Damn Idol - Chapter 145



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Fucking Idol Episode 145

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I hate this fucking show business.

An industry that is paid to show off is eating away at the souls of its members and destroying their personality.

What blooms in place of the soul is commercialism, and what is needed instead of personality is marketability.

At first, the artist’s mind is focused on business.

How much money I have earned, how much I will earn, how much I can earn.

But when success becomes a given, business becomes unimportant and the focus becomes on the show.

I worry about what and how much I should show to make people happy.

It’s not a bad thing.

Because being able to create something that the public enjoys is a great talent.

The problem is that from this point on, the artist’s standard becomes yours, not mine.

Am I really laughing?

Or maybe you’re laughing because you like it.

From the moment that confusion arises, the word self disappears and the human spirit collapses.

I’ve seen so many singers resort to self-destructive behavior to overcome it.

They repeat actions that the public would think, ‘Why do they do such things when they earn so much money?’

But I can understand them.

Because self-destructive behavior is the easiest way to prove that you exist.

But then what about me?

Where on earth can I prove myself, wandering endlessly within a closed timeline?

No matter how self-destructive I am, I don’t feel myself.

Hands that were shaking from alcoholism will return to normal with just one stroke.

Opening the hotel window and throwing out hundreds of thousands of dollars means nothing.

So at one time I suffered from schizophrenia and had relapses.

No, it’s not a disease.

Because in reality, there is no standard between reality and imagination.

But one day, at a concert hall, that thought occurred to me.

Even if all of this is the delusion of a schizophrenic and a Truman Show just to make fun of me.

Could it be that the joy of those cheering people is not all fake?

Even if I leave and disappear from the world line, the experience of enjoying listening to my songs will not disappear.

It was such a simple thought, but it only made sense to me after dozens of regressions.

From then on, you became my standard.

The only realism within a closed timeline where standards have disappeared.

I want to have it today too.

This is neither a stadium nor a concert hall.

It’s just a music show made for show business.

Still, I want to feel alive.

I want to make even those who don’t support Sedalbaekil lose their minds and scream.

“Okay, I understand.”

“Let’s do it.”

Suddenly the members start talking.

What did I say?

I was so lost in thought that I must have spoken without realizing it.

Then the music show staff sent us signs, and we went up on stage.

A little later.

The intro began to flow.

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The sound of flames crackling could be heard, and through it came the sound of a long whistle.

The members of Sedalbaekil, who had been in formation, didn’t move at all, but for some reason they didn’t look static.

At that moment.

[Focus… …]

[State of mind!]

The moment the intro created by Ion’s voice started, a clear yet messy melody poured out.

As always, Koo Tae-hwan started the show with a melody.

I’m confused

Inside me

Dangerous Things

Han Si-on had suggested to Koo Tae-hwan that he sing a song to the rhythm of two-four in Coming Up Next.

This was advice given to Koo Tae-hwan because he was unable to utilize his unique sense of rhythm.

But now, Koo Tae-hwan is not restricted by either the two-four rhythm or the one-three rhythm.

If you ask what is necessary for good music, there are many answers.

But if you ask what is needed for music that sticks, Han Si-on would answer first with this.

An introduction that catches your attention as soon as you hear it.

Even if you hear it by chance on the street, it has the power to make you stop and listen more.

Koo Tae-hwan had that.

No, that was what Sedalbaekil had.

Dangerous Trip

I am here

Looking at it-

The one who took over Gu Tae-hwan’s start was Choi Jae-seong.

It was a two-step choreography that clearly felt like walking forward.

But Choi Jae-seong stepped back, splitting the beat in half.

It was an optical illusion that used the entire body, like a moonwalk, but it did not go away continuously.

Lee Ion and On Saemi on the left and right grabbed Choi Jae-seong’s shoulders and jumped out.

Sometimes you

As if you can’t understand me

I look at it

I know, I know

While the members each moved forward by refining their strengths, Lee Ion was focusing on completely eliminating their weaknesses.

The rough tone itself cannot be eliminated.

But if Lee Ion could hit the right notes, Han Si-on was the producer who could turn that roughness into charm.

This part was exactly like that.

In the midst of the chaotic choreography, On Sae-mi and Lee Ion were mixed up so much that it was impossible to tell who was singing what word.

‘Sometimes’ is sung by On Sae-mi, and ‘You Are Me’ is sung by Lee Ion.

‘I can understand’ is sung by On Sae-mi again, and ‘Eop’ and ‘Dat’ are sung by Lee Ion.

Strictly speaking, this wasn’t about singing the song separately.

If you look at the sentence structure of the lyrics, it is like that, but the melody is not like that.

Han Si-on created a melody structure that would be good even if On Sae-mi just sang it, and added Lee Ion’s part in the intentionally created blank spaces.

It was said that Lee Ion had created a device that gave a different taste when you pressed the right notes.

When On Sae-mi sings alone, it has a clean melody, but when Lee Ion joins in, it has a messy taste as if it’s been distorted.

But no one would hate that mess.

“Wow, sir.”

“What is it?”

Music shows are pretty brutal programs.

Since I usually go to the concerts of singers I like, I don’t react much to songs by other singers.

But the harmony (if you can call it that) that On Sae-mi and Lee Ion created was something that made me exclaim in admiration.

It’s dazzling to look at, but the feeling you get from hearing it is fascinating.

The dissonance was more attractive than perfect harmony.

That was when.

Han Shion began to sing, sliding down the slide.

State Of Mind is clearly an emo hip-hop genre.

For Han Si-on, who likes to mix various genres, he has consistently pushed forward with one genre, which is rare.

When people talk about emo hip-hop, they often think of mumble or cloud music, but in fact, emo hip-hop is a descendant of hardcore rock.

To be more precise, it was born under the influence of post-hardcore rock, which was the next stage of hardcore rock.

In other words, emo hip-hop also has the characteristics of emotional melodies, complex beat changes, and crazy song variations.

And I can confidently say that Han Si-on was the best at this in the world.

Both feet touched

It starts with touch

Illusion Theme

A distant boundary

Fantasy and Delusion

Han Si-on, who had been playing in sync, dropped the notes by a semitone, then suddenly pulled the melody forward.

If experts had seen it, they would have been surprised at how Han Shi-on used his breathing.

The notes that started with a different beat have fallen to a regular beat, but the measure that was aligned with the snare drum has changed to be based on the hi-hat drum.

No one knew whether to call this a stop or a break.

But now Han Shion is not immersed in the technical aspects.

If it sounds good, that’s all that matters.

The melody that has been pulled in before you know it forms a layback, and a melody that is clearer than the beat is shot out.

The most fantastic thing is… … .

-boundary!

-obsession!

It was the voice of the Se-dal-baek-il fandom singing along to the cheering method, matching the beat exactly.

Realism.

I feel alive.

I like that people who didn’t think they would cheer for Se-dal-baek-il are opening their mouths.

I want to create auditory pleasure in those eyes.

At that moment, the gun was fired.

They break up the beat into small pieces, use their bodies broadly, and connect their hand movements as the members cross from side to side.

The dropped and reattached shape gives a sense of unity.

State Of Mind was ultimately a story about the state of mind.

It’s not necessarily a story that comes from a music video.

Han Shi-on and Se Dal-baek-il remained in confusion for a while.

At the moment of choice that arose after Coming Up Next, they chose adventure over stability.

And although it was successful, there was no relief.

Danger still lurks, and there are harsh eyes looking at them.

It’s confusing, like Koo Tae-hwan’s lyrics.

It was a dangerous journey, as Choi Jae-seong’s lyrics say, and it was not understood, as On Sae-mi and Lee Ion say.

Han Shion stands on the edge where all of this seems like a fantasy.

Even though I have both feet on the ground, I am not sure if that is where I am standing.

But because of that… … .

La- La

Focus on me

State of Mind

You need to focus on your state of mind.

Before I knew it, it was no longer ‘my heart’ but ‘our heart’, but that’s okay.

Because they were thinking the same thing.

It seemed as if cheers that were out of place for a music show had burst out from somewhere.

The members of 3-month-old Baekil, who were busy with choreography and singing, didn’t have time to look at each other, but they knew.

What kind of expressions will they have?

maybe…….

Will be laughing.

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-Wow wow

-Are you crazy?

-I thought the music video was awesome but it wasn’t lol It was just 3 months and 100 days lol

-Wow, the future of K-pop is really bright.

-Titi is a pioneer in the field. Honestly, I thought it was a bit weird when I saw Sedalbaekil ask her to do idol music, lol. Is it really like this?

-This album only costs 13,000 won. Should I buy one too?

-Welcome, teacher!!!!

-I guess my kids don’t want to make money ㅠㅠㅠㅠ I’m happy that they’re giving out goods, but I’m also worried ㅠㅠㅠㅠ

-Don’t worryㅋㅋㅋ With their skills, they’ll really do wellㅋㅋㅋ Wow, they’re really good. I’m impressed.

-What kind of people are those who are saying that Han Si-on used his parents’ money to become a singer? If it’s like this, wouldn’t the agencies just line up?

-ㅇㅇㅇㅇAfter watching the stage, all I can think is that it was just nonsense.

-Finally!!! The fancam will be released, right?!

-Huh? If you go to the Sedalbaekil homepage, the world’s most expensive fancam is already there?

-Ah, that lol

-ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

-What is it? I think I’m a fan. Let me know too. I want to laugh.

-Hip-Sion-Shack. I’ll swallow my pride and buy this album. Then you’ll make the next one too.

-Me too lol But can you please make the next album post-hardcore? I can even give you 10,000 won if you fill the album with Suoma girls.

-Where can I buy the album?

-You can find it if you go to the official website.

-Isn’t it true that only the official fan club can log in?

– The album reservation page is available to non-members or temporary members.

-When will you be recruiting the next batch of fan club members?

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The issue surrounding Han Si-on’s parents was so shocking and huge.

So, officials thought that the activities of Sedalbaekil might be restricted for the time being.

But it wasn’t.

[Gayo Taste ― Sedalbaekil Colorful Struggle (Kpop Remix)]

[Gayo Taste ― Sedalbaekil State Of Mind]

The music and stage were just too great for that.