He Is a Master Who Can’t Handle a Slave Properly - He Is a Master Who Can’t Handle a Slave Properly chapter 62

62 – 2 days before the fox hunts

“…Miriam, have you ever dated a woman?”

“yes?”

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Really, it was a trivial question.

Of course, it was a question that I asked casually because I was a child who would be like that.

If you tell them you’ve never been in a relationship, they’ll smile, twist their hair, and say, “Sure, that’s right.”

“Perhaps… um… then… what about association with you?”

I was going to float a little bit.

Originally, it should have been.

If things had gone the way he had thought, he would have been teasing this cute child the whole time, holding it tightly in his hands and not letting go.

Unexpectedly, the child was a great child,

That’s why she must be impatient.

And – why bad hunches always come true,

Do good premonitions always go wrong?

“Oh…yes. Once…”

At those words, I felt something in my heart being ruthlessly ripped out.

“ha?”

Indeed, as if the heart had been completely pierced by an unexpected surprise,

I even had the illusion that there was nothing inside my body.

Her hand, which had risen inadvertently, was groping her chest involuntarily, and something lukewarm was flowing from her eyes.

“He was a naive person, but anyway, it’s also a story of his childhood before meeting Master… It’s a thing of the past now.”

Even though I can see the child making an embarrassing expression, lowering his head and scratching the back of his head,

Even though I know I feel ashamed of not being able to glance, glance, face properly.

why,

why,

decomposition?

why?

I felt that my heart was being filled once again, but the emotions I felt were all being filled in the worst form.

In the past, it was obviously relaxed, each part of the body, from the pricked ears to the wagging tail,

I was able to pay attention to even the smallest movements to enchant the child from head to toe.

I didn’t have the confidence to do that at all now.

…He is a child who has already tried everything he has not been able to do and will go beyond himself,

With what qualifications have you bewitched this child? with what qualifications?

How can you dare to bring a much better and wonderful person down to the same level as yourself?

If a 25-year-old middle-aged adventurer is aiming for a 20-year-old young man with mid-level skills,

who looks good?

“…Wait a minute, use the bathroom.”

I believed that I said the words I uttered calmly and casually.

“Eh, me, Master?”

While ignoring the disciple, who is insensitive but sensitive in useless places, trying to catch him with a confused face,

Believing that I had barely covered the tears pouring down my face, I slammed the bathroom door shut.

***

I don’t like to let go.

That was the conclusion of a fist fight with the conscience in her heart.

The child began to twist his mind as he tried to rationalize that he was too bright to see and that he was the one who recognized the value.

“Yeah, that’s right… Honestly, if it weren’t for me, who would have taken that kid out of that ghetto? Who taught him how to be an adventurer?”

He was not a child, but a full-fledged young man, said his conscience.

“I can’t affectionately call her Miriam-“

…sounds much better?

If I gently called her Miriam and tickled the child’s head, would she blush again and fall into my arms?

A voice in my heart asked if the female fox, who was five years older and showed no signs of improving, was worthy of it.

“…I’m confident in my body. I have a mind to cherish my child. What am I lacking in that I have to give up on that child?”

Although he was the first person he came to like, he boasted that he had already spent a lot of time together and roughly knew the child’s tastes.

If you push yourself with your body, you will surely be embarrassed and fall into it –

There was, once.

“Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up you dog-“

He grabbed the soap and threw it at himself in the mirror.

If it had been a little harder, it would have cracked and made a loud noise.

Fortunately, the soap that washed her face several times while splashing to hide her crying sound became soft,

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Rice cake, and stuck.

But the self in the mirror constantly mocked me.

A 25-year-old old fox is targeting a 20-year-old young man with a bright future. It also has women’s experience!

What kind of woman would not fall in love with such a handsome and cute child?

Could a dark-hearted woman like you, who had thrown away her conscience, violently violated an innocent child who knew nothing?

Or did he spend a fresh night with a shy smile at a child much younger than you?

“Stop it, stop it!”

What was thrown this time was the bucket that had been holding water until just now.

Perhaps fortunately this time out of misfortune, it only poured water loudly but did not break.

However, her heart was blackened and torn apart by the knife in her heart and the remorse of her conscience on the pure white drawing paper.

“…It’s not that I don’t know. But if I miss that child now, I’ll never have it again, so what should I do?

I don’t have the confidence to let go of a child like that just to get better… I absolutely don’t. I hate smiling in someone else’s arms.

I don’t like being taught by someone else and flying higher.

I want you to know only me I wish only I could know everything about that child.

Is this feeling wrong?”

The voice in my heart walked out of the darkness and threw off its mask.

So what are you doing?

What happens if you just sit and cry like that?

That’s why, while laughing in front of you, crying and blowing every day in the back, you want to send your child away and regret it terribly?

It’s not something you have to hold on to right now or give up neatly.

Please don’t say things that aren’t funny like remorse.

“Shouldn’t I make Miriam mine before it’s too late…?”

The voice in her mind disappeared, and her murmur slowly began to fill in the messy toilet.

“…Before I know anything more, I’m going to make Miriam, who only knows my body. A fool who only knows me.”

If you want to be qualified as a teacher, cut out the mind to focus only on the future of the child, suggesting a better direction to the child,

“If Miriam becomes a greater person, a child who helps others and is kind to others, I wish I could only look at myself and live for myself.”

When you cut out your heart to fulfill a child’s dream of becoming a better person and helping more people,

“And it will be me who bears children who look like Miriam. Not some other nameless idiots or nasty snakes.”

All of a sudden, only dirty, ugly, soggy and dangerous desires remained.

And she cherished it.

Sitting quietly in the middle of the bathroom with messed hair,

She hugged herself with an eerie smile and stared into space.

“Miriam… is mine. I discovered it. I molded it.”

…It was right to keep the treasure you found.

“So, it doesn’t matter if I enjoy it.”

It was two days before he crushed the young man’s stout body and covered it with his own body odor.

***

“I, Master, are you okay?”

At a time when it was night and only the soft candles lit up the room, his teacher had changed considerably.

“…Why can’t I be okay, Miriam.”

As usual, the image of the fox sitting next to Miriam and stroking her hair was somewhat soggy.

Miriam, who played pranks on Miriam with a smile on her face, had disappeared.

Now, only the alluring female with a seductive smile as she made eye contact with Miriam with a meaningful face remained.

“That… I…”

You seem to have changed a lot.

The young man couldn’t say.

It is true that something has changed.

But it seemed difficult to say that she had changed.

As if nothing had changed, she was acting so naturally.

Occasionally, a wagging tail gently wrapped around Miriam’s body,

“…can I touch it?”

He said, tickling his nose with his wagging tail…

Still, it was definitely Bessie who was playing the little prank, because she was right.

However, her eyes were cloudy somewhere, and the concentration was much thicker than before.

As if a very dark desire filled your heart.

As if resentful of the still motionless hand, she bit her lower lip, then grabbed Miriam’s hand and brought it to her tail.

“Isn’t it possible to give a little reward to the teacher who worked hard, our poor disciple?”

“Ah, um… is this a reward…?”

“…hurry.”

Unable to overcome the urge, he finally moved his hand slowly and began to run his hand through the nice chestnut hair.

The beginning of the tail has faint white fur.

And the place I slowly went to was the middle part of the very fluffy and fluffy tail.

A satisfying tactile feeling filled my hand, as if I were touching a pillow, but it was like touching down or feathers that wouldn’t fall out.

And the tip of the tail that finally escapes is white and boasts a sharp tip –

“Ehh?!”

He said softly and tickled his nose.

“Puhehehe, too focused…”

Even as she said that, her face was filled with satisfaction.

“Is it really going to be like this…”

“Of course, it’s not enough. How many things I’ve done for you…”

As the fox said that, her eyes slowly dimmed.

It was all the more so because he knew what he was going to do and what he was going to do from now on.

Tomorrow, the very next day, she intended to do a little shopping with him.

Wearing the clothes he likes, buying the perfume he likes, choosing the underwear he’s ashamed of.

Choose a drink that will make him drunk,

Take a drug that will drain his strength,

prepare a rope to tie him,

take a drug that will make sure he can’t leave,

And then he would be savagely violated.

No matter how much Miriam hates herself,

No matter how much this child is defiled by himself,

A child with a bright future

Even if that future is shattered and stained because of your actions,

The child will be proud to say that it is their own.

…After all, his parents, who entrusted their child to a dark-hearted fox in the first place,

And to this child who has taken such an incompetent fox as his teacher and has been pretending to be ignorant all along.

everyone was at fault

so she believed

There were two days left, no, now one night before Miriam let out a sweet groan in a hazy mind.