The World’s Strongest Daughter - The World’s Strongest Daughter chapter 164

A gentle breeze blows and tickles your face .

It’s not unpleasant, but it’s not very good either .

I swept my hair backwards—then I thought I had to find a place where the wind didn’t blow, and I moved on .

and… .

like that

How long has it been since I wandered through the grave of the sword, wherever I went ?

“… .”

I was able to find a place that particularly caught my eye .

A large rock was placed among the thick trees, and a cozy cave was made as

if someone had dug it .

“… Hmm .”

Aroused my interest, I approached the rock, stood in front of the cave, and looked around .

The smell of cold earth and wet grass .

The perfect shade of thick trees and rocks, and the faint coolness of the ankles… .

I’ve looked all over the place, but I’ve never seen a place so gloomy .

“… Good .”

That’s why, somehow, somehow, I feel comfortable .

A few years ago, after my dad left us .

My mother abandoned me , and

I, left alone, naturally plunged into the darkness .

It felt lonely and lonely at first, but it disappeared quickly after a while .

Because the darkness that enveloped me filled the void before I knew it .

The Internet and games full of stimulating materials were the best painkillers, the

‘friends’ I met in the game were great teachers like no other in the world ,

and the cigarettes I learned by force from my friends were like sweet candy to soothe my empty heart .

A gloomy place like this suits me, who gave up on reality and lived facing the darkness .

However… .

“… No. ”

I have to cut off the desires in my heart, and if I sit in a place like this, even the desires that did not exist may boil over .

Unfortunately, let’s find another place .

Swallow

—I took a step, swallowing my regret, and this time I purposely headed to a sunny place .

and… .

“… .”

After a while, I found a place that looked pretty good .

A wide rock lying on a wide field .

The rock was surrounded by beautiful flowers, and the

grass spread across the grass was swaying in the refreshing wind, making a pleasant noise .

It feels like the best place to practice .

The sun isn’t that hot, so I think it would be perfect to practice there… .

“… Hmm .”

For some reason, it did not touch my heart .

It’s so open and there’s something… . Somehow, it’s so bright that it makes me feel excited .

But… .

“… ha .”

There is no suitable alternative .

If we take the time again, one day we will find a suitable place… ,

there is no guarantee that it will be better than here .

“… .”

I thought that I had no choice but to walk towards the rock in the field, and through the grass and flowers that tickled my

ankles, I was finally able to climb on top of the rock

.

Hui Ying—

A pleasant wind tickling your face .

“… Pretty good .”

I thought it was a better place than I thought, and I just sat on the rock .

Shake-

“… Hmm… .”

Now that I have settled down, I need to start training in earnest… .

When I sat down here, I had no idea what to do or how to do it .

‘ Cut the desires of the heart .’

I could understand the meaning and meaning of it, but I’m not sure exactly how to do it .

“… .”

I sat on the rock and pondered for a while, then sat down with an upright posture and carefully closed my eyes .

“… sup… ha… .”

Then take a slow, deep breath ,

little by little… .

slowly… .

I started to fall deep in my heart… .

‘A sword can cut anything .’ It

is said that the old man couldn’t cut it because of his regrets ,

and it is said that someone forged a sword by cutting off their own desires .

Then what should I cut… .

My goal is to get Jihwan back from his mother .

To do that, we need to become much stronger than we are now , and

we need to become even more poisonous .

By the way… .

I suddenly have a question .

… What do you do after you get Jihwan back ?

By that time, I was already having a happy family with Jihwan .

Let’s take care of each other, love each other and spend the supremely happy days .

What should I aim for ?

“… .”

I feel like my direction in life has suddenly disappeared .

No matter how much I think Jihwan is by my side, even if he only looks at me for the rest of his life, something is lacking .

An unknown feeling of anxiety runs through my throat ,

and a terrifying feeling fills my throat .

… Jihwan is… .

Jihwan is… , really me… , is it right that I am the only one looking… ?

He is a man with a past of giving his body and soul to another woman… .

I said I was deceived by my mother, but… .

It’s already a dirty body as it gets dirty… .

No matter how much he loves me, no matter how much he puts on his body, as long as

he doesn’t become a fool, the memories of his mother engraved in his mind will never be forgotten… .

… How do you compare me… ?

What if I think my mom is better than me because I’m not good enough… ?

“… … .”

I was only imagining it, but suddenly my heart started pounding and I started getting short of breath .

… Jihwan’s beginning had to be mine .

Holding hands, hugging, kissing, sleeping, everything

from head to toe had to be mine .

However, everything has already been taken away by her mother, and her mother has settled in Jihwan’s heart, who will not be enough even if I am alone .

No matter how hard I try… ,

no matter how strong I am… ,

Absolutely cannot take the beginning of Jihwan .

I’m second .

You can never be the first .

Taken from n̲o̲b̲l̲e̲m̲t̲l̲.̲c̲o̲m̲

Quickly— my

teeth are grinding .

At the same time, I am reminded of the past when I tried to rationalize that he would be fine as long as he was by my side .

No matter how close I am, if you don’t really see me, what does that mean ?

“… … .”

Evil desires, dark desires fill the heart .

Jihwan must look at only

me, think only of me , and

must depend only on me .

That is the principle and destiny of the world .

By the way… .

Jihwan dared to leave me and roll around recklessly .

He gave his heart to another woman, and even showed love .

… I didn’t even know I was hurt so much… .

so… .

… Wouldn’t it be okay to receive a little ‘punishment’… ?

“… hot… !”

I opened my eyes to the terrible desire that flashed in my head for a moment— I took a deep breath and looked around . The

warm sunlight and bright flowers lit up my eyes, and the pleasant scent of grass carried in the

wind calmed my heart .

‘ desire’ .

What does it mean to cut off desire… .

I was finally able to realize how difficult it is to give up the most basic things

.

*

Time passes… . Day

4 morning .

“… ha… ha… .”

I failed again this time, and just before I was consumed by desire, I barely escaped and was breathing heavily .

The darkness that slept deep in my heart was bigger than I thought, and it was terribly sweet .

Just imagining it makes me laugh out loud, my stomach tickles, and

if I accidentally step in… ,

probably will never get out of it .

“… ha… .”

Loudly

—I laid down on the rock with a heavy sigh, staring blankly at the increasingly bright sky .

“… .”

It’s already been 4 days since I started training .

During this time, I couldn’t shake off the lust deep in my heart .

Of course, I didn’t think it would be easy, but it was not at a level that could be expressed simply with ‘difficult’ .

Like… .

Of course, it was similar to forcibly removing something that was supposed to be attached to it .

“… ha… .”

The more I think about it, the more I sigh .

I don’t know if I’m on the right track, and I’m not even sure if this is the right way to go .

In this way, no matter how much time passes, no progress will be made .

“… That’s not allowed… .” Feeling a sense of crisis for a moment, I hurriedly got up and jumped off the rock

,

to blame— !

Measuring the direction, I moved to the place where the old man was .

and… .

After walking for a while, I finally arrived at a hut by the river .

Without hesitation, I knocked on the door and called the old man .

Smart-

“… Stay !”

OK… .

Taken from n̲o̲b̲l̲e̲m̲t̲l̲.̲c̲o̲m̲

Quietly

—The door opened automatically, and a voice from the house I had been hearing for a long time came .

“ Huh? Are you here already ?”

I stepped into the house, reassured that the old man was there, and , feeling cozy after a long time ,

I sat down and talked to the old man bluntly .

“… Please help .”

“ Hmmmm… . Do you need a dwarf’s help? If I can help, I will help. Please tell me .”

Fortunately, the old man smiles and accepts the words as if he’s used to it .

I opened my mouth carefully, expressing my gratitude to such an old man .

“… No matter how hard I try, I can’t shake the craving. … If I add a little more, I think I’ll really get eaten… . … Is this correct ?”

“ Ummm… ?”

Then the old man creaked his armor, changed his posture, and scratched his gray hair and asked strangely .

“ Why are you trying to get rid of lust ?”

Why do you want to cut down on your desires ?

yea of course… .

“… I don’t want to harm the man I love .”

for Jihwan .

I want Jihwan’s love, not his body .

Taken from n̲o̲b̲l̲e̲m̲t̲l̲.̲c̲o̲m̲

Violence and oppression only lead to anger, and anger is a shortcut to the heart .

I really don’t know if it can be helped, but I don’t want to use a method that he doesn’t like .

“ Hmmmm… .”

The old man clapped his armor and gently folded his arms, looked intently at me and asked a question .

“… What ‘sword’ are you wielding ?”

sword .

I was able to understand at once what the old man was talking about, the ‘sword’ , and

soon I noticed that the old man was also handling the ‘Sword of the Unknown King’ and opened my mouth carefully .

“… plunder. … A sword of plunder .”

OK… .

“ It’s looting… . It’s amazing .”

What was so strange, the old man looked at me softly, shook his head, and then whispered to me .

“ Well, isn’t the method wrong ?”

“… yes ?”

“ The woman’s goal, as Soin said, was to protect her husband. By the way… . Are you not the other way around ?”

Opposite .

“!”

Instantly, lightning flashes in my mind .

And at the same time, the time I’ve been through so far has become a milestone one by one, starting to suggest the direction I need to go .

the opposite… . Yeah, it’s the other way around… !

Now that I had found the right path, I got up and tried to leave the hut, and the

old man saw me and smiled and added a word .

“ I say this out of boredom, but… . Be careful not to be eaten by the sword .”

Don’t be eaten by the sword .

It was really the best advice for me .

“… thank you… !”

I bowed politely to the old man, thanked him, and left the hut .

Taken from n̲o̲b̲l̲e̲m̲t̲l̲.̲c̲o̲m̲

Quick profit-

“… Ah .”

Then, stopping for a moment on the way, I spoke to the old man, who might have been his last meeting .

“… there… .”

“ Um? What’s going on ?”

“… How can I remember the old man? ?”

Then the old man looked at me with curious eyes and said ,

“ I am ashamed… . The dwarf has long since lost his name. so… .”

Soon after, he smiled and spoke with a kind expression .

“ Call me the Nameless King .”

*

Smell of cold earth and wet grass .

The perfect shade of thick trees and rocks, and the faint coolness of the ankles .

There can be no place more perfect than this .

Bump-

I took a seat in someone’s burrow, took a deep breath, and said ,

“… Whoo… .”

She gently crossed her legs and sank into the abyss of her innermost being .

OK… .

The monsters that nested in the abyss, the darkest darkness appeared, and they began to rush in like a swarm .

negation .

anxiety .

anger .

despair .

fear .

And even the desire to covet Jihwan, even if he harmed him… .

Until now, I tried desperately to cut it, but… ,

not anymore .

Denying reality, forcing him to bring out the times he was anxious and angry .

And at the same time, she puts on her tongue the past, which is engulfed in despair, fear, and filthy desire .

He chews over and over again and sucks the pain until he feels insignificant

. Boom-

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– pounding

-ear ear I forcibly remembered Jihwan, who was wallowing with his mother in the video, and raised the pain even more .

My whole body trembles and I feel

my brain throbbing as it melts hot .

Pu -wook— My

nails dig in, and I feel a tingling pain .

Crackling— My

teeth are grinding and my stomach is churning to the point that I vomit .

Pushing himself to the edge of a sheer cliff, he brutally abused him, ready to die .

and… .

“… .”

By the time I finally felt nothing .

After conquering the darkness and reaching the bottom of the abyss, I was finally able to face what my sword needed .

“… .”

I slowly got up, drew my sword, and thought about it again .

sadness . My

heartbreaking sadness that I couldn’t be the first, and

my unfortunate fate that I have no choice but to become a predator forever .

And swallowing sorrow, let’s swing the sword… ,

Hwaah— !

Finally the sky parted .