I build nuclear bombs in the giant world - #252 - Final words

So this book ends here.

Now that I think about it, it really should end after EVA. According to the development of the story, that’s where the ending should be. When I wrote it, I thought it should end there, but because the introduction mentioned the two subsequent worlds, And if it ends like this, I won’t even be able to get three months of welfare protection after being listed on the shelves. It’s such a pity, so I still bite the bullet and write it down.

I was quite satisfied with the first two volumes. The beginning of the Dragon volume was good, but the middle and later stages were completely substandard. The beginning and process of Steelmaking were not very good, but relatively speaking, I was quite satisfied with the final ending.

It’s also my own problem. Before I wrote the world, I chose it entirely based on my preferences, which resulted in the protagonist becoming invincible too early.

The character of the protagonist of this book is also a type that makes it difficult for me to write from his perspective with a sense of immersion.

He is so perfect, he is my ideal type. I cannot say that there are no such people in reality, I can only say that I have never come into contact with him.

Although there are many regrets, the overall result of writing this book is a good one, much better than I thought when I started writing.

My passion once again ignited. I don’t know how to describe it. In fact, starting from last year, I should say a little earlier, I suddenly found that I was not able to devote myself to the things I like.

For example, reading novels, I have been a person who has loved reading novels and anime since I was a child. I have watched all the pirated discs since I was in elementary school. However, starting from a not too long time ago, it is difficult for me to devote myself to a story. among.

When reading novels, I am always struggling with the choice of words and sentences, always picking apart this and that. Most of them lose interest at all after reading the first few chapters.

Not just novels, but anime and games too.

Back then, I could play The Witcher 3 until I vomited blood. I could save and load files in Sword and Sword IV repeatedly to gain experience. I finished the Zelda DLC all night long. I rode a motorcycle to do extreme sports in Hyrule. I held the Holy Grail in my hand. I chopped and chopped in Xenoblade Chronicles 2, and most of my time outside the game was spent traveling between the old and new series, constantly immersed in new stories.

But during that time, it was like I was obsessed with something, and I had no interest in anything. I would start watching a show and want to turn it off after one minute, or I would just keep pressing fast forward for a few minutes to finish an episode, and just play. The game can only be played a few times in Brawl.

But recently I suddenly became able to be strong again. I have only written 20,000 words for this book this month. I have written some manuscripts for new books one after another, but I am not satisfied with them.

So I started looking for other works to read. Unexpectedly, I got out of hand. I spent several nights this month reading novels and animations, almost all night long, and I was still very energetic the next day.

Enjoying stories, experiencing a new life, meeting new people, traveling in a new world, the long-lost happiness came back to my body.

I really like writing. When I write, it feels like I am experiencing all kinds of life. This feeling is really great.

I feel a strong desire that I haven’t seen in a long time. I really want to read more, read a few novels, and write about it.

So the last episode has been delayed for a long time, because I have been so excited to watch it recently that I can’t stop watching it.

The new book should be released in mid-April. How should I put it? It should be a story with a strong sense of substitution, starting from a little child.

According to my experience, if I write something that I really want to write, a lot of people will probably like it.

If I feel awkward before writing, it’s usually not good.

I’m a writer based on my feelings, and I’m fully aware of it now, and I’m the kind of person who would make dumplings just for the sake of vinegar.

My goal in life is to write novels of various genres. If I can make a lot of money, I will definitely make an anime that I can watch. If it can be made and many people can see it, I will Die without regrets.

If you can’t do it, you can only die with regrets.

So see you in the next book. I hope that I won’t die so regretfully in the future, and at least there will be a work that I can proudly say, “Hey, brother, I wrote that.” (End of chapter)