This star is from the earth - #485 - Chapter 469

“Don’t relax too early, I will keep watching you.”

Before leaving, Tan Nian pointed to his stern eyes, and then to Han Jue.

Han Jue nodded and bowed again and again said yes.

After watching Tan Nian leave the box, Han Jue sat back in his chair, gulped down two sips of fruit juice, like drinking two sips of wine, heaved a long sigh of relief, and saw that everything around him was bright after the rain.

Zhang Yiman squinted his eyes and said with a smile: “I just said that Master is a very nice person~”

Han Jue resisted the urge to roll his eyes, and his chopsticks flew like flying. Just now, Han Jue tensed his nerves to deal with the various test questions Tan Nian posed, and he didn’t think about eating until now.

I don’t know if it’s a psychological effect, but Han Jue, who has suffered so much, feels that the food here is really delicious. If the photo can be discounted, he will come to eat next time.

Zhang Yiman was very happy to see the lively Han Jue. A father, a master, a sister Qin, and the three most important people in her have a good impression of Han Jue, and they are not at all like making things difficult on TV. She felt that if she married Han Jue in the future, at least there would be no obstacles from the elders.

When Zhang Yiman thought of this, he wanted to bluntly tell the truth!

There is no white wine, and you can’t drink it. After all, you are still recording a show, so you can’t drink too much. You can only use beer to moisten your throat and relieve your cravings.

As a result, just as Zhang Yiman stood up, he stopped his movements, his expression slowly sank, and he felt that this happy wine might not be drinkable anymore. Because she thought of the message in the comment area. The grievance and sadness in my heart at that time have not been eliminated. Looking forward to the future with such a mood, the wedding photos seem to cast a shadow, and I really can’t feel happy.

Zhang Yiman sighed.

The young girl tasted the undercurrent of love for the first time, and she was very worried. Why worry? Only Du Kang.

She reached for the wine bottle, watched the wine splashing into the glass, and felt that wine is really a good thing, you can drink happy wine when you are happy, and drink wine to relieve sorrow when you are sad. drink drink drink!

Zhang Yiman poured himself a full glass, then sat alone in front of the “Momei Picture Axis”, looked at the painting, sighed after taking a sip of wine, and felt that he was an adult.

“Crack!~”

There was the sound of taking pictures nearby.

Zhang Yiman went to look and found that Han Jue was taking pictures.

Han Jue took several pictures in a row, and changed several angles, his expression was amazed, and he made tongue-tied noises from time to time.

Zhang Yiman felt a little joy in his heart, but on the surface he continued to drink calmly.

“Dye your hair, perm your head, drink alcohol, you really look like a bad girl!” Han Jue looked at the phone and exclaimed.

“Ah!” Zhang Yiman became furious, put down the wine glass angrily, rushed over and strangled Han Jue’s neck to ask him to delete it.

After eating and drinking enough and seeing Zhang Yiman’s master, the two will go to the next place – Zhang Yiman’s alma mater.

When the program group was packing up the equipment and preparing to transition, Han Jue took off the microphone on his collar, found Zhang Yiman, and said that he had something to say.

Zhang Yiman obviously knew what Han Jue was going to say to her, so he greeted Sister Qin, and followed Han Jue to her nanny’s car.

The car door was open, and Sister Qin and Guan Yi stood a little farther outside the car, leaving space and preventing outsiders from passing by.

Han Jue and Zhang Yiman in the car were sitting at the rear of the car, in the blind spot of people outside the door.

Zhang Yiman waited for Han Jue to explain seriously.

“Remember that message?” Han Jue cut to the chase.

“En.” Zhang Yiman nodded.

“I forgot I’ve been to Joan Province before.”

“……Um?”

“I also forgot that I taught others to swim.”

“…”

Zhang Yiman looked at Han Jue in shock.

[I’ll give you a few hours, and you just make up such a reason for me? ! 】

Zhang Yiman felt that he was being perfunctory. She knows that she is a little slow to interact with people, but that doesn’t mean she’s out of her mind!

Zhang Yiman felt so disappointed, with bitterness and grievance in his heart. She held her mouth shut and stared straight at Han Jue with her big eyes, as if she wanted to see through him.

Fortunately, Han Jue’s explanation didn’t stop at the sentence [forgot].

“Before I…” Han Jue raised his left hand and flipped his wrist, “You know, I died several times without dying.”

Zhang Yiman nodded, his expression slowly becoming serious.

“Actually, I had a mental problem during that time, it was depression,” Han Jue said, staring closely at Zhang Yiman’s eyes, “Of course, I’m fine now, and I don’t have any illnesses.”

Zhang Yiman nodded solemnly.

The etiology of depression is complicated, and the appearance and behavior of sick people are the same as ordinary people. Only professionals can judge whether a person is sick. Zhang Yiman has been introduced by her father to a counselor since her debut, so she is no stranger to depression.

Han Jue was observing Zhang Yiman’s expression. After all, not everyone is unconcerned about a lover’s history of serious mental illness.

Seeing that there was no abnormality on Zhang Yiman’s face, Han Jue continued:

“My depression was quite serious at the time, and it had already affected my physiology. My intelligence didn’t decline, but my memory did. I was forgetful, and I couldn’t remember some things. Even if it’s better now, those who can’t remember will always I can’t remember. So, you should have noticed that I often misrepresent some history, and when you sing some very popular and classic songs, I feel as if I have never heard them.”

Zhang Yiman suddenly realized.

When she was chatting with Han Jue before, Han Jue often showed the first-time reaction to some familiar things. At first Zhang Yiman thought that Han Jue was deliberately teasing her, but later, she felt very strange when the number of times increased.

Only now did I finally understand.

“There are also some memories, not simply because of forgetfulness, but because they are too painful, and my brain automatically deletes them. This is the brain’s self-protection,” Han Jue pursed his lips, “For example, being with her that experience.”

Zhang Yiman held his breath.

“That experience may be one of the causes of the disease. How much I liked at the time, how painful it was later. So I remember that person, I remember that I liked her, and I liked her very much later, but I don’t remember the details. The message said that I have been to Qiong Province and taught others to swim, but I actually don’t know if it’s true, I don’t know more than others.”

“In case that is true, then I want you to know that I told you that it was my first time to go to Joan Province. I really thought it was my first time to go, and I told you that I never taught anyone to swim. I also thought it was my first time teaching someone to swim, and I didn’t mean to lie to you on purpose, to please you,” Han Jue said, pointing his fingers, “There are many ways to please you, such as writing poems for you , such as singing love songs for you, such as making movies for you to watch.”

“Hee~~” Zhang Yiman felt that this was the case, so she smiled, but she immediately stopped, “But, but, when you recorded the show with me last year, you said she was very good, yes It’s excellent…it doesn’t seem like I’ve forgotten it.”

[Because we are not talking about the same person. 】

Han Jue sighed inwardly. He also went out shopping with Zhang Yiman that day. When he went to the [Crow Restaurant] and saw “Love Signal”, he knew that Zhang Yiman knew about the relationship between his predecessor and Weng Nanxi, and he also told him about the relationship he had with his ex-girlfriend a long time ago. The descriptions were all applied to Weng Nanxi. At that time, Han Jue was not to mention how depressed he was. At the same time, I also blamed myself when I was young (last year) without leaving room for my words, not afraid of anything, and dared to say anything.

And finally understand why silly girl is so afraid of Weng Nanxi.

Later, Han Jue and Zhang Yiman were talking on the phone, and Han Jue knew how much preparation Zhang Yiman had made before appearing in “Love Signal”, and how much courage he summoned up. What a week in a row, both exercising and eating vegetables, to adjust the state, and also watch videos of various debates to rehearse the battle. It was even more intense and hard work than preparing for the “Singer” finals.

From then on, Han Jue decided not to talk about the so-called “ex-girlfriend” in the future, not to mention his ex-girlfriend.

Han Jue immediately began to correct her mistakes and said: “I also want to speak ill of her, but I have forgotten a lot of details about the relationship. The accusation is not supported by a case, it is just abuse. And I think, after a relationship is over, Two people who used to love each other with bad words, that look is really ugly. The more you talk badly about each other, the more you are confessing how bad your own vision is. Although my vision was really bad before last year, but still Be decent.”

Zhang Yiman opened his heart and giggled.

“Did you really forget?” Zhang Yiman asked, blinking Shuiling’s eyes.

“I really forgot.”

“Then will you forget me?”

“My illness is already cured. If I have to say one day, I will forget you… well, unless I die.”

“You can’t die!”

“Silly girl, everyone is mortal.”

“Nothing but old age and death! Uncle, you are so afraid of death, you have to live longer!”

“……OK.”

After Han Jue explained clearly what was on the message, he was also relieved. He was always accidentally cheated by his predecessor, each time more suddenly and more seriously, each time it made him frightened, mentally haggard, and extremely depressed.

“Then we’ll see you later.” Han Jue was about to get out of the car.

“Wait a minute!” Zhang Yiman held Han Jue, who was half-ass off the seat.

“What’s wrong?”

Han Jue looked back and saw Zhang Yiman opened his hands, looking at Han Jue with burning eyes.

It means wanting to hug.

Han Jue sat back to his seat with a smile, turned sideways, and hugged Zhang Yiman without hesitation.

Zhang Yiman was held in Han Jue’s arms, greedy for the feeling of intimacy with Han Jue, and muttered sullenly: “I haven’t forgiven you yet…”

“I’m sorry.” Han Jue said softly.

Han Jue doesn’t like the feeling of lying.

The worst part about lying is when someone you love believes your lie.

But when it comes to Han Jue’s deepest secret, he has no choice but to lie.

Holding Zhang Yiman in his arms, Han Jue decided in his heart that he would not lie to Zhang Yiman again except for this matter.

“I forgive you~” Zhang Yiman said crisply, with a rising sound at the end.

“Thank you.” Han Jue said.

Zhang Yiman hugged Han Jue for a while, suddenly thought of something, turned sideways, leaned on Han Jue’s arms, grabbed Han Jue’s left hand, turned to Han Jue and said, “Can I have a look? “

She wants to see Han Jue’s tattoo. The last time I saw it was in a dark hotel, I didn’t look carefully at that time, and after I touched the scar, I quickly covered it up.

Han Jue nodded, agreeing.

Zhang Yiman rolled up Han Jue’s sleeves bit by bit.

Finally, she saw the crows, the twisted tree trunk, and the tangled branches in the bright daylight.

Just like back then, Zhang Yiman used his index finger to walk along the black lines on every branch. With a loving and heavy face, every time I think of it, I am full of fear.

She almost lost her uncle.

“It must have hurt at that time?” Zhang Yiman touched the scar and asked softly.

“It’s okay.” Han Jue didn’t bear it personally, of course it’s okay.

Zhang Yiman pouted, self-mutilation and suicide are considered to be very serious in depression.

Raising Han Jue’s wrist, leaning over, his lips lightly touched the first protruding branch.

Han Jue felt a little itchy, but he didn’t withdraw his hand.

Zhang Yiman looked at Han Jue’s reaction, lowered his head and pecked again, on the second branch.

Han Jue smiled.

Zhang Yiman snuggled into Han Jue’s arms, like a kitten, kissed once, kissed again, and kissed all the branches all the time. Then he raised his head, faced Han Jue, and tapped her lips with his index finger.

It means wanting to kiss.

Zhang Yiman’s nanny car is expensive, and the space is naturally large, but Han Jue only felt that the surroundings were cramped for a while, making him slightly out of breath.

Han Jue gently embraced Zhang Yiman’s waist, and slowly brought her into his arms.

But at this moment.

“Boom boom!”

Someone was banging on the door outside the car.

The two people in the car were taken aback, and they immediately distanced themselves.

“Ready to go!” Sister Qin didn’t poke her head in, but just shouted outside the door.

“Oh…! Got it…!” Zhang Yiman shouted.

Han Jue let out a breath, put his hands on Zhang Yiman’s back for a while, and was about to lift Zhang Yiman back to the seat. As a result, Zhang Yiman twisted his body and refused to cooperate at all.

Zhang Yiman was very depressed.

When the hero and heroine want to kiss each other on TV, they are either interrupted by a phone call or by other accidents. Every time I see her almost go crazy.

Why not kiss? ! How long does it take to kiss? !

Now that this kind of accident came to her, Zhang Yiman took it personally and felt that it was nothing wrong!

Facing Han Jue’s suspicious gaze, Zhang Yiman pointed to his lips again.

She exhaled softly, and her voice became fluffy. She said, “Don’t leave without kissing.”

Han Jue laughed and hugged Zhang Yiman again.

Zhang Yiman blushed and panted, her body softened all of a sudden.

Han Jue thought to himself: [Then kiss me. 】

bow your head.