The Hero Disciple Is Back - Chapter 124



123. Joy

… Since when?

Everything became meaningless.

Everything became meaningless.

Everything became trivial.

Everything became boring.

I couldn’t feel any value in anything.

Because nothing could have meaning

In the end, I wanted to die.

It was so petty that I wanted to die.

But I couldn’t die.

No matter how much I want to die

No matter how hard I try to die

None of them achieved any results.

Just as there are those who cannot live no matter how hard they try to live, there are also those who cannot die no matter how hard they try to die. That person was me.

I never wanted to be born like this

I never wished for something like this

You gave me something like this without permission

I see the shameless faces of those unlucky guys who are talking like they created you so you should be loyal to them.

I’m so annoyed

It’s so petty, petty, petty

Stop it, I ended up killing him.

From then on, it was the beginning of a war that seemed to have no end.

The guys couldn’t forgive me, and I couldn’t forgive them either. I’d rather die by their hands… . That didn’t seem so bad… . I killed desperately, killed, and waited to be killed.

… but funny enough

So absurdly

They couldn’t kill me.

The immortal fate that those guys had bestowed upon me in order to use me so thoroughly… That curse that I neither desired nor wanted… It had trampled even my last wish.

The guys tried everything to destroy me, but none of them worked… In the end, the solution was to seal me. But sealing me wasn’t bad. From my perspective, it was just like waking up from a deep sleep.

so

There was only one thing that would happen next.

Seal or destruction

Either way, it wasn’t bad for me.

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That’s why

I am

Destroyed, destroyed, and destroyed again.

If you do that, you will either be sealed or destroyed.

But the problem is… .

The immortal fate I had unwillingly received, along with the doom I had accepted, continued to grow stronger. Every time I woke up from the seal, I continued to grow stronger… . I became stronger and stronger to the point where those guys who had always sat there arrogantly looking down on me ran away.

… In the end, there was only one outcome that could be reached.

‘This is the end?’

I keep getting stronger.

But there is no way to destroy me.

In the end, time had to be on my side.

I never asked time to take my side… .

As a result, that’s what happened.

When I finally opened my eyes… .

That is exactly….

really….

-And then there was nothing.

There was really nothing.

Even the ignorant young warrior died without being able to properly use his power. As a result, he died without even being able to reach the Demon King himself.

-Oh great heavens! Your time has finally come!

Those guys who don’t know anything are talking nonsense.

I never even wished for that.

【Have I ever asked for something like that?】

-yes?

Phew!

-Cough! Up! Oh, great heavens! Why…?!

【I don’t know what you want, but… the end is the only mercy I can give you.】

They’re all the same.

I never wished for it… I never even wished to be born… Those damn gods created me without permission, gave me what they wanted, and then forced me to become a servant.

The Demons, these guys were no different.

These guys were trying to force me to be their master and arbitrarily decide my wishes and desires. They were just trying to force their own image on me. In essence, they were no different from those damn gods.

so

I’m sick of it all.

I’d rather just have everything… .

-Oh great heavens, there will be no meaning there.

There was a demon who dared to block my path.

That was his article.

– I don’t know if I can say this in front of the great heavens, but since I was born with a special power… I can understand a little bit about what kind of mind the great heavens have and how they view the world.

A high-ranking demon born with the power to curse everything with decay.

I definitely thought that the guy would be able to understand me a little bit.

【Then I ask you. How did you manage to endure this hell?】

-I was able to endure because there was a great sky.

【I didn’t ask to hear such a formal and deathly obvious answer.】

– It’s not an exaggeration. I just thought that was a small thing when I looked at the great heavens that have lived through a world that was even worse than mine.

When I told him not to lie, he gave me an overly honest answer… I was so shocked that it became an unforgettable memory that I couldn’t forget until the moment I disappeared.

-And I believe it.

【What do you believe in?】

– It wasn’t a beginning that I wanted, but I believe that once I’ve started, there will definitely be an end. I believe that someday I will reach an ending that I can accept. I live with that belief.

【Huh-! The existence of the devil is a belief? There is no combination more fantastic than this.】

-But wouldn’t that be more joyful?

Are you going to use anything for fun?

That could definitely be called devilish… .

My knight, the tyrant

Because you were there, I decided to believe.

For me, the ending is the possibility that a lucky moment may come.

There was hope to be had there.

The Demon King is hope… . I think it is the worst of the worst combinations, out of all the combinations that don’t go together… . Well, if you can feel joy from that, then it doesn’t matter what it is, right? Isn’t that right, my knight… .

so

Oh world

Show me

If you really decided to deny me

Seriously, listen up and try to get rid of me!

I am here!

If you don’t get rid of me, this time everything in this world will really disappear!

So try to stop it!

Oh world!

I am here!

♧♧♧

White Dragon Rhea, she is a dragon.

That means she is a ‘perfect being’.

By the standards of this world, where even the shadow of the gods cannot be found, she is a being worthy of being praised as a god, as the celestials said.

But that means

Even if she didn’t defeat the Demon King, she could clearly see the future where she had defeated the Demon King. If we look at it this way, the former could be considered a bad ending, and the latter a happy ending. Of course, it is undeniable that the latter is better than the former. However, even if that were the case, Leah could not be considered to have truly had a happy ending.

Isn’t that obvious?

She is the last dragon

No matter how much she cares for people, she cannot completely remove the existing wall. Furthermore, the power she possesses is too great. Therefore, it was clear that those who harbor dirty intentions toward her and try to reach out with dirty hands would continue to appear without fail throughout their lives.

Plus

‘Even if human transcendent beings live longer than ordinary humans, it is only a moment by the dragon’s time standard… .’

Eventually, both mom and dad will leave him. And he will be left alone and live a very long time. That is his future. No matter how much the two of them live happily and keep the best memories… The time given to him was so long, so long, so long that it seemed like a long time ago.

so

In this selection

There is no hesitation.

-Are you sure you won’t regret that choice? Young pure white dragon.

To the question of the true creator god

Leah smiled as if she was actually pleased.

“Rather, I’m confident that I’ll regret not doing anything while cherishing this little thing!”

A long lifespan close to eternal life by human standards?

Humans seem to be desperate to get their hands on such things, but she, the perfect being, knows. She, the perfect being, naturally knows that there is no meaning in such a life that simply exists without meaning. So she put it on the scales without any hesitation.

“I’ll sacrifice all this time for you! Tell me quickly what the realm of divine words is!”

-…I get it.

The true creator god, the power he had returned was all used on the warrior’s teacher, so he had no power to do anything right now, but no matter what anyone said, he was the ‘true creator god’. That meant that the treasure of knowledge he possessed had not disappeared anywhere…

It comes into play at this moment.