I Became the Villain of a Romance Fantasy - Chapter 165
165 – Altair(2)
Fatalists say. It means that the outcome of events in this world has already been decided and cannot be changed by human efforts. First of all, this statement is half wrong and half right. Because God is not idle enough to care about all the events of this world.
Just as there are protagonists and supporting actors in a story, so too is the world.
The only thing called fate exists in this world that can be said to be the main character. Since they are closely related to the destiny of the world, Gods pay intensive attention to them. Determining their roles in advance and designing them to produce specific results through certain incidents and accidents, this is what people say is destiny.
If this fact is known, people outside of destiny may be dissatisfied, but Altair, the ruler of destiny, will say that it can’t be helped.
For some, the fate she has set can be a fortune, while for others, it can be the exact opposite. Not belonging to fate also means being free in its own way, so if it were her, on the contrary, you would say that you are blessed to those who do not fall under her yoke.
In the first place, fate is only necessary for the normal operation of the world, and it cannot be the same as God’s blessing.
Altair only writes a story with the given things so that his world does not face a bad ending, but here he is not a talented enough writer to take care of the convenience of the characters.
She
She Because she is the main character, even if she is the main character, the fate she created cannot necessarily guarantee their happiness.
Altair herself is well aware of this fact, and as much as she can, she tends not to have feelings for the characters she has written her destiny for. It is because the fate she has set may not work if she puts her mind to either side out of sorry for them.
However, even though she is a transcendent being compared to humans, she also has emotions.
“Noel?”
When she saw Elena looking at her and calling her old friend’s name, Altair felt a dagger pierce her chest.
She can fully understand that she can confuse herself and Noel. Noel’s appearance was Altair’s appearance, and Altair’s appearance was Noel’s appearance. Although there are some differences in her personality, as a result, Noel is also a part of her, so it would not be too wrong to call her her Noel.
Even so, it was Altair, not Noel, who was in front of Elena now.
Altair knew that very well.
Her part as Noel should remain at least a little bit, but if it’s enough to affect Altair, it won’t be that much. That’s because she’s dead For the spiritual growth of Elena Edelweiss, as the material for her to become her foreign god-slaying sword, Altair so ordained her Noel’s fate and became it.
Since Noel is dead, she is what she is now, so it was impossible for her to greet Elena as her Noel.
Then what is this chest pain?
This will be the first time Altair sees Elena Edelweiss, so why does she feel guilty about her eyes? It is a strange thing to feel guilty now that she was not the only one who was as involved in her fate as she was.
If there is a main character in the story of her own destiny, it must be Elena Edelweiss. So is it like that? The reason why I care so much may simply be that she is special.
However, Altair immediately realized that this was not the case. Even while she corrected her misunderstanding that she was not Noel, it was none other than Elena’s disappointed face that irritated Altair.
So Altair had no choice but to admit a fact he didn’t want to admit until now. He tells Elena that he killed Noel and that he feels guilty about it.
This is pretty bad news for Altair, as she has been violating her tenet of not having feelings for the characters in her destiny. However, even so, Altair could not easily throw away this feeling.
Elena’s fateful task was the defeat of her foreign counterparts, and in due time she accomplished it admirably without any difficulties. The story of Elena Edelweiss, written by Altair, had come to an end. This was also the end of the story that bears her name.
The end of her story is none of Altair’s business, as long as it doesn’t pose a threat to her world no matter how she lives her life. The fate she had planned was over, and Altair had to restore her powers and prepare for the future of her foreign affairs.
But contrary to her thoughts, Altair couldn’t easily get his mind off Elena. Her guilt over their first meeting still lingered, but it had already become a problem that had nothing to do with Noel.
Obviously, it was the beginning of interest due to guilt, but they had already formed too deep a relationship. Elena was already a friend to her, so it was not easy for her to turn away just because her fate was over.
Perhaps this was a set procedure.
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I always orchestrate fate outside the story, but in front of Elena, she too had no choice but to become a character in her story. It is natural for the characters to be affected by the story.
The thing she was so wary of happened, but surprisingly, this favoritism did not violate the rules set by Altair herself.
Elena had already put an end to her own destiny, she said.
Therefore, Altair was relieved that she did not have to throw away her heart she had, and instead of going up to the sky immediately, she stayed by her side and enjoyed a moment of escape.
Although Elena is an excellent wizard, she is human and her human lifespan is finite. She had enough time to spare her until she died.
“I need to turn back time.”
Until Elena said this.
Elena’s intentions were very firm, perhaps because she had been thinking about it for a long time to say that she was stubborn in her later years.
Turning back her time, even knowing that she was talking nonsense, Altair couldn’t say anything to Elena’s serious eyes. Maybe it’s because, as the architect of her destiny, she knows that Elena is not qualified to say what she says she is.
[Yes.]
Maybe that’s why Altair had no choice but to approve of Elena’s actions. Maybe it’s because she knows it’s impossible. If he could turn back time, she would have already turned it back a long time ago because it was Altair herself.
She still looks beautiful, but Altair knew that Elena’s lifespan wasn’t as long as it seemed. No matter how talented Elena was, it would be next to impossible for her to devise a way to turn back time in the span of her short lifespan.
She thought she knew the ending, so Altair didn’t look for Elena anymore after that day. Even if she’s confident, she’ll only get in the way. Unfinished stories can be shared posthumously. She gave it up and went up to the heavens to prepare her fate for what was to come.
When they met again, she said, ‘Actually I knew it wouldn’t work.’ She said, thinking of practicing sentences that would give her a solemn appearance as a god and a lesson.
And after a while, she saw that the time of the world went backwards.
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Even though Elena left her seat, Altair couldn’t move easily. If he had been as angry as when he first appeared at her place, the problem was that his anger had faded after talking to Elena.
Altair expressed doubts about whether his feelings were so light that they collapsed in one embrace, but he himself was well aware that the problem was not there.
Why couldn’t I hug you?
When Elena hugged herself, she wondered why she couldn’t raise her hand. Her remorse for it now immobilizes her. It’s funny that she feels so guilty for the person she was angry with just a moment ago, but Altair sincerely regrets that she couldn’t.
She doesn’t understand how she could have acted like that when Elena must have been mad at herself just as she was mad at her.
She obviously couldn’t resolve the emotional rift between herself and Elena in that brief conversation, but the fact that her words and actions were all pure kindness towards herself made her think. Make it hot
“I got angry and irritable as soon as we met again, but if I do this, I’m like an idiot… Am I really a winner’s margin as Elena said? No, I know that’s not the case. Then why did Elena tell me that? Did it. I don’t know. Tell me, Noel.”
Altair asked Noel, who must have watched all of this, as she chewed on her words left to herself before Elena left. But she didn’t get an answer from Noel. As if telling her to think for herself, she sat quietly in a corner of her mind.