I Killed the Heroine in the Game - I Killed the Heroine in the Game chapter 115
115 – 20: I hate the heaven of Jesus and the hell of disbelief.
Grandma Gaeddong has left, and people in foreign countries are paying attention to me. After hearing some vague information, I thought about it in the hospital room.
What are some ways to comfort children when they are scared?
When my younger brother and I were in a scary situation, we hugged each other and endured it, but that was just ‘holding on’ and not a way to comfort us.
When I think about it again, I have never had the experience of comforting a child.
So all I can say is vulgar words.
I closed my eyes tightly and spoke to the blue dragon who carefully opened the hospital room door and came in.
“Don’t be scared because your powers are gone. “Because I am there.”
“Captain… ….”
“I don’t know why this happened. It would be nice to find out that too. But even if you don’t find out, you will definitely get everything back from the guy who took it from you. “I promise.”
The blue dragon couldn’t help but show his face distorted with worry and fear despite my words.
I gritted my teeth, swallowing the regret that I should have dug up the corpse snake’s body even if I had to dig it up.
New property Yeouiju. According to the explanation given by Quest Chang, it is a bead containing the power of the Blue Dragon, the spirit of Baekje in the past.
According to what I researched on the Internet, a sacred object is an object that contains the power of a divine spirit. A symbol of the divine spirit. They say it’s something with that kind of concept.
Not only do you have it if you are a divine spirit, but your power is especially strong among divine spirits.
Only spirits who have received pure and powerful faith can obtain sacred objects, and those sacred objects become symbols of the spirits.
It is said that the divine objects created in this way will remain even if the divine spirits disappear from this world.
Symbol of miracle. Usually, most of the A-class castings remaining in this world are called new.
What exactly is this guy called Black Man who allowed evil spirits to devour Yeouiju, one of those sacred objects?
It is certain that the shadowy figure who appears only in the Gwitae route, who did something by reviving the blue dragon, played a hand in the blue dragon.
The fact that the blue dragon was suddenly stripped of its power is teeth-gnashing.
With this, I have now become certain about the people who tried to mess with me, including Lee Kang-doo.
The dark side of this worldview. That being whose name and identity I don’t know is targeting me and doing something.
The reason is probably because my presence ruined his plan.
What I know about the dark side is that it is the final boss that appears at the end of the Gwitae route. A being related to Gwitae. An evil spirit that has been lurking in secret for a long time. That’s all.
Just as my presence distorted Guitae’s plan, it would have ruined the final boss’s plan, and that’s probably why he messed with me.
I don’t know what will happen in the world. In a world where I only wanted to make money and leave without any regrets, I started thinking about ending the darkness.
If I had just come into this world, I wouldn’t have believed I would make such a decision.
I don’t want to be the main character. Wouldn’t it be better to just pretend not to know? I heard a voice from somewhere in my head.
“No, Captain. It was my fault. Not only did the Yeouiju I left behind fall to an evil spirit, but my power was also taken away… I have no shame. I can’t raise my head… Ah.
People will die because of me. It’s my fault…… The colon has become more dangerous. When I opened my eyes in this world, this eventually happened. This is my responsibility…… I’m sorry……. Sorry. Leader… ….”
When I saw the blue dragon talking gibberish to the point where I couldn’t tell who it was talking to, those thoughts disappeared far away.
I also expected it, but if you were the person involved, Cheongryong would have had no choice but to know.
There is a connection between the sudden loss of power and an evil spirit called the Corpse Snake that stole Yeouiju and ran away.
If that evil spirit really took away the Blue Dragon’s power, what will it do with that power? How many people can be killed with that power?
It is terrifying to even imagine that the power of a divine spirit and the power of a ghost-level evil spirit are combined.
That kind of evil spirit is hiding somewhere in this country. If I were a normal person with no strength, I wouldn’t be able to sleep because I was scared.
But this is only a human perspective. Ordinary spirits seen in this world would not care about such things.
When I think of the divine spirits I have seen so far, it was strange that the blue dragon cared about powerless ordinary people, but the blue dragon was a divine spirit who held a sacred object called Yeouiju.
This means that the blue dragon cares about people enough to create something new. It proves that he is a god loved by people.
This is not the only evidence that proves that the blue dragon cared for people.
There are many tales about dragons around the world, but one of the tales about the Baekje spirit Cheongryong is evidence of this.
There is even a story that says that when the country was destroyed, the blue dragon was so sad that it disappeared in the rain that it had called upon. Blue Dragon is the only spirit with a story of accepting the end so calmly.
Is it because I remember that love? It is said that even after the fall of Baekje, there were still people who remembered the divine power and love of humans, so dragon became a word for kings even during the Joseon Dynasty.
But the power of the blue dragon kills people. I know how frustrating it will be.
I don’t know what to say to comfort the blue dragon. What should I say?
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< TIP: Express your honest feelings. >
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This damn thing suddenly has an honest heart, this is damned.
I grit my teeth at the sudden bullsh*t, but unfortunately I can’t think of any other tricks.
I decided to do something that felt embarrassing at my age.
I made eye contact with the blue dragon and decided to come to this world and express my honest feelings, something I had never told anyone about. Without any hesitation.
“Do you remember what I said before? “If you want to live, live.”
“…… Yes.”
“I had no desire to live. “In this world, if I make a decent amount of money, I die, I didn’t care what happened to me, and that’s how I acted.”
“… ….”
The blue dragon looked at me with both eyes. Round eyes with a mixture of red and blue capture me.
Cheongryong and Wooshin knew what I was thinking. I could tell by looking at those eyes.
Is it possible that a spirit that sees incomparably more things than humans does not know a single thought of humans? But until now, Wooshin and Cheongryong have not said anything about it, and I have not shared it separately.
But.
“Meeting you, being with you. I fell in love with you. So I’m trying to live a little longer. That means the people I save survived thanks to you.
So let me say it again. If you want to live, live. I will do whatever I want and save people as much as I can. I will punish everyone who touches me. Because of that, people will live again.
Yes, thanks. So…… If you weren’t there, don’t say the same thing. You shouldn’t say things like that. At least I wish I had you.”
“Great, long… ….”
I spit out my sincerity for comfort.
I couldn’t say that I would save many people even if I was beaten to death, but I thought that if I was going to comfort them, it would have been better to just say that I would do everything.
No, before that. The fact that I said these words out loud is so embarrassing that my face turns red.
I was embarrassed, wiping my face with an arm that only moved on one side. The blue dragon rushes at me.
“…… !”
It was held in my arms, making a sound that I couldn’t tell whether it was crying or moaning. Fortunately, though, I was relieved that there was no one else around, and I comforted the blue dragon by patting its back.
If this scene had been discovered by someone, I would have been so embarrassed that I would have tied him down somewhere near the river and thrown him.
I used to think such nonsense. Suddenly, I saw that the hospital room door was slightly open.
She thought for a moment that Grandma Gaeddong had accidentally left the door closed. Hair of a familiar color visible through the door. Pupil. The main character Nauri and wooden trash.
“Oh. Dear friend. “Our eyes met.”
“Hi!”
I guess I can just throw it into the nearest Han River – Cheonggyecheon. I stood up with the blue dragon in my arms.
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I was prepared to tie it with cloth and immerse it in the Han River or Cheonggyecheon Stream since it was something that the main character or something could not see, but I held back.
When I looked at the main character, he remembered thoughts that I had previously kept short and skipped over, and I had something to talk about with him.
“What do you usually start with when you enter the academy?”
“Yes?”
In response to my question, the main character makes the face of someone who saw a northern pig suddenly speak of peace and love. It is the face of a person who has heard nonsense.
“Exorcist Lee Jun is going to the academy…… What are your thoughts?”
“No.”
When I asked why he had a face like that, he thought I was interested in the Academy. I shook my head and pointed with my finger at the blue dragon rubbing its cheek against my face.
Ah. The main character nods his head as if he understands.
“Well, what happened suddenly?” … ? “You suddenly want to send Wooshin to the academy.”
“…… I’m just thinking. Children need to go to school to develop social skills. “People have to be social and go through a lot of things, so they don’t hit everyone when they get angry.”
The woman who was called trash by me flinches at my words, but ignores her.
Send Wooshin and Blue Dragon to the Academy. This wasn’t my first thought.
I thought it would be a good idea to send my child to school because it is essential to learn something.
But now, we do not simply want to send Wooshin and Cheongryong to school so that they can make friends and develop social skills, but for safety reasons.
Given the main character’s personality, he will definitely try to help his friend Wooshin if something happens. The academy may be a relatively safe place no matter what the dark side does.
If the protagonist knows that the Blue Dragon’s power has disappeared, he will definitely try to help the Blue Dragon.
How could the protagonist dislike a boy who has the same body as Wooshin and is as kind as Blue Dragon? There is no way that a guy who said he wanted to be friends with Yeonghyeong and Soomok would hate Blue Dragon.
If the protagonist and the academy work together to protect Blue Dragon and Wooshin, they will be safe. At least until I deal with the corpse snake.
But there are two reasons why I don’t say I will send my child to the academy right away.
I don’t know exactly what the academy does, but I can’t send it there. Does the child really need the academy’s protection? Because I want to.
Even if the power of the Blue Dragon disappears, the power of Wooshin remains.
It is not enough to say that the heat that Wooshin gave off while burning the nine-tailed fox created a deep hole in the middle of the road that was approximately 25 meters long.
Insane heat is radiating out from within, so firefighters are shooting water into the hole from afar, somehow preventing the asphalt from melting and flowing like lava.
In the meantime, it is said that there were no additional victims, and that a miracle occurred in that the heat melted the debris of the building and safely pulled out the victims buried underneath.
Wooshin, who has this much power, has the same body as Blue Dragon, so there should be no problem.
If you’re really worried, I can carry you on my back and go to work. It’s not like I’m not as strong as I used to be, so what’s the problem?
Enrolling Wooshin and Blue Dragon into the academy is simply an option to consider.
I didn’t tell Gaeddong’s grandmother because I was wondering whether it would be better to send it or not.
First, let’s listen to the main character roughly about what they usually learn at the academy and think about whether it is a school worth sending to.
“Exorcist Lee Jun. I understand what you are saying. But before that, shouldn’t we first ask Wooshin if he really wants to come to the academy?”
“…… Yes, that’s right. Thanks for telling me. “You are right.”
I realized what the main character was saying with his straight eyes and nodded his head.
I’m the kind of guy who doesn’t want to go to the academy and gives a lot of sh*t, but I can’t believe I don’t ask Wooshin and Cheongryong if they want to go to the academy.
I acknowledged my mistake and nodded. And he honestly expressed his gratitude to the main character, A.
Even if Wooshin and Cheongryong didn’t want to go to the academy, I could do a lot for them and take responsibility for them now, but I only thought about myself.
There is enough money to do anything. You can move your house to a better place, and you can also take Wooshin and Blue Dragon around to meet people like you have done so far.
…… I was about to become a bit sentimental when the thought crossed my mind that it would have been nice if I could have done something like this for my younger brother. The tree next to me asked me.
“I…… Sorry for the good vibes. If you’re going to talk, can’t you just put me and my friend down on the floor? … ?”
“Someone wants to eavesdrop on people talking.”
I said no when I saw the main character and the tree hanging like bedbugs from the cloth hung on the iron bar driven into the ceiling.
So, who told you to secretly listen to what people are saying? I said shamelessly.