If You Raise Three Idols Well, They Will Confess Their Love - Chapter 167
167 – Reason
Episode 167
On the way back after finishing recording, Ga Eul saw Taeyang’s hand her walking one step ahead of her and felt a strong urge to hold his hand her and walk
But she soon succeeded in giving up those thoughts and walked next to him as usual and spoke cheerfully.
“Today was really fun too! Hehe, it would be nice if times like this continued.”
Her sun smiled slightly when she saw her like that and stroked her hair once.
His touch was nice, but the fall was also sad at the same time.
Ga Eul knew very well that that warm touch was closer to treating a child rather than the opposite s*x.
‘It would be nice to see her as a woman.’
Ga Eul unconsciously straightened her bangs.
While Ga Eul was wondering if her makeup was done well and she wanted to take a quick look in the mirror, Taeyang spoke very casually.
“That’s your mother I saw during the recording of Music Road. “Her daughter has a rare disease.”
Words that unearth the secret hidden in autumn’s heart.
“You already knew, Gaeul, right?”
“…”
Yes. She was already rolled up.
The reason why Gaeul’s mother had to cling to her so much.
Her mother probably knew too. Now she realizes that it is close to impossible to get any good results from clinging to and begging for the daughter she abandoned in that way.
Her mother had a reason to be so shameless.
“It’s clear that he lied to get some money.”
“I checked and it wasn’t a lie.”
“… Does not matter. Because we are strangers now.”
“So? Ga Eul, did you feel at ease thinking that you were a stranger?”
I had to become that comfortable.
Autumn still had many things to carry.
I had a lot of debt. Especially to the sun.
In the meantime, she had no time to spend for her mother, who abandoned her.
But my heart wasn’t like that.
“No, it was uncomfortable. … What is it. If you abandoned Gahyeon and me and left to live a new life by yourself, you should live well! Why! Why! Are you living an uncomfortable life like that?”
That’s how my mother left.
She said that she wanted to live too, and with that brief statement, she disappeared as if running away.
I was sad. I hated it.
She was resentful.
And she missed it.
But she didn’t come back.
“She and her daughter are like that too. We threw it away so easily, so why aren’t we doing it this time? “If you were able to come to someone like me, who even vaguely remembers her face, look at her, get down on her knees and pray for her child, then why didn’t you do that to me and Gahyeon! “
They were people who knew how to love like that and had maternal love, so why on earth did they have to be abandoned?
Are Ga Eul and Ga Hyeon really bad children? Was he a child lacking in love?
I worked hard in the fall too. The reason she didn’t receive love was because she thought she was lacking, so she tried to make sure she wasn’t lacking in her studies, did her housework, cooked, and had a part-time job. But she never received that love.
I don’t know. I really don’t know why in the fall.
“The mother I knew was not that kind of person. Because she was immature, she couldn’t work properly, and all she did was always scare us by saying, ‘We’re going to divorce.’ … But why does it appear to me like that?”
But still, she hoped that she would be happy in the place where her mother had gone to find her happiness.
“Just live well. If she selfishly chose to find her own happiness, she would just live her life. … Black, black.”
Autumn sat there and sobbed.
Taeyang knelt down on one knee and patted Autumn at eye level.
“I paid the treatment fee.”
“… Yes?”
Autumn looked at the sun.
“That… “Why?”
“I’ve taken care of all the urgent matters, so it’s okay not to worry about it anymore.”
That made no sense.
Ga Eul said as if she was shouting in confused emotions.
“There is no reason for Taeyang to pay that kind of money!”
“Gaeul, did you want to help?”
“That…”
“That’s why. “That’s enough reason for me to move.”
I was speechless.
Nevertheless, autumn spoke as if it were being squeezed.
“That is far-fetched. “It’s just a child throwing a tantrum.”
The reason Ga Eul didn’t say this in the end was because she knew that the moment she said it, she would have to share the burden.
Two Bear’s employees are really nice people. If Ga Eul had asked for help, she would have come up with a way to deal with it in some way.
And it is not a simple good will. We sacrifice only for the sake of autumn because autumn wants it.
Ga Eul didn’t want to see that. I especially didn’t want to see Sun Taeyang like that.
“How can you shamelessly do something like that when I still owe you so much to Taeyang?”
If you think about the prospects, you can repay the money. But that will come later when the talk of settlement comes and goes.
No one knows what kind of natural disaster will disrupt it in the meantime.
Nevertheless, Taeyang always chooses to take responsibility for his immature and weak self.
Autumn didn’t want to do that.
Seeing Autumn shedding tears from the pain, Taeyang gently stroked her head again and said,
“Autumn. Do you remember what I told you before?”
“… What do you mean?”
“I will become your adult.”
Those were the words that autumn first began to open its heart to the sun.
“It’s okay to get angry. It’s okay to be forceful. It’s okay to rely on it. Just do what you want.”
The man said that as if it was natural.
“Because that’s what adults do.”
***
Autumn, who succeeded in capturing the emotions of stopping the tears and riding on, said.
“I will pay it all back someday.”
Her sun is an adult to her.
That is why autumn is a child to the sun.
It was really warm. It was comfortable.
But autumn could not be satisfied with just that.
“You will grow up at full speed and become an adult, not a child. Please wait a little while until then.”
What she wanted was not the current relationship with one-sided support.
She wanted to have a mutually supportive relationship where she could support Taeyang when he was having a hard time and felt like he was going to collapse.
Yes, I wanted to have a relationship that is called a life partner or spouse in the world.
“I will definitely pay it all back. “Definitely.”
Autumn said so and buried her head in the embrace of the sun.
She knew This means that her actions are no different from the whining of a young child.
Therefore, considering the dream she had, that is, the form she wanted to be with the sun in the future, she had to refrain from her current actions.
But even so, now I wanted to lean into his arms her her a little more.
Because my pounding heart wanted it so desperately.
***
After finishing recording in the morning, Ga Eul returned to the company and completed regular training, then visited Taeyang.
There was no special reason. Just because she was busy with work, she just wanted to see his face after not seeing him for three days.
“Oppa Taeyang!”
However, he was not seen in the office where Taeyang usually worked.
“Ah, Mr. Gaeul. “If it were Taeyang, he would have gone to the rooftop to get some fresh air right now.”
“Thank you. Deputy Director Seok!”
“But if you please just call me Manager Seok…”
Ga Eul didn’t listen to Seok Hyeon-woo’s words and walked towards the rooftop.
‘Hmm… , Should I approach quietly and give a back hug?’
With such mischievous thoughts, Ga Eul carefully opened the door before heading to the rooftop.
And autumn saw something completely unexpected.
“Eunbyeol is doing well. Also, it’s okay if he doesn’t do well.”
It looked like Seo Eun-byeol and Taeyang were having a conversation.
“…”
Ga Eul, who was watching the scene through the crack in the rooftop door, stopped moving for a moment and looked at the scene without even breathing.
“Why is Team Leader Seon so generous to me?”
“… Am I being generous?”
“Yes, anyone would think that way.”
The two had a conversation.
A conversation that is not just a simple greeting, but a conversation that brings out each other’s true feelings.
It felt real.
The obvious truth that although the sun is special to autumn, it is not special to autumn, was revealed before her eyes.
I felt sick.
Her head she was dizzy.
The thought of having to keep looking and the thought of not wanting to see collided.
In the midst of that deep conflict, there was a change when autumn was frozen.
“Team Leader Sun, are you okay? … “Tears are flowing.”
The sun was crying.
‘Why?’
The first time I saw him shed tears was when he was recruited the previous summer. In other words, the last time was more than a year ago. But why is he shedding such precious tears now?
From noble mtl dot come
It was hard to know. It was hard to see.
“… It’ll be okay. Everything.”
I didn’t want to know. I didn’t want to see it.
Nevertheless, I got to see fall.
This means that the way the sun looks at Seo Eun-byeol is fundamentally different from the way it looks at winter, summer, and fall.
That was not the way to look at a child.
“… Taeyang oppa?”
It was an eye for the opposite s*x.