Regression Is Too Much - Regression Is Too Muchchapter 269
269 – Proved by the Regressor (9)
[Reward for clearing the 27th floor is given.]
-27th floor clear reward
-You can obtain 200 contribution points. Duplicate use is not possible.
“It seems impossible to drive it. It is also impossible to regress and use it continuously. Just because you beat it multiple times doesn’t mean you should spend too much on your contribution.”
Choi Ji-won speaks while touching a small box that says ‘Clear Reward’.
“They said they would give 200 contribution points… If you give all of this to one person. I thought I could buy really expensive items at the store. Looks like all those tricks aren’t working. “If this is the case, I need to be a little more careful, right?”
“… “
“If you want to buy expensive items, you are at a disadvantage because you have to fight without them while climbing the tower. If you buy a cheap item, you won’t receive any contribution points, so you won’t be able to buy an expensive item later. I think I need to think very strategically… Ah, my head hurts.”
She was looking around at various items on the 26th floor, thinking carefully about what would be most efficient to purchase.
“It would be okay to use your contributions right away to become stronger, but… Junho: If I were to follow the words you use, we could say we are quite ‘over-spec’, right? I think it would be better to save on contributions. “What do you think?”
“… “
“Junho?”
“Oh, yes. Sorry. “I was thinking about something for a moment.”
“… If it’s important, should I give you time to think about it?”
“Will you do that? Thank you.”
In fact, Choi Ji-won couldn’t concentrate at all on what she was saying. It was because she felt uncomfortable, as if her stomach was stuck all the time.
Before she returned to the 26th floor. In my mental space, I look back on the story I had with the warlock.
A warlock who plays with people’s lives. It was something I said in response to him or out of repulsion to win the argument right away. You didn’t try your best, don’t be hypocritical, you’re trash and all.
But if you say it wasn’t sincere at all, that’s not true either. I think, to some extent, the Warlock didn’t do his ‘best’. To be precise, I don’t think I chose the ‘best method’.
Was it really necessary to use people’s lives? Should I have deceived a fellow human being and used him as firewood?
I thought the warlock had crossed a line that should not be crossed. I thought that no matter how urgent it was, we should not treat fellow humans like livestock. There was a lot of resistance to it, and my anger rose. Aren’t there some things you can do and some things you shouldn’t do?
“I… “The part that can be said to be justified ends here.”
However, you should not have asked the warlock, ‘Did you do your best?’
The moral good of cultivating humans and using them as horses. Except for crossing that line … It is true that the warlock did his best
“Whoa.”
The world was just before destruction. There weren’t many options to choose from. The warlock probably didn’t have much of a choice either. In the first place, it is also a point where you can see how crowded the world was when it was even the warlock’s turn.
Above all, the word ‘failure’ is not synonymous with the word ‘I did not do my best.’ Didn’t I do my best when I had to go back after suffering various hardships? No. And yet it failed. This is because humans are inherently such animals.
Yes, what I did was deception. The gold spoon said to the dirt spoon, ‘Why do you live like that? They looked down on him and said, ‘You should put in some effort.’
Am I not doing my best? No. I always do my best too. Rather, I try harder and longer than others.
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In order to completely break one layer, I repeat regression, collect information, analyze the situation in detail, and get the result I want. I think I was implicitly thinking, ‘I put in a lot of effort, so it’s natural to get good results.’ I think I thought the results I got were the result of legitimate efforts.
However, there are people in the world who are not given the opportunity to make an effort. Some people are not able to invest enough time. You cannot criticize a child who was born in a slum and starved to death at the age of 3 for not trying hard. You can’t criticize a young man who inherited his parents’ debt when he was born, asking why he doesn’t prepare for the future.
Would a warlock want to kill someone? I don’t know. Maybe he wanted to kill him. Because he’s a warlock.
However, if we leave out the moral standards, we cannot admonish him for not trying his best just because he failed. Again, failure doesn’t mean you didn’t try your best.
“I was originally… Have you ever been this arrogant?”
My mind has become dull due to regression. I just blurted it out because I was angry. It was an unreasonable attempt to win the argument. There are a lot of excuses, but I decided not to make any. Because it is true that I was wrong.
Since when did this happen? For sure… I think I was the type of person who, when I heard other people’s stories, thought, ‘That could happen.’ I still thought that was the case. When did it start to change?
It seems like regression has become natural at some point. Running on the road to success, having celebrities on TV recognize me, and being able to change my destiny with a gesture of my own… I think it felt like a natural right.
I thought of myself as special. It’s true that it was special, but I mistakenly thought it was my fault.
I realize my shortcomings. I am not superhuman. Not a hero. He is an arrogant and an arrogant idiot. I swore to ‘become a person who can be confident in myself,’ but I couldn’t keep that promise.
“Jiwon.”
“Huh?”
“This happened… “
I gathered all these concerns and asked Jiwon Choi for advice. In my opinion, the person closest to the ideal line was Choi Ji-won.
“Junho. There is something you are mistaken about.”
Choi Ji-won sighs.
“I’m not that kind of superhuman? I’m just trying too. “To keep my promise.”
“But… I am… “
“I think it’s true that you made a mistake. It is also true that the direction of your thoughts has gone astray. But it can be fixed, right?”
She spoke softly and placed her own hand on top of mine.
“How can someone be perfect? People make mistakes and go astray. “Isn’t the important thing to doubt yourself when you are wrong and the will to come back when you think you are wrong?”
Choi Ji-won adds that even a warlock is not in a position to be as confident as you say.
“If you realize how special your power is, and always keep in mind that it is a power that others do not have. I don’t think there will be any problem. Junho, you didn’t really mean to ‘deceive’ me, right?”
“… “
Choi Ji-won also spoke clearly. What I did was a mistake and a deception. In any case, I shouldn’t have spoken to someone who made an effort to save the world like I did.
Added at the same time. It just needs to be fixed. Yes, you can fix it.
“Thank you.”
You just have to get better. All you have to do is grow. Realizing that you are going astray is also a great achievement.
Philosophers always emphasize the importance of reflecting on oneself. All you have to do is always be alert and maintain an attitude of trying to get better.
“I have no conscience saying these things with my mouth.”
This should have been said by a third party, but it’s a bit embarrassing to say it with my own mouth. It’s like playing drums and janggu alone.
Still, I’m glad. Because I can correct my mistakes. It is also fortunate to be given the opportunity to correct mistakes. In that sense, I am the luckiest person in the world.
“Let’s go.”
[You have suffered damage.]
[You will return to the time you first entered the 27th floor.]
***
– Jeopuk. Jeopuk.
Dark cave. Footsteps echo.
“… “
The warlock takes out his staff. It’s an intruder. The numbers…
“One?”
Okay. One. It’s the sound of just one person’s footsteps. The intruder, walking at a speed that was neither fast nor slow, soon arrived at the core of the cave.
The identity of the intruder was finally revealed… Man. He is a young man wearing strange clothes made of cloth. He appears to be a swordsman, as he is carrying a sword on his waist, and the aura he wears around his body is very mysterious.
“Hey.”
Big. A man relaxes his neck and speaks first.
“I’m sorry. “I said you didn’t do your best.”
“… ?”
The warlock looked at the man in confusion. Either way, the man continues what he was saying.
“I… It was arrogant. I discounted your efforts. I still don’t think your way is the right way, but I shouldn’t have said it was ‘the wrong way.’”
“What are you saying when you suddenly come here?”
“They say that if I do my best, I will get the best results… ” I mistakenly assumed that others were like that too. “I’m sorry.”
Nod. Bow your head. The warlock’s fingers, which had been wiggling to attack, stopped.
“So, I also want to apologize to you in my own way.”
The man takes off his transparent gloves and points to the outside of the cave with his bare hand.
“Let’s go out.”
“… ?”
“Let’s go outside.”
He was wrong. He made a mistake he was arrogant.
A man admits his own mistakes.
But at the same time, the ‘best’ that was talked about in the disappeared time zone exists.
“Bingryong, let’s go catch that.”
I’m trying to prove it.