Time Mansour - Chapter 34
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Episode 34: In an Ignorant Way
It’s easy to misunderstand.
I’ve been uploading too many manuals lately.
Because I said you’re doing well.
I was really excited because I thought I was really good at it.
I was so absorbed in my work that I pounded away at the keyboard.
I’ve been working in my sister’s room for so long.
In a way, it was natural to be suspicious.
“But that doesn’t mean I can stop time.”
Besides, even if I were to explain it, it would obviously be a long and tedious explanation.
-Uh. Well. Similar.
Just chatting around roughly.
– Really? Then how many people are there? A team? Or a group?
So how many people are here now?
Glance.
Roll your eyes to count the number of people.
Looking at the band members laughing and talking to each other while drunk.
-There are four of you. No. There are five of you, including me.
He answers by including Seongtae, who is not present.
-Somehow. It was a team. I told you from the beginning. I thought something was strange. So you’re the team leader? Should I contact you? Is that right?
Am I a leader?
I turn my head again and look at the children’s faces one by one.
Myunggyu, Changseok, and Gukyeong.
“···”
No need to think long.
-Oh. Right. I feel like I’m the leader.
He sends the message and nods.
like that.
While talking to Jaeshirong with his head down.
Bam.
“Hey. Stop looking at your phone. Let’s have a drink.”
I raised my head when I heard Gukyoung’s voice.
Guk-yeong raises his glass while looking at me.
Shake the beer glass from side to side.
Bubbles are flying out little by little in all directions.
“For the love of Seongtae.”
Shout out a toast.
widely.
The beer mug cleared my throat. I tore the dried fish into pieces and put them in my mouth.
Then he fills the empty glass with alcohol again.
For a while, glasses of alcohol were passed around the table along with jokes.
suddenly.
-Jiying.
Myunggyu’s cell phone vibrated.
“Huh? It’s a saint?”
Myunggyu lifts up his cell phone and shows it to us.
Speaker phone. Speaker phone. Kook-young whispers.
“hello.”
As soon as you slide the screen, it switches to speakerphone.
“Was it tea?”
Myung-gyu greets Seong-tae warmly.
“What are you talking about? What are you imagining? Okay. Is everyone free next weekend? Any date is fine.”
Seongtae always gets to the point first.
The moment Seongtae spoke like that,
During that brief moment, they quickly exchanged glances.
It’s like another performance. Right? Say no. Say no. Say no. Let’s rest a bit on the weekend. The conversation is conveyed from one eye to another.
After a brief discussion with eye contact.
Everyone looks at Myeonggyu at the same time and shakes their heads.
Myung-gyu nodded solemnly to our opinion.
I drew a circle with my finger.
“Surely it’s not another performance?”
“No. It’s not like it’s a performance. It’s just volunteer work.”
“What volunteer work?”
“Daycare. Just practice once or twice and you’ll be fine. It’s not a performance, just think of it as a place for the kids to hang out. Kids who don’t have time can skip out, and you don’t have to push yourself too hard. Just ask them. Let’s go once with only those who are fit.”
As Seongtae finished speaking, the silence deepened.
They exchange glances without saying a word.
They all have the same expression.
Volunteering at a daycare center.
No matter what anyone says, it’s a good thing.
A good deed that warms the heart.
Unless something really requires it.
The justification for opposing it simply because it was annoying was weak.
I guess I noticed something.
“···”
and.
Especially me.
**
On the way home.
When the alcohol gets cold, the moon also sets.
The night sky is staggering. The universe appears as three or four.
‘So this is the multiverse I’ve only heard about.’
I looked at several universes while talking nonsense.
Without realizing it, I reached out to the electric pole.
“Uwaaaaaa. Uwaaaaaa.”
The debris pours out.
My breath smells like dried fish. The years of dried squid are splattered on my shoes.
A smell that just won’t go away.
I thought it might be rude to take a taxi like this, so I went into the bathroom of a nearby building.
I rinsed my mouth at the sink. I swallowed water and spit it out repeatedly.
So I went to the bathroom and washed my face and came out.
Suddenly.
A brightly lit clothing store.
The clothing store on the first floor catches the eye.
Even at this hour, the deadline hasn’t been reached.
Everyone is working hard.
I thought about it like that and just tried to pass it by.
That’s what it was.
Daughter.
Before I knew it, the clothing store door opened.
‘I’ve never bought children’s clothes before.’
I looked around the store.
Similar children’s clothes.
No matter how much I look, I still can’t figure it out.
I keep loitering around the hanger.
The clerk who saw that sight approached me cautiously.
“Do you have any clothes you’re looking for?”
“I’m thinking of buying winter clothes for the kids.”
I think I was about this tall. He pointed to my waist.
Just a moment. The clerk brings out a few items of clothing.
I glance over it. I pretend to look. I nod my head a few times as if I’m satisfied.
“Please give me that.”
I came out of the store with my hands full of shopping bags.
“I wonder if you like it.”
Worry comes first.
I think it should be conveyed naturally.
I hope you don’t take it as pity.
Won’t you feel bad?
After much thought,
“ha.”
I let out a deep sigh without realizing it.
Let’s sigh toward the night sky like that.
Before I knew it, the sigh I let out began to float through space.
**
This is the third one.
The manuscript was rejected.
-Why do I have to do this? Why do I need a pass cloud? There has to be some kind of clear purpose. Textbooks are different from library manuals. You read books to learn. You don’t look them up right away like a manual. So…
I followed the letters in the beginning for a bit and then gave up.
Whether I see it or not.
Jaeshirong continues to send long messages.
“It’s difficult. It’s difficult.”
It was harder because I couldn’t empathize.
I’ve never been interested in learning new technologies.
I just lived my life thinking that something like that existed.
I don’t remember ever making an effort of my own volition to learn something new.
Sales keeps nagging me that I have to expand my business, that I have to do it no matter what.
I just forced myself to become an expert in cutting-edge technology.
The manuscript was rejected several times like this.
to be honest.
‘I don’t feel like doing it.’
Because I have no idea how to write it.
I went to GetHub to change my mood.
Carefully click on the manual I uploaded.
-How many manuals are you uploading?
-What is this guy? He’s scary. What does he do?
-Rumor has it that they are a team.
-Thank you so much. I found the problem after seeing this. It wasn’t working because of the version.
The comment response is nothing short of explosive.
Without realizing it, my shoulders tense up.
‘I was a spectator.’
I realize something I didn’t know before. A wrinkle forms at the corner of my mouth.
Okay. Let’s start with the manual.
I’ll do the manuscript later and then write another manual or something.
I decided to put aside urgent matters and do what I want to do first.
like that.
Download the basic manual for the Spring-related library and look through it slowly.
Creating a manual itself is a battle against time.
First, read the official manual for the existing library.
Next, analyze and run the test code for the function.
After comparing my test results with the test code specified in the official manual.
Then, based on the test results, the manual is rewritten.
and.
Repeat this process over and over again.
“It’s just a simple repetitive task.”
I’m excited because the response is good.
Laughter spreads through the net. A smile appears on your face all the time.
Ta-da-dak.
Ta-da-dak.
like that
Play the keyboard while humming Red Blue’s song.
The chords dance to the music.
The smile that spread to me was then passed on to other developers through the network.
**
After finishing work, I came out to the living room.
A disorganized living room.
I glance at the empty box.
Boxes rooted here and there on the floor.
Pick up a box. Pull out the roots.
Because I kept putting off cleaning, there were a lot of empty boxes lying around.
Everything is like a coin with two sides, sometimes being lazy is helpful.
That’s how I rationalize to myself.
Boxes available in different sizes.
After measuring the size of the box by eye,
Unpack the children’s clothes that were in the shopping bag into the box.
I put the clothes in the box and sealed the box with tape.
After wrapping the tape around it several times to create a handle, lift it once to make sure it is sturdy.
Grab the tape handle and gently flick the box.
“okay.”
The packaging is all done, now all I have to do is give it to him.
however.
I couldn’t think of any good idea.
Because I don’t have the confidence to say something like that to a child.
I was afraid that if I made a mistake with my words, it would only leave a scar on your heart.
I think of several methods in my head.
But I can’t think of any good lines.
at last.
I decide to just run away and not face them.
**
Daughter.
Go into the convenience store.
“hello.”
The part-time worker I saw while doing the calculations at that time.
I came here on purpose to meet that person.
I glanced over and saw that he had his head down and was looking at his cell phone.
While choosing a lunch box, take a deep breath at the same time.
‘What should I say when I cry?’
Pick up the lunch box and then put it down again.
I pretend to pick out the items while reciting the lines in my head.
After walking around the convenience store a few times, I head to the checkout counter.
I try to talk to him quietly while calculating something different than usual.
“Do you remember the girl from last time?”
The part-time worker’s eyes narrowed in response to my words.
“Ah! Then calculate instead!”
He nodded as if a memory had come to mind.
“Does that friend come often?”
“Yes. I come here often.”
Ah, I see. Then you have to bring it up. Finish the calculation and take out the card.
“I’m really sorry… Can I ask you one favor?”
Then he carefully lifted the box that was under his feet.
The part-time worker takes a step back with a wary look in his eyes.
Looking at him like that.
“Could you please give this to him?”
He made a pitiful face.
**
I’ll make sure to convey it well.
Thankfully, the part-time worker nodded.
After hearing the part-time worker tell me not to worry, I left my worries at the convenience store.
I finished one of the things I was most anxious about.
Well then, now.
‘Now it’s time to do what I’ve been putting off.’
I see Jaeshirong’s message again.
It was a mistake.
You approached it the wrong way.
People who want to learn new things.
There is no way I can understand their minds.
I was mistaken for a moment.
The method was simpler than I thought, but I kept trying to take the difficult path.
.
Don’t try to understand.
Let’s just pretend.
With that in mind, I purchased all of Jaeshurong’s books from Amazing Zone.
Break down the letters one by one as if analyzing a library.
The way he explains. How he motivates. What habits he has when he describes.
Tone, handwriting, everything is copied.
‘Let’s clear our heads. Let’s not think.’
Let’s put aside our doubts for a moment and just follow along.
Not with your head, but with your butt.
In my ignorant way of killing time and somehow producing results.
Slowly, one letter at a time, numbers are written in black letters on the screen.