Novelist Running Through Time - Chapter 179



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The Novelist Who Leapt Through Time Episode 179

My memories of that day are not clear.

I would like to take this to mean that I was in a state of confusion and pain.

It’s so miserable that I unconsciously tried to forget terrible memories for self-protection.

This is not a terrible memory, nor is it one that can be forgotten.

Something to bear forever-

It’s karma.

‘This isn’t about breaking up.’

‘······’

‘You’re abandoning me.’

EP 11-All kinds

“Huh… !”

I threw off the blanket and woke up like someone who had a nightmare. My whole body was wet with cold sweat. It’s cold.

I calm my pounding heart with a deep breath and barely hold on to reality.

“Huh… Hmm… ”

It’s always been like this these days.

The dream spot is fierce.

But the scariest thing about this nightmare is that it is not a ‘dream’ but a ‘memory’.

And you can’t escape the memories. I’m having nightmares even when I’m awake.

Therefore, you fall asleep as if you are escaping from a nightmare, and then wake up as if you are waking up from a nightmare.

But I couldn’t escape.

“ha… … ”

I barely came to my senses and controlled my body and mind. After having breakfast with boiled eggs and coffee, I opened the window and saw that the sky was turquoise.

The turquoise aurora crossing the border between bright yellow morning and ultramarine dawn was my favorite color of the sky.

But even that beauty could not soothe my heart. That’s because it was full of things that were too black for that turquoise color to seep through.

The darkness was not like an acute illness that appeared in a day or two, but a darkness that had been accumulating deep within my heart for over a dozen years.

Gu Yuna simply brought out the darkness.

In the end, it was all just darkness in my heart.

* * *

If you ask what that darkness is specifically, the only answer is that it is a common darkness that all people have no choice but to have.

Of course, due to my poor personality, there was a lot of darkness for me. Wasn’t it a life of being abandoned by parents and despised by peers?

But that had to be decided before I was born.

I can assure you, it is not my fault.

So, it is a sadness that can be expressed in something like a novel.

But Gu Yuna’s case was different.

Guy Yuna was my only friend, companion, and someone who might have been family.

It was purely a crime I committed to abandon such a benefactor for trivial reasons such as money or social status.

‘This isn’t about breaking up.’

Yes. It wasn’t a break up.

‘You’re abandoning me.’

I was abandoning Guy Yuna.

After that, I was never able to talk to Guy Yuna again, and I was thrown to the other side of time without being forgiven.

However, Gu Yuna, who was abandoned by me, with an unspoiled and pure expression, asks me to date again.

‘Do you want to date us?’

The moment I saw the bright red blush heated by the fever of love…

I wanted to die.

I really wanted to go to a place where there was no one and disappear without anyone in the world knowing.

That was the kind of love Yuna Yuna returned to me.

I felt like a criminal seducing a young girl I knew nothing about.

Are you kidding?

After doing such a terrible thing to this child, to this person named Gu Yuna.

Because I had regrets and because I missed affection, I snooped around and pretended to be a teacher.

Will I finally receive love again?

“ha… … ”

Can not be done.

This is something that should never happen.

For me to become involved with Gu Yuna again is like a murderer marrying his victim.

This is an ugly adult wearing the skin of a boy touching a girl who has not yet taken off her childlike appearance.

I have never felt so much resentment toward someone who threw me into this river of time.

I threw myself into the past so that I could never be forgiven by Yuna Gu again…

“ah.”

Only then did this idiot realize the source of all evil.

Who is it that made it impossible for me to be forgiven for eternity for the sin I committed against Yuna?

Someone who threw me to the other side of time?

no.

It was I who killed a person named Moon In-seop.

In the end, it was all my fault.

The fact that I was not forgiven by Yuna Guy, and the reason I approached Yuna Guy without forgiveness…

It’s all me.

It was around that time that I decided to go back to the place where I died.

* * *

Youth rental housing is like a concentration camp where poor young people are herded. It wasn’t difficult to persuade one of those poor young men with money.

Because I didn’t have money, because I didn’t have social status, because I was born without those things, I ripped the heart of the person I loved the most…

Didn’t this dirty joke of the time bring me undeserved money and fame?

This kind of wealth was a sorrow that came to me too late.

However, for someone who lived in youth rental housing, it was a treasure that came at a very desperate time.

– Even if I can’t give generously…

– no! no! Enough! thank you!

– Then can I use your house?

– Please write! Write comfortably!

After receiving the consent of the landlord, or rather, the tenant of the rented room, I finally returned to the house I had lived in, or the house I would live in.

Where everything ends and everything begins.

The last house I lived in.

I returned there.

My hands moved before my head could think. My hands, not my head, remembered the location of the light switch.

When I turned on the light, it blinked once or twice and the gloomy house came on. I looked around the house with a special emotion.

Thanks to the tenant’s faithful request to empty all their belongings, this familiar youth rental housing was literally empty.

Then it became almost the same as where I lived.

“ah… !”

I finally felt like I was out of the boy’s body.

It was as if I had returned to being a student of literature who lived locked in a room before being thrown to the other side of time.

Freed from the curse of time.

My headache and the piercing pain in my heart seemed to have gotten a little better.

As if nothing had happened, no suicide, no rescue, no regression,

I quietly went to the corner of the room and took a nap.

“Just a moment, just a moment… ”

So, I excused myself and took a short break.

I didn’t even know that that moment would turn into half a year.

* * *

“So, because of Gu Yuna’s , the writer fell into a state of evil, right?”

Min Hyo-chan, whose pink hair dye has slowly faded and her hair looks a little strange, summarized the situation in her own way.

However, people looked at Min Hyo-chan as if they were looking at a person with a strange head, not at the hair.

Kim Byeol clicked his tongue, Gu Yuna looked with a straight face, and Min Hyo-min, who could treat Min Hyo-chan the most, freely showed her disgust and contempt on her face.

Min Hyo-chan looked around in confusion as he was met with a flood of gazes.

“what! why! what!”

Gu Yuna’s first disciple, Min Hyo-min, went out to punish the evil enemies who tarnished the reputation of the monk and his teacher.

“If you don’t know, just stay still!”

Wow – !

C-rank idol Rapid Boys Min Hyo-chan sank after S-rank idol Benibis Min Hyo-min’s back smash. Baekhak Entertainment’s strict discipline was like this.

When the rebellious enemy who made reckless remarks without even knowing the topic was punished, the meeting returned to square one.

Kim Byeol, the second director of the Popular Culture and Arts Research Club, declared.

“Guys. This is not the time. right now… ”

Popular Culture and Arts Research Club.

1st Emergency Response Committee.

The first agenda is…

“We have to get the writer out of the house.”

It was .

However, they say that crayfish are on the crab side, and Min Hyo-chan, who looks like a delinquent student just by looking at his pink hair dye and earrings, defended a delinquent student like him.

“No, well… “Isn’t it possible to not go to school?”

Min Hyo-min answered immediately.

“What!”

“Oh, don’t hit me, just listen!”

Min Hyo-chan pushed away Min Hyo-min’s face and continued speaking.

“Actually, is there a reason for him, a writer, to go to school? Compulsory education is actually over, and there is nothing to learn at Baekhak Arts High School… “I think it would be okay to just encourage Ji to write at home if she wants to.”

Min Hyo-chan pointed to his younger brother, who was glaring at him.

“Min Hyo-min, how much did the company pester her to drop out rather than go to high school? Originally, underage celebrities only had to attend middle school. It’s such an unusual event… ”

Kim Byul’s cold voice interrupted Min Hyo-chan.

“Are you discussing the physiology of ‘underage celebrities’ in front of me?”

“Yep, I’ll shut up… ”

Min Hyo-chan cringed under the harsh gaze of Kim Byeol, who had her arms crossed.

Kim Byeol reflected on her overly harsh attitude and explained the situation in a much more relaxed manner.

“If he was a writer and was writing at home, I wouldn’t have invited you all over like this. “But it seems like the situation is worse than I thought.”

“Well, how serious is it?”

Kim Byeol hesitated for a moment, then confessed.

“Moon In-seop, he is almost a wreck.”

“… !!!”

Min Hyo-chan’s expression hardened as if he had finally realized the seriousness of the situation, and Gu Yu-na also twitched her eyebrows.

However, Min Hyo-min, who was actually the most cool-headed among them, just gave a worried look and pointed out the facts.

“Well… I’m worried. But what can we do to help? Mental issues shouldn’t be touched by others… ”

In Min Hyo-min’s opinion, it would have been better to just leave it alone in this situation. This was the opinion of a professional who had experience that taking care of each and every mentally broken idol colleague was neither porridge nor rice.

However, Kim Byeol, who had more experience than him, was someone who clearly saw and felt the extent to which mental problems can bring down celebrities.

“If you’re having a hard time mentally, you should go to the hospital. What’s going to get better if you stay at home? “It’s all escapism.”

“oh… !”

Kim Byeol did not gather the club members to give a gift of rolling paper and a thousand folded origami cranes to cheer up the depressed writer.

The purpose of Kim Byeol, the second director of the Popular Culture and Arts Research Club, was a little more direct and clear.

“After taking the writer out of the house, we put him in the Baekhak Entertainment psychiatric counseling room.”

“… !!!”

“If persuasion doesn’t work, try force!”

No questions or answers!

The members automatically nodded at that strong leadership. Min Hyo-chan, who thought she looked a bit like Eva, also nodded, weighed down by the momentum. Perhaps it was because he was someone who had shot gun action while riding a horse in Manchuria, but when he first started going out, Genghis Khan was nowhere to be found.

Gu Yuna, who possessed the cruelty and barbarism characteristic of nomadic peoples, also joined.

“I already know the address… “All we have to do is get it out of the house.”

“right? right?”

“yes. It doesn’t seem like it would be particularly difficult to subdue… ”

Min Hyo-chan looked back on his life as he watched his crazy friends seriously planning to kidnap humans and regretted how he ended up in this group.

However, if you look at Min Hyo-chan too, he is a high school student with boiling blood.

This is the perfect age to be drawn to deviance and crime.

“… This cheap guy doesn’t go to school? “Let’s show them a good example.”

“That’s right! “That’s right!”

Min Hyo-min, who wanted a fun school life to relieve the boredom of the boring entertainment industry, smiled brightly and agreed to this heinous kidnapping plan.

If CEO Baek Seung-won, who is serious about character education for celebrities, had seen this, he would have shed tears of blood.

At this time, what interrupted the madness of the Popular Culture and Arts Research Club, which was trying to kidnap the club’s first manager, was a clear knocking sound.

Knock knock.

As if they knew that kidnapping was a crime, these aspiring criminals were all shocked and stared at the classroom sliding door.

Because of this, the visitor could not answer the knock, so he opened the door carefully and greeted him in an awkward voice.

“anybody home… ?”

“who are you?”

“Oh, hello, I’m interested in joining the club… ”

The abandoned boy who sneaked in and smiled kindly was the best brain born at Saebit Elephant Orphanage.

It was Moon Ji-seop.

“Is this the club where Inseop is?” ?”