I Became the Burden of a Conscienceless Party - I Became the Burden of a Conscienceless Party chapter 155

155 – The Turning Point (6)

Turning Point (6)

Jim knows.

If he were to accept this, a rift would form between the warrior party.

That’s why I used the excuse of chastity. Of course, that wasn’t to say that I had no ulterior motives at all…

“As I said before, I… … .”

“does not matter.”

A sense of foreboding.

Jim has already seen once that excuse not work.

Weren’t there people who didn’t care about the union called marriage? However, I thought that was unique to Milia, and different to Irina.

“I am your servant anyway. I don’t mind becoming your slave, not marrying you.”

“The choice of words is a bit… … .”

A moment of arrogance crossed Jim’s mind, which was filled with his worries.

Even though I managed to restrain myself, the problem is that my lower half of self is starting to raise its head.

“… … .”

Irina, who had come to tempt Jim with that unseen appearance, also froze with a red face.

However, Irina soon seemed to have made up her mind and came to Jim’s side after seeing that.

“I know Jim was close with Extra.”

Irina flopped down next to Jim and grabbed his hand.

Although he had come to seduce me, his tone seemed closer to comfort.

Yes, she was a saint once.

And he was also the person who knew the human heart best.

“We have been forced to march without even having time to properly mourn.”

That’s why she noticed.

The feelings of sadness and doubt that had secretly sprouted in Jim’s heart.

“How can I just watch while the person I’m trying to serve is suffering and worrying like this?”

She is a saint who serves the gods.

So this is only natural.

Who else but her could dare fathom the will of God?

“This, this time I won’t run away like last time. That, that’s why.”

Irina looked Jim in the eye without avoiding his gaze, even though her expression was clearly embarrassed. And with firm determination, she revealed her feelings.

“You can do whatever you want.”

***

When Jim came to, he found himself kissing Irina.

It can’t help but be surprising.

Just a moment ago, his mind was filled with questions about his actions, but Irina’s words suddenly cleared his mind and he couldn’t think of anything else.

Jim was grateful for that. He could worry at any time, but right now he needed to take a break.

“Umm… … .”

Irina didn’t avoid it this time, just like she had told Jim.

Jim’s kiss was more considerate than before, but it only lasted a moment.

Once again, tongues began to tangle and a sloshing sound began to fill the silent room.

Wince!

Irina flinched and clenched her fists in surprise at the situation, but that was it.

As I said before, she was trying not to do anything and that was what showed up in her fists as if she was grabbing at the air.

After being flustered for a while, Irina’s tension began to ease as if she had gotten used to it.

“Huh?!”

Irina had to flinch again as Jim suddenly grabbed her breast gently.

The timing was such that he seemed to have noticed that she was used to the stimulation.

For a moment, Irina reached out her hand towards Jim’s hand that was clutching her chest, but soon had to put it down after just brushing the back of his hand.

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When Irina’s hair began to turn white amidst the continued stimulation and confusion.

“haha…….”

After a long kiss, Irina was able to free herself from Jim.

Irina was looking at the luggage with hazy eyes, breathing heavily without realizing it.

She seemed to have already blended into the atmosphere, as if she had forgotten the shame and embarrassment of her past.

“Ugh!”

And the second kiss that follows leaves a mark on her neck.

It was when Jim’s head had dropped to the strap that was hanging precariously on Irina’s shoulder.

“… … .”

Jim’s movements, which had been acting as if he would cross the line at any moment, stopped.

It took Irina some time to realize that she was feeling dazed and trembling.

“I think it would be better to quit.”

“Jim… Mr.?”

Jim shook his head with a serious expression. He liked Irina.

I don’t want to end my relationship with her like this.

“Your Majesty, aren’t you doing this because you feel guilty towards me?”

“… … .”

“I know you were trying to comfort me. I know you love me. But at the root of this behavior is guilt, right?”

Irina is a saint of the Celestial Order. She is the representative of those who understand the will of the Celestial God Jim and volunteer to become his servants.

Because she was like that, Jim couldn’t help but feel guilty. Even if Jim forgave her and the Celestial Church, wouldn’t that make the previous Pope’s actions toward him disappear?

Irina’s love was born out of faith and it led her to take a radical stance.

She is so startled that even a touch of her hand makes her shiver, but she is trying too hard just to please Jim.

That’s not right. Love is about two people being committed to each other, not receiving one-sided love from one side.

“Faith and love are different.”

Yes, Irina’s love is like a faith that serves without any reward.

The love she deserves is being hindered by her faith.

“That sentiment is admirable, but let’s not be impatient and take it slow.”

Jim gave Irina a quick kiss on the forehead. It felt fresh, like a couple just starting to date.

“That thought alone was enough to comfort me.”

Jim smiled softly and gently squeezed Irina’s hand.

Irina’s hands, which had been clenched by the continuous stimulation, had turned white, and only when Jim’s hands touched them were they able to open smoothly.

Yes, she was afraid of crossing the line.

“Yes… Mr. Jim.”

Irina nodded.

It means that I will accept that feeling.

“… … .”

… … but when he nodded, I couldn’t help but suspect his intentions based on the lower half of Jim’s body that I saw.

Now that I think about it, if you were thinking of quitting, shouldn’t you not have started in the first place? The fact that it almost came to that point is enough to make me doubt Jim’s sincerity.

“Haha.”

Irina eventually burst into laughter at the truth that she couldn’t hide.

Jim held it in. He held it in with great effort.

I was secretly glad about that fact.

It means that he wanted to possess her that much, but he loved and cherished her more than that.

“Okay, Mr. Jim.”

Irina got up and dusted herself off.

Love that began with faith. Actions that were clearly accompanied by a sense of guilt.

But when I got up from my seat, I also shook off that guilt.

“I won’t be impatient.”

It is true that I was anxious about the aggressive offensive of Milia and Tina.

I thought I couldn’t fall behind, I couldn’t let it be taken away. So I compromised, and even if it didn’t work out, I wanted to remain by his side as his servant.

But now it’s okay.

“Can you please match my stride?”

Irina held out the back of her hand.

There was no impatience or sinisterness in her face. Yes, only a happy smile showed off her beauty.

“Of course, my saint.”

Jim carefully placed his hand in Irina’s outstretched one and gave the back of her hand a quick kiss.

“Then, Mr. Jim.”

After receiving a kiss on the back of his hand, she approached Jim again, hugged him quietly and gently, and whispered in his ear.

“Mr. Jim, you should get some rest today too. Don’t be too upset. If you have any worries, I’ll be there to listen to them any time.”

“Yes, I will. And I don’t think I can think of anything else today anyway because I’m thinking of the Saintess.”

“Ahaha… … .”

Irina glanced at Jim’s lower body, then smiled shyly as she hugged her own body.

Only then did she remember what she was wearing. Feeling belatedly ashamed, Irina covered her body visible through her lingerie with her arms, but unfortunately, she didn’t realize that it was having the opposite effect.

“then.”

As she was about to leave the room after saying those words, Irina turned around for a moment, still holding the doorknob in her hand.

Then he gave Jim a quick kiss on the back of his hand so Jim could see.

The place where Jim kissed.

He covers it with his lips and gives an indirect kiss.

When the corner of his mouth, which had been hidden by the back of his hand, was revealed again, there was a mischievous smile there.

“Bye.”

Irina smiled awkwardly and returned to her room.

“… … .”

The room was once again filled with silence.

Jim stared in the direction Irina had left for a while, then muttered with a serious expression.

“I’m dying of pity… … .”

I was hitting the ground and regretting it.

I really thought it would have been better if I had just closed my eyes and done it.

But he endured it. Irina also knows that fact. He actually endured it because he cherished Irina… … .

Regret always comes too late.

“Yeah, that must be right.”

He who has lived a long life knows that a tower built in a hurry is bound to collapse. Just as a tower does not collapse if built step by step, the same goes for relationships with people.

“… … .”

Still, it’s a pity. But, the burden can be endured. There was a reason for that.

A room where I can spend time alone for the first time in a long time.

Time alone where you can be without worrying about what other people think.

“……good.”

It’s finally time to become a wise man.