was a certain amount of extra work, nursing instructors were given greater consideration.
And now… .
Crash.
Adelia, who was about to go back to the dormitory after sorting out documents in the nurse’s office, suddenly blinked blankly.
“Carly?”
“… … I’m sorry for coming to you so suddenly. Do you have any free time after that?”
“There is time, but… … What’s going on? “Did something urgent happen?”
When Adelia asked, wondering if anything, Carly smiled awkwardly and shook her head.
“I just wanted to talk for a moment. “If it’s okay, I thought it would be a good idea to have a drink.”
“If that’s the case, fine. “I was just about to take a break.”
The car where the two people were talking like that.
Carly took out a bottle of whiskey that she had carefully hidden at her waist.
Jinglang.
And when the sound of liquid rang out from the bottle shaken in her hand, Adelia inadvertently let out a laugh.
“You came here with great intention.”
“… … yes.”
After Carly answered with a grin, the door to the nurse’s office gently closed.
Because there is no need to go outside anymore.
“Erpe. “Let’s go back and rest now.”
“yes. then… … Have a good time.”
At Adelia’s gentle words, her assistant, Erfe, quietly moved out of the way.
… … .
A night of drinking in the infirmary continued like that.
Normally there would have been alcohol, but the strong scent of alcohol lingered inside, so the two of them, using their privilege as instructors, quietly drank each other’s glasses.
Jang.
A thin sound that resonates as glass meets glass.
And between them, the hair of two contrasting people, one with emerald green hair and the other with red hair, shone in the moonlight.
“nice.”
“… … “Carly, who really drinks whiskey like that?”
“I want to get a little drunk today.”
Adelia laughed at the sight of Kali drinking the entire glass at once, even though it was a small glass.
Squeak.
As Adelia filled Carly’s glass again, she looked at her subtly.
“Carly. “Now tell me properly.”
“… … “What are you saying?”
“It’s clear that you came to me because you were worried about something. “You’re not the kind of person who would just ask me out for a drink.”
“You could just ask to have a drink.”
Tuk.
As Carly spoke with a red face due to the alcohol, Adelia gently brought her glass in front of her as if taking it from her.
“I won’t give you a drink until you tell me.”
“Did you really do that so shamefully with alcohol?
“So, go ahead and tell me. “What’s the problem?”
As Adelia whispered softly, Carly hesitated with her lips and then sighed as if she had made up her mind.
“Before that… … s*xually with cadet Han Cheon-seong… … “You told me what you did.”
And at what Carly said, Adelia paused for a moment.
“Oh, about that. at that time… … You definitely apologized. We were impulsively drawn to each other by our desires… … .”
When Adelia, who had seemed relaxed until a moment ago, started talking in gibberish, Carly burst into laughter.
“I didn’t come here to blame you. just… … I’m just a little curious. Me too… … Because you need to prepare your mind… … .”
Adelia blinked blankly at the subtly meaningful voice.
“… … “Are you sure you’re doing this?”
And when I asked with a voice full of meaning,
“yes… … . “I’m doing it today.”
Carly nodded with a redder face.
Then, Adelia burst out laughing for a moment as if she was shocked, but then nodded.
“You really blamed me so much back then, but in the end you did it first?”
“Well, I was sorry back then. Still, if you are a lover, it is something you have to do someday… … . Adelia also told me that time. If you ask her, she’ll tell you everything… … .”
“… … So, do you want me to know?”
“yes. “But even though I’m older, I can’t show my clumsy side at night.”
When Carly spoke in a hushed voice, Adelia looked at Carly and swallowed her saliva involuntarily.
“Well, I guess that’s true too. Well then, let me tell you something honestly. “Carly will be very surprised when she sees it for the first time.”
“So… … “What was your first feeling?”
“It was very big.”
Tuk.
Adelia answered big without hesitation.
And Carly’s eyes widened a little at her words.
“… … “Is it that big?”
“Yes, really… … It really has grown a lot. “She is so beautiful that any woman would be surprised when she first saw her.”
As Adelia spoke softly with narrowed eyes, Carly swallowed her saliva without realizing it.