Conan: I Am Not a Snake Spirit - #2413 - : A letter to book friends in the new year

Since the publication of this book, before I knew it, three years had passed, and the Spring Festival of the new year was coming. I also came to join in the fun and chat with you at will.

2022 is a special year. From my personal experience, this year is more tiring than the previous two years.

The first is the big and small things in reality.

In the past two years, there have been some small twists and turns in the careers of my parents at home. The impact is like a small wave that is constantly set off and subsided. There are always big and small things that need to be dealt with around me, and I hope to do my best to help them Sharing, but fortunately, although I feel anxious occasionally, the situation has not become so bad, and during this special period, the company and encouragement between the family is also a kind of gain.

Then there is the issue of updating novels.

Being ‘troubled with trivial matters’, ‘sick at the beginning of the new year’, ‘why is there anyone in the mood to arrange a blind date for me at this time’, ‘I really want to escape from this entertainment but I can’t escape’, ‘I just want to be a sheep Influenced by many things such as “lying corpse”, every time a certain situation occurs, I can only watch my originally kept constant number of manuscripts decrease a little bit and gradually disappear.

Some people say that love is like sand in your hand, the more you try to hold it tightly, the faster it will be lost, I want to say that my manuscripts may be the same (gradually unscrupulous).

I hope everyone can understand, I really can’t squeeze out the manuscript to add updates (so there is no update during the Spring Festival).

I still remember that when this book was first updated, I was typing while paying attention to the epidemic. At that time, I didn’t expect the epidemic to last so long (but I thought that the update time would probably be longer than the epidemic).

Days and nights in the past three years, life is not as smooth as I imagined, and many times it is not as bad as I imagined. No matter how big or small life is, I am always grateful to God for letting me get to know you, and thank you for your support. I come with me.

Over the past three years, I have also experienced many strange feelings.

Let’s talk about things like “time travel”, each of us will experience many identity changes in our lives, such as changing from a high school student to a college student, such as officially becoming a brick-and-mortar worker in society, such as a career change, which can be regarded as a small change. Time travel, some people have traveled with their partners, and they will become each other’s reliance when facing the new environment. From the beginning, I don’t know how to get along with people, and gradually I have people who can talk, and maybe I like to care about people.

In the past three years, when I faced the new environment and adapted to the new identity, many friends who read this book may have experienced identity changes. I would like to tell you that everyone is different , after ‘crossing’, you can adapt to the environment at your own pace, no one can say that you must be cheerful or witty to survive, you don’t have to envy others who can be loved by everyone at once, there will always be someone like you, you You must also allow yourself to be embarrassed, make mistakes or pause for rest. In your life story, you are the only protagonist. Those places where you are different from others may not necessarily be your flaws, but may be yours. The charm.

The above are the strange feelings I had while lying on the bed some time ago.

It may be that the high fever did not subside at that time, which made my narcissism inflated. I actually thought of a sentence-‘If no one around me likes me, it must be because I haven’t met many people’.

During that time, I was not hit or stimulated, but I always liked to think about life during the days when I became a sheep. I thought it might be the virus in my body and I also had a philosophical dream, because when it burned again the next day , I actually thought about ‘individuals, groups, societies and times’ again.

In any case, 2022 has passed, and the Lunar New Year in 2023 is coming. By the time of the Spring Festival, regardless of the new calendar or the lunar calendar, it is already a new year. The little rabbit can treat everyone who has just gone through the wind and rain gently, and I can guarantee that I will not eat spicy rabbit heads this year.

I have roughly talked about some of my things, and you are welcome to share and complain about your past year. Finally, I wish you all what you want in the new year, and you can get what you want!