If You Raise Three Idols Well, They Will Confess Their Love - Chapter 169



169 -17 – Celebrating Couple Birth END

Episode 169

The rooftop of Two Bear’s building, and fall.

It was a very familiar place and person, but it felt very unfamiliar.

It may be because of a premonition that now I will remember all these moments in a different way.

I hoped that hunch would be wrong.

“… “Forever.”

Ga Eul, who was repeating to herself what I said, looked at me and said, raising the corners of her mouth as much as possible.

“… What is the reason? Are you saying I don’t look like a woman? Is it because you’re not attractive? Or is it because of my age?”

Autumn is very attractive. It is safe to count it among the top four in the world. If she were to ask that question about her own attractiveness, she would have been generous with her praise. But even at this moment, I couldn’t express my pure impression like usual.

Whatever I had to say was an answer that would hurt.

It made me hesitate to open my mouth.

“I think I also have my own charm. When I read articles on the Internet, there were parts that were evaluated favorably. And…”

Autumn wrapped around my right hand with both hands, as if entangling it.

“You may still look young, but your breasts…”

Then Ga Eul took my hand her her and pointed it toward her her chest her her her.

I reflexively shook off her hand before I could reach it.

I was embarrassed by her own actions and apologized to her.

“I’m sorry I was surprised…”

Then Ga Eul, looking at me with her dead eyes, smiled seductively and dangerously and said.

“If it’s Taeyang, it’s okay to touch him…” ” .”

“…”

It was only then that I fully realized.

A method that is moderate and doesn’t hurt anyone is no longer possible.

The reality is that it has now become impossible to remain in the same relationship with Gaeul as before.

‘Everyone is disappointed without Team Leader Seon! People especially like the part where Team Leader Sun and I sing together. … Of course, me too.’

The jewel-like memories that brighten up everyday life that are easily overlooked, the dazzling relationship that makes us picture those memories with anticipation, and the moments with the girl named Yoo Ga-eul all sparkled like that.

It was all my treasure. It’s so precious that I don’t want to exchange it for anything.

I didn’t want to lose it. I wanted to protect it.

Still, it was something that had to be done. If I have the heart to protect Two Bear and the Girl Revolution.

“I asked you to tell me why, right? Let me tell you…”

Language can be the sharpest blade depending on how it is used.

The sharpest and dirtiest blade that rips through the heart.

“… Ah.”

Even though he knows that, he spits out venom. Plant poison.

It makes the child in front of him/her verbally aware that the person named Seon Tae-yang is far from the ideal man.

Her Her Her heart Her her and her her knowledge her her her, which I cherished so dearly for her child called Autumn, are reduced to tools to hurt her.

“… Ah.”

Perhaps, after today, autumn will never smile brightly at me like before.

I will accept it.

That was the natural thing that a dirty adult who ignored the child’s pure heart and chose the interests of the company and the girl’s revolution had to face.

“…”

Words like rotten germs only achieve the purpose of ruining relationships.

“… I believe you now fully understand the reason. And let’s just pretend this never happened. I’ll forget it. Even if it’s something you don’t want to do.”

Ga Eul was sitting down in her seat as if her legs were giving out and she was just looking at me with tears in her eyes.

I couldn’t bring myself to look into those eyes any longer. So I turned my back.

“… “I’ll go first, so if you feel like it, come down.”

The moment I was about to open the door to get out of the rooftop, I heard a soft voice from behind me.

“Oppa Taeyang.”

I slowly turned my head. And I saw it.

“… “Autumn.”

Autumn stood beyond the railing of the rooftop at sunset.

Precariously as if it would fall at any moment

I stretched out my hand and took a step toward fall.

Then Ga Eul took a step back. There was no more back now.

I reflexively stopped walking and stopped in place as if frozen.

It felt like if I took one more step forward, I would lose autumn forever.

No, it was highly likely.

Autumn spoke in such a precarious space.

“Oppa Taeyang.”

“Yes, Gaul. First, calm down and then…”

“I love Taeyang oppa.”

“…”

“I can’t do it without Taeyang oppa.”

The sweet she confession spoke was broken like the sound of a dry tree branch breaking.

“If I’m hated by Taeyang, if I don’t deserve to be loved… “I don’t think I can live with expectations for my future life.”

“The world… , There are so many things in the world for you to look forward to and dream about. It’s the same with the song, it’s the idol, and it’s the same with the countless relationships you’ll meet in the future and that will form you now. Love? Sane? There are so many wonderful people. There will be too many people who will love you. Autumn, because you deserve it. So, it’s just one person like me…”

“It’s not winter.”

Autumn spoke with her dead eyes.

“It’s everything to me.”

“…”

“Oppa Taeyang. I am nothing without Taeyang oppa. “Everything I do means nothing if it doesn’t interest Taeyang.”

“… Why is there no meaning! Autumn, you are amazing, beautiful, and have so many things!”

“… However, you said that Taeyang oppa doesn’t like all of them. You said she would never love again. “You said there would never be a moment where you would be considered the opposite s*x, and that won’t be the case in the future, right?”

“…”

“So, why is it worth it? … “I really don’t know.”

I felt like my head was going to explode.

I had no idea what to do.

I just vaguely thought that I needed to stabilize the emotions of autumn.

At least I had a desperate feeling that I couldn’t just leave it like this.

“Gaeul, what I just said, the words that hurt you. … “It was all a lie.”

So what I chose was an ugly struggle in the hope that Autumn would at least escape from that dangerous space.

“… “Are you lying?”

“Yeah, lie! Saying I hate you, saying I’ll never like you, it was all a lie! It’s just because I’m a selfish person and a person without courage, Ga Eul chose to shamefully run away instead of facing your heart. “There’s no way he would hate a child like you, right?”

Ga Eul asked with a trembling voice.

“… “Then, am I attractive to the opposite s*x?”

“Of course it’s attractive. Because you are the idol I chose.”

“I’m not talking about objective judgment. “I’m talking about Taeyang’s opinion.”

… It’s inevitable. In the end.

I can’t bear to raise my head and answer.

“It’s fascinating. “You are so fatal to me.”

“Do you love me?”

“I love you. “I’m not sure if that’s what you’re expecting.”

“Can you marry me and have children?”

“You can do it. “It must be too much happiness for me.”

“Then, can you allow me to ask you to date me after the contract ends?”

Close your eyes tightly.

And then I repeat the sin I never intended to commit again.

“Yes, if you can wait 5 years and 7 months for the contract to end.”

“…”

I open my eyes in agony. And I raise my head to no longer look away.

To face the fall before our eyes.

And I saw it.

Ga Eul was standing precariously holding on to the railing. Autumn, who shed tears callously with dead eyes at my hurtful words.

“…”

I was smiling.

As if he didn’t care at all about the space beyond the precarious railing where death was just a span away, as if he had been waiting for just these words from me,

Ecstatic and alluring.

From noble mtl dot come

I was smiling so full of joy.

“… Hehe.”

As if everything that had happened up until now was a lie, or as if it was nothing more than a momentary deviation or prank, Autumn lightly crossed the railing and walked towards me.

I was just looking at it blankly, and when Ga Eul’s nose and mine got close enough to touch each other, I reflexively widened the distance by one step.

“…”

Once again, there is silence between us.

In the moment when the eerie silence seemed to be sharply scratching the tip of my neck, Autumn smiled softly again and grabbed the hem of my clothes. As if he would be satisfied with this for now.

And on the rooftop, where the sunset fills the world with scarlet, Autumn, wearing the yellow training jersey I gave her as a gift, looks at me and says.

“I love you. “Oppa Taeyang.”

With a tear that cannot be erased from one eye and a smile on the corner of the mouth, he says this with eyes filled with faithfulness and joy, as if this time is truly ecstatic.

“Forever and ever.”