Novelist Running Through Time - Chapter 207
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The Novelist Who Leapt Through Time Episode 207
It was around the end of spring and the beginning of summer.
“what.”
One day, a plant was growing.
As I was spraying water on the heads of the succulents with a spray gun, I noticed a slightly unfamiliar eye level.
I put my face close to the moist succulent plant and took a closer look.
It is certainly.
“oh… !”
The succulents grew well and quickly.
Just as Min Hyo-chan, a pink-haired otaku, became a cool idol, and just as Gu Yuna, who does not know the human heart, became a child with a warm heart.
Finally, these little succulents also raised their heads towards the sun.
I took a picture of this brilliant wonder of life, sent it to Baek Seol and Lim Yang-wook, and lay down in bed with a happy heart.
And I once again immersed myself in a topic that has been encroaching on my mind recently.
“It’s growth… … .”
Growth, desire, and change.
These were the questions that collaboration with Rapid Boys left me with.
Celebrities who failed to achieve their dreams and stars who did not become stars become miserable.
They try to achieve their desires even if it means selling everything.
This can be seen as a dirty use, but it can also be seen as a powerful driving force.
Because truth has power.
Moving forward fueled by such natural desires is often called growth.
It is an independent will to break away from someone else’s care and make a wish come true with one’s own strength.
But are such changes really positive?
As humans live in society, values that are considered positive are usually aligned with the standards of others rather than one’s own standards.
Unless we experience the world that we believed would never change change in an instant, we have no choice but to be swayed by the standards of others.
(Yes, that’s my baby)
Therefore, humans are sad animals who devote their lives to conforming to other people’s standards… … .
I expressed this manipulation of personal and social desires as a ‘marionette.’
As the CEO of Baekhak Entertainment, Mr. Baek, said obscenely, it is definitely not a novel with the meaning of ‘Fuck you Rapid Boys’ or ‘Please help our poor Rapid Boys’.
If so, question here.
Rapid Boys succeeded in surviving by using the social pressure to ‘become a successful idol’ and the human responsibility of ‘cannot abandon the members’ as the driving force.
Min Hyo-chan and Lee Soo-do both grew through such trials and achieved human change.
So, in what direction am I growing?
“Ugh… … .”
These days, I’m thinking about this.
It is still too clumsy and vague a dream to be refined into a novel.
It is a topic that may not lead to a novel, but may end in a pipe dream and be forever forgotten.
And, how could I, who only noticed the growth of succulents too late, notice my own growth?
But when I thought about it carefully, I was able to find one part of myself that was better than before.
It’s a bit embarrassing, but I was embarrassed and hated the fact that I was from an orphanage.
Therefore, there is a part of him that is obsessed with his relationship with Gu Yuna, a noble young lady outside the orphanage who is not from the orphanage and has genius talent.
If I had given even half of the attention I gave to Gu Yuna to my orphanage friends in the past, I wouldn’t have had no friends.
However, as soon as I left the orphanage, I cut off all contact with my old friends, and even tried to completely hide the fact that I was from an orphanage (although I was not successful).
My relationship with Gu Yuna was the only relationship I took pains to manage.
Then, when the social pressure from Gu Yu-bin, Min Chae-won, and Gu Hak-jun continued… … .
I even cut off my relationship with Gu Yuna with my own hands.
So I became completely socially isolated.
It was the foolish act of an idiot who didn’t know how to create a relationship and only knew how to end it.
There is room for excuse in that the people in the world who made me such a fool were those who thought they would only treat orphans mercilessly… … .
By all accounts, it was clear that I was not of a sociable race.
But it’s different now.
Surprisingly, I made quite a few friends other than Gu Yuna.
First of all, Magi Hoon is nagging me so much that I have to exercise and not to eat picky food, so I’m starting to get confused as to whether he’s my manager or my mom.
Club friends like pink-haired Min Hyo-chan, Min Hyo-min even in reverse, Munsaeng Moon Ji-seop, Snake Heart Ahn Joo-hee,
and… … .
They say that even tigers will come if you tell them to, so this guy will immediately call you.
No, as soon as I think about myself, I see Bonsae making a fuss and making contact, so I guess I can’t be a nobleman…
While thinking such pointless thoughts, I picked up my buzzing smartphone.
“Yes, hello?”
-Hey, I heard you had an accident? Come to Red and White Crane Enter.
“Me? why?”
-That’s because I’m curious!
EP 13-Change Comics
If I were to choose the most unusual person among my acquaintances, surprisingly, it would be Kim Byeol, not Gu Yuna.
Rather, Gu Yuna is an unusual person, but she is a model student who tries to live an ordinary life.
On the other hand, if ‘ordinaryness’ is set as a model according to the public’s view, Kim Byeol is not one of the best among the bad.
First of all, the job is unique. Child actor.
The uniqueness of Kim Byeol begins from the fact that he gave his all to his job.
First of all, because Kim Byul was a child actor, she did not experience a normal school life. So he doesn’t know how to treat his peers.
And since Kim Byeol is a child actor who went through 10 years of obscurity, she has a bit of a sense of entitlement. He cannot stand being ignored as an actor.
In addition, since Kim Byeol is a child actor, in order to be faithful to her job, she has to work a rigorous schedule that is not only conscientious, but even paranoid.
Since Kim Byeol is a child actor, sometimes when she gets hit in the solar plexus by malicious comments, she gets a little annoyed and becomes hysterical and irritable to those around her.
From what I see, it seems that Kim Byeol will definitely turn to drinking and smoking once she becomes an adult.
Even now, I’m actually being cautious so I’m keeping a close eye on him to make sure he doesn’t touch any nasty items.
On the other hand, because Kim Byul is a child actor, her appearance changes very often… … .
It was the same this time too.
“Hmm, something like that happened… … .”
Kim Byeol, whom I met at Baekhak Entertainment’s in-house cafe, had a different appearance than I thought I was used to.
After winning the Cannes Best Actress Award for , I started filming commercials with exactly that image, so I acted like the conservative and sensitive model student I used to be, but now my hair is wavy.
I even dyed my hair tan. He looks like he’s in his early to mid 20s, not a high school student. I was told that I had been cast as the female lead in a romantic drama, and it seemed like filming was slowly starting.
However, Kim Byul’s interest was not focused on filming her drama, but on what I had experienced.
“That happened while I was away at the company…” … .”
“There wasn’t any?”
“I was doing nothing but kimbap in Spain. “Because of entertainment filming.”
“For some reason, I couldn’t see it.”
“If you can’t see it, look for it… … .”
Kim Byeol grumbled a little and seemed to be reminiscing about the Rapid Boys’ desperate struggle with ‘Marionette’ with a faint look in his eyes.
‘I see, that’s how it happened, I’m glad… ‘ Kim Byeol muttered and quickly turned the tip of her sword towards me.
“under… “If something like this happened, you should have told me a long time ago!”
“Did you have any connections in the singer management department while you were learning?”
“Okay then!” (No)
“I’ve been here for over 10 years, is there anyone I don’t know?!” (There are a lot)
“Anyway, if I had asked this senior first, things would have been much easier, eh! Tsk tsk… … .”
Kim Byeol let out a loud roar, fearing that someone might be a veteran actor.
To be honest, I couldn’t believe it, but since Kim Byeol said so, I just said it was so.
Kim Byeol, who had been teasing me so coolly, this time slowly caught my eye.
“So I’m going to write part 2… … ?”
“I don’t use it.”
Kim Byul smiled brightly and said.
“Good! Then, write another script with director So Tae-woong. “I’m going to make a new movie too.”
“You sound like you left the writing to me.”
“Uh huh, if my senior uses it, I will use it!”
“… “Me?”
“uh!”
“why?”
“I bought you a strawberry yogurt smoothie.”
“You don’t like it?”
“Ac.”
Kim Byul frowned horribly and pretended to hit my forearm.
It was a soft punch, but I felt like my energy was drained every time I got punched because I had been somewhat traumatized by a woman my age (with heavy makeup) who was trying to steal something from me.
At the same time, I thought to myself, I would like to write a script as Kim Byeol said.
Not only was I slowly feeling sorry for ignoring director So Tae-woong’s stalking, but surprisingly, my experience of writing in the form of a script rather than a novel was quite helpful.
Although it is nothing more than type on the same piece of paper, the difference between whether it is realized through human imagination or through human effort and technology is very large.
Perhaps, for the development of my literature, I may need various activities that I have never experienced before… … .
As I was lost in thought for a moment, Kim Byeol urged me to answer.
“so! “I will use it or I will not use it!”
He had the spirit of a vicious debtor.
“Does it have to be my script?”
“Well, that’s… … .”
It was a question asked without much thought, but it made Kim Byeol worry for a long time.
The answer was as deep as the length of the concerns.
“Well, being an actor is actually a job where you have to make work that is not your own creation your own, right?”
“Yes.”
“So, I always have to do something called ‘interpretation’ while reading the script, but honestly, in most scripts, there aren’t enough clues to enable interpretation. “Of course, writers also have to keep to a tight schedule and come up with a lot of content, so when will they come up with the behind-the-scenes stories of dozens of characters?”
“hmm… … .”
“Then in the end, the actor has to hit it roughly with ad-libs, but that’s too arbitrary. However, it is difficult to catch up with busy writers and ask them questions… … .”
“But am I a bit easy?”
Kim Byeol laughed playfully.
“yes!”
“oh my god… … .”
“If the writer is a friend, we can discuss the script comfortably. That was really nice. Of course, if you do that much research, the quality of your acting will also be excellent, so it’s good. Anyway, I really enjoyed filming ‘Sound’. “It was fun too.”
“In that case… … .”
I eventually nodded to Kim Byeol’s honest answer.
“I will visit Director So Tae-woong sometime soon and ask how he is doing.”
“really?! “Is it real?”
I decided to write a script according to Kim Byeol’s wish.
Kim Byeol, whose wish came true, laughed excitedly.
but,
To conclude,
Kim Byul’s wish to act out a script written by a friend came true in a slightly twisted form.
* * *
The emotions Kim Byeol felt as she walked up to the podium at the Cannes Film Festival were not the weight of the Best Actress award, but the primal joy of despair, surprise, and emotion.
It is impossible to hold on to a clue of reason while the world’s spotlight is on you.
Rather, it was after returning to Korea that Kim Byul realized the weight of the Cannes Best Actress Award.
A considerable amount of time had passed since then.
“CF… “Seven?!”
“then!”
A lot of time has passed since the Cannes Film Festival.
Almost a year has passed.
So far, Kim Byul has not been active in any productions, but has had a busy entertainment schedule, been invited to numerous domestic film festivals, and collected various awards.
I even took a break.
Even though he was slowly returning, there were as many as 7 CFs flocking to Kim Byul.
The glory of the Best Actress Award at Cannes was too heavy to let go in just one year.
Kim Byeol was worried that she might have to carry this burden for the rest of her life.
But Kim Byul’s mother was enjoying the best moment of her life.
At least it seemed that way to Kim Byeol.
“Byul, mom, I’m going to go outside for a moment.”
“Where are you going?”
“With a director I know, a little.”
“Again? Didn’t you say you saw the director yesterday too? ?”
“Is this person the same person yesterday and today? “To decide on your next project, it’s not something that can be done by meeting one or two people.”
“ah… … .”
Kim Byeol couldn’t even bring herself to ask why my mother was deciding my next project.
Because in the end, mom was right.
The effort and passion that Kim Byeol put into acting was such that it could clearly be called overwork.
And as a child, Kim Byeol naturally rebelled against her mother’s harsh discipline.
Each time, the measures taken were even harsher.
Eventually, mistreatment became a daily routine for Kim Byeol.
Meanwhile, his younger brother, who was less qualified than Kim Byeol, was neglected, and his father took his younger brother away and the family fell apart.
However, Kim Byeol continued her efforts. She is supported by her mother, who is as attentive as she is harsh.
My mother made me exercise, my mother made my diet, and my broadcasting schedule was also determined by my mother, nodding here and there.
I lasted 10 years like that.
In the end, the mother succeeded in making her daughter the queen of Khan.
That’s how my mother achieved her dream.
Even though everyone was pointing fingers, he ultimately proved himself right.
What on earth can you say to someone who is full of such confidence and confidence?
Kim Byeol’s mother now had a human form, but was not a being capable of communication.
I guess it wasn’t like that at some point.
“… … .”
Kim Byeol took out a salad from the refrigerator. It is a food that her mother made by hand after analyzing each nutritional ingredient. The ingredients are different for each day of the week. The taste isn’t bad either.
But no matter what, a salad is a salad.
What Kim Byeol needed was not a nutritionist, but a mother who would yell at her for not wanting to eat salad, so Kim Byeol chewed the salad with a blank expression and left the house.
The house that Kim Byeol and her mother left seemed less desolate than when people were there.
* * *
“now! good luck!”
“Oh, yes.”
Kim Byul got out of the car with a half-hearted response to the manager’s enthusiastic cheering.
Even though he looks different before and after receiving the award, he is a very different person.
Honestly, I feel disillusioned.
‘Anyway, what is that damn Khan…? … .’
Kim Byeol, who was feeling minor stress in her heart, went straight to the filming set and got her makeup done.
The actor sitting next to me spoke politely.
“Senior, you are here… ?”
As always, Kim Byul is younger in age, and Kim Byul is higher in experience.
Every time I met actors in this ambiguous position, how much pain did I have to endure because the actors secretly did not treat Kim Byul as their senior?
Of course, the Cannes Best Actress Award is the best.
Kim Byeol thought this and made all sorts of pretentious remarks.
“No, no! A senior! “Please feel free to talk to me, sister.”
“Well, still… … .”
Kim Byeol, who was in a good mood again after shaking off all the pretense, wandered around the filming set with a smile on her face.
It wasn’t just walking around.
Say hello to seniors, say hello to staff, and be greeted by juniors… … .
This is also an actor’s job.
And before filming began, Kim Byeol went to say hello to the most important person.
“Writer~”
Kim Byul, whose voice is 90% charming and 10% cute, visited the drama’s main writer, Lim Song-i.
Writer Lim Song-i also smiled brightly and looked at Kim Byeol.
“Oh my, star!”
But next to him, a suspiciously familiar face appears.
“Great! There was someone I wanted to introduce… “You two are friends?”
“uh?”
“This time, I participated as an assistant writer in the drama… … .”
Writer Lim Song-i’s voice can no longer be heard in Kim Byeol’s ears.
All of Kim Byul’s concentration was focused on interpreting the scene before her eyes.
“ah?”
Gu Yuna waves next to writer Im Song-i.
I looked closely to see if it was a similar person, but their facial expressions were expressionless, but their hand movements radiated joy.
This strangeness can only be seen in Gu Yuna.
Gu Yuna is right.
“hi.”
“ah?”
Byeol Kim’s thoughts stopped.