I Am the Only Non-Returner - I Am the Only Non-Returner chapter 57
57 – First Night
She went to the side of the bed, saw me, and motioned for me to come closer.
Feeling increasingly uncertain, I stood next to the bed as asked.
Then she stood in front of me and suddenly she pushed me hard towards the bed.
‘I don’t know what I’m doing?’
It wasn’t enough strength to knock me down, but its intention was so clear that I fell backwards.
Fussuk-
I stared blankly at the ceiling for a moment.
Thinking that he was acting really strange today, I tilted my head and tried to raise my upper body, but in my field of vision, I saw the blanket fluttering in the air and then falling down.
‘? Are you trying to put some bedding on me?’
As if she was laughing at my expectation, she came into the blanket covering me on the bed, lay down next to me, and grabbed my arm sleeve.
“???”
“······”
For a moment, I was speechless as I wondered what the situation was, and I just blinked as I looked at Eunchae.
She closed her eyes tightly and was pulling on her long-sleeved t-shirt.
[I feel extreme fear and shame.]
Fear and shame, words that are awkward to coexist with, clutter my vision.
After 10 or 20 seconds of just looking at Eunchae’s face, which was already red, the vowels and consonants in the message from the trait trainee insightman began to rearrange in an instant.
[I hope you please do something.]
Only then did she come to her senses, took her eyes off Eunchae’s face, and began to slowly look down her body along her neckline.
A plain white short-sleeved t-shirt and light blue shorts that revealed thighs that were not usually worn.
As her outfit gave off a slightly different sensation, her body temperature gradually rose, and I began to look at her toes again.
She curled her toes as if she wanted to rip the blanket off right away, rolled up the blanket, and rubbed it between her feet. Her slender calves and knees, which drew extremely beautiful arcs, were as white as milk. I paused my exploration at her elastic thighs.
After-
Shock!
Her excitement surged for a moment, and as she caught her breath, her body jumped as if in a fit of shallow breath.
[Even though I close my eyes, I feel your gaze and feel a sense of wonder and great fear.]
‘······’
Although her numbers are low, Eunchae also has magical power, so she can vaguely sense me.
And I was still afraid of her. But I couldn’t stop exploring her toned thighs that filled her shorts.
Bulge-
The guy below was already stretching as hard as he could against my will.
At this moment, I feel great relief that she is closing her eyes.
Then, I looked again and admired the slightly exposed inner skin of her pants lying on her side, as well as her hips and pelvis that had suddenly increased in volume.
“······”
I can feel the sound of her breathing becoming rougher. She must have felt my eyes on me again without even being able to make a sound like she was breathing.
It had already been a while since the hand holding my sleeve started vibrating.
My gaze went from her pelvis to her narrow waistline and down to her breasts, which exposed her shape as she was wearing only a cotton t-shirt.
‘Now that I’m wearing tight clothes, I can understand more clearly…’
The breasts, which were quite voluptuous and did not fit the usual image, were slightly tilted towards the bed by gravity.
And let’s look at her face again…
“···Sigh!···”
Since when have you been looking at me?
When her eyes met mine, she hurriedly lowered her head and closed her eyes tightly again.
[I am blaming myself greatly.]
‘You think you opened your eyes for no reason…’
Maybe it’s this lovely?
The pink puffy cloud that was slowly rising in my heart, however, was gradually losing its light to the dark shadows and being pushed to a corner.
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The message speaks continuously. She says she’s afraid of me. However, a man is not an animal whose s*xual desire decreases because the other person dislikes or fears him.
On the contrary, those expressions and actions, the panting and broken breathing, and the beautifully ripe breasts slowly moving up and down were driving me crazy.
Eunchae’s intention was clear. I guess they decided to make use of their characteristics. Yes… This is for Shelter’s sake, regardless of my desires. As I rationalized this, a large lock was suddenly cut off.
“Eunchae…”
“···Ugh…”
I slowly pushed her hand into the area where her body met the bed.
Purrr-
When what I saw as a huge rough hand touched her side, she began to pull her sleeve even harder. Her hand slid between hers and slightly lifted her up on her bed, lifting her up by the waist.
After she nodded in satisfaction, I slowly moved past her side, wrapped my arms around her back, and began to slowly pull her towards me.
The distance between us, which was 30 cm wide, gradually narrowed, and we became closer until we realized that each other’s breath was hotter than we thought.
‘What did you do at first…’
I desperately recalled the movies I had seen.
It wasn’t easy to find a movie that suited this situation in my head, where I only saw things like stabbing and killing, monsters, and action scenes, but in the end, I remembered a movie where Tom Cruise appeared as a sports agent.
I slowly raised my upper body and slowly approached the nape of her frozen neck as a large shadow was cast over me.
Her sweet body scent that wafted right before our lips touched greatly stimulated my peripheral nerves.
Jjook-
“Phew!··· Eup!”
When my lips touched the nape of her neck, Eunchae was so startled that she let out a sound. Perhaps because she was embarrassed for making a sound, she quickly covered her mouth.
My eyes were still closed, but it didn’t feel like I was forcing them closed out of fear like at first.
Gathering my courage, I kissed the nape of his neck and slowly started moving down to his chest.
Jjook-
[I feel great shame about your actions.]
[I feel a little fear of your actions.]
Ordinarily, I would have felt a headache from the dizzyingly alternating messages, but now it was a precious window into her heart.
Jjook-
He ran down her deep collarbone, kissing the valley between her breasts that formed a large hill.
“···Sigh…”
The sobs that came out even when I covered my mouth with my hand were very irritating.
[I feel relieved that they are not being treated more violently than I was worried about.]
‘It doesn’t seem like that kind of image to me.’
And it wasn’t just the image. The order that was constantly going through my head right now was screaming at me to immediately grab her breasts, rip off her clothes, suck on her breasts, and f*ck her.
‘I’m not doing this because I want to, but I don’t want to give you scary memories, so please just look at me for today!’
He earnestly asked the devils in her head for a favor, and kissed her down to her navel.
[I am worried that it may go right down to the bottom.]
‘I thought it would be okay since it was done over clothes, but it looks like it wasn’t.’
I saw her left hand coming down and quickly grabbing her pants.
I returned the way I came, kissed and caressed her, then carefully placed my hand on her chest and gently squeezed it.
“Yes…”
I was momentarily excited by the soft feel of her breasts, which fit perfectly in my large hands, and the sound of her shallow breathing, so I massaged her breasts more forcefully.
“Ahh…!”
[I feel pain from your actions.]
‘Damn!… I lost my mind for a moment!’
If I, whose strength level is already far beyond that of a human, makes a mistake, I will not end up causing her pain.
In an instant, I felt cold sweat forming all over my body.
‘Gently as if handling a newborn baby…’
“I’m sorry, did it hurt a lot?”
“A little bit…”
“I’ll be careful…”
Her cheeks were getting hot as she slowly nodded after hearing what I said.
[Please treat me a little more kindly.]
‘Kindly… How would I know such a thing…’
But when I saw Eunchae’s face staring at me, I knew what to do next.
When she raised her upper body, Eun-chae was lifted up with her back bent like a bow.
“······”
“······”
‘So pretty…’
A small face with golden-ratio eyes, nose, and mouth, and skin like white jade.
At some point, we stopped avoiding each other’s gaze, and just looking at each other made the excitement pound like crazy on the ceiling of desire.
[I try to imprint your face in my memory.]
After looking at each other’s faces carefully for a moment, he carefully cupped her cheek with his hand and placed his lips on hers.
Jjoook-
The lips touched for a brief moment and then moved again to find their partner, gradually expanding the area of close contact.
Jjoop- Jjoong-
“Ugh… hahahaha…”
I felt her voice and breathing becoming more intense between kisses.
I felt so good that I couldn’t even do the act of thinking about her, but I still had to suppress her desire so as not to hurt her. I wondered if there was anything else this difficult.
Chyuub- Side- Haam- Side-
How long had it been since we were all focused on the sensation we felt when our lips touched each other?
Before I knew it, her arms were wrapping around the back of my neck, and her hands were inside her T-shirt and stroking her bulging breasts.
And with the other hand, he tried to undo her underwear…
‘Why is this not working out like this?’
I thought it would unravel like non-woven fabric if I just touched it with my hand, but there was something like a loop.
I lost consciousness for a moment, and my hands busily followed the metal line, relying on my sense of touch.
Did you feel that I was flustered? She parted her lips from his for a moment and then began to take off her top herself.
Even though it was a precious moment when her upper body turned naked, she was momentarily discouraged by the thought that she had not been able to maintain the lead.
[I am very happy to see you struggling.]
‘??? Why?’
“Well, just me, take it off…?”
Eunchae turned her body 45 degrees, took off her t-shirt and bra, covered the spot on her chest with her clothes, and asked me.
Eunchae looked so pretty, covering her voluptuous breasts with her arms, that she forgot what she was saying for a moment, but when she came to her senses, she began to take off her top.
“···Wow···”
She must have seen my topless body many times, but seeing it right in front of me seemed different, so she looked at my body in fascination for a moment.
And then, as her head lowered slightly, she quickly turned her head and, not knowing what to do, was busy avoiding her gaze.
[When I look at your lower body, past memories come to mind and I feel very embarrassed.]
I also wanted to die of shame, but I decided to boldly leave at this time.
Tuk-tuk-
“···?”
She turned her head when she heard the sound of something falling to the bottom of the bed, and there…
“Ouch! Ah, uncle… Sobbing…”
She turned her head again to see me completely naked, quickly got out, crawled in the opposite direction to her, and curled up with her body.
[I feel dizzy from the shock of seeing male genitalia with the naked eye for the first time.]
‘It was my first time… Thank you, I would have felt unfair if it had been my first time.’
As she took off everything, I felt a strange sense of liberation and was filled with confidence, so I slowly walked towards her knees.
“Hee Iik…”
She couldn’t bring herself to turn her head, sitting on her bed and covering her face with both palms.
I took a moment to admire Eunchae’s back, with her side breasts visible even from behind, and then I sat around her waist and grabbed her breasts with both hands.
“Ugh… Ah…”
And as she traced her fingers to her breasts, she couldn’t help but squeeze her nipples, which were sticking out and revealing her presence, and gently touched her in a clockwise direction.
“Huh… Hmm…”
[He feels pleasure and embarrassment when you touch him.]