Became an Academy Spearman - Chapter 805
805. [Western Front] – Princess Rachel’s determination (81)
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Jerk.
Again.
In between different footsteps, Cheonseong and Rachel were leaving the living room and looking around the enemy barracks.
That’s because Rachel wanted it to be that way.
I want to know where nature lives and how it spends its days. And Cheonseong willingly accepted it.
Crash.
“This is my inner room.”
As I spoke as I entered the room first, Rachel slowly entered the room and took in the space. As she was by nature not particularly greedy, the interior was neat and tidy.
So Rachel felt even more amazing.
“The facility itself is not as bad as I thought.”
As I looked around the neatly organized interior and my eyes lit up with a bit of surprise, Cheonseong smiled a little.
“Most of the facilities at the front are high-end facilities, and in the case of the Red Wing, the unit I am currently serving. “As it is a special platoon, it has better facilities than other units.”
“… … Still, are there any shortcomings or inconveniences? “I want to help you if I can.”
“I am very grateful for Princess Rachel’s words, but I am actually satisfied even now. “I don’t think there is anything majorly lacking.”
When Cheonseong answered calmly, Rachel felt a little disappointed.
‘I really want to help you more.’
I cannot convince you of the length of time he stayed at the front.
There was a kind of determination in his mind, a kind of self-reliance, and he had given up on that.
So I changed direction.
Is there any way I can help him stay on the front line?
Crash.
After looking around the inner room where her nature resides, Rachel came back out to the Red Wing Barracks, and found that the whole of the Red Wing Barracks was generally clean and had no blemishes.
This was because everyone had already finished cleaning their inner rooms and the huge hall of the enemy barracks after hearing the news that the royal family was visiting.
Again. Again.
Even as Rachel walked and saw various interiors, Cheonseong silently followed her side.
“I know that the facilities themselves are not lacking. “So, do you feel any burden living in this unit called the Red Army?”
“If you say it’s a burden… … .”
“I’m just asking if there are any inconveniences living with other officers.”
“There is not one.”
Cheonseong answered him almost immediately.
It was evident from her tone and actions that Rachel was trying to give her the utmost consideration and convenience. It’s only been a few hours since she became her lover in the first place.
It was only natural that she would try to be nicer to me.
“There is not one. Is this really okay? You don’t have to be too resolute and pretend you’re okay. “I won’t be disappointed in you for anything like that.”
Seeing Rachel asking questions over and over again, Cheonseong actually burst out laughing.
“I’m telling you this because it’s really okay. And if by some chance I am not okay, doesn’t the princess know better that I am not the kind of person who can just tolerate that?”
“That’s true, but life as an officer can be different. I really hope you have a good time. In fact, in my mind, it is not the dangerous Western Front… … .”
Cheonseong immediately shook his head at the sight of her showing off strange emotions.
“Princess Rachel.”
“… … all right. “I won’t say more.”
Rachel smiled softly and eventually decided to accept it.
‘Because he is such an upright man.’
If it were like everyone else.
Or, if he was someone who wanted to avoid the situation even a little, he would have told me a long time ago.
For my convenience,
When I said I could help,
Everyone would have tried to shorten their service period. However, the only person who refused like this and carried out his own will was this man in front of me.
“… … What can I say? “You are such a strange man.”
“Is that how I look?”
Watching him ask the question lightly, I nodded as if it was obvious.
“Yes, you are truly amazing.”
As I entered the huge hall of the enemy barracks, I felt more at ease than I thought about the many facilities I could see around me.
‘Although I heard that they treat the officers and facilities on the front line well.’
This was a high-end facility, so it was worth seeing. In fact, it feels like they are treating their officers in their own way to the point where there is nothing lacking.
Sreuk.
As I gently sat down at the table on one side, he naturally faced me.
“I would like to stay on the Western Front until tomorrow and spend a longer time, but… … “It’s a bit unfortunate that I can’t do that.”
In fact, braving the imperial family’s opposition was like a kind of mistake.
Therefore, there was a line that had to be maintained to completely ignore the will of the imperial family and act as one pleases.
Even today, I cannot completely stay on the Western Front. I was now in a position to return to the imperial capital in just a few hours.
“… … “I will miss you a lot too.”
“Really?”
“sure. Today, I formed a meaningful relationship with the princess… … “I extended my service period myself, so it won’t be long before I see you again.”
As I watched him calmly answer, I felt it again.
‘It’s true that he and I became lovers… … .’
Words that would have been unimaginable in the past flowed out of his mouth without notice. And he made my heart happy again.
“What should I really do? “I became a lover with you today, but it doesn’t mean I won’t be able to see you much more in the future.”
Compared to me, who reflected regret,
“… … “If you wait, I will do my duty as an officer of the empire and return.”
He answered in a slightly stronger voice.
“… … .”
For a moment, I just stared at him helplessly.
Two pitch-black eyes are looking at me. And now that I too am facing him… … .
I was acutely aware of what it felt like to know that every minute and every second was a waste.
‘more… … .’
I want to be with him.
Now, the affection that was confined to my heart has now grown further as I interact with him. Even though this place was on the extremely dangerous Western Front, I would rather be here than in the cozy academy.
Because I want to be with him.
Just like now, we look at each other, talk, and exchange glances… … Sometimes, like kissing each other in the parlor. I want to check the affection for myself.
It was so big that it made me feel tempted.
‘I would like to stay on the Western Front, but… … .’
But I know that’s really nonsense. I just swallowed it inside.
“I heard that the unit called Jeok Wing is mainly responsible for executing apostles. I heard it was a very dangerous mission… … “Do you feel any pressure or fear?”
And when I immediately changed the subject, he looked at me as if he was thinking for a moment and then opened his mouth.
“As the princess knows, the enemy wing is a special platoon, and it is usually in charge of executing apostles. In that sense, I would be lying if I said I didn’t feel any pressure as I was going on a mission. However, I think it’s okay because everyone in the platoon is trustworthy.”
“That means other officers can trust it.”
“yes. Yes. “I can’t say I stayed that long, but everyone in the enemy platoon is strong and trustworthy.”
The confident voice suddenly piqued my curiosity.
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‘What kind of officers are they that I trust so much?’
Apparently, it has been less than a month since I served. But now, infinite trust was visible in his eyes.
But still, I couldn’t shake my worries.
The facilities are not bad.
Tell yourself you’re okay.
And he has such outstanding power that you can trust his words.
It is said that he adapts well and has no disagreements with his platoon members.
all… … Positive words, and I know he’s not lying to me.
However. I had to point it out.
“I heard that the enemy aircraft had an accident while on a recent mission. And one platoon member was seriously injured… … .”
That was the moment when I said that.
“… … .”
Seeing his expression suddenly turn cold, I was momentarily speechless. But, I felt it in that expression.
How much he thinks about it.
Maybe it was a bad accident.
Still, I insisted on speaking.
“And I heard that he is still unconscious and has not fully recovered. The name of the officer who had the accident was… … .”
“This is Ensign Sabrina.”
“That’s right, Ensign Sabrina… … . “I heard that you were also at the mission site at that time.”
As I finished speaking, I looked directly into his eyes.
Why did I have to come to the front line where the yellow posture was maintained, despite the opposition of the imperial family?
In fact, that could be said to be the biggest catalyst. During the mission, an officer from the same unit lost consciousness. What I was saying was that there was no way that the person I loved so much would not suffer such a terrible accident.
“… … As the princess knows, she is still unconscious, but I believe she will wake up soon. “Lieutenant Sabrina is a strong person.”
However, due to his continued quiet voice, I was unable to continue speaking again.
be heavy.
And the coldness in that expression seemed foreign to me.
“… … okay.”
“yes. “I will definitely become conscious.”
As I saw his face answering with more force, I reached out my hand without realizing it.
Sreuk.
And then I carefully touched his hand.
“… … I respect your opinion. And I think that your will to dedicate yourself to the front lines, not only for yourself but for the empire, and in the current situation, should be fully respected.”
I spoke words that came from deep within my heart, caressed his hard hand, and took a moment to catch my breath.
“So, I don’t want anything else from you right now. For now, I will put aside my personal desires, such as asking people to like me or think of me more. Instead, promise me one thing.”
“What kind of promise is this?”
I made eye contact with the person who asked carefully, and held his hand more tightly.
“Put yourself first. Other platoon members or officers. I know we are on a mission together. We also know that we need to work together. But I don’t want you to do it for others. Don’t overdo it… … Just try to think and value yourself a little more.”
Even to myself, it was a selfish remark.
The royal family must force dedication and loyalty to the empire from officers on the front lines.
They tell officers to focus on each individual’s body and situation.
I was even telling him to promise me that.
“… … that.”
“You told me today. That you want me to accept you. And since you have conveyed those feelings to me, I am even more asking for a promise now.
As much as you told me to accept you, not accept me. I have no intention of rejecting you, and I have accepted you as I am now. Do you know what that means?”
“The princess.”
I didn’t stop talking despite his serious voice.
“They say you will become the ‘Princess’’s companion in the future. That’s how different the weight of words is. I love you, the moment you said those words to me. And now that I have decided to accept you like that.
Your body isn’t yours anymore. It may be mine and it may belong to other women. therefore… … It’s about making a promise. That you will do more for yourself than for anyone else.”
It was by no means an excessive request.
As much as he now accepts my heart and tells me to accept myself.
I won’t think back now.
I will use my characteristics properly to raise my position, and even if he becomes my companion in the future and becomes a member of the imperial family, I will not be ignored by anyone. You will gain great power.
“… … All right. I promise. “I will cherish myself more and not treat my body harshly.”
And when he gave me the answer I wanted, I naturally burst out laughing.
‘As much as the talent you have… … .’
He was never stupid.
He fully understands what position he is in and knows how to accept what I say.
“I just need that one promise. “I just hope that the next time we meet, you face me without a single scratch on your body.”
While saying that, I gently pulled his hand.
side.
Even though I was now kissing her without hesitation, I had no intention of controlling my feelings.
‘Now I…’ … .’
It will stand right in the center of the imperial family.
By gaining enormous power, no one can control me.
And the one I love.
I won’t force you into a situation like this now.
That was a ‘resolution’ I decided on myself.