Rockstar Again - Chapter 173



Only Noblemtl

Episode 173. How come (6)

People who create things tend to see the world through quite different eyes.

The first summer day after the time slip.

Coffee shop.

As Youngpil’s older brother was added to the noisy cicada sound, it was as if a fable had come out.

It happens that we end up giving meaning to nothing.

But what if that was something that had some significance to ordinary people?

chamberlain…….

Love or.

Like a longing for blood relatives.

Then you end up with a pretty sticky song.

It’s like an inevitable flow.

It’s a universal emotion that everyone can relate to and feel.

You’re saying that it’s easy to bring up emotions. You bring that out and express it in music and lyrics?

It’s much harder to make it not so dark.

“It doesn’t work… … .”

I scratched my head with the tip of the pen.

But that doesn’t make the itchiness go away. It’s like it’s ticklish because you haven’t washed your head. It’s not a physical ticklishness, it’s a ticklishness in the brain inside it.

I raised my head and looked around.

A quiet recording studio.

To be exact, it’s not inside the recording studio booth, but on a table outside.

There is no one.

Suchan hyung was here a little while ago, then he said he was going to buy something to drink and went out alone.

Only after confirming that I was alone did I begin to hum softly.

“mom.”

I don’t think it’s a word that requires courage to say out loud.

It’s difficult.

Once the word was taken out, it began to be connected again and again.

“Mom… … Ma… … Mother. Mom, I’m hungry. Mom… … Buy me that… … Mom, why are you late… … Mom, let’s go together… … Mom… … I… … love… … you… … .”

It’s an uncomfortable feeling, as if bitter water is rising up from inside me.

After mumbling it out loud a few times, I finally realized it.

Why were the songs to be included in the second album blocked?

Why aren’t the songs that should be included in the OST, which needs to be prepared even faster, coming out?

Also, why can’t I write songs about love?

Furthermore, even though you want to be in a relationship… … you become uncomfortable when you actually think about it.

“There was no woman in my life… … Damn it.”

The song is stuck, right now I’m not in a situation where I can bring up even one emotion. It’s because I don’t even know what’s going on.

Every single moment I remember is of a men’s bathhouse.

dad.

uncle.

Beomseok.

Brothers.

The only girl that comes to mind is Eunsol… … and with her… … Damn.

If you’ve ever kissed someone, you’ll know what melancholy feels like…

Even now, it’s not too late, and I have a strong desire to meet women, experience love without regrets, and break up, but it’s not going well.

Wheein―.

Wheein— Wheein.

I checked my phone on the table after a few vibrations.

[Im Yi-seo: What are you doing? Working on a song about a volcano erupting? I came to film.]

[Im Yi-seo: (Photo)]

[Im Yi-seo: How is it?]

[Im Yi-seo: Oh, that’s right. Our manager said that Dong-ha has an interview today because of the OST? I’m curious.]

Why is this guy so active even though I don’t reply?

Honestly, it’s pretty and I like it.

Not only Im Yi-seo, but also Oh Se-ra sends messages from time to time.

Although not as active as Im I-seo.

Both are pretty and good.

How can I rank and evaluate something?

Besides these two, there were actually other pretty women whose hearts were cruel.

I fell in love with Hwanhon’s vocals first because of their skills, but they also had charm as a person of the opposite sex.

The cat of Bitnaris also had a sharp charm.

Same shining star… … Eunsol’s daughter… … is… … well… … my style.

Because I look exactly like my mom when she was a student… … .

Even though my brothers made excuses, I think it’s ultimately my fault that I can’t date.

I’m not proactive, and when someone like Im-seo approaches me proactively, I get scared.

I didn’t know why, but now I think I know.

A beggar is a primal fear that was created at the beginning of my life.

Love eventually leads to a physical relationship.

In that kind of relationship, when there is responsibility as well as pleasure… … I am afraid that I might be abandoned like my father… …

It’s not that I’m afraid of being abandoned, but I’m afraid of how the child who might be abandoned with me will grow up…

This is complicated.

Before you even start, you’re afraid of the slim chance at that distant finish line.

Moreover, in this time-slip era, love does not unconditionally guarantee marriage.

at that time.

I could feel the place outside the recording studio starting to get crowded.

The door opened and the first thing that appeared was…

“Did you wait long, Dong-ha? You met Team Leader Park on your way here… … Reporter… … You and actor Kim Tae-oh, Lim Ji-yeon… … You met the teacher and came together?”

Salvation.

And then, one after another, like candy, people come into the recording studio.

As the Savior said… … it was a natural place.

* * *

Ko Kyung-je did not touch the refreshments prepared by the people at Cheong-a Entertainment and just stayed true to his duties.

After setting up the tripod and mounting the camera, check to see if the angle is good enough to capture today’s interviewees.

Joo Hyo-eun whispered in Ko Kyung-jae’s ear.

“Senior. But why did this come to us?”

“I don’t know either.”

While doing so, I glanced at Gu Se-ryeong, but she didn’t seem to care at all.

This isn’t supposed to be like this.

The article that broke the Achilles heel of the old world was Ko Kyung-je.

Why did they specifically ask for an interview with Hidden Magazine, and why did they specifically ask for an interview with Go Kyung-jae? … It wasn’t easy to understand.

“Could it be because Dong-ha has been writing articles properly recently?”

“Is that so? If I were the Savior… … I think I would have stabbed you three or four times with a knife… … .”

“Shut up and check the questionnaire again. Check the requests.”

“yes.”

Joo Hyo-eun approaches today’s interviewees with a big smile.

This is how interviews are conducted.

Distribute the questionnaire in advance.

On the other side, they ask questions like this… … and request.

Or, don’t ask questions like this, or request deletion.

That’s the situation right now.

Kim Tae-oh, Lee Dong-ha, and even Lim Ji-yeon.

The three are checking the questionnaire with their respective managers.

As Ko Kyung-je was staring blankly at the three of them, something strange caught his eye.

‘……what?’

As a reporter dealing with celebrities, it’s hard to say, “This is it!”

There are situations that make me feel strangely strange.

It turned out that he was an ex-lover.

We’re dating now, but we’re hiding it.

He said he wasn’t in a good mood because he got drunk and got into a fight.

It is often confirmed later in this way.

But it felt quite strange that Lee Dong-ha, who had nothing to do with it, was slurring on Im Ji-yeon.

‘Why… … are you looking at me like that? I heard you had a company dinner a while ago. Did something go wrong then?’

The age difference is too big for there to be any trouble.

Still, the way Lee Dong-ha looked at Im Ji-yeon seemed uncomfortable enough to make me think that way.

If it makes you uncomfortable, just don’t look at it.

The fact that he keeps checking Im Ji-yeon’s expression is fueling Ko Kyung-je’s suspicions.

“I brought the questionnaire, senior.”

Joo Hyo-eun glanced over the three questionnaires in her hand.

The high economy opened its mouth to everyone.

“If you are ready, shall we begin the interview?”

anyway.

There’s no way anything would go wrong in an interview like this.

They requested it to promote the drama.

The two actors who appear as mother and son in the drama are not rookies who have only done one or two interviews, so they are extremely experienced.

If he is a great person who is likely to cause an accident, he will move, but this is a place where even if he causes an accident, he can only get out.

‘Now that I think about it, it’s strange. Usually, the main couple gets interviewed, but why is Lim Ji-yeon, who plays the mother and son in the drama, being interviewed?’

Three people sat in front of Ko Kyung-je, who was thinking that it would be strange to be suspicious.

If you think about it differently in this situation, you are not qualified to be an entertainment reporter.

Leaving aside his thoughts, Ko Kyung-jae opened his mouth naturally.

“Okay, first of all. I’d like to ask for the understanding of the two actors and ask questions to Mr. Lee Dong-ha first. This is an interview about the OST.”

* * *

The homeless man looks at me and asks me a question calmly.

“It’s far from the genre that Dong-ha pursues. I’d like to ask why you decided to join this drama OST.”

It’s cleaner than I thought.

I also had the feeling that he wasn’t the person I knew, perhaps because he had washed and shaved.

But in fact, I ran into him so many times as I came and went.

Even though we haven’t talked much, we feel like strangers.

I organized the answers I had prepared in advance and answered them.

“I’m close with writer Moon Soo-hyun. I was in charge of a song in a drama that writer Moon Soo-hyun was in, and we became close. When I actually did it, it felt refreshing. There are scenes in dramas, right? I was curious about what it would feel like if my song was put into that scene.”

“Aha. Your friendship with author Moon Soo-hyun. And your sense of challenge as a creator?”

“Yes, that’s right.”

“But didn’t you feel uncomfortable or afraid about having to do music that was different from what you were pursuing? As you said, in the previous work, I just sang songs that I received from outside sources. This time, you’re participating in the production as well, right? Or, are you going to include rock music?”

“I won’t do rock music. Dramas aren’t a genre that can accommodate that kind of music, so I can’t say I’ll do my own music.”

The interview proceeded smoothly.

The flowing picture can’t help but be like that.

Hand out questionnaires and collect them.

The answer is ready, and I’ve even added and subtracted it.

After my turn was over and the male lead actor Kim Tae-oh was interviewed.

Um… … no, anyway, it was her turn.

“Were you originally close with actor Kim Tae-oh, who appears as your son in the drama?”

The woman smiles playfully at Ko Kyung-jae’s question.

A woman of that age… … It’s not an expression that a person would easily make.

“I wanted to be friends with him. Anyone would think that way when they see such a handsome actor. Don’t you think so?”

“Oh, yes. That’s true.”

“So I was just observing and then we met like this. We’re building a relationship in real time. We call each other son and son on set.”

It’s annoying.

This interview generally flows in the form of asking questions to one person and then asking questions to the next person.

That doesn’t mean that conversations between the three people don’t go back and forth.

Well, I don’t have a close relationship with those two, so I just kept quiet. But actor Kim Tae-oh gave me appropriate compliments in response to my questions. He even said he was a fan and cheered me on.

At the time when Kim Tae-oh had a question, Lim Ji-yeon provided appropriate support.

That’s how it was.

“Ms. Im Ji-yeon, you have played the role of mother to so many male actors that you have been given the title of ‘nation’s mother.’ Who is the actor you are closest to among them?”

As expected, it was a trivial question.

however.

“Especially Minjae, who was very affectionate. Haebin still contacts me. Whenever there’s a holiday, I talk to my mother, my mother. I send her presents. But that doesn’t mean I’m any less close to the other kids. Where can you bite all ten fingers and not have them hurt? I’m close to all of them. Even though it’s in the drama, when you play the role of mother and son, you get really attached to them.”

The woman’s answer hit me hard and made my insides ripple.

If you bite all ten fingers, which one won’t hurt?

You know?

You abandoned me, didn’t you?

Some refined words came out of me as I was bubbling with anger.

“Haven’t you ever had a sore finger? Weren’t you single? If you look at it that way, it’s a bit strange. People call you the nation’s mother and godmother, but you don’t have any biological children.”

Even though it is said to be refined.

It was enough to freeze everyone present.

Rockstar Again Episode 174