I am reborn and just want to concentrate on my studies - Chapter 66 Qiu Guoran’s troubles

The clouds in the sky are soft and soft, high and far away. After autumn, the weather no longer rains easily, so such clouds have become the norm, like fine willow leaves. The afternoon sun was intensely orange, exaggerating from the clouds, and large birds of unknown species flew across the sky line by line. One kilometer away from the county seat, there are no modern building facilities. There is only one road extending from the county seat, which looks quiet. Qinghe Temple is located here.

Yiyang and Qiu Guoran’s first and only destination for running together was here. There was no one in the Taoist temple, and the gate was closed. There was an earthen courtyard dam outside, and a few fallen leaves were chasing and rolling around.

Yi Yang glanced around and finally saw Qiu Guoran in a corner of the courtyard.

Sure enough, Qiu was sitting on a stone bench, holding a cat… It seemed to be the one she had wanted last time, and probably the one Ning Zhixin had teased with no success. At this time, the cat was surprisingly at ease in her arms, letting her gently rub its back. The cat narrowed its eyes and snored comfortably, but Qiu just stroked the cat subconsciously, but his eyes had already lost focus and he was thinking about something.

Yi Yang walked over and asked somewhat seriously: “What do you mean by what you said on the phone?”

Just now, Qiu Guoran gave him a scary phone call. She only said one sentence on the phone: “Come to Qinghe Temple to see me, and we will see each other for the last time.”

It’s hard to be okay, so it’s hard to ignore.

Somewhat helpless, it can be seen from this sentence that Qiu is indeed an immature girl, very immature.

Sure enough, Qiu looked very excited when she saw Yi Yang. She moved her position and said to Yi Yang, “Sit down.”

“Hmm…so what do you mean by what you said.”

Qiu was indeed smiling, but her eyes were twinkling, and Yi Yang could see the self-enclosed look in her eyes. She said: “Can you please not talk about this first?”

Yi Yang sat down next to her and said, “Okay. What should we talk about?”

“Hmm… cats. Do you like cats?”

Yi Yang looked at the cat she was holding. He shook his head: “I don’t like it very much.”

“Why?”

“To be precise, I don’t like keeping cats. To be more precise, I don’t like keeping any pets, not even dogs or cats.”

Qiu Sure enough asked with some disappointment: “Why?”

“Ah…because I don’t like separation.”

“Don’t like separation?”

Yi Yang nodded and recalled with his eyes that it was a time and space without rebirth. The cat he had raised for a long time died of old age. The old cat only had one tooth left. It died peacefully and even went to eat on time at the last moment. Cat food…

“Did you know that the lifespan of a cat is only twelve or three years, and the lifespan of a cat is no more than twenty years? For us humans, their lifetime may not last until we grow up and mature. If We raise cats when we are young, and when we first understand the meaning of separation, we lose them.”

Yi Yang’s words made Qiu really stunned for a long time. Then he looked at the kitten in his arms and murmured in a low voice: “Is this so…”

Yi Yang nodded, looked at Qiu Guoran carefully, and suddenly poked her collarbone rudely and said, “Where’s yours?”

Qiu Guoran didn’t seem to care about Yi Yang’s seemingly outrageous behavior. She just asked doubtfully: “That one? Which one?”

Yi Yang said: “Where is your butterfly?”

Unexpectedly, when he heard the word “butterfly”, Qiu Guoran lowered his head slightly and fell silent.

Yi Yang stopped talking and stretched out his hand to tease the kitten. There is a kind of person who is born with a physique that attracts cats. He feels that he is that kind of person, and no cat he wants to pet can escape his clutches.

The cat took the initiative to rub his hand.

Sure enough, Qiu raised his head and sighed softly: “No more tattoos.”

“Figured out?”

“Well…it’s not…Oh, you don’t understand.”

“Haha, how can I understand if you don’t tell me?”

Qiu Guoran suddenly tugged on his hair sadly and said with a frown: “Actually, it’s not that I figured it out…it’s just that I found it useless.”

“Um?”

Qiu Guoran lowered her head again, as if she was engaged in a fierce ideological struggle. This time she thought for longer than before. Then her shoulders began to shake slightly, and Yi Yang saw two crystal objects falling onto her pants. , turned into two spots of water stains.

“I…I actually lied to you before. I actually want a tattoo for a reason…”

“Um.”

“I put the tattoo on my collarbone… for a week, for a week… they didn’t notice it… but I didn’t hang out in front of them deliberately, just like an ordinary girl, when it’s time to show it. Revealing the tattoo… But they didn’t notice it at all, they didn’t see me because they didn’t have time.”

Yi Yang knew what she was talking about and sighed softly: “The relationship between mom and dad…isn’t it good?”

Sure enough, Qiu suddenly collapsed when he heard these words. He pinched the cat’s hair hard, his fingers trembling slightly, but as if he was afraid of pinching the cat, he controlled his hands with great restraint, so the trembling spread uncontrollably. He cried all over his body and said, “It’s… I’m getting divorced.”

Yi Yang opened his mouth, but he didn’t know how to comfort her. He was probably able to figure out the whole story, but what surprised him was that Qiu Guoran, who seemed so well-behaved and cool, actually had such an unhappy family background.

Did you get a tattoo because you wanted to attract your parents’ attention?

“I told them…if you get divorced, I will run away from home. But…what can I do? I am so young…In fact, I have long passed the age of running away from home, don’t you think so? It’s something kids do.”

“Um.”

“You’re okay.”

Qiu Sure enough, she shed tears, and the tears fell on the cat’s back drop by drop. The cat stood up lazily, as if the moisture on its back made it feel uncomfortable, shook its fur, and slipped away. Qiu Sure enough did not stop it, The cat jumped down and disappeared in a flash.

Yi Yang said: “What are you planning?”

Qiu Guoran said: “I have already planned… I will run away from home for a while, and no matter what method I use, I will disappear. I have thought clearly that they will panic, call the police, and then forget about the divorce… … They will see how much the divorce has hurt me. The letter to run away from home has been written, written early in the morning, and they will see it at noon today.”

Yi Yang did not expect that although she was very childish, Qiu Guoran’s thinking was very clear, and the result would probably develop as she predicted… What would it be like if you found out that your child was lost and you were still busy with divorce? What can parents do?

“But…well, how are you going to run away from home? And…even if your parents don’t divorce this time, what will happen in the future?”

“I can’t control the future. As long as they get divorced, I will run away from home… As for where to go, I don’t know. Please help me think about it. I think you can definitely figure it out.”

The goal is quite clear, but why can I figure it out? Yi Yang glanced at Qiu Guoran quite speechlessly.

He sighed, troubled.