Became an Academy Spearman - Chapter 716
716. The princess touches a commoner
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“… … .”
Cheon-sung’s eyes, which had sunken infinitely deep and then regained their original calm.
That subtle change was not visible to Rachel at all.
Although she was so perceptive that it was said that she could see through people, the change in her nature was extremely subtle.
In fact, more than anything else, Rachel was unable to maintain her usual calm.
“I still can’t believe you’re leaving for the front tomorrow.”
Rachel’s voice was cautious and filled with apology.
‘really…’
Over the past few days, I have thought deeply about what to do and tried to take direct action, but in the end, it was not enough.
The imperial order given by Lyudmila was not something that could be interfered with.
‘I never thought I’d do such a ridiculous thing before I even met him… … .’
I hadn’t even thought about it.
So this reality was even more unfortunate.
Sreuk.
“Princess Rachel… … .”
I couldn’t help but laugh at the passionate voice.
I was a little happy.
“are you okay. “Because we are the only ones here.”
But even now, I could see him being very cautious while receiving my gentle touch.
A man who tries to suppress his desires and look at reality even though he is already greatly infatuated with me. So, I realized how outstanding he was, and beyond his talent, I also learned about who he is as a person.
I don’t want to miss any more.
The more I got to know him, the deeper my feelings for him became, and I also realized that he was completely different from other men.
I couldn’t believe he had the depth of thought of a man of that age.
‘Is that why I’m anxious more?’
Maybe it was something like that.
Even though he was still trembling at my careful caressing his body, he was trying hard not to look at me, and although I was a little disappointed, I understood it.
‘I’m afraid my heart will be shaken.’
I’m afraid that the feelings that rejected me will fall back on me.
He was holding himself back now.
“You know. “I find you quite fascinating.”
“… … .”
“As the princess, I have now let go of many things. Approaching you first like this, expressing my feelings first, reaching out my hand without hesitation and touching you like now… … . In general, you shouldn’t do that. “Do you know how impossible it is for the royal family to touch a commoner first?”
Now I’m quietly sitting next to him and staring at him endlessly. It seemed like he was getting more anxious.
It’s been quite a while since I developed a fascination.
I was interested from the first time we met, and I decided it was worth it, so I used charm.
however.
‘Why hasn’t it come to me yet?’
I thought it would come to me naturally, but that was a misjudgment.
“I think I am receiving an abundance of love.”
I was dazed even though I saw him still being humble.
“I’m so angry… … . “I don’t think so at all.”
It was an extremely strange feeling along with a small smile. She kept giving him space.
First, I tried to make an appointment to meet,
In this way, I expressed my feelings again,
And now, it even directly touches the body and provides direct stimulation.
Each and every one of them was a space.
A space where he can express his feelings to me, and a space where he is willing to endure even if he acts towards me without hesitation, without worrying about anything else.
Who can you really trust?
The princess of the empire tells the commoners that they can have her herself.
That there are commoners who repeatedly refuse that.
“ha… .”
As a rough breath escaped his mouth, his gaze suddenly caught his attention.
Lips trembling.
At the same time, his eyes are shaking.
No matter what I saw, it wasn’t like he didn’t have feelings for me.
‘He obviously likes me.’
And I hoped he would express his feelings to me too.
Rather than me crossing the line, he expressed his feelings to me, so we crossed the line.
Sreuk.
I gently clasped his hands.
A slightly rough hand wrapped itself around mine.
“… … “Will you look at me?”
I could barely see him turning his head towards me after hearing my words.
And finally, our eyes met.
Just seeing my presence in his eyes shook my heart.
“… … .”
“… … .”
Even as we exchanged glances without saying a word, I felt many things.
For the first time, he made me know what love was, and he took my heart enough to make me obsessed with him.
In the past, while developing fascination, it was the only thing that made it possible to use the trait out of self-interest, rather than only in situations where it was mandatory.
‘Even though I know that it is not good to make people’s emotions my own with the power of characteristics… … .’
Still, I wanted it.
“I don’t know whether you will like me saying this or not. And yet, if you want, tonight. “You can have me.”
It was the best I could say.
I can’t express my feelings anymore than this.
‘Even before we became lovers… I knew it wasn’t good to give one’s body away.’
However, even though I love you, I am also very sorry, so I was saying that.
That you have to send the man you gave your heart to death.
Even though I am in the highest position as the princess, there is nothing I can do like this… … . She made me feel helpless for the first time.
So I wanted to give him whatever he wanted.
If he wants it, even my body… … .
“… … .”
It was a moment when I looked at him endlessly.
Sreuk.
Suddenly, I felt strength in my hands. And at the same time, his face was also seen with a faint smile.
“I will not deny that I have feelings for Princess Rachel. And my heart is also deeply shaken as I see the princess speaking to me like this.”
“then… … .”
“But I don’t think so.”
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I felt like my heart was falling after hearing the words that followed.
It was like saying I would drop everything and give it my all.
And yet… … . He was rejecting me.
“why? Why on earth… … “Are you rejecting me?”
Even though I asked in a daze, I couldn’t understand.
No, I didn’t want to believe in this reality itself.
I am… … I thought he definitely wouldn’t be able to refuse me if he offered to give me to him. Because I thought it was clear that his feelings for me were filled with a strong desire to attack me at any moment.
Now, I can feel how powerful the power of charm is, even if I only use a very small amount of the charm I used on him.
It is a power that even I, who was given the characteristics, cannot understand.
… … Depending on what I decide to do, I might even have the power to take on the position of emperor. That was the legendary trait, fascination.
That time I waited for the words to fall from his lips.
“The princess is a very precious person to me.”
He continued speaking cautiously.
“Then take me more.”
He said, shaking his head blankly.
I couldn’t even guess what kind of feelings he had toward me and how he was suppressing his emotions.
But I was hoping he wouldn’t hold back.
“How could I do that? As the princess knows, aren’t I heading to the Western Front tomorrow?”
“So, even more so… … .”
“I can’t do that.”
My body trembled for a moment at the firm voice.
“… … I am also greatly shaken by the princess’s feelings. However, due to impulsive circumstances, I do not want to hug the princess. “It would be impossible under normal circumstances for you to give yourself to me, but it’s probably because you feel really sorry for me.”
The words continue calmly.
And because of his cautious attitude, I couldn’t even say anything.
It was strange.
… … It must be unbearable, and even now, he must be feeling a crazy desire to have me.
Yet he looks at me and speaks to me as if I were treating something precious.
I could feel it from those eyes.
A strong desire, but also another feeling that suppresses it.
“So I want to say it again. “I am not saying that I will reject the princess.”
“… … “What do you mean?”
“After I return safely from the front, I will visit the princess in person. “In this way, I will not only listen to the princess’s heart and receive the love she deserves, but I will also treat the princess with my own heart.”
As he said that and smiled softly and pulled my hand, I was drawn to him as if I was possessed by something.
Slurp… … .
And naturally, I fell into his arms.
“… … So, for now, I will be satisfied with just holding the princess in my arms.”
I felt like my heart was melting without my knowledge as a soft voice whispered in my ear.
Sreuk!
He held me carefully, and as I held him tighter, my breathing became more difficult.
‘I’m going crazy.’
It felt like the emotions filling my chest were exploding and infusing my body with enormous heat.
I thought he would reject me again.
however… … It wasn’t like that.
It was because he really liked it. Even though he had such strong desire in his eyes just moments ago, he was seeing reality.
The reality that you have to go to the front line. If he were to have a relationship with me or have me before then, he would try to treat me with more respect, keeping in mind this one-in-a-lifetime situation.
“… … me. “I like you better.”
As I absent-mindedly leaned against his strong body, I ended up expressing my feelings without realizing it.
“… … .”
The sound of his breathing with a small smile seemed to tease me even more. So, a strange thought suddenly occurred to me.
‘like… … .’
I feel like I’m fascinated by him.
It was as if he had used charm on me from the beginning, and now it was difficult for me to hold back my feelings for him.