I can enter Hogwarts in the end of the world - #180 - Chapter 180 Resurrection Stone, Phoenix Nirvana

After these days of anxious thinking, Ian gradually became calm, not a calm calm, but a passive calm, calm under the pressure of a strong sense of separation.

As time goes by, I become more and more wantless.

Originally, it was good to continue in this state. After discovering that everything in the world is false and cannot be proven, two groups of people choose two different methods.

An alternative to shaving your head – Silent Nirvana. Since it’s fake, I won’t play anymore.

A choice with a whisk in hand – to cultivate one’s true nature through false pretenses. Even if it is false, I still want to find the truth.

But Ian is very clear that he does not belong to either of these groups. He is passively denying it because he cannot prove his existence.

“Is it time to eat? But… how long has it been?”

Ian felt that his memory was a little blurry, and his sensitivity to time was slowly losing.

The first two days were clearly divided into morning and evening, but today, he could no longer determine the time. His vision also changed from color to gray. Before, he could vaguely detect someone talking to him, but now everything in the outside world made it difficult for him to make waves again.

…

After Dumbledore cleared the hidden trouble on the Resurrection Stone ring, he got up to find Ian.

As for whether it would alert Tom or disrupt his plans, he no longer cared. It was impossible for him to watch a man who saved Hogwarts and countless students disappear before his eyes and remain indifferent.

Whenever he saw the laughing Hogwarts in the past two days, he could always think of the future described by Ian, the ruined campus, the dispatch of stone piers, the sacrifice of students…

Without alerting anyone, Dumbledore disapparated through Fawkes and arrived at Ian’s dormitory.

Seeing the figure sitting on the bed, with a thin body and dull eyes, he felt even more guilty that he had told the other person about the transformation of the soul too early.

the other side.

Ian’s vision has undergone earth-shaking changes.

Before, everything in the field of vision was a dull dark gray, but now it has changed.

In his sight, the initiator of all this was an ink-colored singularity in front of him. It is constantly rendering everything around it, as if it is painted by a painter, infecting everything here with the ultimate black.

This change made him doubtful, and he subconsciously reached out to grab this ink singularity.

Dumbledore, who was standing aside, was a little happy when he saw Ian’s behavior. If he reacted, there would be hope.

If faced with Ian who has no desires and desires, he really doesn’t know what to do. Thinking of this, he stepped forward and cooperatively placed the resurrection stone ring in the other person’s hand.

Then Dumbledore sat on a chair nearby and waited quietly. He made up his mind to stay here during this period. In order to deal with some emergencies, he also asked Snape to brew a wide variety of potions. Be prepared for emergencies.

This Ravenclaw dormitory has long been made a forbidden area by Professor Flitwick, and the two roommates have also been rearranged to ensure that no one can disturb Ian during this period.

…

The moment Ian came into contact with the Resurrection Stone, he felt the breath of death.

This black singularity in the hand exudes a suffocating aura of death all the time. There is no trace of life, only the coldness of endless decay and death.

But he was happy, truly happy. Even the already stiff facial muscles caused the corners of the mouth to curve slightly because of this joy.

At this moment, he thought of how to prove his existence.

Death is the best proof. If a person does not exist, there will be no death.

And now as long as he can die, it will be the most perfect answer to prove his existence.

Although subconsciously he felt that there was something wrong with all this, he couldn’t care less about it now. Thinking about it day and night for so many consecutive days had already made him physically and mentally exhausted. Even the loneliness caused by everything around him dissipating, also caused him to feel lonely. Tormenting the heart.

“Finally proved…” This was Ian’s only thought at the moment.

Although I know something is wrong, this is not a kind of relief. It is a kind of fatal loneliness – the whole world is dissipating.

Dumbledore on the side watched everything happen quietly, from Ian’s smile after getting the Resurrection Stone to now resting peacefully on the bed.

Although he already knew the result from Gellert, and also knew that the prophecy could not be changed, he still did not give up. Only then would the Resurrection Stone, one of the Deathly Hallows, be used to replace the death seen in the prophecy, in the hope that a miracle would happen.

…

Ian felt extremely relaxed and at ease at this moment. After finding the answer and proving himself, the boulder that had been weighing on his mind for a long time dissipated, and now he only had to complete the last step.

With this relief, he fell asleep peacefully, holding the resurrection stone ring tightly in his hand, with a faint smile on his lips.

Dumbledore did not choose to turn around and leave after seeing the sleeping Ian. Instead, he still sat quietly aside, waiting to see the outcome of the matter.

For a century, he experienced too much powerlessness in his long life.

Ever since his youth, it seemed as if fate had played a huge joke on him. Every tragedy had his unshirkable responsibility. It also made him witness everything happening, and made him unable to change the outcome.

Dumbledore felt that in his one hundred years, others might have seen his glory and achievements, but only he knew clearly that behind these glory and achievements, he was filled with endless self-blame and regret.

There was one thing that Dumbledore himself didn’t realize.

This time it seemed that he was not just trying to save Ian, but more like a kind of self-salvation for him, which made him even let go of the guilt of Ariana’s death and take the initiative to find Grindelwald.

Even though he knew that the Nurmengard in the other person’s heart would disappear, he still went to Nurmengard. Even though he knew that Tom would be alert, he still brutally used the Death Curse to kill Tom’s Horcrux. He didn’t care anymore… He was tired!

After 100 years of long-term depression, he found a breaking point.

Ian was the primary cause of this breaking point.

Dumbledore seemed not to notice the magic boiling in his body at this moment, as well as the soul energy field permeating the entire room. In other words, he has noticed it, but he also doesn’t care…

At this moment, a small dormitory became the key point that decided the fate of two people.

Success is the common success of two people, one is sublimation and transformation, and the other is self-salvation.

Failure will not only mean that Ian will completely dissipate into nothingness, but Dumbledore will also become…

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