I am reborn and just want to concentrate on my studies - Chapter 73 Even more confused

During the break, Yi Yang took out the “Golden Age” that Luo Luoyue lent him from the drawer and read it silently. If you are still attracted by the sexy plot when you watch it for the first time, then you will pay attention to other things when you watch it for the second time… After all, you are an adult, and you have already passed the time because of several paragraphs about The description of sex is exciting for an age.

After truly calming down and reading this book, Yi Yang was not only rewarded by this book… When he read in, he found that the literary works that had daunted him in his previous life… did not seem to be so full of distance. This discovery is undoubtedly exciting. He knew that if he wanted to improve his grades, Chinese composition was also a very important link, and to improve composition, even a poor student like him in his previous life knew that a lot of reading was needed as a basis.

Reading must be based on love.

Of course, what he was reading couldn’t be about the son-in-law of the King of War… There were some online novels, but even he thought the writing was childish. There was a fear in his heart, a fear of literary works… so much so that after his rebirth, he did not take the initiative to come into contact with them. He just read the things in textbooks mechanically… Although it could improve his sense of language, it was just It’s just a sense of language.

Composition, the most important thing is thinking.

This writer named Wang Xiaobo gave him an indescribable shock. From the second time he read this book, he began to think seriously and enjoy the process at the same time.

He was watching in awe, when suddenly someone tapped him on the shoulder.

Yi Yang was not frightened this time. He turned his head and took a look. It was Luo Luoyue. She had a strange expression on her face… Well, it was very strange. A word came to his mind… obscene, But this word is not appropriate to describe Luo Luoyue. If this expression were placed on Zhang Bushou’s face, it would fit perfectly. She looked at the book and said, “Reading it? How much have you read?”

Yi Yang said: “Well… the second time.”

“The second time!” Luo Luoyue said in disbelief.

“Yeah.” Yi Yang’s expression was still calm.

“how do you feel?”

“Thank you for lending me this book. I think it’s great.”

Luo Luoyue stared at Yi Yang with wide eyes, as if trying to read something from his face. Yi Yang’s expression was as serious as if he was reading Lu Xun’s “Weeds”, without shyness or struggle, everything was So natural.

So, she was disappointed.

Why doesn’t he have that expression…

That kind of…

Just that kind of…

In fact, even Luo Luoyue himself found it difficult to describe his mentality when he lent the book to Yi Yang. Let’s talk about herself first. When she first read the book, she had a similar feeling to Yi Yang: the guy who wrote the book was really a stinker, and the person who lent her the book was also a stinker. But when she started reading it for the second time, she took a serious attitude… Although she still didn’t quite understand what the book was about, she saw more than just sex.

Perhaps, in a certain subconscious mind, she believed that what she could see in this book was a sign of whether a person was mature or not.

And why lend this book to Yi Yang? It’s hard to explain the original intention clearly now… Maybe she didn’t realize it herself, but at least some of the original intention was… She hoped that Yi Yang would regard her as a female gangster the first moment he read this book.

It has always been the case that when one overturns a person’s inherent impression of oneself, there is a pleasure of endorphin secretion, which far exceeds that of dopamine. She was sure that the impression she left on Yi Yang was that of a good girl and a top female student. Perhaps this was the reason why there was always a sense of distance between him and her. When he saw that he had given a “yellow book”, he would be frightened, and she was very happy thinking of that scene.

But it’s not over yet. When Yi Yang completely thinks that he is a female gangster, tell him seriously that you can’t look at it with such a superficial perspective. You have to tell him that this story is absurd, but it is also very real. This is not A love story about two lovers, it tells about the cage of the times, about the poor people who follow the trend and do evil… Ah, thinking of that scene, she felt that her status was infinitely higher, Yi Yang would probably be ashamed, laugh.

He will know that Wang Xiaobo is not a gangster, Wang Er in the story is not a gangster, and the study committee member in front of him is not a female gangster.

Another twist, another rush of endorphins.

However, before he could think about all this thoroughly, Yi Yang was already looking at him with his consistent and all-embracing eyes… Suddenly he realized that this guy, ever since he read this book, had nothing to do with him. He regarded Wang Er as a gangster, but he did not regard Wang Xiaobo as a gangster, but his eyes seemed to have regarded him who lent him the book as a gangster.

Luo Luoyue’s mentality collapsed. She asked Yi Yang angrily: “You…how can you think it is good! You…do you know what it is about?”

Yi Yang shook his head seriously: “I don’t quite understand yet, do you understand?”

Luo Luoyue said: “I… of course I understand! The first thing is… well, this book is not about a love story.”

Yi Yang nodded and said, “Well…what else?”

“besides……”

Yi Yang thought for a while and said, “Well, I don’t have much understanding. In fact, after reading this book, I became even more confused.”

“Many, many people always stubbornly believe that if a child has good grades, he is a good child; if you swear, if you fight, if you fall in love early, you are a hooligan, and everyone will be labeled, like me, like you, For example, many, many people, just like in “The Golden Age”, people say that you are a broken shoe, you are a broken shoe, and there is no reason to say it. I am a boy, and boys value rationality and use logic to deduce things when they encounter them. But what happened in this world? , I don’t understand at all.”

Luo Luoyue was dumbfounded.

Yi Yang smiled: “I want to read this book a few more times…Didn’t Wang Xiaobo say that this book is worth reading ten times, maybe I won’t be so confused.”

Luo Luoyue fell silent… feeling very uncomfortable. All her previous thoughts were in vain. She had read this book and read many book reviews. In fact, she couldn’t empathize with the things in the book. Perhaps subconsciously, she just thought that having read and seen things other than sex would make her look awesome, so even the words she intended to preach to Yi Yang were actually just nonsense. . On the contrary, it was Yi Yang’s words, “I don’t understand, I’m even more confused…” that let her know that this guy really took it into consideration.

He wants to watch it ten more times!

In an instant, Luo Luoyue became angry. She didn’t know why she was angry, and she didn’t know whether she was angry with herself or Yi Yang. She sat silently in her seat and took out her textbook without saying a word. .

Yi Yang, on the other hand, continued reading.