If You Raise Three Idols Well, They Will Confess Their Love - Chapter 213



213 – Until the Season Full of Regrets Faces the Sun

Episode 213

It was probably from that incident when I was in kindergarten that I realized that I was different from others.

“… “I want to go home.”

I threw the dinosaur toy as if I was bored and said that to the child.

“Then, go home.”

“Hey, Oh Chunja, why are you so ignorant? Well, Mom won’t be angry! … Unless it breaks somewhere, don’t even dream about it.”

The child spoke bluntly, sticking out his lips, as if he was very displeased with this situation.

“Oh, I really hope I break my arm. Then, I can go home.”

“Then, I will do it.”

“Uh? What…”

Pakak.

After a while, the child let out a scream that echoed throughout the kindergarten.

Despite my intention to silence the boy’s whining voice, unfortunately, the loud noise continued until the ambulance arrived.

***

My mother asked nervously as she looked at the middle-aged doctor wearing a white coat and glasses.

“I… , What’s strange about our Chunja?”

The doctor looked at the monitor for a while and shook his head slightly before speaking.

“That is…” The results of psychological counseling are very different from what is typical. As he is young, I am fully considering the scope that may arise due to lack of knowledge and discernment, but this is a very unusual and consistent reaction.”

“… “What is your reaction?”

“Antisocial Personality Disorder. So, it is suspected that congenital antisocial personality disorder is caused by a functional problem in the emotion-related centers of the brain.”

“Yes? That… Sorry, I can’t explain what that is…”

“It is a word that is often misused, so it may differ slightly from the guardian’s understanding, but yes… , I think it could be called a psychopath in the sense that it is not possible to feel emotions towards others.”

“That… That…”

The mother stumbled as if those words were so shocking that she would collapse.

When she managed to sit up despite stumbling, the doctor swallowed her dry saliva and said.

“It is still too early to give up hope. In Ms. Oh Chun-ja’s case, she is far from a complete psychopath.”

“Yes? What does that mean?”

“Now, the act of breaking the boy’s arm like this itself began with a motive that is difficult to find in a typical psychopath. ‘He wanted to go home, but he said he could go home if he broke his arm. So I helped.’ This is Ms. Oh Chun-ja’s statement. However, in the case of psychopaths, the idea of ‘helping’ is not usually thought of. This is because the basic emotion is empathy, and when a person has an innate disability in it, it is expressed as a psychopath. In severe cases, people cannot understand or do not even try to understand. This means that although she may be weaker than the average person, Oh Chun-ja is capable of understanding other people’s emotions and that there is room for treatment in a sufficiently common condition. “Because 0 and 1 are completely different.”

I just said that out of the rational judgment that saying it would be less annoying. However, I don’t know if it felt like a very positive sign to my mother and the doctor, or if the doctor just wanted to sell off an expensive treatment program, but on the spot, long-term psychology, therapy, counseling, activities, and programs for me were traded for a large amount of money. .

In the end, the doctor’s words were a lie and the mother lost her money.

It wasn’t that I didn’t try.

Having learned enough to know that actions like breaking the boy’s arm could lead to such troublesome things, I imitated, imitated, and acted out such common moral and emotional actions.

I think we have done well objectively.

However, even though I was still young, I made a few mistakes because there were unexpected points due to lack of experience.

And when my mother faced that mistake, she said that to me.

“… “Monstrous b*tch.”

It was a very disappointing result compared to the effort put in.

***

I have a goal.

It wasn’t anything special, but it was a simple goal of accumulating a reasonable amount of economic wealth and then going somewhere in the mountains and living alone until I died.

There was no special reason. It was just because I was tired.

Acting every moment took a lot of energy.

However, if I put it down and do whatever comes to mind, it becomes more of a hassle to deal with it, so I couldn’t do it.

Because of that, mixing with people was a very hard labor for me. I wanted to avoid doing this work if possible.

Therefore, what I ultimately dreamed of was a life where I didn’t have to face people.

I entered middle school with that thought in mind.

While I was drawing a line and taking care of my grades to increase my salary in the future, there was one girl I strangely became attached to.

Han Eun-byeol was a friendless idiot.

Well, because he’s that kind of kid, he’s probably clinging to me…

A shallow thought that since you don’t have any friends and you need someone like that, you need me too.

It was thought that it was probably moved by that kind of accident.

As cheap as the idea was, there was little to be gained from having a girl named Eunbyeol compared to the inconvenience it would cause.

However, it was considered that it took more strength to bounce it off, and it was considered very good to save the trouble of finding a partner during gym class, so at some point, that little guy and I ended up sharing a lot of time .

Meanwhile, I saw that idiot, or rather Eunbyeol, being surrounded by the so-called Iljin and being harassed.

That guy must have found me too, as he said with a desperate look on his face.

“… Help me.”

Of course I didn’t help.

The next day, the guy who showed up in a dirty school uniform hit the instigator on the back of the head with a fire extinguisher and asked me.

“Why didn’t you help me?”

I honestly wanted to ignore it because I thought it would make me tired just by looking at it, but I thought it would be quite risky to ignore Eunbyul holding a fire extinguisher dripping blood, so I spoke kindly with my own consideration.

“…”

Did you not like that answer?

Eunbyeol, who made a strange expression and then dropped the fire extinguisher and burst out laughing, looked at me as if she felt pity and said.

“Chunja, you will never be able to □□.”

It wasn’t particularly important.

***

My life was peaceful after Eunbyeol transferred to a new school and the instigator, Iljin, also transferred to another school.

Studying wasn’t particularly difficult, and I got good grades.

Thanks to this, the future of becoming a high-income earner did not feel so vague.

Of course, it was obvious that it would take a long time.

While I was walking, thinking about ways to shorten that period, in the alley on my way home, I noticed that the same gang that had harassed Han Eun-byeol the other day was harassing her other child.

… They are truly sincere b*tches.

Even though the instigator was forced to transfer schools, it seems he had no intention of changing his strange hobby.

Of course, it was none of my business.

As I tried to pass by by sticking to the wall with the intention of avoiding it, I could clearly see the process of the harassment.

The water level was stronger than expected.

After watching it, I spoke as the tallest person was about to hit the unknown girl’s forearm with a cigarette.

“Wait.”

“…”

“Why don’t you stop doing that?”

And at those words, everyone in the group glared at me.

It was like a group of wild animals recognizing their enemy.

Hmm… I’m bored.

In fact, it was obvious that this would happen.

If you are sensible, it is beneficial in many ways to avoid it instead of fooling around.

Even though I was aware of that, I made a clear provocation.

I didn’t know the reason either.

My mouth just opened.

… Is it because I didn’t take my toothpaste today?

Actually, it wasn’t important to ask why now.

It was important to get through this moment, which was likely to be the most annoying in life.

“Her her… , What are you talking about like that? Would you like to stay here instead?”

“That’s troublesome.”

“Then, you motherfucker, don’t tell me! No. Long story short, what do you do? You too, come here. “I’ll do it with you.”

I told them to come here and said while slightly shaking the smartphone they were holding as they looked at the Iljin girls approaching.

“I was filming everything you guys were doing right now. I already called the police. … If I stay here any longer, things will get annoying. “Why don’t you just think you’re unlucky and avoid it?”

I couldn’t film. It was just a hastily thought of solution.

However, as if they were listening seriously, the woman in front suddenly stretched out her hand and tried to take my smartphone.

I said, avoiding her touch her by slightly twisting her waist her.

“Because it is automatically backed up to the cloud, the video will not be lost no matter what happens to this smartphone. However, if you leave here, I will destroy the video myself.”

Then the tallest woman spat on the floor and said.

“I know a better way than that.”

“Hmm… , What? “I will listen.”

“Force you to strip naked, take pictures of you hitting your daughter, and threaten you in return.”

“…”

… Wow, these guys are more adventurous than I thought.

Are they in the same first year of middle school as me?

However, I thought it was a very effective method.

Because it was a way to make my life difficult.

Under that thought, the moment I was about to run away from this place, about 3 more people came out from behind.

When I saw him walking away carrying convenience store bags, it didn’t seem intentional, but to me it was the perfect ambush.

Really, I’m bored.

As I watched the kids approaching little by little, I had a small wish in my mind that even if I could capture the image, I would avoid being burned by a cigarette, when a man with a very decadent face appeared and said.

“I think the students are playing too dangerously.”

The man must have been exercising for a long time, and his body looked very toned.

Enough to look threatening.

The tall Iljin also spoke with a slightly hesitant expression, perhaps because he felt intimidated.

“It’s a matter between the kids, so let’s just go, brother.”

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“The conversation I heard didn’t seem like it was something that happened between kids.”

“… So? Well, what are you going to do?”

“What should I do?”

And the man approached with a cold expression on his face and said,

“We have to stop it.”

The man who approached confidently like a hero was beaten to dust by a group of women until the police arrived.

“…”

… Huh?

That was my first meeting with a man named Sun Taeyang.