I Became the Burden of a Conscienceless Party - I Became the Burden of a Conscienceless Party chapter 133

133 – Felheim Senova (6)

Felheim Senova (6)

“The advantage of the rapier is that it is specialized for stabbing, but is also good for defense.”

Felheim Senova’s response to Esmeralda’s determination changed noticeably.

I started to lose strength from fighting Esmeralda.

Esmeralda, who had barely been able to hold out until now by relying almost entirely on luck, was now able to see the trajectory of the swordsmanship that was woven into her own skill.

Graceful, beautiful and fast.

A cross guard decorated for stabbing attacks and defense with one hand, with the other hand free to swing quickly.

It was hard. It was scary. However, Esmeralda felt that she was gradually becoming accustomed to the sword of Felheim Senova.

“Even I would be envious of the ability to wield the sword. However, if you can handle multiple swords, it wouldn’t be a bad idea to learn a bit more. Depending on the type of sword, the things you can do will vary.”

At this point, Esmeralda couldn’t help but know that Felheim Senova was training her.

In the middle of a life-or-death struggle, Felheim Senova did everything he could to instill his skills into Esmeralda.

The process appears violent at first glance and even seems like an attempt to kill Esmeralda.

However, anyone who trains with a sword cannot be unaware of its inner workings.

and…….

‘Legion Commander Six is ​​not an inspector.’

Legion Commander Nine is not a Death Knight with a will, but rather an automatic defensive magical tool that has learned behavior patterns.

That is, he cannot tell with his gaze that Felheim Senova is harboring other thoughts.

‘I don’t know why, but… … .’

It’s an opportunity for growth.

“The longsword is a well-balanced weapon in many ways, but since you can wield multiple weapons at once, it’s better to take a specialized form rather than a standard one.”

Felheim Senova pointed out something that no one else could.

Because we are the same human being, because we are humans who have reached the realm with our bare bodies.

So, the discourse on the sword that only she and Esmeralda can share.

“Right. Thanks for the advice.”

Esmeralda responded with all her might.

***

I didn’t learn anything.

Ironically, in order to survive, I had to risk my life.

What I learned along the way was that she wasn’t the only one living this life.

‘The comrade who died trying to save me.’

Some even threw themselves into the battlefield to protect her.

There was also the opposite.

The relationship began to grow for the girl who was just struggling to survive.

‘The dreams they cried out for.’

How many of her peers have actually achieved their dreams?

Everyone only knew how to survive on the battlefield, so they couldn’t do anything else.

Even when he tried to leave, he didn’t do so because he was still in the presence of her.

He only expressed his ideals with his mouth, but in the end he died on the battlefield.

‘You even gave up your own dreams for me, who knows nothing!’

She survived.

She was the only one who survived.

But because of their sacrifice, Felheim Senova was given life.

Only when she had risen to a position where a commoner could no longer rise to become a soldier could she look around.

I fell in love and had a family.

I was able to have a happy dream.

Still, she did not leave the front lines.

That’s what she did.

‘The number of idiots who choose the battlefield because they can’t learn should decrease.’

Yes, abolition of child soldiers.

But she knows the reality. Would she want to do something that would diminish her own prestige just because she was an empire?

The reason child soldiers are used is because they have to be that way to maintain the front line. Someone has to sell their life for a cheap price so that others can feel safe.

‘I’m not the only one who dreams of such a world.’

Felheim Senova could see herself slowly being pushed back by Esmeralda. The strength of the warrior.

The person who can save the world.

Because there is someone who has a more noble dream than anyone else.

“ha…….”

Felheim Senova took Esmeralda’s sword, which was half-conscious, and slowly stepped back.

It was also the case that she was growing stronger enough to be noticed, but she was also aiming for that situation.

Yeah, Esmeralda did well.

Even though it was in a state of ignorance, I pushed Felheim Senova away.

Bam.

And then.

“Sir Felheim Senova?”

“Oh, it looks like it’s going to take some time for me to completely regain my old feeling. I thought it would be okay if I pushed myself hard, but I guess I’m adapting quickly.”

Felheim Senova’s back hits the back of Legion Commander Six, who was fighting hard against Garnet.

“Hmm, I guess that could be possible. Then I’ll give you a little support until you get used to it.”

Felheim Senova sneered.

Legion Commander Six does not know the emotionless yet rational wizard known as Despair Undertaker.

He had a perfect understanding of the situation and circumstances, and naturally assumed that Felheim Senova would hate the Empire, so there was no way he could have noticed Felheim Senova’s true feelings.

The human mind is so complex and changes for all sorts of reasons.

He is convinced just by looking at it.

And because there was such a gap.

“No, let’s stop here.”

“Pelheim Seno… … .”

Phew!

Felheim Senova pierced Six’s back along with his heart.

“If it were you, you would have definitely tampered with the process of returning my body to its original state, so that was the most certain thing.”

Making the opponent let their guard down.

Enter the deepest part of the area covered by the Archmage without taking damage.

After giving your heart and completely erasing the other person’s doubts.

“why……?”

Pierce through the heart together.

How to achieve the most complete victory with the least damage.

Commander, Felheim Senova’s plan.

“Why are you doing this?”

Even then, Legion Commander Six, who had his armor and mana core pierced at the same time, did not understand.

You have to think rationally.

This is ridiculous.

Aren’t humans creatures swayed by hate, love, and emotions?

But why? Even when things have come to this, you still fight for the empire?

“I serve people, not the Empire. Did I say that the Empire abandoned me? Strictly speaking, that is wrong. If the Empire were to interfere with my goals, wouldn’t it just be an external enemy?”

She wasn’t betrayed, she was just defeated on the battlefield.

Of course, that is also a miserable feeling. It is unfair and resentful.

But, she can endure that for her true dream.

“The dream I have is so difficult that anyone would laugh at it. If I, a non-warrior, were to talk about world peace, who would think I could achieve it? There are many such people.”

Those who have such dreams.

Those who died with such a dream.

But one step at a time.

I walked down the path made of the corpses of my comrades, step by step.

You sacrificed yourself for her?

She should live happily because of their sacrifices?

No, you’re wrong.

“They were willing to give their lives for the world, and now it’s my turn.”

She didn’t take that path.

She too is someone who willingly ran to the end of the road to become that person.

And that someone too.

I will keep running down this road and when I reach the end, I will create a new road.

I don’t know where the road will end, but as long as someone continues down that road, it’s a dream that will come true someday.

“I’ve already found someone running on the road, so as an adult, I can’t stop them, right?”

Felheim Senova looked at Esmeralda, who was standing opposite him with a blank expression, even as she vomited blood. The moment he saw her gasping for breath, he burst out laughing.

“What kind of dirty thing is this, you old people who should have been buried in a coffin long ago?”

“Pelheim… … Senova!!”

Felheim Senova leisurely bit into a cigarette while watching the actions of Legion Commander Nine, who was struggling with a rapier pierced along with her.

“I’ll lend you some light.”

“Oh, thank you. We didn’t talk much, but I’m glad you’re on my side.”

Garnet lit the fire at the beginning of such a Felheim Senova.

A courtesy towards someone who gave their life to give you the best opportunity.

Even from her perspective as a former warrior, Felheim Senova’s actions were worthy of respect.

A tribute to a commander who did the best he could for the world even when he was in danger of being purged with a false reputation.

There was a justice in that pledge that did not even hesitate to sacrifice one’s own soul to black magic.

“Please finish now.”

“Not yet… Not yet! Millia!!”

Legion Commander Six, who was struggling to recover the mana that was continuously leaking out, finally lets out a scream.

His disciple, Millia Asrin.

We have to get out of this crisis now, even if it means using her.

However, no matter how much he screamed and yelled, there was no answer. Legion Commander Six looked up at the wall where Millia had been standing.

And at the same time.

“When I found out you were the previous owner of the Magic Tower. I thought that might happen from the beginning. I had been to the Magic Tower once, so I knew that the old owners were strange.”

Esmeralda approached, her holy sword shining in brilliant light.

Yes, she knew that this was how things would turn out.

In the first place, she doesn’t really trust her colleagues. Isn’t this a doomed party that can split at any time based on personal interests and vested interests?

Esmeralda is not so foolish as to be trusted blindly.

That’s why I left it to you.

Deal with that doubt.

“That’s too bad, former Matapju. After all, Milia is a b*tch who prioritizes men over you.”

When General Six looked up at the walls of the fortress city, he saw a young man holding Millia from behind and covering his eyes with one hand.

“There is no one left who can help you now.”

The hero of the fortress city, Felheim Senova, twists the rapier that pierced the core of Legion Commander Six, increasing its damage.

The holy sword of the warrior Esmeralda decapitates Six, who screams in pain.

The flames of the former warrior Garnet penetrate the crack created by the falling helmet, burning the inside.

“I… … I have to die like this… … for this ridiculous reason… … you… … .”

The wizard who abandoned humanity for the truth remained silent in the face of the combined attack of the three who had taken up the sword for humanity.