I Was Chosen as the Saint’s Husband - Chapter 191
191 – Part 2, Episode 20, I couldn’t refute it.
I remembered everything.
Everything from when I was a child in my past life to the day when I sealed the chaos.
Nevertheless, my mind itself doesn’t seem to have changed much from before.
There must be a lot of difficult and painful memories…
– King Jin’s spirit continued to mature over the course of 3,000 years.
“So… there’s no such thing as trauma or PTSD?”
– Probably not. Still, if something is difficult, it wouldn’t be a bad idea to forget it.
Well then, that’s a relief…
No, that’s not a good thing.
It’s just as she said.
There is no major shock, such as a mental breakdown, but the feeling of being depressed or sad remains whenever the memory comes to mind.
There are so many such sad memories.
The reason I decided to become a warrior was because I never wanted to see such sad things again.
-are you okay?
“Phew… it’s okay.”
Did I suddenly return to this empty place?
I was back at the place where I often drank tea with the goddess.
No, I may not have moved somewhere in the first place.
Could it be that the empty place I saw was in King Jin’s heart?
But, I definitely saw it.
As the memories returned, King Jin’s heart began to burn hotly again.
Now let’s go back.
Even if the time spent here is short, you must be worried because a lot of time has actually passed.
“Then let’s go.”
– Next time we meet, let’s have a cup of tea.
“Yes, goddess.”
I said I would meet him soon anyway, so I didn’t say hello to him seriously.
After the sealing is complete, I have to come and report it.
This goddess even orders things like that thoroughly.
Then I slowly closed my eyes.
*
I opened my eyes to the cold wind and went outside.
When I came out of the room, Vias, who was waiting by the door, smiled bitterly and got up from his chair.
This guy always sat in that position…
I wondered if there was a reason, but memories that were nothing special also came back.
“Are you awake now? I’ve already been waiting for four hours.”
“Sorry, it’s later than I thought.”
“Looking at your condition, it looks like you’ve completely regained your memory. So? It doesn’t seem that bad?”
“You can stay fine because you’ve matured. If not, wouldn’t you already be having a seizure?”
What can I say…
King Jin at that time was in a very difficult state.
Especially mentally.
It was like a block of wood that seemed ready to fall down at any moment if someone wasn’t there to support it.
And maybe it was thanks to Stella’s letter that I was able to stand up in such a situation.
“Do you still want to delete it?”
“Don’t erase anything else, just erase the bad memories..”
“Then, recall that bad memory in detail in your mind. Based on that memory, all bad memories will be removed.”
“But then what about your previous memories?”
Won’t existing bad memories be erased?
I don’t know anything else, but I don’t really want to erase the memories of this life.
At least the memories of this life are not cruel or bloody.
“Existing memories should be left behind. In the first place, memories are not combined, but layered on top of each other, so they can be distinguished.”
I’m sure.
Normally, this guy isn’t sure unless he’s really confident.
To some extent, he wasn’t sure whether the monster he had just seen was a goblin or a hobgoblin.
It was just a disease… I guess this guy also matured after being reincarnated repeatedly for 3,000 years.
“Erase it.”
“Then sit here.”
If something goes wrong, the goddess will restore your memories.
You can think of my memories as already being stored on a computer server.
Something is strange.
The word computer server sounds strangely unfamiliar to me.
Gestalt collapse?
I don’t think that’s the case again.
As I sat down in the chair, Vias placed his hand on my head.
Then, while looking at the book, he began to recite a strange spell.
“What kind of spell is that… huh?”
“Don’t think about anything else, just think about the bad memories.”
“Oh, that’s right…”
I forgot.
Seeing as I can’t remember what I was going to say just now, it seems to be effective.
Memories I want to forget…
On the way to the royal capital, everyone except me was eaten…
The villagers who arrived about 10 minutes later than the Chaos minions and were unable to save…
The girl whose limbs were torn off in front of me…
There were dozens or hundreds of others, but it was impossible to think of them all at once.
However, when I remembered something, some of Jinwang’s memories began to disappear, starting with that.
The events I had just mentioned also disappeared from my memory.
Perfectly so that you don’t get a headache even if you try to think of it…
Nevertheless, all the memories and happy moments of my travels as Jinwang remain in my mind.
However, unfortunately, the child I left behind in my hometown…
Stella’s memories were not erased.
Good thing…
I was worried that I might have subconsciously thought it was a memory I wanted to erase.
It seems that my memories of Stella are not painful and difficult memories, but rather fond and sad memories.
“Uhm…”
I tried activating my magic just to be sure.
This feeling of magical power that was originally unusable being activated and flowing through the blood vessels…
“Tsk… I’ve really found all my strength.”
Vias clicks his tongue because I am wearing magical power.
He looked a little displeased.
“Why are you clicking your tongue?”
“Honestly, as someone who explores magical power, there is nothing worse than seeing a monster like you have power in this world again.”
“So you’re jealous.”
Are you jealous of my great power?
This is definitely not what a writer called the Great Sage would say.
Without this power, the world might perish?
Well, if not right now, chaos might break out within at least 100 years.
When I think about it again now that my memories have returned, it’s amazing that I survived for 3,000 years.
Who would have thought that the seal, which was supposed to last forever, would have become so damaged because of that one small mistake at the end.
If I hadn’t died, I would have been able to recover somehow…
Since he died right away…
“What do you think?”
“Sealer? Well… I don’t think it would be difficult.”
“Wouldn’t the same thing happen again in 3,000 years?”
“Then I can seal it again.”
He might still be alive 3,000 years from now.
I’m thinking of asking the goddess for eternal life.
Wouldn’t it be possible to live a long life if you forget every memory like today without being difficult?
I want to remain in this world for a long time.
I want to watch the developing civilization… and things like that.
Right now, if we look at the Earth, it only looks like a modern era around 1920, but one day it will be much more advanced than the civilizations on Earth.
There are fraud skills called magic and magic.
“Where are you going?”
“Go see Stella.”
“If your memories come back….”
“I know.”
As expected, Vias, that guy knew.
Well, I said it all the time, so there’s no way you wouldn’t recognize it.
***
“Whoa… I’m scared to go in for no reason.”
Anyway, Stella has no memory of that time.
It was said that He erased all of her memories, made her mentally and physically younger, and placed her in front of an orphanage.
And while she was growing up in an orphanage, she learned that she was a saint and was adopted by the Pope.
I haven’t heard any details, but that’s probably true.
dripping.
After compiling my thoughts once again, I knocked on the door.
So, Stella picked Luna up from inside and opened the door.
“I’m here.”
“How are you? Are you okay?”
“I erased all the painful memories.”
“Good job…”
Is it right that I did a good job?
When I was King Jin, those memories served as my motivation…
I keep thinking that by losing my memory, I am betraying the people who died in front of me.
I can’t remember all the details, but it seems like there were memories I couldn’t forget, so it’s a strange state.
But, if Sister Stella says so, it will definitely be okay.
Yeah… it’ll be okay.
“Would you like a hug?”
From noble mtl dot come
“Suddenly?”
After asking, Stella was immediately held in my arms.
It looked a little uncomfortable because he was holding Luna, so he held his hand and sat down on the soft sofa next to him.
Then Stella put Luna down in the baby bed and climbed on top of me.
I never thought I’d suddenly be sitting in a supine position.
“Are you being silly?”
“It seems like you want it more than me… because your face looks a little dark.”
“It’s not particularly difficult.”
“still…”
Still, you still want to hug me?
It doesn’t matter to me because I like to be hugged.
I spread my arms wide.
So Stella noticed it a little and gently hugged me.
Who cares in this place where no one is around?
I’m sure it’s not Luna.
“You always worry a lot, sister.”
“He’s my husband, so of course I should be worried!”
“Is that true too?”
“Master, wouldn’t you be worried if I said I would regain my memories of my past life?”
“……”
“You’re worried, right?”
“Well… I’m worried…”
I can’t refute that.
If it were me, I might have ripped it off.