The Missing Child Actor Is Back - The Missing Child Actor Is Back chapter 79
about inferiority
The facial expressions of the Buster members who came to see Yunjay playing the instrument were diverse.
The session team was fascinated by YoonJ, who imitated him like a sponge, so they showed a lot of performances, and even the Buster members showed their own choreography.
And Yunjay did it all without any hindrance. There were no mistakes.
“There really is such a thing as overwhelming talent.”
“therefore.”
“I really envy you.”
On the spot, I was genuinely admiring and envious. But when I returned home, I felt strange. Their mood continued for several days.
Some of them had just become adults, and the average age was in their early twenties. I still have a long way to go to mature mentally.
When YoonJ passed the audition and articles about <Intermission> started pouring out, Jiyeon-woo first spoke.
“Yoon Do-joon, are you okay?”
“what?”
The Buster members, who were deep in thought, looked at Yoon Do-jun, who was smiling brightly.
On his cell phone, a video of Yoon J’s performance was playing, probably secretly filmed. Sometimes they look like close brothers, but other times they look disgusting.
“No, I wouldn’t feel that way if my brother was that fraudulent.”
“Is there an age difference between me and Jay hyung that makes me feel competitive?”
“That’s the case…”
Yoon Do-joon snorted at the members hyungs who were depressed. Brothers, this won’t work.
“My brother is my brother and I am me.”
“uh?”
“No, am I the only one who loses if I live with such an inferiority complex? What’s the difference if you live like that? Are my skills getting better?”
That’s… that’s right. The members looked at each other awkwardly.
“And my older brother was originally handsome.”
He is the one who swept the country with his debut in a single film and won international film festivals. Of course, this is still a secret.
That mental guy, Yoon Do-joon, also harbored jealousy at first.
My dad was against my debut because of this hyung. That’s why this brother was so good. But right now, I just want to be acknowledged by my superior hyung.
“And we don’t kneel anywhere either. is not it?”
“Yeah, that’s right.”
“I don’t see anything wrong with feeling that way, though.”
“why?”
“It means you have a sense of improvement. In the end, I think that feeling inferior is also based on a feeling like ‘I want to be like that person’, but at least I am.”
do you want to be like Could it be…? The members were subtly persuaded.
Even though Yoon Do-joon is called a rabid Chihuahua among the members, there is a reason why the hyungs love him.
His mentality is not normal, so he fills up the self-esteem of the members who are hitting rock bottom like this.
“Stop thinking useless and practice more.”
“Where does it hurt if I talk pretty?”
“You’re only doing this to Yeonwoo hyung?”
“Hey, come to your work.”
“Nope?”
The final finish was always like this. Do-joon Yoon sets up Ji-woo Ji, who is easy to tease, and Ji-woo Ji catches Do-joon Yoon who is running away and puts a headlock on him.
“Well, we’re not going to be jealous of him.”
“What is the age difference? The experience is different.”
As Yoon Do-joon said, I felt comfortable thinking that I was originally a good person.
(Just blood) Look at this
Un Do-joon, who was freed from Ji-woo Ji, opened his eyes wide when he saw the photo sent by Do-hwa Yoon. This photo was taken while standing in a mirror in a space that looked like a vocal practice room.
(Just flesh and blood) I am teaching my brother vocals ㅋㅋ
(Just blood) Are you envious? Are you envious?
Yoon Do-jun hurriedly made a video call to Yoon Do-hwa. Yoon Do-hwa put her face close to the screen, fearing that this would happen.
“hey! Get rid of your ugly face!”
(The words are too harsh.)
Yoon Do-hwa’s facial expression and voice were full of playfulness.
“Where is your brother!”
(I don’t like it? I won’t show you?)
“show me!”
After all, the only thing that catches the youngest in the ranking is the same blood. The Buster members smirked. Yoon Do-hwa fighting.
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From noble mtl dot com.
Shin Ji-won, director of <Intermission>, looked through the profiles of Kang Ha-joon and Yoon J-yi, who were finally accepted.
‘Kang Ha-joon as Yoo Tae-hyeok?’
‘Yoo Tae-hyeok’ in <Intermission> is a fallen genius.
He made a name for himself as a violin prodigy, but music is expensive. Yoo Tae-hyeok was ruined by the expenses that an ordinary family could not afford and his falling skills.
[You spent most of your childhood as an idol trainee?]
[That wasn’t a good situation.]
Perhaps it closely resembled Kang Ha-joon’s background. Shin Ji-won recalled the background of Kang Ha-jun, which he had revealed during the interview.
Kang Ha-joon, who started as a trainee in his early teens, once entered a large agency as a trainee and received some attention.
However, Kang Ha-joon, who thought it would be a solid road until his debut, was pushed out of the debut group and the agency he moved to suddenly closed the entertainment business, gradually moving away from his debut. It is said that luck did not follow.
‘Then Jung Yi-hyeon will be Yun-Ji…’
The role of ‘Jeong Yi-hyeon’ was a real genius that stimulated such Yoo Tae-hyeok.
He is Yoo Tae-hyeok’s longing and utopia, but also an existence that reveals an ugly sense of inferiority.
Considering the fraudulent performance skills he showed at the audition, Jung Ei-hyeon is perfect for Yoon Jae. You will probably be able to digest it without any blockages.
‘No, I don’t feel alive.’
However, the director’s intuition urged them to switch.
Shin Ji-won changed the location of the two people’s profiles. I think something like this will come out better.
“What, did you change?”
“uh.”
“why? Before, they said this was perfect.”
Choi Soo-jin, an alumnus and close friend, also knew more about Shin Ji-won’s past than just seeing it as an article. Knowing what kind of mind Shin Ji-won had in creating Jeong Yi-hyeon and Yoo Tae-hyeok, I had doubts about his role selection.
“Yoonjae is more handsome.”
“what?”
Sujin Choi looked at him as if he was dumbfounded.
The role decided after much thought and promotional articles from the production company poured in. However, there were also people who were not satisfied with this result.
‘Intermission’ Promised to audition on an equal footing, and was chosen as a popular actor
Aware of ‘Intermission’ ticket power… Controversy over audition equity
‘Intermission’ audition controversy, the production company released an audition video
Voices of dissatisfaction came from audition applicants and their agencies. After a subtle questioning, the production company released a video of the blind audition, and it faded away.
-Number 12 is Yunjae?
Even if I, the youngest, listen to it, are you good at it?
└ Is this really played by Yunjay? really good
└ I’m a major, but I’m really good at it.
└ My acting talent is amazing.
-Did you see how the music columnist evaluated our performance?
They say it’s really high quality.
└Keueueueu
└As expected
The fandom’s reaction, of course, only posted comments saying that my actor is a bad actor and his talent is crazy. And many people, including famous music columnists and musicians, praised his performance.
Of course, there may be people who evaluate it purely, but most of them had the intention of riding on the popularity of YoonJ, and riding the so-called ‘YoonJ Coin’, to make his name known and gain popularity in the YoonJ fandom by only saying good things.
-Ji Yoon’s performance that is often posted on bulletin boards these days.
The drums are also drums, but didn’t he feel like Grandpa John when he played the bass?
└That’s right, the old man’s technique and slap are the same
└ I think the reference is correct
└ I think it’s great that you can play like that even if you refer to it
└ I mean, besides, you play the guitar well.
In addition, the rock community, which everyone in the know knows, analyzed Yoon J’s bass playing as being the same as the bassist of a legendary rock group.
In fact, the analysis was correct. Because I watched him play and imitated him.
“How’s your vocal practice going?”
“yes. Would you like to take a look?”
After the casting was confirmed, Jay Yoon met with the director. He showed the director a video of his singing that was taken by Yoon Do-hwa.
“Oh, how did you end up practicing such a husky tone?”
“My brother suggested it.”
“Your brother?”
“Dohwa. younger sister.”
“Are you in a good direction?”
Shin Ji-won would actually conduct the music to some extent, but he tried to leave the vocals to other experts.
“It also matches Yoo Tae-hyuk’s image.”
“It was easy for me to sing too.”
“is it so? I’m glad. Nice to meet you.”
However, seeing how prepared they were, I decided to leave the vocals up to their own discretion.
Hearing his younger brother’s praise, Yunjae’s expression softened. They seem to have a good relationship with brother and sister, unlike me. Shin Ji-won, who was anxious, went straight to the point.
“The ‘real music’ you mentioned before. I vaguely understand, but I don’t understand.”
“Ah yes. actually······.”
Yoon Jae told Shin Ji-won about his talent, which shocked the session team and Buster.
“Is that…?”
“It’s possible.”
“her······.”
Shin Ji-won let out a laugh as if he was stumped.
Yunjae leaked out his reaction as if he was used to it. It was a reaction no different from any other person who passed him by.
“That’s why you said it wasn’t ‘real music’.”
“Yes, because my performance is just imitating someone.”
“So, you’re saying that you can play other instruments as long as you see someone play them? Violin or…”
“yes. You can see it.”
Yoonjay picked it up and didn’t miss what he said was a violin.
“I can imitate the director. Perfect.”
Yoon Jae’s penetrating gaze reached Shin Ji Won. The clashing eyes had many meanings.
“Okay. Well, the family is a family, so if you search, everything comes up.”
Shin Ji-won, a heretic from a family of historical musicians. When he was young, he was also called a prodigy. However, he did not appear in the music world due to his gradually declining skills and lack of attention from his more outstanding younger brother.
Shin Ji-won, who disappeared like that, suddenly appeared in her debut film <Adagio> and made a mark in the independent film industry.
“As you might have guessed, ‘Intermission’ is my autobiographical film.”
“Yoo Tae-hyuk’s motive is the director.”
“Yes.”
“Then Jeong Yi-hyeon is…”
Yoonjae asked cautiously. Shin Ji-won took off his glasses and squeezed his eyes.
“I didn’t mean to talk about this privately, but…”
“If it’s okay with the director, I want to hear it.”
Shin Ji-won, who hesitated for a moment, opened his mouth. If it helps the actor’s immersion…
“Jeong Yi-hyeon’s motif is my younger sister. Shin Joo-won.”
Shin Joo-won, known not only in Korea but also worldwide, was called the genius of the century. Even now, he is a violinist sweeping various orchestras.
“He’s a bad guy.”
“You are being honest.”
“I think Jay is from that department too. My God, a talent that can be imitated just by looking at it…”
“Um… I won’t deny it.”
Yoon Jae raised his palms and expressed his intention to surrender.
“Then how did you make your debut as a film director?”
“It’s a rebellion against the old family.”
Shin Ji-won’s eyes became complicated. It reminded me of my grandparents and my parents who told me not to let go of being a musician even if my skills were failing.
“Then, I wonder how you made ‘Intermission’ with your feelings.”
“Well… I’m letting go of my past self through this work. Should I say that I am facing myself as a director, abandoning the violinist who was a child prodigy?”
Yunjae took a small breath. The meaning of the words of letting go of the past and facing the present touched me deeply. The way he tries to resolve the past through his work is similar to that.
“Isn’t Jay like that? When I searched, there were so many things in the past.”
“I have it.”
Yoon Jae-hee was like that, and the rookie rookie at Navy Seal was like that. So did Delta’s Ten and firefighter Jay Jenkins. His past was full of homework to solve.
“I think the director probably felt that I resemble Jung Yi-hyeon…”
“I thought so not too long ago. I had a lot of trouble choosing the role.”
“Well, there are similarities between me and Taehyuk.”
Jaehee Yoon. A genius child actor who stood out as soon as he debuted, he was like Yoo Tae-hyeok in that he ran away and moved on to another field.
In terms of talent, Yoon Jae was actually with Jung Yi Hyun.
Various expressions of people who knew his talent passed by. Yoon Jae-yi, who will play Yoo Tae-hyeok, now had to be in their shoes.
So I had doubts about whether the transfer would go well, but now I gradually understand Yoo Tae-hyeok.
“I will do my best.”
And for some reason, the code seems to fit well with this director .