I am reborn and just want to concentrate on my studies - Chapter 182 Daily

From Qinghe County to Hanning City, there are many, many changes. My identity, experience, abilities, and even the way I interact with others are all much more mature than a year ago, but there are still many things that have not changed.

For example, loneliness.

Although I went to university in Hanning before, I was still a student at that time, and my state of mind was very different from now. After joining Hanning Normal University last year, I have officially settled here.

Everything in life is nothing more than during work and after work.

When it comes to work, teaching a group of college students and teaching a group of junior high school students are naturally two completely different experiences. To be honest, the class process was not as wonderful as imagined.

The music appreciation class is an elective public course with a formal final exam, but it is not counted in grades or even grade points. But there is no doubt that when classes begin each semester, her class is often the first to be sold out. But she also knows that there is only one reason why students like to compete for this class, and that is that she will not take roll call in class.

In class, the content taught is completely different from that in junior high school. When teaching junior high school students, the main focus is of course on singing. I teach them to sing the songs in the music book while playing the accompaniment. It doesn’t sound very technical, but in fact the process is very satisfying, because most of the students Seriously, occasionally a few students desert or do their own things, it’s quite interesting to just say a few words to them.

It’s different in college. Although she is still very passionate in class, she tells students some interesting things about music, shares her experience of wearing formal attire when listening to concerts, and tells students that Canon is actually the final fusion of two constant pursuits. Together… But after a while, you will find that people may be interested in what you say, but that is more of a courtesy.

Although there are still a few students in the front row who seem to be paying attention to the class, fewer and fewer people will come to class. You know this is normal, because this is how you went to college, and you have already done it. Mental preparation.

You have to accept that being a college teacher is just a job. It just sounds like a more respectable job than being a junior high school teacher.

Thinking like this, she still felt an indescribable sadness in her heart, and what was even more sad was that she didn’t know why she was sad.

This is work time.

After work, the situation did not improve.

I have more free time in college, and I have more time for myself after work. My mother didn’t expect her to support herself through this job, so she gave her a lot of pocket money every month. Living in Hanning City, Jiang Lili couldn’t be happy.

Most of the time I just go home and play the piano and occasionally sing. During the weekend break, I would ask a few female friends to go shopping in a business center, or be invited to attend some parties or something. However, after a long time, I still feel that it is not interesting, and I can find that people are not sincere to each other. , she has always been a maverick, and she doesn’t even bother to go to those parties.

In comparison, the simple and simple memories of the time when I tutored Yi Yang in English and music are so precious.

As time goes by, you will find that you are still alone.

I used to think that friendships really last forever, but now it seems that the only ones who are by my side at all times are family members. They are more willing to stay with their loved ones.

Yi Yang has never been allowed to stay at his home before. On the one hand, it always feels a little inappropriate. It seems that the relationship is not good enough. On the other hand, his home is in the same community…

This time she brought it up, but it felt so logical. She was stunned for a moment, then looked at Yi Yang, patiently waiting for his reply.

Yi Yang coughed and agreed.

…

Jiang Lili’s home in Hanning City is next door to Hanning Normal University.

It only takes less than ten minutes to drive from the High School Affiliated to Normal University to Hanning Normal University. This is within the Second Ring Road, which is more lively than the outer ring city. The car passed by a small market. She got out of the car, patted Yi Yang on the shoulder and said, “Come down with me to buy something.”

Yi Yang got out of the car and followed Jiang Lili. Neither of them seemed like people who cooked often, and that was the fact. Jiang Lili said: “Let’s make something delicious at home today.”

Wandering around, I stopped in front of a vegetable stall. The aunt buying vegetables said happily: “What should I buy?”

Jiang Lili asked Yi Yang: “What do you like to eat?”

Yi Yang said: “I can do it all, I’m not picky about food.”

“No, I have to choose one.”

“Lotus root, let me fry some lotus root for you…”

“I don’t like eating that. It always tastes like something raw.”

“Chinese cabbage……”

“It doesn’t taste good.”

“Then…potatoes?”

“Starch is too heavy, and you will easily gain weight if you eat too much…”

“You just want to go against me, right…don’t choose.”

Jiang Lili laughed, as if she hadn’t been so happy for a long time.

The uncle next to the vegetable seller smiled and joked: “This woman must not be spoiled…” The vegetable seller gave her an elbow: “Don’t talk nonsense, they are not a couple!”

Jiang Lili smiled and asked with a strange expression: “Auntie, what do you think our relationship is like?”

Yi Yang was slightly startled.

The aunt also laughed evilly: “I still can’t tell? You two must be…”

“Um?”

“Brother and sister!”

Yi Yang and Jiang Lili were both stunned, and the aunt suddenly burst into laughter and said: “I’m not kidding you anymore, you are the sister and he is the brother, what else can it have to do with it? My eyes are not that bad, how can I say that they are still there?” Can I recognize you as a couple?” He glanced at Yi Yang and shook his head: “The young man looks quite mature, but he is actually still a child…”

Yi Yang said: “Auntie, your eyes are so vicious!”

The aunt said proudly: “That’s not true! I think you are only twenty years old, too young…”

Yi Yang coughed twice, pretending I didn’t say your eyes were good.

Jiang Lili was in a good mood and bought several large bags of vegetables at the stall. Before leaving, her aunt gave them a handful of green onions.

…

This is not the first time Jiang Lili’s home has been visited. When I returned to Hanning City last time, I came here once, but I had no experience of staying here that time, so my mentality was different from this time. Although he maintained his superficial composure, he was still a little… nervous.

Jiang Lili arranged a room for Yi Yang, “This room is specially reserved for guests. The sheets and quilt covers are clean. You can put them on yourself later. There is air conditioning in the room. Just tell me what you need at night.” “

“good.”

Then Jiang Lili went out,

Yi Yang put the things away and started to make the bed and put on the quilt. While thinking of Jiang Lili, he couldn’t help but feel a little dazed.

I don’t know why, but I can feel some… melancholy in Jiang Lili’s heart. I can feel her emotion, but I don’t understand it.

I don’t understand, I really don’t understand. He felt that Jiang Lili’s life lacked everything, both spiritually and materially. This melancholy had no source. Based on his life experience, he cannot empathize with this emotion.

He lay on the bed for a while, dumbly thinking that maybe his feelings were wrong.

Then Jiang Lili called him outside: “Are you done? Come out and help me make food when you’re done.”

“good.”

Yi Yang stood in front of Jiang Lili. He was already a lot taller than her. There seemed to be a little bit of childishness in his eyebrows, but his eyes and temperament often made people forget his age.

We cooked together, just like real siblings, there was nothing formal or uncomfortable about them.

I fried a tomato egg, a green pepper shredded pork, and a potato shreds. It was simple. I filled two bowls of rice and ate slowly while chatting. Jiang Lili hates people who eat quickly because she eats very slowly. She was like this when she was in college. After a period of time, she stopped eating with others because she always had to accommodate others’ eating speed, which she didn’t like.

What makes people comfortable is that Yi Yang also eats very slowly.

Some interesting topics were discussed. In the past, because of the status relationship between teachers and students, many topics were not allowed to be discussed, or even if they were discussed, they had to be stopped in time, otherwise it would appear inappropriate. At this time, the shackles were probably lighter. Jiang Lili said with a smile: “Yi Yang, do you think my sister is pretty?”

“Wang Sangning?”

“Is she pretty?”

“Um.”

“How about you chase her?”

“Ah.”

“What does he mean?”

“I just want to focus on my studies.”

“Then I let her chase you?”

“Master Jiang.”

“Hehe… I won’t tease you anymore, I won’t tease you anymore.”

Yi Yang helplessly took a bite of his rice and said, “The vegetable seller is right about what she said.”

“What words?”

Yi Yang laughed: “You are like a sister.” He picked up the bowl and got up to add some food.

Jiang Lili froze on the spot, then turned to look at Yi Yang’s back as he entered the kitchen, a mischievous smile appeared on his face.