Possessed As the Butler of a Defeated Heroine - Possessed As the Butler of a Defeated Heroine chapter 173
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173 – Let’s Enjoy the Cultural Festival Together! (6)
“What… ?”
Tsubasa couldn’t believe her her her ears her after hearing Hyunjin’s words her her her.
“I don’t want to give up on my senior either.”
“… “Are you aware of what you are saying right now?”
Tsubasa looked like she was about to cry, but she lightly wiped away her tears with her hand and then glared at Hyunjin fiercely and said.
“If I didn’t know, I didn’t talk about it.”
“I see. “You certainly weren’t the type of man to speak without thinking.”
Tsubasa was dazed for a moment by Hyunjin’s words her, then she chuckled.
She started crying, then suddenly looked straight, and now she even smiled, so from Hyunjin’s perspective of her, Tsubasa felt strange.
She knew that people’s emotions were not what they wanted, but she never thought that she would change so quickly.
Moreover, it was quite rare for someone to change their emotions so quickly and frequently.
“No one wants to give up.”
Hyunjin always had the same mindset.
She didn’t want to give up on anyone. If it was someone she liked, she wanted to avoid breaking up with them or becoming estranged from them.
Do I really have to choose someone?
‘I know.’
People’s perception is that ultimately loving one person is the correct form of pure love. Most people would feel that way.
Hyunjin already knew that she was twisted.
A happy ending for everyone?
I know that such a thing is impossible to realize.
I no longer wanted to sit back and watch the miserable old stories of one heroine being defeated and the other heroines being defeated and abandoned.
Anyone can see that this is clearly stubbornness. It was a feeling close to ruin.
‘There is no turning back.’
If you just back off like this, you’ll end up leaving only scars on the other heroines.
I have no intention of taking a wait-and-see approach with my eyes open like that.
Even though he knew it was greed, the adult boy did not want to give up even if his intentions were vain.
While Hyunjin was gathering his thoughts about her, Tsubasa sighed and said.
“Ha… Really, he is a greedy man. Hyunjin. It’s me, he doesn’t care, but is he confident enough to convince the other kids?”
Unexpectedly, when Tsubasa accepted the situation obediently, Hyunjin looked slightly bewildered.
Tsubasa looked at Hyunjin’s expression and spoke provocatively.
“Have you lost yourself? “Pity.”
“Who are you making fun of for being a virgin… ?” …”
“Oh my, who is it? He says he wants to embrace everything because he doesn’t want to hurt other children he likes… “Is this what you said to an affair like that?”
Tsubasa puffed out her cheeks, crossed her arms, and opened her mouth, tilting her head as if in awe.
“Ahaha…”
Hyunjin only smiled bitterly at Tsubasa’s words.
If you think about it, that’s right.
Who would think of such an outrageous thought?
Hyunjin couldn’t even refute Tsubasa’s words, which were definitely wrong.
“Why aren’t you saying anything?”
Tsubasa said, lightly kicking Hyunjin’s shin.
Perhaps feeling that his character had been strangely altered, Hyunjin made a bitter expression as he looked at Tsubasa.
“I didn’t know he was like this.”
“Would you hate someone like this?”
Tsubasa turned her head to the angle seen in the animation, focused on Hyunjin, and opened her mouth.
I didn’t know that I would see the same scene I saw in the animation in person, but as I watched it like this, I remembered the angle at which the owl bends its neck, and for a moment, Hyunjin burst out laughing.
“Oh my. What is so funny about Hyunjin? “Why don’t you tell me?”
“Just… For some reason, I felt relaxed.”
“Heh, really?”
“I didn’t know Tsubasa-senpai was such a loose person.”
“I guess you didn’t show it off a few times?”
Hyunjin nodded his head and thought at Tsubasa’s words his.
‘Surely… That’s true.’
If you think about it, Tsubasa only showed her true colors when she went to her house or when she was with Hyunjin.
Behaviors and emotions that were not shown to others. Such accessories and such.
Tsubasa shared the various types of emotions that Tsubasa can have with at least one person.
That was Hyunjin.
She didn’t hide those things from Tsubasa’s parents, her older sister, or Kumano, just from Hyunjin.
The reason Tsubasa developed feelings for Hyunjin was when she decided that someone who understood her had appeared.
From that turning point, the girl’s love began.
The girl who looked at everything in her world with a dull and indifferent gaze realized her own feelings.
She thought obviously that if she confessed these feelings, she would be rejected.
‘Thank god. Because I had a chance too.’
Tsubasa was half-resigned, thinking that she would never get a chance.
When she saw Hyunjin hanging out with other girls, all kinds of emotions bloomed in a corner of her heart.
But maybe she was just so happy to hear the story?
“Honestly, I don’t understand. “What are you thinking?”
“… “I didn’t think I would be understood.”
“What were you going to do if I didn’t try to understand?”
At Tsubasa’s direct ball, Hyunjin shut her mouth.
“Avoiding the answer is not a good choice.”
Tsubasa looked at Hyunjin and urged her to answer.
“I don’t know. Me too, what are my feelings? Still, I know this one thing for sure. “I didn’t want to deceive myself by giving up on Tsubasa-senpai.”
“Really, you sinful man. “Hyunjin.”
Tsubasa said to Hyunjin as if throwing something.
“I’m sorry.”
“What is there to be sorry for? It’s probably my fault for falling in love without knowing you were that kind of person…”
Tsubasa looked at Hyunjin with a bitter smile.
How did she end up loving such a man, she thought to herself, but somehow she couldn’t hate him?
Ah, yes.
This is what Tsubasa wanted.
From the way she avoids interacting with others, it’s not a formal relationship… Something deep like that.
You can call it an ugly, twisted desire. I dreamed of such an ideal relationship, not someone I could think of realistically.
Finally, such a person appeared before my eyes.
As for Tsubasa, she knew that it was definitely the wrong choice.
I also thought that this kind of relationship might one day lead to destruction in the end.
However, if you do not convey this feeling.
There may come a day when you spend your whole life feeling sorry for yourself and regretting it.
Even if it’s a relationship that may break down one day.
I didn’t want to fool myself.
I would rather pour water on her burning heart and cool it down.
Tsubasa’s thoughts about Hyunjin did not waver.
“So, can you say it again?”
Tsubasa approached Hyunjin and quietly quietly.
Hyunjin calmed down Tsubasa’s trembling body and took a deep breath, then she responded.
“A little bit… Please wait just a little while. I need a senior. I know it’s wrong, but still… “I hope Tsubasa-senpai will wait for me.”
Clearly, Hyunjin knows very well that this is malicious, inconsiderate, and arrogant.
Forcing twisted affection is simply a useless act of not trying to understand others.
Not being considered of the other person is, in a sense, the worst act of love.
To like multiple people.
Nevertheless, I wanted to wish for their happiness rather than her her own happiness her her her.
I no longer want the tragic ending of not being given a chance by the person I loved.
If the truth you wanted to deny becomes reality, it will definitely be painful.
So, here–
I don’t mind being called trash, so I want to make them happy.
That was Hyunjin’s wish.
That was the ideal and reality that Hyunjin had hoped for.
It was the completion of a world that would not be defeated.
Doesn’t it make realistic sense? There is no oligogeneity?
That’s just the story of the work, but in Hyunjin’s world, this was the correct answer and he had no intention of being understood by others.
From the beginning, I thought it would not be understood. I want to avoid an ending that involves only one person
So, let’s put a ring on the finger of the girl who wasn’t chosen.
Let’s put a wreath on the head of a crying girl. So that someday, you can smile.
Hyunjin suddenly gave his little finger to Tsubasa and said.
“I promise, Tsubasa-senpai. I will make you happy.”
Tsubasa began to smile at Hyunjin’s words.
“Really… I think this is what twisted love is..”
The girl put her finger on the little finger of an adult boy.
“I’ll wait.”
The girl’s heart her, which had been covered with dark clouds, began to shine brightly again.
Above the rooftop, on the other side of the sky, a bird of prey was flying.