If You Raise Three Idols Well, They Will Confess Their Love - Chapter 145
145 – Jin Yeoreo Remembers Sun Taeyang
Episode 145
The doctor explained to me, who was standing next to Yeoreum.
“Mr. Jin Yeoreum has no special aftereffects. “She will wake up and rest for a while before she can resume normal activities.”
“… Ha.”
When I heard the doctor’s words, I felt relieved.
This is because I know that it is not a disease like stroke that can be made distant just by thinking about it.
However, it was too early to express that relief. This is because the situation in which Yeoreum collapsed on stage was not a light one.
“Then, what caused Yeoreum to collapse?”
“It is difficult to give a definite answer as we have not yet been able to examine the patient’s psychology her her, but judging from the symptoms and situation her, it seems to be due to panic disorder related to stage fear. It appears that the psychological stress has surpassed a critical point and manifested itself as vasovagal syncope.”
“… “It’s stage fright.”
The reason was very obvious.
I looked at the face of summer.
Her haggard, withered face, seemed so pitiful.
“Then, let’s go first. If anything happens, please call me anytime. “I will come running right away.”
“Yes, thank you very much for your hard work.”
“It’s natural. Jin Yeoreum is a VVIP of our hospital.”
The doctor bowed her head and left her private room.
The private room was quiet after the other children and colleagues who had come to visit had left and the doctor had also left.
I stayed by summer’s side in that silence.
“… Ugh”
On the way, Yeoreum made a sound of pain.
The doctor told her it was just a nightmare and she didn’t need to worry, but that made her worry more.
I spoke softly to myself as if I was lamenting out of sadness.
“… “What kind of dream are you dreaming about?”
***
When she left the orphanage and left to study abroad, leaving behind only her letter Jin Yeo-reum thought she would never see Sun Tae-yang, the manager of Two Bear Entertainment, again.
Naturally, she rejected his offer in the most irresponsible and egregious way possible.
She thought that even if she did, it would be in the distant future, after she returned from her studies.
“… By the way, why are you here?”
Jin Yeo-reum, who was reading her major book at a cafe on campus at Yale University, one of America’s most prestigious universities, put down the book and spoke to Sun Taeyang.
Sun Taeyang looked at her and said after taking a sip of her smoothie through a straw.
“I told you. “I came to recruit you.”
“…”
A year has already passed since the uproar over recruitment occurred at that orphanage.
… No, to be precise, a year has passed.
But now she couldn’t understand Sun Taeyang, who came to her school in the United States and offered to recruit her.
“At that time, I had already rejected it in a letter.”
“Unfortunately, I didn’t read the letter.”
“… Ha, then, I’ll decline again now. “I have no intention of becoming an idol or anything like that.”
“Hmm… , This smoothie is delicious. Did you put raw fruit in it?”
Jin Yeo-reum sighed again as she saw Seon Tae-yang childishly pretending not to hear anything, wondering where the adult appearance she had shown back then had gone.
“Why on earth are you doing that now?”
“Now?”
“Yes, if you were going to do it, you should have told me before I came to study abroad.”
It is an assumption.
Maybe.
Maybe, if he had caught her right before leaving her daycare, her heart might have been shaken.
But it was different now.
She has already made her choice and has already adjusted to her life as an international student.
“That’s right. I think I should have done the same. “I regret it greatly.”
“Then…”
“So I’m here now. Because I don’t want to regret any more.”
“…”
The sincerity was conveyed calmly.
Her Jin Yeo-reum smiled slightly and said to the sun that was pouring out her heart while looking at her.
“I refuse.”
***
Three months later, Jin Yeoreum opened her mouth again at a sandwich shop near the school.
“… You rejected it then. “Obviously.”
“Haha, how can a person give up on Summer just because he was rejected once?”
“…”
Jin Yeoreo, who was feeling gloomy, asked with pure doubt.
“Is it easy to come to America? “Team Leader Seon, you have to do your job too, right?”
“It’s not easy. So, this is a strategy to aim for that and remove the burden.”
“… By putting it out of her mouth, the burden disappeared from her.”
At Jin Yeo-reo’s words, Seon Tae-yang just smiled kindly.
Seeing that smile, Jin Yeo-reo’s little prickly feelings disappeared like her eyes melted.
…
She was a really hard person to hate.
“A group called Girl Revolution. It’s getting good reviews. We have won some awards, received additional investment, and are growing well for a new company.”
Jin Yeoreum also knew that fact.
That’s because she was also a fan of that group.
And it was an unspeakable secret that Sun Taeyang had a big influence on the reason I became her fan.
That’s why Jin Yeoreum pretended not to know.
“This is my first time hearing this news. I think you’re amazing. But is there any meaning to what you say?”
“Thanks to that success, I was able to take on a project under my complete control. And I would like to recruit Jin Yeoreum as the first member. Of course, I have already obtained the consent of the boss and employees.”
From her her Sun Taeyang’s calm words her her her, Jin Yeoreum felt that he was seriously considering recruiting her.
“Let’s become idols together. Mr. Summer. Mr. Summer will definitely succeed.”
She felt that she should no longer run away from that attitude.
She felt like she had to face him as seriously as he did.
“… Sorry. Team Leader Seon.”
But the answer was not positive.
“I don’t think it will work.”
“Why?”
“If someone like me participates, it is obvious that we will fail.”
“No. “It will only be successful if people like Yeoreum participate.”
“Not really.”
I was worried.
So that it is not light and countless.
Nevertheless, the answer was always the same.
“I am a person who cannot become an idol.”
From noble mtl dot come
***
“Is that him?”
“… That’s right. The doping controversy.”
“Wow… Kids with money somehow live well. It’s really dirty.”
I’m not sure at what point, but it started spreading in the local Korean community that she was attending this school. It seemed like she was only known to those who knew her,
In fact, it didn’t make sense to her that she couldn’t recognize Jin Gang’s third-generation daughter, who was disliked by her people, for such a long period of time.
They didn’t seem to look favorably on Jin Yeoreum because of her perception. However, instead of revealing it to her family or asking her staff to take action, she just pretended not to know.
This is because there was a kind of resignation that no matter where in the world you go, wherever there are people, those gazes will follow you.
However, there was someone who intervened in the conversation that Jin Yeoreum was trying to ignore.
“Over there.”
“… “Us?”
“Yes, two rude people talking behind people’s backs so that everyone can hear when there are people in front of them.”
It was Sun Taeyang who appeared again.
“… We were just talking amongst ourselves.”
“Let’s stop making childish excuses that only elementary school students would make.”
He took a step forward and spoke as if to block Jin Summer.
“If you have something to say, say it properly. “Don’t use such a shabby excuse as a shield.”
“… Hey, let’s go.”
“… It’s weird, really.”
Looking at the sun shining in front of her as if guarding her, she felt an emotional stir. However, Jin Yeo-reum spoke as if she was not at all concerned about the situation just now.
“But why did you come here again?”
“Of course, I came to propose recruitment.”
“Ha… “Is it again?”
“Because I’m naturally a bit squishy.”
Jin Yeo-reum smiled slightly at those confident words and asked her own question.
“I heard you will be in charge of the project. “Then, shouldn’t you already forget about me, who rejected me three months ago, and start looking for other people?”
“I haven’t started that project yet.”
“Why?”
“My project started with Jin Yeoreum. “I have no intention of starting without Jin Yeo-reum.”
When Jin Yeoreo heard those words, it felt like something was welling up in Jin Yeoreo’s chest
She put it down with great effort and spoke differently.
“Is that also a strategy to put pressure on you?”
“What? “I’ve already been caught.”
And Sun Taeyang smiled humanly again.
She looked at that figure blankly.
“You’re not coming again, right?”
“Are you going to come again?”
Jin Yeo-reum was surprised that she had unconsciously said something with regret, but instead of denying it, she added.
“… When will you come?”
“Hmm… , I think it will probably be around 3 months later.”
“… Even though I already rejected it?”
“Even if you already rejected it.”
After Sun Taeyang, who had rejected her recruitment again, spent some leisurely time with her, eating dessert and chatting with her at her famous cafe, she left with a promise for the next time.
“… “A really strange person.”
Jin Summer kept it a secret even at the moment she left that she had been waiting for three months.
***
“… It’s really disgusting.”
Controversy over Jin Yeo-reum’s military service arose from her second brother.
In an instant, the fire that started burning due to the suspicion of preferential treatment for the third generation of a chaebol, engulfed the surroundings like a flood, and started to burn even bigger, containing the firewood called Jinseoum.
“What did Summer do?”
“Oh, you don’t know Emily. She used to do rhythmic gymnastics…”
The aftermath also had to be borne by her in a far away country.
“… “Let’s eat together next time, summer.”
Slowly, her relationships with others began to change.
Maybe it’s not that things have changed, but that the suppressed side has finally been revealed.
“Haha, Summer, why are you looking so gloomy?”
However, there were people who treated her without change.
“Doping? … Hey, I did that too when I was young. “I heard Koreans are too conservative.”
“… Okay, anyway, thanks for the encouragement.”
“You’re a friend. “Us.”
“…”
It was Sophia, whom I became friends with locally.
Although her words and actions were somewhat harsh, her unchanging nature was a great comfort to her.
“Friend…”
“Okay, I’ll give you a good opportunity.”
However, that simplicity did not mean that there was no change.
“Do you want to buy some medicine?”
“…”
The moment the secret was revealed, there was no going back.
Such an innocuous word pierced Jin Yeo-reo’s heart.
“… Do you know what that means to me now?”
“What. Why are you so excited? Since you feel better when you’re weak, I showed my sincerity to help you relieve your depression. “This is what I used to do, so I didn’t sell it.”
“There’s no way that would feel good!”
“… Why are you pretending not to know?”
The horse must be sharp.
“What if you’ve already done it?”
That’s right, because it hurt this much.
***
Jin Yeo-reum thought absent-mindedly as she sat on the bench and felt the rain falling like a trail.
‘Now that I think about it, was it today? ‘What day did Team Leader Seon decide to come?’
Jin Yeoreo could feel that she was looking forward to this day without even realizing it.
But now that the controversy has been rekindled, it has become very funny.
Even in this situation, there was no way her Sun Taeyang would show up for her efforts to come all the way abroad to recruit her.
‘But why am I here?’
Nevertheless, the place where Jin Yeo-reum was sitting was the bench where she promised to meet Seon Tae-yang the other day.
‘Have you still not cleared away your regrets? … That’s stupid. ‘I am a true person.’
As she looked at the rainy sky with blurry vision, the sound of footsteps approached.
“…”
She was a man who was dumber than she was.
“Why did you come here again?”
Sun Taeyang took out her handkerchief and carefully wiped away Jin Yeo-reo’s tears that were secretly flowing under the rain.
“I came here to recruit.”