If You Raise Three Idols Well, They Will Confess Their Love - Chapter 168



168 – Flowers That Bloom From Anxiety and Obsession

Episode 168

Taeyang was always mature.

Instead of leaving only desire, jealousy, or insensitive commercial value judgments to the children, including Ga Eul, he remained only as a responsible and supportive adult.

It’s definitely amazing. However, in some ways, it may be a reflection of the value of the personality of an ideal adult and falling into the ideal.

Seon Taeyang is also human.

Since he is also a human being, there will be basic needs as an animal living his life, and there will also be social needs to get married, have children, and live.

And there was no guarantee that the sun would wait for all the autumn growth.

However, since the sun has never shown that side before, and has always shown more than that, I thought it would always remain that way.

However, it could have just been a story about autumn not being able to find its appearance.

No, from the look just now, Ga Eul realized that such a possibility was a reality.

He was also a human being capable of love.

Someone else than falls.

“… I’ll go down first. Ga Eul, I’m sorry if you misunderstood. It was just that I acted rudely without permission from the team leader who stood there for a moment.”

“It wasn’t Eunbyeol’s fault…”

“First, please tell Gaeul. … “I’m sorry for causing you trouble.”

“…”

Seon Tae-yang looked at Seo Eun-byeol who hastily went down from the rooftop, sighed a little, and said to Gae-eul.

“I’m sorry, I showed my ugly side. “It’s not a good thing to see a grown man crying and being comforted.”

“… “Why did you shed tears?”

“I just suddenly started thinking about old times. Is it menopause? … Haha, I’m not sure of the exact reason either.”

It was enough to just pass it off as if I didn’t know.

But as a woman who had feelings for him, that wasn’t enough of an answer.

So Gaeul chooses to explode the bomb with her own hands.

“What does Taeyang think of her Eunbyeol her her her?”

“How do you say that?”

“… “She just thinks she is.”

“Simple?”

“Everything you can think of.”

Then Taeyang stroked his chin a little, thought, and began to open his mouth.

“Hmm…, Eunbyeol is a wonderful person. Despite the limitations of her natural talent, he does not just blame himself for his shortcomings, but always does everything in his power to overcome them. In that sense, he can be trusted no matter what Also, I’m surprisingly introverted, so rather than having active hobbies, I like watching stories like living room, movies, dramas, or animations. However, I tend to like people, so when they invite me to. Always happily follow it and even if there is a schedule, I don’t break it and try to schedule another time as much as possible.”

Taeyang’s eyes sparkled as he spoke about Seo Eun-byeol.

Autumn’s heart ached.

It was as if I was driving a stake into her her her her heart her her her self her, and each time she answered a question, her heart her her her ached more.

Nevertheless, she asks her last question.

“Have you ever been in love, Taeyang?”

“… “I’m a little embarrassed about this topic, so can I have no comment?”

“… Still, I wish you could tell me.”

Taeyang scratched his cheek in embarrassment as he looked at Autumn and said with a bitter smile.

“Yes.”

“…”

“To the point where I thought it would be okay to give everything to this person.”

‘… Oh, I see.’

Maybe Autumn was convinced deep down.

A future where her sun will see her as a woman rather than a child, and her autumn she will confess that to him.

And I had a vague dream.

She had a dream of him and her her lover her her her, getting married, going on a honeymoon, having a child, seeing the child get married, and then slowly growing old in the twilight in the space they had left together .

But now, at this moment, I realized fall.

The reality is that autumn may not even have such an opportunity.

“Gaeul, are you okay?”

“…”

‘If Taeyang falls in love, he gets married, and starts a family…’

And then I face the question that I had ignored and pretended not to know.

‘Then what happens to me?’

A scene is drawn very realistically in my mind.

At Taeyang’s wedding, a woman who received an undeserved amount of luck is seen wearing her wedding dress, and Sun Taeyang is standing in the blessings of the people with his eyes in love, as if he is so happy to see such a woman. ＞

And the two soon share a kiss of vows under the calm official’s guidance.

Autumn just stares blankly at that.

No, I can only stare blankly.

‘… I don’t like it’

“… Autumn? Autumn! I’m breaking into a cold sweat! Are you okay? Do you have a headache? Would you like to go to the hospital with me?”

“…”

‘Hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate.’＜ Br＞

Just thinking about him leaving her her side her makes her her body her her tremble.

I feel nauseous.

My heart is beating so fast that it feels like it’s going numb.

‘I can’t do it without Taeyang oppa by my side, he’s really a nobody, he’s such a helpless person that the only thing he can do is collapse from exhaustion alone while working part-time.’

“I can’t do it. I’ll carry you on my back. Let’s go to the hospital together first.”

“…”

And Ga Eul realized her feelings in the hand of the sun trying to embrace her.

‘… ‘I can’t give in.’

I will never, no matter what happens, give up this hand.

“Oppa Taeyang.”

“Yes, Gaul. Are you okay? Are you cold? Shall I take off my clothes?”

So she brings out those feelings at the worst possible moment.

“I love you. “Please be my lover.”

***

The world was shining at the moment of twilight according to the change of light created by the setting sun, from orange to yellow to purple.

And my singer, who matches those colors so well, conveyed her heart.

He says he loves me.

It would not be an exaggeration to say that being able to hear words like this melody is a miracle. Still, there was only one thing I could say in front of that sweet and beautiful confession.

“I’m sorry, Gaeul. I can’t be your lover.”

“…”

Autumn, who was holding the hem of my clothes and shivering while remaining silent, asks:

“Why?”

“Well, I’m your manager. And she is an employee of Two Bear and the team leader of a team called Girls Revolution.”

It was an obvious and old-fashioned answer.

But this was the most essential answer.

For the sake of each other and everyone at Two Bear, there should be no scandals like this.

I believed that fall would understand my answer just as winter did.

That’s because Gaeul was a wise and warm child who cherished everyone.

However, what Gaeul said was different from my expectations.

“Oppa Taeyang said he likes me.”

“That goes without saying, you are a singer and an idol…” ” .”

“… “You said I had a beauty that reminded me of my first love.”

Autumn snow loses its shine.

“Then, doesn’t the appearance at least suit Taeyang’s taste? If there are any shortcomings, I will fix them. “I will change it to suit Taeyang’s taste!”

“It’s not like that! You are attractive enough now and there is no need for you to change. I don’t want that.”

“Then, please go out with me. I’ll do my best. “I will do my best to make Taeyang oppa happy without being intrusive!”

“… Gaeul, you are an idol. You know what restrictions that name has, right? “You know how it might be perceived that we’re dating, right?”

In my words of giving up, autumn finds a rope and holds on to it.

“So, is it okay if I stop being an idol?”

Even though the rope is rotten.

“Could you go out with me the moment our contract ends? … As for me, I can wait! You can wait not just 5 or 6 years, but even 10 years! So, is it okay for me to be next to Team Leader Sun that day? Just make a promise, and that’s enough!”

“… “Let’s date in the future when our contract ends?”

“Yes! If that’s the case, just that one thing, I can wait as long as I want!”

“…”

Her words were surprisingly similar to words I had heard in the past.

That’s because the reason why Seo Eun-byeol and I ended up in a disaster was because he said he wanted to date after the contract was over.

That is poison.

Can a person really just wait for those six years while suffering from the fever called love?

It wasn’t.

Even though Seo Eun-byeol prefaced it with’when the contract is over,’she gradually began to desire a relationship with her as her lover.

Under her excuse that’we decided to date in the future, so it’s okay ‘, she started making dangerous approaches, such as skinship, and gradually tried to bring it out in areas where others could see it, and did so . As time passed, she wanted more proof. Proof that we decided to date.

Even though I couldn’t avoid it due to my work, I didn’t want people of the opposite s*x to come around me. They went beyond that and even tried to physically block it.

In the end, she even revealed that we were dating.

As an idol, Seo Eun-star’s most fatal scandal began through her own mouth.

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I thought it would be okay too.

I believed that if we worked together and looked after each other, we would be able to be faithful in both love and work.

It was arrogance. I had to stop it.

The reason I couldn’t do that was because I was also an idiot who couldn’t resist that urge.

And the ending was a catastrophe where everyone was unhappy.

I am a moron. However, even now that I had a second chance, I had no intention of making the same mistake.

“Even if the contract ends, I can’t date you.”

“… “Why?”

“Because I don’t look at you with reason.” And there is no need to look at you with the opposite s*x.”

Ga Eul trembles delicately and desperately asks as if she is trying to find a glimmer of hope.

“… “How long?”

Cut off that hope.

“Forever and ever.”